->>>在信任關係被破壞後,他該如何收拾破碎的心帶回迷途的人。
【凌家最終——泰特斯】《救贖》八、回家(終)
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『看起來你老哥都在這一帶活動,要猜猜他去哪嗎?』779Please respect copyright.PENANABFkSQjzsmM
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打發走了臨演,貝兒讓司機隨意在市區繞轉時,就收到保羅傳來的簡訊。他盯著附件的地圖一番後,便一言不語地關掉螢幕,繼續看著窗外街景。779Please respect copyright.PENANA0aGE8JKUCq
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「不去找看看?」見他一臉木然,汪一全忍不住問道。779Please respect copyright.PENANAvwxuH62YIK
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貝兒靜默了半晌,才悶悶地說:「不知道。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAdgkfGuo7SO
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「不知道在哪?」汪一全說完,才意識到可能是另一種含意,「還、還是……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZQpGFcTghN
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「大概知道在哪。」貝兒嚅著嘴小聲回答,雖未說明原意為何,卻也不言而喻。不知道是否要去找,也不知道要怎麼做,更不知該如何處理淤滯心頭的哀怨與憤怒,不知該如何原諒泰特斯第三度離棄。779Please respect copyright.PENANA65cRGqAU2P
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為何那人始終都不明白?他要的不是一廂情願的為他好!一聲不響地私自切斷彼此的情分,這是哪門子的好?別人分手離婚都有雙方協議,那混蛋卻直接離家搞失蹤,這算什麼?779Please respect copyright.PENANAOBgSBhb1Wo
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二十多年的感情,怎能如此輕易鬆手?怎麼可以?779Please respect copyright.PENANAXtFkBcqHy3
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察覺貝兒隱於平靜表面下的波瀾,汪一全也沈默了片刻,才揉了揉他的頭,「去吧,也許見了面就知道了。不管怎麼說,他都還是你哥。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAehpDEezclz
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終是仍將位置報給了司機,貝兒望著街上的車流,無法確定自己是否見到對方就真能知道答案,只肯定胸口鬱悶隨著距離縮短越烈,甚至有幾次想叫司機掉頭,然而,無名指上的戒指卻不斷提醒自己,他至少要揍那混蛋一拳才行!779Please respect copyright.PENANAaSYPMzKQ8C
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凌亂思緒於腦海喧囂不休,心煩意亂亦不過如此,直到他來到記憶中的天橋,看見那思念已久的消瘦身影,剎那間,一切的紛擾都在朦朧的視線中靜止,僅浮現一張難以忘懷的暈黃照片,那是泰特斯在十二歲被收養前,尼爾・拉文德為搜尋他而讓徵信社拍下的一幕。779Please respect copyright.PENANAgr4BTUsSme
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——寒冬天橋下,那個漠望塵世的流浪孩子,可是在自我放逐中盼望著什麼?779Please respect copyright.PENANAi311sCrcNC
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ค(●ω●)ค ค(#Φ皿Φ)ค ค(QωQ)ค ค( ̄ε ̄*)ค ค(๑*д*๑)ค ! ค(>ω<*)ค 779Please respect copyright.PENANAMaU7nCXJfi
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「終於找到你了。」
坐在天橋下的人頓了頓,才睜眼看向面前的人,神情有些茫然。午風吹來熟悉的薰衣淡香,飛揚的幽紫是他最愛於指間輕梳的髮絲,一時間,他恍如回到二十五年前的那一天,同樣的場景、同樣的話語,卻是不同的人、不同的情。779Please respect copyright.PENANAI4F2oBZnWQ
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「貝兒。」一聲輕呼喚起沈寂的心跳,卻也換來冷漠的視線,泰特斯仰頭望著他心心念念的容顏,只覺百感交集,想伸手擁抱眼前的人,卻深怕這只是一碰即碎的夢。779Please respect copyright.PENANAoGWwF5rBAL
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面對依然溫柔的呼喚,貝兒未有回應,僅默默凝視這多日不見的人。只見泰特斯憔悴的臉龐長了些鬍渣,讓他想起往日的每個早晨,他總愛在替對方刮完鬍子後,以食指輕撫光潔下巴的稜角,隨口說著任性撒嬌的胡話,被哭笑不得的人擁進懷裡肆意揉蹭,最後再以溫柔的吻結束兩人的晨漱。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqXyW8n7yvL
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說是往日,離現在也不過是數日,卻彷彿有道深溝相隔在他們之間。倘若二十五年的相守相惜都不足以填補這裂縫,那得再用多久的心碎才能忘懷?779Please respect copyright.PENANAr8egLPAdxw
