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那幾天的事,沒有多少好說的……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAf7IBN2dTzq 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAP00i4T3dbp
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阿里山的美,是迷濛的。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAwfwG0eZrAS 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA9SIkDDmYQ9
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站在樹林中,親眼望見這無盡樹木的悠久年歲,身而為人的我才會懂得自我生命的短暫。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAErNN5RGSQS 維尼
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當朝陽從玉山之側昇起,又為這片大地帶來新的開始,我再度想起,昨夜那段令我心碎,因為不成熟而傷害雯雯的行為。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAkSgFx8UWGl 維尼
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過往有一段時間,面對親妹妹雯雯,我試圖分清,在我心中,究竟是愛,或者是慾?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAZfgLnahHtZ 維尼
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我漸漸體會,這是很難分清的一件事,或者根本就無法分清。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA6NfZcEYOdq 維尼
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畢竟男人是慾望的動物,也是渴望被愛的動物……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAWDUbpiqZW3 維尼
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我不停自問,一遍又一遍,一天又一天,一年又一年,為什麼,這個社會反對讓有血緣關係的人在一起?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAFZa74nmsMc 維尼
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古埃及王國,兄弟姊妹通婚,並不是禁忌;生育下一代,更是生命傳承的理所當然。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAMAD5j06dDx 維尼
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是因為現代優生學警告,怕生出有問題的下一代?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAAMv4e0dnNv 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANASnkOCNKCyZ
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那麼如果再過幾十年、甚或幾百年,人類基因完全解碼,科學可以控制一切,那麼這是否依然是項不道德的罪惡?8964 copyright protection1992PENANASD06mVVo41 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAUszFT1rPFf
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我們沒有傷害任何人,我們沒有危害這個社會,我們沒有試圖改變這個世界,但我們永遠見不到陽光,只因為我們是兄妹……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAVB3fZ8zDgC 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAUcPDBBmBKq
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過往好多年,站在雯雯身後,聞著她淡淡散放的幽香,從肩頭,從香頸,從髮梢,從她全身,總讓我有無法言喻,想緊抱她的衝動。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAhV0gdZNDhY 維尼
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但我不能……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAybNEbyLxPf 維尼
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因為我知道這是充滿罪惡的呼喚,8964 copyright protection1992PENANA1iwcyU5muH 維尼
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這是地獄煉火燃燒不盡的擁抱……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAVPt8RSVREI 維尼
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您相信算命嗎?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAKAoeTLozEa 維尼
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西洋占星學與中國的紫微斗數,本質上都一樣,透過出生時辰,以預測一個人的終生運勢和作為。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAuKQ6yghS6C 維尼
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通常相信算命,都會相信宿命論,都會相信命運的注定,都會相信時間軌跡的不可改變……8964 copyright protection1992PENANApYVtClRxLn 維尼
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『在時間與空間之中,一切作為都是枉然的。』8964 copyright protection1992PENANANXBb2S2xYU 維尼
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愛因斯坦說過這樣的話,或許就是因此,他才能忍受難以想像的痛苦,坦然面對自己人生最後苦痛。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAGrQAd98cFk 維尼
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耶穌說:『彼得,我告訴你,今日雞還沒有叫,你要三次說不認得我。』8964 copyright protection1992PENANAK9l6zi6mlh 維尼
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也正因耶穌是位命運論者,所以祂選擇站上十字架,以替天下萬民承受這許多罪惡。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAuNyV6n4U1L 維尼
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但祂有替我承受這許多罪惡嗎?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAqPYW2tZqFs 維尼
