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There's no way to describe how lucky I am to get a second chance to live my life as happy as I want. I always remember how my previous life at this moment. I would sit in my room and just dreaming of the impossible things.
But when I lead a second chance, I have already planned every single day of my life so to not waste it like before. That is why, I will always try to live my life as positive as I can. And to do so, it's none other than to spread love everywhere you go.
"It's been a while since you come here. You must be so busy." Mary, the nurse at Flower Old Folks House (FOFH).
"Yes, I've been a bit busy these past few weeks. Luckily, today I am a bit free. So, I'm here to help you guys."
I reply while arranging the plate and catering stuffs on the long table. Usually, at least 4 times a month, I will come here and spend some time with the folks that reside here. Giving them meals and chit chatting with them.
I need to do this to make myself feel happy. All of the residents here are very nice too. They treat me like their own grandson. Also, in my previous life, I had a grandmom who is caring and cute. Spending time with them let my longing for her love treated the least.
"You should get some rest on your free time. Don't have to worry about us so much." Mary says with a wide smile.
She helps me while we chit chatting.
"It's okay. I like to do this too. I have been missing them so much. How's everyone doing?"
"They are doing fine. Most of them are missing you too. Especially Grandma Nunde. She asked for you almost every day."
We laugh together at that.
"Grandma Nunde is always like that. How is she with her issue? Last time I heard, she asked for CCTV because her stuffs keep missing."
"She already over that. She said she doesn't even notice any more if she had the stuff in the first place or not."
I shake my head with laughter. Grandma Nunde is cute. She always tries to tell me her stories when she was young. And all her stories were actually interesting too. She reminds me a lot of my grandmom.
"Okay, let serves them their meals. Can you call them, P'Mary?"
Mary nods then walk to the exit door.
I stand there with Mary until all the residents get their meal. It was such a happy feeling when you get to do something nice for other people.
"Navy, Grandma Nunde asked for you. She wouldn't eat if you didn't come and accompany her. You should go. I will clean all these mess with other staff." Mary says to me with a smile.
I nod and say thank you before walking towards Grandma Nunde. Then, I sit in front of her. The 78-year-old lady seems sulky. Her face a bit sad.
"Grandma, why won't you eat?" I ask with a gentle voice.
She didn't even look at me. Her sulky makes me smile.
"Nunde, you should eat by your own. Why making things hard for Navy?" Grandpa Rick, who sits next to her voicing out his frustration.
"It's okay grandpa. Maybe grandma wants me to feed her? Am I right?" I try to persuade her with jokes.
She only glares at Grandpa Rick.
"You don't have to worry about her, Navy. When you're not around, she can eat on her own."
I laugh a bit.
"Are you mad at me? Because I didn't come here for quite long time already?" I try to persuade her again.
She still keeps her silent.
"Okay, I am sorry. I'm so busy these days. But I will try to come and visit you and other people whenever I have the time. I promise you."
She looks at me with a sad eye.
"Promise?" She asks me with a low voice.
"I promise you."
I put my pinky finger on her and make the promise. She starts to smile and laugh a bit.
"Now, you're smiling." Grandpa Rick says with a laugh.
"Why so busybody? Mind your own business." Grandma Nunde says snarkly.
I laugh at grandpa surprise reaction.
"Where is your friend? He didn't come today?" grandma Nunde ask me calmly.
"He's busier than me. If he had the time, I would ask him to come with me. Why are you asking for him? Do you prefer him over me?" I try to tease her.
"No. I just asking this question because you guys look close together. Is he your best friend?"
"Yes, we are very close."
Then I smile to her. I still remember the first time I met her here. It was 3 years ago when I started to do this service. She was so hard to get close too. She always sits alone and staring blankly outside through the window.
Mary said she missed her family so much. But her son and daughter abandon her here to go oversea. She hasn't received any calls from them since they put her here. So, I started to get close to her. It was a slow process but look where we are right now. She is cute the more I get to know her.
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After the visit, I had to go to the recording studio. I have prepared a song for me and Mew to sing as one of the soundtrack for the series.
"P'Mew, have you memorized the song?"
Mew who sits next to me in the recording room, nod his head with a smile.
"I have been practicing the song a lot. Also, learn to play the song using piano and guitar."