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這一刻,貝兒的腦袋是空白的,感覺是麻木的,不知自己該哭該笑,該撲過去撒嬌或是捶打,該哭鬧哀求歸來,還是怨聲指責罪行。以往不論何種情況,他總能憑本能做出各種惹對方心憐的反應,但此時的他只剩下一個念頭,一個壓抑已久的念頭,即便那將又一次挖開對方血淋淋的傷口。779Please respect copyright.PENANAVqXk9f9F5t
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「你不覺得該給我個交代嗎?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAkWTfQDH7YW
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低啞的冷聲詢問,讓泰特斯愣了幾秒,才在貝兒面無表情的注視中,苦笑地低下頭。779Please respect copyright.PENANAfbjvJ8JrSd
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果然被討厭了吧?在他做了那些不可饒恕的事之後。差一點就殺了最愛的人,這樣的罪孽,任是再善良的天使都無法原諒他,既然如此……779Please respect copyright.PENANA4vWqmy7Qhr
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「故事很長,貝兒要聽嗎?」泰特斯低聲問道。779Please respect copyright.PENANAicPktFAGBe
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既然大錯已鑄,不如讓貝兒徹底死心,早些了斷對自己的愛戀,便能早點遇到更好的人,然後他也就能安心地走了吧。779Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ5e6uadWQ
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「故事?」貝兒輕拉褲管在原地坐了下來,嘴角噙起似嘲諷的弧度,「好故事,不聽嗎?」779Please respect copyright.PENANA0BXsT8DBU8
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聽出話裡的怨意,泰特斯又一次心痛如絞。將本是純真的人逼至此,這樣的他還奢望什麼?779Please respect copyright.PENANAxIHSq2UaQy
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於是,這一向看似屹立不搖的堅強男人,終於滿腹酸楚地垂下眼眸,有如向命運低頭臣服般,緩緩說起那段糾纏了三十七年的夢魘,他那不堪回首的過去。779Please respect copyright.PENANAsl6QZkBXua
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多日未食的乾啞嗓音輕顫,沒有激昂憤慨,沒有悲痛啜泣,一如那面癱的平淡語調說著前半生的十二年,斷斷續續卻鉅細靡遺,絕望而放棄地在摯愛面前攤開所有最醜陋的爛瘡。779Please respect copyright.PENANAW6e73hvHYw
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貝兒靜靜聽著已知卻初由當事人親口訴說的事,忽覺這樣的他們好陌生,明明是那樣親密的關係,卻在扒開那層熟悉的外皮後,才知道他們根本就不瞭解彼此,彷彿這二十五年的相依相守僅是一齣扮家家酒的戲碼,一旦被名為過去的敵人輕聲一噓,便NG連連以致曲未了人卻散。779Please respect copyright.PENANAPhaKKXjMQn
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這便是他們的結局了嗎?779Please respect copyright.PENANAFKMiksUAao
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「……那晚本來打算跟他同歸於盡。」結束了那段歷史,泰特斯開始交代這些日子的行蹤,一切果真如大家所擔心的那樣,他假裝配合誘瑞奇出來後,打算一刀除去那禍害再了結自己,如此,便無人能威脅拉文德家,貝兒也不必再為他這顆不定時炸彈所懼。779Please respect copyright.PENANAeG0DcwdiwC
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然而,就在他揮刀之際,事情竟出乎他預料地發展——779Please respect copyright.PENANALQ4KVPWboL
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『不……不要……媽咪……求你不要……嗚……不要打我……媽咪……』779Please respect copyright.PENANAl1yJcOKlvK
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驚懼的哭嚎令他一愣之際,刀鋒不禁一偏,劃過瑞奇的肩膀刺在地板。他瞪著身下瑟縮顫抖的男人,對這番轉變感到錯愕不已。779Please respect copyright.PENANAet2Qm5uLfc
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這是怎麼回事?這個男人……這比惡魔還強大的可怕男人,為何會……779Please respect copyright.PENANA5QrNYnOmms
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被他視為最懼怕的邪惡敵人,如今竟像小孩倒在地上害怕哭饒,這讓他震驚困惑了。從小受盡虐待背叛、被當成低賤的商品出賣、被當成廢棄垃圾丟進地下室自生自滅,這些記憶如鬼魅般糾纏多年,令他時刻壓抑所有傷痛與憤怒,深怕自己會失控成為一樣的惡魔,因為他身上也流著相同的血。779Please respect copyright.PENANAy1yZ2Wn8lb
