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我曲膝挨住床邊坐底:「你今朝做咩咁嬲吖?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFhSHuAr9BY
「因為我一知道區嘉桐咁樣恰你,我就無名火起,我唔會俾佢得逞。」從郭家朗嘅語氣,可以聽得出佢仲未消到啖氣。178Please respect copyright.PENANAgSOfrMBaBr
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「唔可以吖。」我嘆道。178Please respect copyright.PENANAD0zriAAXnJ
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「...同埋我哋喺學校嘅時候,可能都要見少啲,如果唔係啲人就會估,相入面個男仔係你。」發生咗呢件事已成定局,我更加唔敢講,上次佢頂撞訓導主任嗰件事鬧到咁大,已經引起班上面一啲揣測。178Please respect copyright.PENANAVJWVtggC9J
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「不過好彩啲相唔夠清咋,影唔到你個樣。」所以點都好,我唔想連累佢。178Please respect copyright.PENANARikuBFiu9C
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「影到咪又由佢影到,我寧願同我呢個咁可愛嘅女朋友一齊承擔後果,都唔想你下下都要自己一個攬晒啲痛苦喺身。」佢語氣帶點不忿,雖然我哋喺呢件事上面達成唔到共識,不過佢都有遷就我嘅意願,盡量喺學校嘅時候少咗見面。178Please respect copyright.PENANA7pUCbYjmc4
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於是時間就係咁,一日一日咁過。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhkNYGmoF9a
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喺屋企,佢每晚會主動陪我傾電話,所以即使屋企得返我同叔叔兩個人獨處,佢都可以知道我嘅安全。不過就算叔叔偶爾對我做啲咩,我都寧願呃住佢,因為我始終好驚佢會覺得我好污糟,然後揼低我。再加上,以佢衝動嘅性格,可能會直接衝入嚟同叔叔當面對質,我唔希望俾媽咪知道呢啲事,我唔想搞到媽咪再次失去依靠。178Please respect copyright.PENANAUQlrrt65EF
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我好理解媽咪佢好需要呢個叔叔嘅經濟支持,如果唔係我哋依然仲屈居喺親戚屋企,至少而家我叫做可以有自己間睡房,所以我選擇繼續啞忍,喺佢面前做返一個正常可愛嘅女朋友。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9rQxSjpsrW
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但喺學校,我唔敢同佢走得太近,而間唔中我仲會聽到啲男同學喺我背後講啲好難聽嘅說話,我有聽過啲人話我係PTGF,又討論我係唔係處女,最過份嘅試過有人問我今晚放學又要同邊個男仔過夜,我以為時間可以沖淡呢啲閒言閒語,但原來每次聽到都仲係會好難受。178Please respect copyright.PENANAz9nsmg1Sh1
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有時候,當啲同學講緊我是非嗰陣,曾皓賢會故意拉走我,同我講啲無厘頭嘅笑話,我問佢:「你咁樣做,唔怕啲同學喺背後講你咩?」佢嘅反應係…178Please respect copyright.PENANA8xOHmONaWc
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「怕咩啊?王樂兒你唔好次次都諗住自己一個人承受晒所有嘢啦。」曾皓賢揚一揚眉,笑著對我說。178Please respect copyright.PENANAL47Obkt5j2
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點解佢同郭家朗講嘅嘢咁似。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhBpFqCBezy
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轉眼間踏入十二月,校際排球比賽響呢段時間進行得如火如荼,但自從我哋女子組喺八強出咗局之後,就剩返男子組繼續向住爭冠目標邁進。178Please respect copyright.PENANAbCbk657wFX
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當其他年級已經開始放緊聖誕假嘅時候,係得我哋中六生今日仲要返學補課,我諗住趁小息行出走廊透吓氣嘅時候,陳柏希急步行過嚟拍拍我膊頭:「王樂兒,終於搵到你!你聽日真係諗住唔嚟睇我哋比賽?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAfWZQypjzgs
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「嗯,要溫書吖,過埋聖誕假就要考MOCK。」男子組決賽喺聽日平安夜嘅中午十二點舉行,之前淘汰賽嗰陣我已經冇去到,我怕我會影響佢表現,但係我更加怕要同觀眾席啲同學或者隊友一齊坐,所以我婉拒咗陳柏希嘅好意。178Please respect copyright.PENANAcEZsJ2iryM
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「咁啊?但係…如果你嚟嘅話,家朗落到場會更加有衝勁。」陳柏希個樣明顯係有啲失望,我知佢係想幫郭家朗說服我嚟睇比賽,但我之前已經同咗郭家朗講好咗,比賽嗰日我想留返喺屋企多啲。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmTsKbgdl4v
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「你再考慮吓啦,希望聽日見到你。」陳柏希見我喺度沉思冇出聲,就冇再強逼我應承佢去睇比賽。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4IQVwMsCL
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唉,我都係唔去喇,我去到又咪係自己一個人孤伶伶咁坐喺觀眾席,曾皓賢又唔鐘意睇運動比賽,一諗到要同旁邊啲同學相處,甚至乎可能又喺我背後講我點點點,我寧願留喺屋企自己溫書。178Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Wr8211B4
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呢晚我同郭家朗講唔使傾電話喇,我想佢早啲瞓,抖足精神聽日比賽。178Please respect copyright.PENANA1FxkrGloxl
