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再向前走個一段路途,便能看見老舊而斑駁的鳥居與石梯。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdzWUO87zSC
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爬上石段,一片雜亂的景象可以看出這裡已經荒廢許久,僅剩骨架的燈籠列於兩側,看起來陰冷冷的,唯一完整的建築的確只剩下這小小的手水舍而已,他們四處張望了一陣,什麼人也沒有,但水盆前頭已點了兩根蠟燭,可見是曾有人抵達過。40Please respect copyright.PENANASjEjfULJyp
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擱在盆子前的火柴有些潮濕,火神花了好一番功夫才終於點著,他們默默地瞧著第三根蠟燭燃起火光,而四周的景色也變得更加明亮起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANATy9D7cuSxd
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圓盤裡頭,擺著幾顆黃色的檸檬糖。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPllIE4plXu
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不知道人跡罕至了多久,原先能夠流出清水的竹筒早給拆了一半,使得石盤裡留下一圈乾涸的深痕,而那幾顆檸檬糖便如此突兀的出現在上頭,擺放得平平整整,大約有十來顆左右,他們左看右瞧,最終在一排蠟燭的後頭發現了立起的紙卡。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5eupnsErCQ
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吃了糖果再出發吧!上頭這麼寫著。40Please respect copyright.PENANA167nu8iYbT
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火神與黑子兩人對看了一眼,默默地各分了一顆糖,黃澄澄的檸檬糖吞進嘴裡,瞬間刺激敏銳的味覺,口腔裡頭充斥著糖的甜味以及檸檬的香氣,而不知道是不是攝取了些許糖份的關係,身體的疲憊也隨之融化殆盡。40Please respect copyright.PENANAl1OknTy5wi
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那是一半參著酸澀,一半參著甘甜。40Please respect copyright.PENANAfBEwNudzeh
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神社的右側修築著一條向下的步道,沿著這向下的石階行進,便能回到原來的集合地點,他們被囑咐的的路徑便為如此。而左側則是樹林延伸的小徑,沒有告示牌的情況之下,不知道會通往哪裡,他們呆立在手水舍前頭,一動也不動的,莫名的好奇心驅使他們向左前進。40Please respect copyright.PENANAZtCiHSWr3b
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「火神君,我們走左邊吧。」黑子突然開口。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y6yoQdCiq
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「欸,可是教練說右邊的階梯下去才是……」40Please respect copyright.PENANASHJzRRpHFg
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「或許那裡也有路可以下去,」他偏過臉龐瞧了一眼,像是確認著左側的小徑,「其實只是有點好奇…如果火神君覺得不適當的話,我們還是走右邊的階梯回去吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxxnMNoEUeR
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「……也不是這麼說,」搔了搔頭,他明白對方的好奇心一向相當旺盛,「其實我也想多走走看看的……這樣好了,如果盡頭沒有路的話,我們再折返吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAL2JhFjwijy
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黑子點了點頭,贊同他的意見。40Please respect copyright.PENANAo8nSEiGvMi
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其實他們也不大明白為何要這麼做,只是少年獨有的求知心理與追求新奇,讓冒險至未曾抵達的地點合理化起來,想要看見不同的景象、想要了解更多,或是其餘難以理解的事物──譬如,他們是想多留下與彼此相處的美好片段,以及保留一分一秒的記憶。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKbsG68vAs7
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於是便相偕而行。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4rk0pcve1u
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任何事都是自然而然的,他們短暫鬆開的手又再度握起,並未詢問也沒有言語。其實恐懼的障礙早已遭到消弭,但他們仍舊覺得是該這麼做,少年們略高的體溫在接觸的位置摩擦生熱,溫暖而柔和。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtw70kCTqDg
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左側的小徑是一條平坦的路途,意外的修整良好,雙邊的林蔭比起方才稀疏許多,黑子回頭看,方才他們點亮蠟燭的位置隱隱地含著微光,明明已有了一段距離,卻不知道為什麼,仍舊覺得那個位置是發著亮的。40Please respect copyright.PENANACijP6XKTcV
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他迅速地閉起雙眼而後再度張開,眼波不過只是輪轉了一圈而已,就好像跳躍了幾個年頭,而兩人向前步行的前方,也越趨光明起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAK7RHCkRDp9
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出了樹林,眼前的景象卻突然遼闊起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQAOScpdfpy
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原來小徑的盡頭是一處不大的觀景台,似乎是神社設立的同時便已存在,但隨之荒廢後也跟著少了人氣。四周圍起的木柵欄早已老舊不堪,而解說木板上頭的字也全然無法辨識,僅僅餘留完好的石椅佇立於中央,仍舊是屹立不搖的模樣。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPs6AN2cXfe
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而令他們驚訝的是,這裡能夠看見沙灘與海洋的全貌。40Please respect copyright.PENANAknMyev5L1M
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或許是地處較高的緣故,這裡所能見到的景象是有所不同的。白日裡的湛藍海水現今轉為一片幽暗,波動著拍打上岸,但沙灘上的白沙卻未隨著天空成黑,而是一片近灰的銀白,沙與海的交接處深深淺淺,劃出幾道含著弧度的漸層色。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtUnwQBFj2d
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天際上頭,鑲著一個又大又圓的月。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6mR0wC1sIc