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一直以來,他都奢望能擺脫這些惡夢,沒有一天不希望這個惡魔消失。他不斷質問上帝為何如此殘忍,最後否認並憎恨那不科學的存在,直到貝兒走進他的生命,他才終於看到一絲光明,但這人卻又在多年後毀滅他小心守護的幸福,這讓他怎麼不恨?怎麼不想將這人碎屍萬段?779Please respect copyright.PENANAUSPXQwcSwm
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就算背上弒父的罪,也絕不能讓這惡魔有機會再傷害他珍愛的人,他絕不要再受這惡魔折磨!然而,一切的信念都在瑞奇崩潰失常的瞬間受到了衝擊。779Please respect copyright.PENANAZYIxZV12KK
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『他不是我所認識的那個人……他不是……』779Please respect copyright.PENANAEy6bFuwUqR
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記憶中那毆打施暴的生硬拳腳,竟不費吹灰之力就被自己制服,這想法一浮上心頭,他才驚覺眼前的男人已不復自己以為的模樣。月光下,同樣的陰暗室內,那個惡魔已然消失,只剩下一個頭髮花白滿臉皺紋的佝僂老人哭得眼淚鼻涕齊流,就像一條卑微的可憐蟲,毫無尊嚴地祈求一點生存機會。779Please respect copyright.PENANAZHaQ7bzWCW
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這一刻,他茫然、困惑了。當一直恨著的人忽然不見時,他莫名感到無所適從。779Please respect copyright.PENANA03oYXctQYW
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「等回過神時,我已經離開了,什麼都沒做,之後就一直在這了。」他自嘲地苦笑道。779Please respect copyright.PENANACTN7DtwKS0
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「喔。」貝兒靜默了會,才又問:「不是說同歸於盡嗎?然後呢?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAqiYODDNrJg
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泰特斯抬頭望向他依舊漠然的臉,似在遙望著什麼,眼裡盡是茫然憂傷,「捨不下。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAcyb42ohO6t
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「捨不下什麼?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAH54vD61OZ3
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「你。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZOBFidlRiM
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「幾次拿刀,卻忍不住想到你……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZW1oByAtfq
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如果貝兒知道了,會是什麼反應?傷心欲絕?憤怒謾罵?亦或是無動於衷?想到貝兒在望見遺體時會落淚的一丁點可能,想到自己以後再無法照看他寶貝的人,他便下不了手。779Please respect copyright.PENANAf7VnywzIeH
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想回到貝兒身邊,想繼續看著貝兒每一秒的喜怒哀樂,想重新擁抱心愛的人日夜輕喚寶貝兒,想重回過去每一天的幸福,但他還有機會嗎?還有可能被原諒嗎?他這大半生都圍繞著貝兒,一旦失去了這唯一的重心,他不知還為何而活。779Please respect copyright.PENANAIopPmBWsl8
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猶豫、掙扎,不斷在泰特斯的各種念想間徘徊,然而,一向精明的腦袋被這場混亂弄得無法運作,令他始終理不出個頭緒。779Please respect copyright.PENANAWUrgwxW7ST
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「所以,你就一直在這裡發呆?」貝兒忽地打斷那堆囉唆話,直直瞪著泰特斯冷聲問:「那你到底有沒有要去死?」779Please respect copyright.PENANA4f9ypnki0d
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泰特斯茫然張口卻無語。他第一次聽見貝兒這般蠻不在乎的冷淡語氣,即便過去他曾傷透貝兒的心也不曾見對方如此絕情,這令他一時間不知心中是何滋味。直到他望見注視自己的碧眼浮出水光,他才驚覺自己又錯了什麼,當下便本能性地臂抱住貝兒,心疼又驚慌地安撫著,「別哭,寶貝兒別哭,對不起,哥錯了,別哭……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAqbTFTWhBtx
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「我才沒有哭!」貝兒用力推開泰特斯吼道,漲紅著臉似憤恨震怒,然而,不住從眼眶滾落的淚珠卻是鐵一般的證據——他又傲嬌了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAUrcwMP6Zq1