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而既然難得聽朝唔使返學,我喺度諗不如唔好較鬧鐘,瞓到自然醒算,但係唔知聽日比賽會點呢,諗吓諗吓就迷迷糊糊咁瞓著咗。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4j2G71MUgt
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第二朝,我俾窗邊隻雀仔吱吱渣渣唱歌咁整醒咗,我擘大對眼第一件事係摸吓部手機擺咗喺邊,然後睇吓而家幾點。178Please respect copyright.PENANAdaHBckz2yG
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喔,原來已經係十一點幾喇,比賽十二點正開始,咁即係佢哋已經喺體育館入面熱緊身喇,我再望下排球隊同6A班個Whatsapp群組,有成三四十條未讀訊息,啲新訊息仲喺度不停咁彈緊出嚟。178Please respect copyright.PENANAIeIn8RA6EY
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我㩒入去睇吓佢哋講緊咩,首先過濾咗一堆「未起床啊」、「仲搭緊車啊」、「我到喇!你哋喺邊啊」等等嘅報到式對話之後,再碌落去就開始見到體育館場內嘅相,同埋班同學喺觀眾席合照嘅相,然後終於到班男仔賽前熱身嘅相。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnz1nlDfwIb
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只要張相入面有佢,我都會放大嚟睇。178Please respect copyright.PENANAqEJLiL8h4e
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我攤喺張床度睇住佢啲相,過咗一陣,我發覺自己竟然睇到入晒神,明明今日應該係要做返啲正經野,就係溫書!呢刻我好似聽到心入面有把聲同我講:「喂!起身啦王樂兒。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAd2vxu9vmB4
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「好囉!唔睇囉。」於是乎我扔低部電話,然後出盡全身氣力掙脫綿被嘅包圍,行去廁所刷牙洗面同梳返好啲頭髮,喺塊鏡面前,我望住自己個樣,剩係見到一個面容憔悴嘅女仔,我雙手拍拍自己臉頰。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9jOKASoLTj
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嗯,振作啲啦,王樂兒。178Please respect copyright.PENANApKoI6Q2W02
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我行返去睡房,閂埋房門,拎返張綿被包住自己,坐低開始溫書,但係對住枱面本中文書,掀起掀去都唔知溫咩好,掀掀吓去到《出師表》嗰頁,我又諗返起嗰日郭家朗喺操場度幫我包紮傷口,然後叫我send個默書範圍俾佢當做補償,跟住我就忍唔住望吓手機睇吓有冇佢嘅新相分享出嚟。178Please respect copyright.PENANAQsi8wbnpvN
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唉,咁樣溫書都唔係辦法,不如攞啲Past Paper出嚟做吓算啦,但做做吓我又停低支筆,左手托住個腮長嘆一聲,我諗起曾皓賢之前同我講,唔好咩都自己一個承受晒。我望住啲短訊,可以想像得到佢哋而家個比賽氣氛肯定好熱鬧,但再望吓自己面前份Past Paper。乜...我真係想溫書咩?178Please respect copyright.PENANAaRpkmTYzYe
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時鐘上面嘅秒針,滴答滴答咁移到十二點鐘方向,比賽終於開始啦,你要加油啊知唔知。178Please respect copyright.PENANAva5Ji4VWKs
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我索性熄咗電話個熒幕,嘗試逼自己集中返精神落份Past Paper度,不過做唔夠兩題又攞返出嚟睇,我對住個熒幕唔知等咗幾耐,仍然都係冇新訊息或者新相彈出嚟,我不自覺咁又長嘆一聲。178Please respect copyright.PENANARJfVhdMzOp
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唉,王樂兒你喺度做緊咩啊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAX7x2X5FI2b
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算啦,既然集中唔到溫書,不如去廚房搵啲嘢食填下肚,妨且我由起身到而家都仲未食過嘢,個肚都開始有啲餓餓地。我著返對白色毛毛拖鞋行返出睡房,但隱約聽到收音機喺度播緊天氣新聞:「受到東北季候風影響,天文台預料本港氣溫將會顯著下降,預料市區氣溫最低為十二度...」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbR1vDqDfDz
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頭先喺睡房溫書嘅時候,我一直用張綿被包住自己個身,但係而家我剩係著住件Hoodie同短褲,行出廳嗰陣已經覺得有啲寒寒地,頭先梳洗嗰陣都冇咁凍㗎,點解突然間凍咗咁多㗎。178Please respect copyright.PENANAx5Rp3iWmkv
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但咪住先,明明今朝屋企應該剩係得我一個人,媽咪同叔叔理應一早出咗門口返工,點解無啦啦會有收音機響嘅?我望一望叔叔間房係閂埋咗,再確認埋廁所門都係閂埋咗,客廳一眼望晒冇人喺度,仔細一聽,收音機聲正正喺廚房傳出嚟,我戰戰競競咁向住廚房方向,一步一步咁探路,但因為廚房位處於客廳左面嘅轉角位,呢一刻我冇辦法望到入面係咩狀況。178Please respect copyright.PENANASgQm4g79ue
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當我越行越近嘅同時,收音機聲亦都越嚟越響。178Please respect copyright.PENANAMllfGR7NgK
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直至我行到轉角位,正準備轉入廚房之際,收音機就喺呢一瞬間靜止咗。178Please respect copyright.PENANASmxjP0brf7
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而我眼前見到嘅,係一個著住白色長袖底衫,灰色綿質長褲嘅中年大叔,企咗喺廚房裡面摵緊香蕉皮。178Please respect copyright.PENANAogJtvmRX6d
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同埋笑瞇瞇咁望住我。178Please respect copyright.PENANAdVEEhBjQnL
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