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我相信沒有,因為我一直如此痛苦,因為我是祂永遠的罪人,沒有獲得寬恕的資格……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHX1kdKWMxH 維尼
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因此,我永遠相信,神的存在……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAa31sfLb5GE 維尼
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聖經寫著:『神不聽罪人,惟有敬奉神、遵行他旨意的,神纔聽他。』8964 copyright protection1992PENANA2K6nIOHBCs 維尼
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但我更相信,祂本不是任何一個宗教的神,也沒有特定的樣子,但祂永遠都會在那裡,看護天下萬民,直到末世的那一天。8964 copyright protection1992PENANATl02GsoDBb 維尼
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信神的我,好多冰冷夜晚,我只能躺在棉被內,無助哭泣,以靈魂哭喊祂的名。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAJQUwsr61MH 維尼
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我是那麼害怕,害怕這個世界,害怕未知的未來,害怕我所無法接受的一切,所以我只能選擇改變這一切,於煉獄中尋求天堂之門,只求讓雯雯得以進至天堂光輝處……8964 copyright protection1992PENANA3nXsRasrMT 維尼
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因為她永遠是我唯一的女神……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHK8NTJHQj1 維尼
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『歡樂女神聖潔美麗,萬般光芒照大地。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAZRX8nvc9To
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萬靈充滿火樣熱情,誠心進到國度裡。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAuODmCGgsnx
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神聖威力,能把世間重新結合在一起。1996Please respect copyright.PENANARSQxQ5oI9R
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萬靈帶著無上威嚴,諸般苦難成過去。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAAFBMMI6ZWj
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誰能付出忠貞信仰,跟隨眾神的命令。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAO69ufxPSwf
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必能得到慈愛庇護,眾神國度來歡聚。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAw7ov6LpkOH
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一切生靈共享歡樂,在這美麗國度裡。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAy5d2Kccmym
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所有人都要來敬拜,敬拜慈愛的眾神。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAkohpXr6wPS
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快到國度去尋祂,祂就在聖潔國度裡……』8964 copyright protection1992PENANAWkH8ONYRc8 維尼
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就算命運總是殘酷的來敲門,就算一生擁有難以想像的痛苦,在歡樂頌的樂聲中,貝多芬總是已與這段歌聲永垂不朽,得到永恆的解脫。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAClMU1PY2wE 維尼
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但我呢?8964 copyright protection1992PENANA39LBvZelFY 維尼
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或許還是只有雯雯可以拯救我……8964 copyright protection1992PENANA21mqFdHjAH 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAzRGtL7Zw2j
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那兩天雯雯依然會親密挽著我的手,但不論我說什麼,她都只是愛理不理隨便應幾聲,讓我後悔又難過。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAPosG7aj6q7 維尼
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然後,她終於願意原諒我,如同以往無數次,再度拯救我……8964 copyright protection1992PENANANPDY1vEnn5 維尼
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「我是真的很生氣,但是……」雯雯露出燦爛笑容,「哥終究是我唯一能依靠的人啊……」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAP9FVRjtPEF 維尼
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您們曾經如此深愛過一個人?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAa0PQS40Rli 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAi7BxMynt2s
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願意為對方生,願意為對方死,願意為對方承受無數折磨,願意踏入地獄煉火?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAnKZrcBNFjU 維尼
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已踏入地獄的我相信,真正的煉獄,沒有惡人,只有孤獨的自己。8964 copyright protection1992PENANALMCfGPjEdA 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA5PFxOqx8GL
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當上帝不再從天堂給予任何光芒,連惡魔都不願動手折磨你,這才是真正的地獄……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAhVqlj5gPk1 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAfusK3XrPua