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「膩才哭了混蛋!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Gc2lB6k5
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聽到貝兒那句哽咽的經典傲嬌話,泰特斯忍不住失笑了聲,眼角也溼了起來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAGc9EOGgeby
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「笑、笑屁啊?你還沒回答我的問題!」貝兒抹了把眼,就抓起他的衣襟惡狠狠地罵道:「說什麼捨不下?你愛說走就走,還走得一乾二淨,一點消息都沒有,什麼叫我看到你死會哭你就捨不得?那你走的時候就捨得我哭了?你捨不得我才怪!」779Please respect copyright.PENANARof6D5FUz6
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「貝兒,我……」
「明明說好不會分開的!」大爆發地一口氣怒吼完,貝兒就再憋不住滿腔情緒地淚崩了,「明明說好不會放手的……說好無論如何的……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAxYLw0EEaAO
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從方才聽到泰特斯企圖尋死時,他就已驚恐得差點停止心跳,再聽到那一連串的不捨,被他以冰冷隔離的心就再也無法武裝了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAntiXRyOYpN
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本想著將人找回來後,隨便這傢伙愛關起來發瘋自閉自虐,他都再不要原諒這人了,但為何他始終都無法對這人死心?為何他仍依戀這人的一切?為何他仍為這人的遭遇心疼得難以呼吸?779Please respect copyright.PENANAJUg92waJEx
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明明被這混蛋傷害那麼多次還差點殺了他,明明這混蛋三度離棄他,明明這混蛋違背了承諾,明明這混蛋有一堆壞毛病:愛逞強、愛自閉、愛鑽牛角尖、愛亂吃醋、愛擺臭臉嚇人、愛自以為是、愛一廂情願、愛……愛過度在乎他,愛將他的事擺第一位,愛優先照顧他的需求,愛把他當成脆弱的瓷娃娃百般呵護,愛即使出糗也要哄他開心……779Please respect copyright.PENANAFwY6CpWwVF
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這種大混蛋!779Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1JvDlUf0K
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「你這個大混蛋……大騙子……大豬頭……大王八……大……大……嗚……」779Please respect copyright.PENANARhJKRSt6ZW
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泰特斯心痛望著泣不成聲的人,卻不知如何是好,只能不停喃喃唸著:「怕傷了你啊,我有病……心裡的怪物……會傷了貝兒……我怕……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAR0JDlCPMzk
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那一場瀕死的劫難,不僅僅在泰特斯的心裡蒙上一層極深的陰影,亦是貝兒畢生難忘的可怕惡夢,但他不甘心啊!不甘心這麼多年的情深會輕易輸給一段過去,不甘心他們仍如此在乎彼此,卻不得不因一次失控而分開。779Please respect copyright.PENANA14vTr67WHy
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貝兒淚眼凝視自己纖細的手臂,還記得那天被緊梏的劇痛,還記得那天無法掙脫的無力,還記得那天安撫不了哥哥的慌亂,還記得那天臨死掙扎的恐懼,更記得那天被誤會質疑的心碎。若要說他對那場意外的感受,除了心如刀割外,便是對自己無能為力的惱怒自責,也同時證實了一件事——他太弱了!779Please respect copyright.PENANAGeCic8fLY6
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一味沈溺在寵愛保護中,自以為無後顧之憂地任性歡鬧,卻沒想過大山真有倒塌的一天,還來得如此意外如此猛烈,讓他措手不及又差點賠上性命。追根究柢,都是自己太沒用了,說什麼想成為哥哥的支柱,卻不僅半點用都沒有,還害人家的傷口被多劃一刀,才讓兩人落得如此分離的境地。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7MUANYBJYa
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所以,這便是他們能走到的結局了嗎?779Please respect copyright.PENANAWYcAJP9k5h
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「……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAxVJ2QuKZr6
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天色漸暗,沈浸在各自思緒的兩人,相對無語了許久,直至一對夫妻帶著兩孩子經過他們。779Please respect copyright.PENANAgg0CEmSbje
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年紀較小的男孩模仿英雄電影的動作,歡快喊著:「我以後要當超級英雄,保護爹地媽咪和哥哥!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAYNx1bJ0sWA
