Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1C0jc14Wp
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 221255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmxy9IwPhT
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIws7EULofc
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2SrQr1nNI
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmZQNyUlF1
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzGbvzF3qk
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXOrSb1Dsy
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb02fYtppIO
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoRiWq24Gt
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSH56VZG1G
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4vLSj7uih
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjEhVPcynD
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyY4wG2jAf
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UZCkjGiYy
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TxusDndCZ
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfmyy1Be5D
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyZ8irFevh
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc1ildjBtL
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xnVD5CrNh
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzXZ0kp8cN
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuBzxfuAfr
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7PgynY7jQ
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy9qIz0d7l
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfh0bkcDhE
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1jPFxVRq3
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn8pehh7Bg
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkf0yDyBCO
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7wPmgiMoc
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCax44brFW
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH6hGYIW9b
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvhmmvPSRy
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNhXKRfgXi
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu81U7TLbFH
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeya5BRjULD
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYyvNaVXHy
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk00452srn2
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKS2B88Dip
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGdHqVqrfj
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpvyOasoTu
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzug2vUnXM
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEIOevrX2T
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoibhKgDtV5
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEkKKH1Qmt
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfeNiGkcIE
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWc2JJiLzt
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia1255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPwsbTYJL3
makin penasaran.”
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