Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLpJld2o2f
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrB5BTuR9V
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd1tTyjZaA
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEmFpCUI5j

In a room full of people,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgF0RmXsFq
I can't help but feel alone,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9DyXBYg3e
And the darkness take it's hold,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyl3n6LHQp
That makes me feel so small.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRoVKKjLeA

They ask me to smile,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFn821ss9t
But I've forgotten how,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7HnBhL7YR
And I can't remember why,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3aQ6WKHh
My sparkle began to dim.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJurssHOB4

They make me so crazy,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrxYqfTkUT
But still I let them win,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnxTGw7a07
After I've taken all I can bare,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkcDvGcknC
I've no one to call, 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL1g0nnih9
No one to be there.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lcYgAlPI0

They've seen my true colours,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9sSMKfCoU
When I've let them shine through,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69zBkxZAMO
My true colours,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7SfQTKYwm
I'd wished I'd never shown.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsKjRL85nR

I am afraid to let them show,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8flQ6MWhcO
My true colours,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH1aK4XoEG
They claimed were beautiful,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOkNdIfYxN
But they still tore me down, 267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDgoZEPnbE
Making me feel small,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAoCUsvsCI
My true colours,267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg4AtRowXR
I should've never shown.267Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz7cwnwJm5