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如同黑子臆想之內,那是清晰而明亮的。月亮同樣光明,卻與太陽區別甚大,太陽是刺目的、耀眼的,使人無法直視的存在;然而月卻是溫和的散著光,在一片漆黑的夜裡,映照入眠的土地。40Please respect copyright.PENANAT8k7xL1IoF
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恰巧能夠看見啊,月亮與星星,他是這麼說。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgRfqtdXpX1
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他們放鬆似的在石椅上頭坐下,放開了手,火神向上伸了個懶腰且動了動頸子,那是他慣有的動作,而黑子則是待在另一旁安安穩穩的坐著,凝視前方,像是在思考著什麼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAk0uR84jZ62
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「沒想到這裡會有這樣的地方啊,」放眼望去,皆是如同畫一般的景色,「月亮與星星都能看得一清二楚。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxGU3f5MysR
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「是啊,就與想像中相同,」甚至比他想得還要更美。原以為必須站在沙灘上頭,或是由旅館內的一角才能窺得如此夜景,擁有這樣較高視野的觀賞權力並非在預測之內,「海洋與沙灘,還有亮著光的夜空。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAU6O3L6xXs7
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「就算在美國,我也沒有這種看星星的經驗啊!像這樣還是第一次,」火神笑了起來,看起來十分開心,「在不同的地方果然就有不同的感受啊,雖然都是同一個月亮,但總覺得有些變化,在日本果然就有日本的感覺!」40Please respect copyright.PENANABxo3HUsWuG
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「火神君難得也會發表有點意思的心得啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA4XqFgivPHS
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「我說的話一直都是很有內容的好吧!呃、雖然有時候有些表達不明……但也不是你們說的那什麼笨蛋神的!」40Please respect copyright.PENANARdxG0quoEG
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「即使如此,也還是笨蛋神吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAyvWrKxjrQA
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「喂!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAVdXwsZPiQs
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夜風迎面拂來,吹散夏季獨有的熱意。黑子抬起臉龐,瞇著雙眼直盯著圓月瞧,暈黃的光芒在黑夜中,是如此明亮的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAA49xlhew8k
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火神是他的光。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvArWzweGfO
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大多時間,黑子都覺得他的光芒就像太陽一樣,強烈而奪目,在球場上、在比賽中,永遠都具有最絕對的優勢;但有的時候,卻也覺得他好似月亮,雖然含光,卻是溫柔而不過於刺眼的,同樣擁有著無比強大的力量。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYUpYyvKMlt
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究竟是日還是月呢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAz1fz66YpsF
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他想了又想,最終還是不能明白。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVjtlC2dE2n
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兩人之間靜默無語,這是常有的一回事。有時候並非沒有話說,而只是單純地想擁有這樣令人滿足的寧靜,就這麼待在一塊,就算什麼也不說,也絲毫感覺不出尷尬,他們似乎從相識的第一天,便培養出這樣過份的默契來。40Please respect copyright.PENANA47GrVHKA5U
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或許彼此都各自想著不同的事,卻能夠相當契合地同處於一個空間之內。火神悄悄地側過頸子,望著對方的臉龐有些出神,眼前的這個傢伙,此時此刻看起來有些不同,或許是月光擾亂了他的思緒,他才會突然覺得對方是這麼的好看。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaPkk1kaiLX
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白得近乎透明的肌膚,以及淺藍色的眼瞳,兩側的輪廓骨與耳廓相連的位置幾乎沒有痕跡,他想也沒想,就這麼用掌心蓋上。40Please respect copyright.PENANAw0pC7il6Mb
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或許這樣便無法聽見聲音。40Please respect copyright.PENANAl11dBNXTNE
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那麼他那些連自己也無法理解清楚的情感,應該就能大聲宣洩。40Please respect copyright.PENANAg3UmE4gTOX
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「火神君……?」耳朵上頭一陣溫熱,別過臉龐,黑子才發覺是另一個人的體溫熱度,「怎麼了嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwrXc8t3Ar0
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「欸、呃!」突然意識到自己在做些什麼,他一個慌張之下便將手匆匆忙忙地移開,卻沒有完全收回,仍舊笨拙地愣在半空中,「抱歉、那個…我不是故意的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA1VrabneRD5
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「沒事的,沒關係,」黑子搖了搖頭,並不太在意,「只是稍微嚇了一跳而已。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZkO9H3VtP
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「……那個啊,真的、」火神搔了搔頭,一副相當抱歉的模樣,「有時候我也不知道自己在做什麼啦,就是突然有了動作……很多時候,事情做到一半就會忘了目的吧,我大概也像是那個樣子……」40Please respect copyright.PENANAapWSIFKmKC
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「連一句話都說不好,這樣是不行的,」他刻意用了語重心長的語氣,「火神君好歹也是日本人吧──作為驚嚇的補償,告訴我你在想些什麼吧,或許我可以替火神君解決煩惱也說不定。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAYCDU88mWKb
