2019年2月確診心肌肥大(HCM),就診過程足足一年半有多,期間醫生不斷給我預視最壞情況,也不斷跟我打氣一起努力加油,於是足足一年半有多無口系復原了。319Please respect copyright.PENANASnq82fA0pn
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講得輕巧,就如我當初所說,心臟病於貓來講情況太多變了,不能分期數。而且絕大多數情況下(尤其先天性/隱性心臟病)都不可逆轉,今日無口系能復原、停藥就只可以說是幸運!幸運真如醫生所猜測,牠心臟是抵不住病發前一個月反覆入院、用藥太重而迫壓出來,於是尚有復原機會。319Please respect copyright.PENANAcW4CKCjg8m
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「現在只剩下IBD的問題,但今日照超聲波來看,雖然沒轉好,但也沒變差。怎樣?開心嗎?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAX7LPJXU7lP
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我沒半分遲疑「好開心!」和護士對視而笑,醫生也笑了,還嘲笑我們一起發出愉快的疊聲。319Please respect copyright.PENANAhn050f1C11
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接到無口系以後,我把著袋子等護士拿驗血報告給我。無口系本無動靜,直到我打開袋子,牠一抬頭,琥珀色的眼眸與我撞上「HI BABY⋯」話未說完,牠就動身轉了一圈,不安分舔毛給我看,到上了車還是不願坐好。319Please respect copyright.PENANA1TGKf09OHl
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我拉大袋子開口,讓無口系探頭出來,明明麻醉藥未完全退去,混身都在抖,牠死活也要站著看風景。319Please respect copyright.PENANAHtQejjACXi
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「你坐一下吧!」我心疼摸摸無口系,未能勸服牠,只好雙手圈好做坐墊,讓牠靠坐得舒服點「麻醉藥未過在逞什麼強?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAcLIx2TJfp3
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無口系充耳未聞,邊抖邊望著窗外略過風光,安靜得讓我有錯覺剛剛往醫院那程一直開罵的是另一隻貓。319Please respect copyright.PENANAVT5BbGqT3p
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「明天開始可以停藥了。」我邊說邊拍拍無口系的身體,讓牠慢慢放鬆下來「你最捧了BABY!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAJpTfr9DEXO
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我是高興得要去買香檳開,可無口系完全無感。319Please respect copyright.PENANAHVAyL44vMe
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回到家的一剎,無口系只想不斷蹭磨,哪怕走得像個醉漢也要四周蹭磨、撒嬌,就是一刻也不要靜下來「你該知道麻醉藥未完全退好,我不能餵糧的。」無口系不管,歪歪斜斜的走來走去。319Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ5TovYk2m
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我哭笑不得輕輕按下無口系「躺著,休息一下,走得動我再餵你。」無口系躺是躺著,頭靠在我腳掌,我可以感覺到牠的身體微顫。而牠也不願閉眼休息,瞪大眼眸看我,莫名其妙的盯緊我。319Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q9LZIx6ag
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你說這倔強像誰⋯⋯319Please respect copyright.PENANAzRXna3TWqv
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剎那間,我想起自己做腸胃檢查時,麻醉藥退得比較快,床還在推動去休息處我就醒了。全身乏力,卻睜著眼死活想要撐起自己,試了幾次不行,直到全身也在抖,一直發冷,又再咬緊牙關撐身起來,求一張⋯不,幾張被子、暖水袋或暖風機。319Please respect copyright.PENANAzUSywwCCnj
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「好吧。物似主人型,我懂了。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAmlJqE9aS9G