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我後悔了。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMRNNklnVG
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我果真懊惱當初為何沒有開口。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0oPuRw7kT
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搬到台北後，我天天想著他說的那句話── 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXVdswXFHA
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「如過妳想告訴我什麼，隨時都歡迎喔！」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFERAZP0CAI
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後來，才發現那句話的意思。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpbegAxhBe
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是因為我的想像力太豐富嗎？我一直認為那是個暗示。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinjwgEJKMw
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在高中裡，認識了以前從來沒遇過的人。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCno6R9QUif
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曾經有人向我告白過；曾經被人抱怨過；曾經跟著同學去買晚餐；曾經分享自己的心情給其他人。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx4WizQPHF
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總覺得生活大不同了，我居然有了幾個要好的朋友，而且不知不覺，個性上也變了好多。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu9KOHeFvz
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每當我改變了一點，回想起與他分開的那天，我都會覺得自己笨得好笑，連開個口都不敢。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDV281sL96
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究竟是什麼樣的力量推動著我，使得原本像鉛筆素描般單調的生活，染上大膽的色彩？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSpIWjBdPF
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現在想起來，覺得現在的自己是絕對不會不動於衷，不會什麼都沒說就離開。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtBdZT9xfb
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每天坐著公車回家，都會想著有沒有可能好巧不巧在站牌前遇上他。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdNuxjgHv4
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每天在家裡附近的公共籃球場經過，都會想著能不能找到他的身影。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KdftEFS7X
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每天在電腦的網路裡像隻魚游來游去，都會猜他會用什麼網名出現。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqizyAl17fd
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每天想著會怎樣跟他相遇，以前錯失過一次良機，所以現在也只能用著我的想念，來彌補後來的遺憾。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqeJMOsPu6
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雖然說起了挺可笑地，但是我覺得這樣的想念會讓我心情愉快。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDVlh6JXdo
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我明白那時傻傻的我，大概有點喜歡上他了，才會如此焦慮。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx8ssxGwI8
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可是，時間會帶走這些感覺，或許幾年後，對他的想念會淡去。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXCmMB8lVQ
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但這不表示說，以前的那些都是空白頁。我不早就將那些感覺紀錄在我的素描本裡了？ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJqCq5vG2m
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「亞筑，妳什麼時候會回台北呀？」電話中，黎丹庭嬌滴滴的聲音穿過我右耳。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRGT4t2Ka4
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她是我在高中生活裡，第一個好友。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj0YZ3wZC1
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「後天。」我坐在公車上，由於手機剩下一格電力，我希望能越早結束對話越好。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUcGajXbjD
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「那我會好無聊的。」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lwaSzPxdo
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「拜託，暑期作業多地可以壓死人，妳趕快做完再抱怨吧！我要掛斷囉，手機快沒電了，掰掰。」按下關機鍵，沒等丹庭回話就掛斷了。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAma9ajKZqD
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那個不好學的小姐，我可以想像得到現在的她，一定沒趣地噘著嘴說：「居然見色忘友，真是無情。」
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她是唯一聽到我以前的故事，還羨慕我的發春女。
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看著一年不見的城市，我心中充滿了新的期待。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIgpQdGYl4
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坐在旁邊睡得像死豬的紀道光，公車的一個煞車把他嚇醒了。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEiy9o6EgO
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「紀道光，到站了。」我推推紀道光的頭，他亂翹的頭髮讓我忍不住噗哧笑了出來。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs8iIulDVi
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「喔。」經過一年基測的洗禮，紀道光顯然憨了許多。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykpop3kynG
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我們下了車，走在回老學校的路上。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyZkDxjHvw
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途中，經過了那個充滿回憶的公園，心跳沒來由地加速，蹦得好快好快。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX0YCqzooK
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會遇見他嗎？ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyas13veRqX
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每當自己這樣想，我就不禁加快腳步。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUofHeMnAfx
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可是，萬一沒有，會不會感到失落呢？ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtziUYSH4Lf
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這又讓我緩下腳步，不太敢知道結果。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdJrL5MImt
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好矛盾的想法，但就是因為這樣，我更得面對事實。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUviNelKPl
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「姐，沒看到他們耶。」紀道光先一步跑到籃球場。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve95o6crhI
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果然……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw0ECBZGcq