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與雯雯結束短暫蜜月,嚐盡甜酸苦辣各滋味,回到台北家中,我們更像真正的夫妻,夜夜擁睡在一起。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAaaRgkGct0q 維尼
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益發感覺人生本來就是無盡的華爾茲,充滿令人目眩神迷的華麗美景,與隱藏在背後的虛幻不實。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA46ImqXtWcB 維尼
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如此堅強勇於面對的我,永遠害怕孤獨,所以我更必須為自己尋找堅持下去的勇氣。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAgeimDwlsCz 維尼
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我無法忍受沒有心愛妹妹妻子在身邊的日子,所以我必須比平時更堅強,讓自己勇敢面對一切,直到我脆弱心靈再也無法承受的那一天。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAA9Oqi6Qaz8 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAzCnDjt7J3R
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斯東.勒魯筆下的小說主角為了永遠保護與擁有愛人,最終化為嗜血的歌劇院怪人,而當我的這一天來臨,我又會成為什麼?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAaWAR51DG5C 維尼
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主啊,我從煉獄最深處哭喊您的名……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAJsLGSyxWhF 維尼
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因為晚上就讀夜校,所以平時都十一點多才回到家。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAiSOtg4zqQE 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAc10VUnafPv
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某一天放學時,被一群同學拉著,要求去台北市延平路段與台北橋頭的夜市區吃宵夜。因一位朋友生日,他平時待人就很不錯,而且也是難得才有一次機會相聚,加上就要畢業各分西東,所以就高興跟著去。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAqih4JUQKhV 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAgmKRI6r3Yj
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內容也沒有什麼,就是同學們聚在一起,叫些小菜,配幾瓶台灣啤酒,開始閒聊打屁鬼扯。還記得當時聽幾位色狼朋友信誓旦旦說:『一定要在當兵前交到女朋友,』或是『當兵前要丟處男,』就讓我忍不住露出微笑……8964 copyright protection1992PENANADFXoCu96qG 維尼
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我並無意嘲諷他們,只是聽著他們說,總覺得與他們是完全不同兩個世界的人。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA5baqdIOS5Z 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAwuDWvs8KBw
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還是處字輩的年輕朋友,總是會對性充滿許多奇妙幻想,再加上荷爾蒙爆發作用,更是容易滿腦子這種事。但真正有過經驗後,又很快就明白所謂做愛不過就是那樣,就不再怎麼想去談。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAKEYR76Bmt0 維尼
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是啊,或許你會說我們是有過經驗,所以才會這麼說。但說穿了,做愛真的不過就是那樣,尤其當小倆口吵架後男方想趁機來個床尾和而對女方半推半強迫的硬上,那時的感覺真的還是自己自慰比較爽。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAdU8jPMH3Xl 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAt27l9Eafmq
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如果時間可以倒流,我到寧願不要以那晚錯誤又後悔的方式與雯雯結束自己的第一次,而好好的跟她找機會再一起渡過,來段真正的洞房花燭夜……8964 copyright protection1992PENANATKTa8Rr705 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAc6eCM2qVsw
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但又或許,沒有那一晚,就沒有今天,這一切誰能知道?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAAue05942tP 維尼
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跟朋友在一起的歡樂時光總是過特別快,我看手錶不知不覺已經快兩點,而且老闆也已經準備要收攤,就跟朋友們說,然後大家就一起離開,結束快樂的聚餐。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAscNvFTsp5c 維尼
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快兩點半,我才進到家門,赫然發現客廳電燈都亮著。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA5vQaTHkbbe 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAb0IgfJj8Io
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才剛踏進去,便很驚訝看見雯雯趴躺在客廳沙發上,並沉沉睡著。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAbfzWiLermx 維尼
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她一定是看我十一點多都還沒回家,就一直等我到睡著……8964 copyright protection1992PENANA2RE0v8fbpE 維尼
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當時看著她,真是對她的行為既不捨又覺得可愛。她的睡顏總是充滿平靜與純潔,往往會讓我忍不住想伸出手好好捏一下小臉蛋……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAGHLY8ZuQG1 維尼
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我悄悄走過去,蹲到她身前,輕輕撥動幾絲披於臉頰上的秀髮。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAxtL9Wjz7sm 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAd0seArsZxd