Mew is talented indeed. He can master anything when set his focus on. He can sing, play instruments and now also dance. Of course, this is the fruit of his hard work and training.
"Why don't we go again before start the recording."
"Okay."
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I purposefully take a few steps back302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvjYYNcZ9I
I look at you walking without me302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFceeX0m0T
There is a void beside you302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApBu47dPxs
Upon the gray road you look back302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHKFCUzD5k
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[Pre-Chorus]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx8PqW2Eam
I knew just then302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOziDRXp6FW
That I can't leave you302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9mHyxrv7G
No matter how many problems we face302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6h6QoT15O
It's easier to withstand, than breaking up302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vtc9zlmjO
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[Chorus]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdyK6MrSNn
How can I even love the heartbreak302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmOuJ3a8XW
When you're the one I love302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV0gQVGdlt
I can't give up on us solely because of love302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsVxoXNgQ8
And experience heart wrenching pain302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioydpcYFZH
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[Verse 2]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2Ho8vNgdq
Should I turn back a couple of times302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP16IE5gr3
We walk along together upon the desolate road302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPoQJFozYV
Conversation lacking substance302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXEIzVf2DX
We look out into the distance where the light shines302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsPbiutPu7
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[Pre-Chorus]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQtkRoh6Iw
I realized just then302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTe2siVgZT
I can longer move forth302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuGGeUSzoj
Every step brings me closer to our breakup302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj0hgMiNVM
Your hand I used to hold seems to vanish302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJNnou4ebN
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[Chorus]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaAgz52p4w
How can I even love the heartbreak302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DlOZcKedP
When you're the one I love, hoh302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXDmm6hEIN
I can't give up on us solely because to love302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgisM7hB2F
And experience heart wrenching pain, no woah oh hoh302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8uMlwNHC0
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[Outro]302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiju98lG0S
How could I, to you302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWrWtC8ra9
Our love so deep as the ocean302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUAdi2v6Hx
Waiting till it runs dry will be our farewell302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAKvySX67i
How could I, to you (hooh as the ocean, oooh)302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZFW9hJoiI
Our love so deep as the ocean302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIBO0LlXoY
Waiting till it runs dry will be our farewell
After done with the recording, both of us and had a drink at the nearby restaurant. Mew is very serious when it about works. So, I need him to be a bit relax outside.
"P'Mew, you have scenes tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, about 15 scenes. How about you?"
"Me? I'm only short scenes. Have you practice it?"
"Yes, but without Gulf."
"Why?"
"I'm sulky at him." his lower lip protruded in a sulky pout.
"Why? Did he do something wrong."
"He did. But he didn't seem to realize it."
I smile at his word.
"That's Gulf. He didn't really aware of that. You know if he knew what he did wrong, he will apologize to you."
"I know that. But I always have to be the one who initiate the first move. He didn't even take effort to know why I'm distancing myself from him."
I laugh again.
"You should talk to him. Don't let yourself be the one who always in sulky mode."
"Okay." he say in a sad voice.
"P'Mew, may I ask something a bit personal?"
He raises his eyebrows.
"What is it?"
"What actually do you think about Gulf?"
He seems flustered at my question.
"Sorry if it's a bit personal. But I'm just so curious. Also, we are already close right for me to know this."
He looks at me with a serious face then started to sigh a bit.
"I don't mind you asking me that. It just that, I also don't know. What I do know now, he is a Nong that I cheer the most. I really like his cuteness."
I smile.
"Why do you ask me that?"
"I'm just curious. And also, both of you look great together. I really hope you guys could end up together."
He laughs a bit.
"You know he had a girlfriend, right?"
"Yes."
I already forgot to ask about he and his girlfriend status after the futsal game last time. Also, he did want to tell me something last time. I should ask him the next time I meet him.
"You know that it's not right to ask a guy with a girlfriend to be with a man? Let him be happy with whatever his comfortable with. I should consider him a cute Nong for me only."
"Does that mean that you actually..." I couldn't finish my sentence.
Mew only looks at me with an insipid smile.
"P'Mew, love doesn't recognize gender. No one is forcing anyone. If love going to happen, it will happen. So, it's not wrong to love someone even if the chances are thin."
Mew sigh loudly. I knew exactly what he's thinking about. He must be feeling the pressure of loving someone who has big possibilities of not loving you back. Be strong, P'Mew. I'll always support you.
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