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「那你得先學跆拳道才行。」年紀較大的男孩吐槽。779Please respect copyright.PENANA2G6MOfHSkK
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「學就學!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAPqhGWzzTTf
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「很累的,你別學到一半就放棄喔。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAuzaOa18F9J
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「才不會!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ2d5ZQ80u
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兄弟倆一路互相鬥嘴,逗得父母笑聲連連。779Please respect copyright.PENANAnjiQZjokE5
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望著那家人漸行漸遠,貝兒忽而揚起一絲淡笑,「我好像也這麼說過呢。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA7xnX4APxry
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「是啊。」泰特斯也勾起嘴角,眼底浮起深深的懷念,「那天你剛滿六歲,我們一起去看電影,記得是部機器人拯救世界的電影,你很喜歡主角操作的那部機器人,看完出來後,就不斷模仿他跳躍的動作,那天小貝兒戴著新買的尖耳帽,跳起來像隻可愛的小貓……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAfJzb1IwMIo
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貝兒默默看著泰特斯笑說兩人的往事,鉅細靡遺,連他自己早已忘記的細節都清清楚楚,彷彿與他相處的每一刻光陰都是最珍貴的收藏。這一瞬間,他忽然眼眶一熱,心中似被暖流洗去了陰霾。這樣與自己羈絆如此之深的男人,要他如何放手?要他如何不愛?779Please respect copyright.PENANAL9kNFXGTQD
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「哥。」喚起好似許久未用的稱呼,他不禁輕快地笑了,「把你會的武術都教我吧!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAdsND1sDZul
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熟悉的甜軟呼喚,令泰特斯差點就要衝去抱緊貝兒,卻又為後來的話愣住,「你……想學?」779Please respect copyright.PENANA6BwofJmNVm
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「嗯,全都要學,而且我要學得比你更好、比你更強。」不意外對方的訝異,貝兒用力地點點頭,「我要保護你。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAuFtmczJbLl
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「我是認真的。」貝兒調整了下坐麻的腿,拉近兩人的距離,邊無奈地嘟起嘴,「也怪你把這麼重大的事瞞住,我要知道你有這毛病,那天就不會這麼白癡地自己過去找你了,結果打不過不說,還平白給豬頭登做什麼人工呼吸吃豆腐,丟臉死惹!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAsHsfix0VG2
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「貝兒……不怕我又會……」泰特斯仍覺得茫然錯愕,「我那樣對你……我差點殺了你……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAO5f0wM5fum
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「你!」見這人一再在這環節上繞,貝兒頓時氣不打一處來,便直接雙手「啪」地重重拍上泰特斯的臉頰,並用力往外捏扯,「窩只氣你離家出走搞失蹤還鬧自殺!才不是什麼打來打去差點掐死我的事,那又不是你能控制的,膩這大笨蛋到底有沒懂啊啊啊啊啊!」779Please respect copyright.PENANABDjI5npKKx
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憋了數日的怨氣隨這頓狂吼哇啦哇啦地宣洩著,直到慘遭蹂躪的憔悴俊臉浮起兩道紅腫掌印後,貝兒這才大感解氣地呼出一大口氣。而泰特斯雖臉頰熱辣地痛,卻從頭到尾都似渾然無覺地呆望,為自己聽到的話感到不可思議。779Please respect copyright.PENANA0xDHAhkkDz
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見泰特斯兩頰紅通通的傻樣,貝兒不禁暢快地笑了幾聲,才伸手幫他輕揉紅腫處,柔聲卻沈穩地說:「我知道你一直壓抑得很苦,總是害怕會失控傷到我,可我不怕。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAEQVFr2uXdz
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貝兒頓了下,收起笑容,正色注視泰特斯的雙眼,「你可以逃,但別想甩掉我,不管你逃得多遠,我都會拼命追上你的。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAVF30ltP3BX