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雯雯並沒有反應,依然熟睡。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAiE6nAE3RpL 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAJptxXeGyUE
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAfpJO05gLqM 維尼
於是我緩緩湊過去,吻她的臉頰,她才慢慢睜開惺忪雙眼。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA6Pckf01Lnm 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA3MKCKY4g8t
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAfvGeYTeAeM 維尼
「睡美人,在這睡覺會著涼喔。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAw5ZXrMWfiW 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA1w2jxEVvTA
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAM7PSW9El7Q 維尼
「……哥!你跑到哪裡去了?!」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA8fg5fTmCZx 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAYPkEOo6xaz
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAPvvJEzURtH 維尼
雯雯很快在沙發上坐直,還沒讓自己的大腦完全清醒,嘴巴就搶先開始盤問我的行蹤。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA52lqWse1u7 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAO11vFrUAcQ
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA7on6h0jA4W 維尼
「我們一群人去慶祝朋友生日。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAn8qnGOA8J0 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANARymbllyrUh
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAlp74JfuuXS 維尼
她透過我身旁,望著身後牆上時鐘。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHtGKC2hKW7 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAct9CJ64l00
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAxCN8AJ5g12 維尼
「都兩點半才回家,為什麼不先打電話給我?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHCu17KJ3U6 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAa38J2EgLjp
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAQtH8GKb2t0 維尼
「因為我以為妳已經睡著或準備要睡覺,就不打算打電話吵妳。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAXKBgscLbwm 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAyLFe35arfR
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAlpwqjY9ETj 維尼
「哥知道我多擔心嗎?我一直以為哥是忽然出車禍還什麼的,所以才沒有辦法通知我!」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA9N7CNn77eU 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAdoFVkpD6qe
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAWjQqKDYOQW 維尼
擔心我出車禍還會睡著?當時我差點就開玩笑的這樣跟她說,但幸好我沒有,只是保持沉默,否則天曉得會發生什麼事。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAMZVNFvwghV 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ5JtS2G94
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAZexzYM9hOJ 維尼
接著,雯雯應該是聞到我身上的味道,或是我說話的味道,就將鼻子湊距我更近,然後像小狗一樣嗅著:「哥有喝酒?!」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAenUfTnHgaD 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA28xG1dud2O
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA7vH1ao1AvZ 維尼
「聚餐嘛,是有喝幾杯啤酒……」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAsAFXNimzmY 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAmzUZH4ct84
8964 copyright protection1992PENANABPYKcBLHZi 維尼
雯雯看著我,不發一語,表情完全冰冷,過十幾秒就一個人走進走廊要回房間。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAmzoADuefdx 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAKQcSXf6SFI
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAiqAzbLPo1r 維尼
當時我忽然覺得心中異樣上昇,背脊發冷,如果是不高興的話,當時我還真搞不懂她不高興什麼?8964 copyright protection1992PENANAi2HnUQDW1r 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANATWejTD8aoa
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAfTjAYKpx9S 維尼
如果是因為要晚回來不先通知她,我也已經解釋過,怎麼知道她會一直在客廳等我。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAe6Bdzkg4mf 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAeFLHinMCu1
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAP4r3tZsmpr 維尼
如果是因為我這麼晚才回來,也沒辦法,聚餐本來就不可能那麼快結束。1996Please respect copyright.PENANAeNNg3sr8X1
8964 copyright protection1992PENANACVRTGCA0Fo 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA4sFyuV66vl
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAjjkIakdagp 維尼
