“What do you mean two years I need to be out their Don?” I said.
”Shit is fucked up overseas and I need you to get it together.” Don said.
”And what about my wife? She finally in a good head space. I can’t do this shit right now.” I said.
”You ain’t got a choice. I dint care what you gotta tell her but by Friday the jet will be filled and you will be on it.” He said.
”When ya daughter is crying I hope you the one who picks her up.” I said and walked out his office.
I stumbled in the house at ten at night. I knew when shorty found out I was gonna be gone she was gonna leave my ass. Bluu and I have become real close she had moved her stuff in my room. Javiar was calling me pops. Shit was cool, I felt like I had the family I always wanted.
A few days ago I told Bluu I was gonna be leaving on business. She took it well but I could tell she was gonna miss me. Shit I was gonna miss my baby too. When I walked in the kitchen I smelled the food and saw her cleaning the kitchen after cooking. That’s what I liked about Bluu. She would feed everyone clean the kitchen then think of herself last.
”Fuck is you doing that for Mami? We got help for a reason.” I snapped at her causing her to jump.
”I can’t leave that shit in their.” She said. I looked down at the food. It looked good as fuck but I was mad her pops was putting me in a fucked up position so I flipped the table full of food.
”What the fuck you do that for Domi.” She said.
”I hire people to do a job and you stay trying to do their job.” I slurred pointing my finger in her face.
”So what you don’t complain any other time why is this different?” She snapped.
”Because you can’t cook mama. Maybe instead of selling your pussy out she should’ve taught your dumb ass to cook. Good be having my stomach wit the bubble guts.” I laughed but soon as the sober part of my mind wrapped around what my drunk mouth said I instantly felt bad.
”Okay Spook, I apologize you ain’t gotta worry about my cooking no more. Make sure you have your help clean that up.” She said going to walk away but I yoked her up against the wall.
”Don’t call me that.” I yelled.
”Good night Spook.” She said and pushed me off her.
Today was the day I was leaving and Bluu hasn’t said to words to me since that night. She slept in the same bed with me, when it came to Joviar we talked but when I talked about us she just shit me out. I get it I hurt her with what I said.
”Have a safe trip.” Bluu said to me.
”You talking to me now lil mama.” I said pulling her to me as I was walking to check my bags in.
”No but my father always told me never let anyone leave mad you never know when the last time your gonna see him is. For some reason I feel like your lying to me. You hurt my feelings the other night but something in me tells me you were lashing out.” She said.
”I just got started here and I don’t wanna leave y’all.” I said pick Jovi up.
”I’m gonna hold it down pops.” Jovi said.
”You gotta take care of ya mama, make sure nobody push up on my wife while I’m gone you hear me son.” I said. He just nodded his head.
”A few weeks right?” She asked.
”Yeah.” I lied.
”I’m gonna miss you papa.” She said and pulled her in for a kiss.
”I’m gonna miss you to lil mama. I gotta go but I’ll call you. I promise I ain’t mean shit I said the other night.” I said and kissed her like I was never gonna see her again. She looked like she wanted to say something but closed her mouth.
”Don’t forget about me D.” She yelled at me.
”Never my baby.” I said and got on my plan. I watched her look over her shoulder with sadness in her eyes it was like she knew something but didn’t wanna say it.
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