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「我……」堅定的宣言讓泰特斯猶豫了。此時,他才明白自己原來是多麼膽小的人,明明光明就在眼前,他卻沒了當初的勇氣,只因他實在太在乎這個人,太害怕會又一次讓他的寶貝兒失望跌跤。想起貝兒在自己雙手下漸漸失去意識的淚顏,他不禁慌亂地推開貝兒,「太危險了,我不能冒這個險!」779Please respect copyright.PENANANL1mMSmLzD
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聞言,貝兒細細凝視他湖綠的眼眸,而後起身揚起在昏暗傍晚中依然亮麗奪目的燦笑,「哥,還記得小時候你對我說的話嗎?每當我夢到那場車禍害怕得驚醒時,你都是這麼說的。這一次,換我對你說……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZDfv5OfyS3
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「不論道路有多黑暗,都請不要害怕,我會一直牽著你的手,陪你走過的。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAe2mJSKOkAM
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泰特斯睜大雙眼望著朝他伸出手的人,這一刻,他似是見到當年笑著對他說:『我們走吧。』的尼爾,耳邊也似響起當年凌筱洋的銀鈴笑聲:『看!貝貝飛到你那了,他想帶你回家呢。』779Please respect copyright.PENANAT0sFg2ylZl
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同一個地方,兩次的救贖,都是這一家人伸出的手,彷彿自己真與他們有斬不斷的命運之線。視線朦朧間,他不自覺握住貝兒的手,當腦海裡最初記憶裡的純淨稚笑與眼前的明亮笑靨重疊時,那乘載一切罪惡的愧疚、自卑、哀傷、悲憤……便隨奪眶而出的熱液全數釋放。779Please respect copyright.PENANAvjTv5MHymj
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貝兒緊緊抱住懷裡像無助痛哭的大孩子盡情宣洩的男人,不禁濕了眼地低頭落下撫慰的輕吻,卻也忍不住偷偷在心底無聲吐槽——779Please respect copyright.PENANAfz3yvpy188
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「吐厭」的笨蛋哥哥,明明眼底的淚就在說想被他帶回家嘛,大傲嬌鬼!
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ค(●ω●)ค ค(#Φ皿Φ)ค ค(QωQ)ค ค( ̄ε ̄*)ค ค(๑*д*๑)ค ! ค(>ω<*)ค
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休息夠的流浪漢,睜開眼爬出天橋遮蔭處,抱起寫著「上帝保佑」的紙牌,漫步在人行道上喃喃自語,做著一成不變的事,日復一日,即便鞋底已幾乎磨破,多年來仍風雨無阻。779Please respect copyright.PENANAUVOaL9nSQk
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蹣跚的步伐行經正好散場的戲院,觀眾紛紛從大門湧出,伴隨此起彼落的心得分享,孩子們興奮揮舞雙手模仿電影情節。流浪漢未有停頓地持續前行,卻仍小心翼翼地避開嬉鬧孩童。從他身旁退去的「本日放映」電影看板上,標示著「今年度最佳導演 拉貝爾」。779Please respect copyright.PENANAP3xkWx0jT6
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流浪漢穿過人潮緩緩來到馬路口,安靜等待對街的跳舞小紅人。這條馬路並不大,車流量也普通,故紐約客多嫌等綠燈麻煩地直接快步穿過去,唯有一人也選擇停下腳步,默默佇立在人行道上,注視前方的淡然神情不見絲毫無耐。779Please respect copyright.PENANA5TKvCeclAU
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這是今天第一個未匆匆走過自己的人,於是,流浪漢轉頭望向站在一旁的銀髮男子。779Please respect copyright.PENANAAA3yoV24HE
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泰特斯察覺投來的視線,便瞧了眼渾身髒污的流浪漢。此時,手機正好響起,他打開簡訊,輕揚嘴角地回訊過去,再看向對街餐廳裡對手機傻笑的人,不禁莞爾地瞇起眼角。779Please respect copyright.PENANAsCBFLIrk65
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那場風波後,他在大家的勸說下,向公司請了一年長假專心接受治療。貝兒一邊忙畢業影展,一邊陪他參與諮商療程,同時還撥空習武練身。那段日子裡,他們過得相當不輕鬆,甚至還起過幾次爭執,但相牽的手卻未再鬆開過。兩人的關係有了些微變化,也更貼近了彼此。779Please respect copyright.PENANACAxfrslFUt
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如此走來,已是五年多了,他們仍在人生道路上相扶相伴,還有了共同扶養的孩子。這一切的幸福,讓他回首那段黯淡無光的過去時,除了恍若隔世,也輕笑那時的傻,幸好有個小笨蛋不放棄地追來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAy3M10P3Yjw
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這時,餐廳裡的貝兒朝玻璃窗外張望,發現站在對面的人,便驚喜地對手機按了一番。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqQA9NW7AKe