總之,我趕緊將客廳電燈關掉後,就乖乖跟進她房間,看著她上床,並背對著我拉緊棉被躺好要睡覺。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAzFvnm03AqM 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAdlF5br10ry
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAr36mXdebgz 維尼
從度蜜月之後,我們就都是像這樣睡在一起,不是在我房間,就是在她房間,所以我將校服脫掉後,穿著充當睡衣的薄上衣與運動長褲,就也掀開棉被躺在她背後。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHSiRKRw6mf 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAYVt90v0ZOH
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA19hc7c4ZPf 維尼
躺在她身旁,摟著她,雯雯還是都沒有說話。雖然我很想說些什麼讓她開心,但可能是酒精作用,加上被窩裡很暖和,又摟著雯雯溫熱身軀,所以無法抵抗的很快就睡死過去……8964 copyright protection1992PENANADjmb8qAdGC 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAbSSiPZLWxX
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAkv5O3bbHmv 維尼
隔天一早,睡的正死卻被雯雯搖醒,聽她說要去上學,還有什麼不要亂花錢買東西之類黃臉婆才會說的話,覺得她心情又變好,就放心抱緊她香香的棉被繼續睡。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAn0sc770Id5 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAg6LPlBh0P3
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAV4oRemV5eq 維尼
晚上我放學走進家裡,發覺整間屋子電燈都是暗的,本來還以為雯雯已經回房間睡了,就走到她房間,但房門沒關,而且雯雯不在。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAES1q8A7qKg 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAFL6lNsWryU
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAHz0oW819TU 維尼
這真的是第一次雯雯沒有跟我說要去哪裡,而且都晚上十一點多了還沒回家。我又等了半個小時,都快十二點他還是沒回來。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAhw03UqTCDd 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA6DiKM05Mji
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAUlE933aqcZ 維尼
我好想出去找她,但不知道她去哪裡,又害怕如果我出去時,她其實是在外發生什麼事而正好打電話要跟我求救,所以又不敢出門。但我也慢慢認為雯雯這丫頭八成故意的,為了昨晚的事,總之那晚我實在是又擔心又氣……8964 copyright protection1992PENANA37Tf3dhI5D 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA1ItGgYjRtH
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAYXMCr3cLRi 維尼
我忽然想到,如果她真是這樣故意要氣我,都這麼晚了,她一個女孩子還能去哪裡窩身?我還是只能想到她以前的兩位好友……8964 copyright protection1992PENANABGW8bkYEfa 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAGgVAHh0GHo
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA1ZDM5pob3e 維尼
翻開雯雯房間內書桌上的電話簿,我很快就找到婉茹與雪楓的家裡電話號碼,也不管現在是十二點就撥過去,畢竟雯雯就是我的生命,其餘都是等而次之的事,有意見就抽個號碼牌後面慢慢排隊去。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAAQzOue06lq 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAvhnfKHl7Cm
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAihVfEqfIMm 維尼
當電話接通,她們的父母不是很高興,因為我這個男生十二點還打電話找他們寶貝女兒,但我很著急的跟他們解釋,就諒解的幫我叫醒她們倆,並將電話轉接給婉茹與雪楓。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAcdnjm0gMVl 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAhFLfK0lI1p
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAOlcpaMVmpZ 維尼
「拜託,如果雯雯有跟妳聯絡,請叫她馬上跟我連絡。一個女孩子這麼晚還不回家,我真的很擔心。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAqpH1chVKUE 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA39LlUPYNxZ
8964 copyright protection1992PENANATLlbzlinbr 維尼
婉茹很關心的說如果雯雯有跟她連絡,她就一定會要雯雯跟我連絡;雪楓則是冷冷的說她會轉告雯雯,似乎愛理不理的樣子,然後掛斷電話。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAlvFgpzXTtW 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAK3vSxo5HBA
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAuxaMDg3Kuq 維尼
只是,除了這樣之外,記憶中圓圓胖胖的婉茹還笑嘻嘻問我:「跟雯雯吵架嗎?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAhZYbCoPcpT 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAKbLQD13U0B
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAywBAlGh8qf 維尼
她就像是好奇別人情侶吵架,或是夫妻吵架。雖然在此節骨眼這樣問,不是讓我很高興,但因為知道她沒有惡意,所以就簡單回答沒有。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAdTJyJlsAzV 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAJqdrSVmT4T
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA80yvjDy0yG 維尼
我真的是很不高興,因為覺得雯雯不高興又不跟我說,今天就這樣故意跟我來這套。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA1hiPG5Whfa 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAbSWCgrVezW
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAbVrLrpiusJ 維尼