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他們已經不常在那裡了。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58QCgsfuKW
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我的心跌了一跤。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzWVznm8M3
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我對著紀道光失望的臉笑笑：「他們都高三畢業了，不出現在那的機率很高，正常的啦！」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZPYHyIFyV
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「喔──」拉長了尾音，紀道光抱著籃球到場中央練投籃。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOprXohQYq
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「怎麼辦，心裡有點慌耶……」我喃喃自語著，很自然地坐在大榕樹下：「單相思果然會讓自己像個傻子。」
已長了的頭髮隨風飄揚，閉上眼睛想著以前在這的回憶，我想應該要畫下句點了。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAEhFHtrh1
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微風吹來涼涼的，好舒服。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmorKWPmqNG
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「請問，妳的下一部作品是什麼呢？」突然一個聲音打斷了我的回憶。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEof1ZPa36
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微微睜開眼，發現自己可能有幻聽，因為眼前沒有人呀。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3clytLA6dU
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我轉頭看去，下巴掉下來一大截。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcF1HDbket
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是他！ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX2xsDK6oH
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「抱歉，我還沒自我介紹過對吧。」衛晨佑蹲在我右後方，離我不到一公尺：「我叫衛晨佑，防衛的衛，早晨的晨，保佑的佑。」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZqOWuaZAG
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「我、我……」我什麼都說不出口，因為「心」快要哭了，留下了莫名感動的淚水：「我叫紀……」
「亞──筑──。」我和他同時說出口。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9FG1Zichs
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我又是一驚，他居然知道我的名字，我記得我從沒跟他說過。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8MpeRI2iO
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「很高興認識妳，亞筑，怎麼沒在畫畫呀？我很期待呢。」衛晨佑站了起來，順便也拉我起身。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDxp89Wn3H
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「我……找不到靈感。」我輕口回答：「因為……因為你不在呀。」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NvRcQZBAl
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如此大膽的話，想起以前，我是絕絕對對不可能說出地。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKcoMEPadZ
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「這就是妳想要對我說的嗎？」衛晨佑臉上一片暈紅。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeLako3CS9
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「算是吧。」我晃晃右手。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwxzQ6O61j
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「這算是……一種告白嗎？」他問。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLENeZdPWg
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「不算。」我答：「因為……我不承認。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPmyvjst5h
忽然之間，我和他笑得好大聲，彷彿多年的老朋友一般。像這樣的答案，大概他本人都沒想過。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsY6M6Iopo
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「好吧，既然如此，那我得要讓妳承認才行。」衛晨佑拿起籃球往場上跑：「看看我的迴影射籃吧！或許會讓妳想起以前的什麼回憶。」 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf1tDwcmmX
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「咦？」他好像語帶他意。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsMHUwYcx9
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等等，這麼說來……
他該不會看過我的素描本吧！ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sy5mcBDSQ
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所以才知道我從以前就在畫他，也知道我的名字。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHUXk1lL5o
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「喂！我問你，你是不是偷看過我的本子？要不然……」我追了過去，想要詢求答案。但是他偏偏什麼都不說，真是可惡呀！ 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bhg8QOl8y
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我想，他最後一張畫也看過了吧──43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVuNh8uepC
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在某個公園裡的球場上，有個女孩坐在榕樹下偷偷看著一位男孩。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqOxZaGVpY
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那個男孩灑氣的動作，讓女孩心中瞬間有了奇怪的反應。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQppjdpycCG
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耀眼與──心動。 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ji9X4OjJd
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《全文完》43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiejpAffIF
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________________________ 《後記》 ____________________________43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3J0eKc3Lj
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這是2007的舊短文，最近終於把它貼完了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNpSjB1VoV
不過可能中間隔了很長一段時間，希望沒有讓大家看得很心急。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcbGiLIBRP
其實我當初在寫此文時，覺得故事設定有點悶而停寫，隔了半年才繼續把它寫完。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp1hRHNbos
完稿後，突然很喜歡這文帶出來的氛圍。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq89FGIref
希望大家看了能在心中感受到淡淡的溫暖。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7snb9LQAvy
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另外，我很喜歡男女主角個性上的設定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuuTfbcQLc
不知道讀者們中是否也有像亞築一樣，曾經怯於表達內心給某個人呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW90vxogGJ4
衛晨佑這個角色，我沒有描述過他的外表，但我被他的言行所吸引到。嗯，我喜歡。(笑)43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJbBltDVe
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之後還會有更多作品上傳到螞蟻，請多多指教了！43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUezhQ4IkEF
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