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『笨笨,我看到你啦!還騙我塞車會遲到,罰你明天多做一個蛋糕給我們吃~』779Please respect copyright.PENANAEbmENjcI61
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泰特斯收到簡訊上的鬼臉,再望向那一頭揮手燦笑的寶貝兒,心頭已被滿滿暖意包圍。779Please respect copyright.PENANAXa94gM3Ihg
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「先生,你相信上帝嗎?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAHC69DQUNjs
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流浪漢終於出聲了,小綠人也亮了。泰特斯頓了下,才回以鮮少於外人面前露出的微笑。779Please respect copyright.PENANARIhmnIfK7e
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「相信,因為上帝為我派來救贖的天使。」低語的同時,他往前邁出輕盈的腳步,走向專屬自己的天使,未注意身後的流浪漢竟笑著淡去身影,因為——779Please respect copyright.PENANAEO2ZC9joa6
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他已無需再回頭。779Please respect copyright.PENANAT02WYYkcpp
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《全劇終》
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後記:779Please respect copyright.PENANAAF2YYhtQ9r
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貝貝是永遠的小天使~~~~~>w<(揉蹭(被滅#779Please respect copyright.PENANAeKByev0K6j
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猜猜流浪漢代表什麼?XDDD(#779Please respect copyright.PENANAUhRrkDcJJZ
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恃寵而傲嬌到此算是全部結束,泰貝之間的感情也正式圓滿了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAgChISmt5y2
看著小傲嬌從16歲少年一路成長,到這篇的結尾已差不多31歲了(艸779Please respect copyright.PENANAGgY7iFaW3W
泰哥也從壓抑糾結的冷酷大魔神漸漸改變,779Please respect copyright.PENANAhj4wLIqv5j
到這裡才總算放下心結走出陰霾,與貝貝真正擁抱幸福779Please respect copyright.PENANAchllya2CTC
做娘親的就覺得好感慨也好欣慰啊~qwq779Please respect copyright.PENANAgSsPgxlSHH
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未來凌家系列若還有什麼小故事,都算是小小番外了吧wwww779Please respect copyright.PENANAIHHZ0h0YQd
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【新作預告】779Please respect copyright.PENANAjx0Day9peY
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下一部新作,會是劍三平行世界的泰貝古代江湖文779Please respect copyright.PENANAE8NCYtrXlm
(窩把泰哥和貝貝帶到劍三去玩啦,就當作是他們的其中一個前世吧~XD(#779Please respect copyright.PENANAtThKe8SbYF
會有喵芭筆下所有孩子的亂入小客串~包括犬虎、雞兔、艾倫、克董、黑育…… 779Please respect copyright.PENANARoDkkmERSa
身世背景設定雖然小虐,但保證本文輕鬆歡樂,結局黑皮美好,絕對不虐!!!!>"<779Please respect copyright.PENANA9MaFiqJWZR
目前初稿快寫完了,預估會在10萬字內(#779Please respect copyright.PENANATjm1gDy7C6
發佈日……大概下個月吧(#779Please respect copyright.PENANA3co1n0PYUW
敬請等候宣傳文唷~XDDD779Please respect copyright.PENANAjAgT4lDp9f
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P.S. 泰貝的前世姻緣完整故事將在靈能三的番外揭曉喔XDD(#779Please respect copyright.PENANALkgGwsEuPk
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1.花心豹吃兔計畫 — 付墨X凌小兔 (作品名:小兔不吃回頭草)779Please respect copyright.PENANApcL9tCOg0m
2.大貓小貓相親記 — 泰特斯X拉貝爾 (作品名:恃寵而傲嬌)779Please respect copyright.PENANAdGgEmuwqHz
3.小強星人也求愛 — 艾登X席倫 (作品名:爆炸頭不要來)779Please respect copyright.PENANA48N97hfbso
4.最終 — 泰特斯(作品名:救贖)779Please respect copyright.PENANAoh4nXMWVDO
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