擔心的等了又等,本來想要乾脆等到一點後她還不回家,就下定決心將雯雯電話簿內每個號碼都打過去問問看,好不容易十二點半,雯雯才打開客廳大門走進來。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA5OZWPFbBUb 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAONrcWsmieT
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAkxJYQxmKgp 維尼
看到她,我先是放心下來,然後是生氣的問她:「雯雯妳去哪裡?!」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAJh3Fox0Urv 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAzdAj8QcUxd
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAch8ApRtSYE 維尼
雯雯也是猜到我會有這種反應,就不慌不忙的脫鞋放進鞋櫃,才慢慢跟我說:「坐公車去西門町參加國小的同學會聚餐,又一直等不到公車。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAOxZ1YfBvRk 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAH30vYixFPk
8964 copyright protection1992PENANACjWFrBAmAL 維尼
「為什麼不寫張紙條、或是我放學時間打通電話什麼的跟我通知一下?要我去載妳也可以啊。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAIwUKnpuavO 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAAfKzNVR734
8964 copyright protection1992PENANA2MMX13ChHs 維尼
「剛剛人家都坐在公車上,哪來的電話?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA8Mjn2aup9N 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANANc8T5993nA
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAdny3CwvPs4 維尼
「妳知道我有多擔心嗎?!一個女孩子這麼晚還在外面,要是出什麼事怎麼辦?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA2BKKrB13yI 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAxsjXdHqg9p
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAi2839oLfD3 維尼
「哥生氣了嗎?」她露出笑容,「人家是故意的,這樣哥才會知道我昨晚等哥到兩點時有多擔心。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA3Cs98Ga8tA 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAKVjmDcANiX
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAPNXo1osiDp 維尼
雯雯果然了解我,知道只有讓我親身體會一次這樣著急的感覺,才會好好反省。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAsoX96bzHfV 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ6wX9FHP2
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAk2q1gQN2ky 維尼
只是,這種方法未免太……8964 copyright protection1992PENANAYTUAtW3rgn 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANASBKJEzgktG
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAQrA1sL5vIF 維尼
我正想要說些什麼,正巧此時電話響起,它響鈴好陣子,我跟雯雯都沉默沒有去接,它就又繼續響。最後,雯雯終於忍不住,跑去接起電話,並忽然有點訝異的跟電話內的人談起。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAafjhUKAQ1w 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAtHyg3EK75Y
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAeSCEslJius 維尼
我只聽到雯雯說著國小同學會,什麼等公車,就像剛剛跟我解釋的一樣,在解釋為什麼這麼晚回來,然後才道歉的掛斷電話。8964 copyright protection1992PENANA1cflVlBHXx 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAIrYbDtQHjG
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAjS6oUly0yl 維尼
「哥你有打電話給雪楓?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAcySmMwM8Qr 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAx5wXHT3vPy
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAshCj3a27JR 維尼
聽到雯雯說是雪楓撥電話來,我是真的也很訝異,因為我本來以為她不會關心的,沒想到卻主動打電話來詢問。8964 copyright protection1992PENANAM3ur12rD7U 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANA43UmTtXAv7
8964 copyright protection1992PENANARE3P2lRVfI 維尼
「我要她如果有妳的消息,要妳盡快跟我連絡。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANA9H2jXbdYc2 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAWSqW92FKdh
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAyb9vPazopK 維尼
「哥還有打電話給誰?」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAtXBDaUp5tH 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAD6787xHKm2
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAKdIWFoOkcp 維尼
「婉茹,就這樣。」8964 copyright protection1992PENANAwzyAYh0tVu 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAWFTTiOKLdJ
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAOUX0hqXZh5 維尼
電話這時又響起,雯雯接起,果然是婉如的電話,雯雯也是一樣的開始解釋,並且道歉,然後掛斷電話。8964 copyright protection1992PENANALKW9xmBbbh 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANAfJjtdmcjZM
8964 copyright protection1992PENANAXMfvahWcFL 維尼
1996Please respect copyright.PENANALBEJAloghn
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