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「這連我自己都弄不太明白啊……」大約是與黑子有關的。但越是如此,他越無法清楚地表達出來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAqihBx9d2Qm
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「火神君的腦袋裡頭只裝了籃球嗎?」這麼一說,立即遭到了對方強烈的駁斥,「……不然,我問火神君一個問題好了。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAukSbHebO7t
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這是從方才開始,他一直思考著的問題。40Please respect copyright.PENANAoex2G7Q3p8
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「也許有一天,我再也不能作為你的影子了,」黑子頓了頓,「火神君會怎麼樣呢?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAstngXBGe7X
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「喂,等等,為什麼不作我的影子了啊──」40Please respect copyright.PENANAzOZ11EufKa
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「只是假設問題。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPI2UYYXhZL
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「嘛啊,這個,應該是建立在還能打籃球的基礎上吧?」火神瞥了他一眼,而後像是一副無趣的模樣,將頸子向後仰著,「不作也沒關係,既然不當影子了,那就當黑子哲也就好。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA4dZwVYmgT8
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黑子愣了愣,而後抬起臉龐。40Please respect copyright.PENANArldQr3w5nW
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「不是否認光與影這樣的說法,我當然知道光越強影子便會越深,如果我變得更強大的話,你也能發揮出你全部的才能……不過無論如何,我們就是組合吧,我就是火神大我,你就是黑子哲也,我只是這麼想的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAbtWkf2r6nv
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「影子不是總得隱蔽在光之下嗎,這樣未免也太不對等了吧!」重新坐起,火神打了一個倦意的呵欠,「以前我總是覺得你弱到不行,現在雖然也……呃,但我明白你有你強大的地方!我們都是同樣具有力量的,誠凜的大家也是。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA6GONe1pjna
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「而且,」他的掌心再度覆蓋住少年的一頭藍髮,就如重複以往無數次的動作,再次將它們不客氣的揉亂開來,「就算不是影子,我也會信賴著你的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAToBeiEUzuF
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只因為是黑子哲也,他才會選擇無條件的信賴。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhPi1Hh36F9
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彷彿是如此簡單的事情。40Please respect copyright.PENANAy4ximUdGJy
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「前言收回,」少年一向面無表情的臉龐,現今卻明顯地有了情緒的波動,他不知道是從哪裡分辨出來的,或許是他那垂低的藍眼睛裡頭,沾了些細微的笑意,「火神君的日文進步了些,下次應該不用靠綠間君的鉛筆也能拿到高分吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAAPVIaTB7Hc
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「那、那是當然──」他揉了揉鼻尖,「──絕對不會再輸給那傢伙!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAlAgvugYt8Z
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黑子眨了眨眼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAV3fUSgakZU
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不 知道已然坐了多久,撐在石椅上的雙手都變得冰涼起來,他磨蹭著石椅上頭的紋路,似乎想整理清楚那毫無根據的規則,然而卻沒有費上多大心思,眼前柔和而美好 的景色立即牽引走他的目光,連帶著這暈黃色的氣氛一塊。究竟需要多久,才有辦法將眼底所有值得紀念的事情深刻的記憶下來,浮動的光影,以及經過年年月月都 不會改變的真誠。40Please respect copyright.PENANA178vE0EN67
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兩人不自覺的越趨靠近,直至肩挨著肩為止,而無法理解是誰的動作,掌心朝下,一人的手指疊在另一人的上頭,但僅僅只是如此而已。他們並沒有真正握起,也沒有直視對方,單單是依循著這樣的動作確認起未可命名的曖昧、情感,以及其餘無法歸類的事物。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYOAa1tpWkI
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需要埋藏與釀存的實在太多太多。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaIDbtT7cdD
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「月亮真是非常美麗啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAXDRtLnyRP1
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他遙望起遠方無法觸得的淺色圓盤,不禁如此暗想,如同黑子前幾日所言,今晚的月亮是又大又圓的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAApk3huSTKD
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黑子悄悄瞥了對方一眼,而後像是微笑著輕呼出氣,他隨之答覆,「……是的,今夜的月色是相當的美啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwi59SlY2dk
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備註:最後兩人的對話出自夏目漱石的名句「月が綺麗ですね(月色真美)」,是隱晦的「我愛你」之意40Please respect copyright.PENANATMvwo2LwCP
火神的話單純是稱讚月色美麗,而黑子的話中之意是「我喜歡你」40Please respect copyright.PENANAK8aHaVO9Si
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這一篇裡頭闡述出我對於火黑的一個概念40Please respect copyright.PENANAysEG10nDca
漫畫裡頭,兩人成為組合的初期,對於彼此的認知或許都是「光與影」的存在40Please respect copyright.PENANAAGP1z06qWN
而越到後期,越能見到火神對於「黑子」這個個體的在乎性40Please respect copyright.PENANA4ioFPKn9IM
並非只是把對方當成「影子」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxd5JoWd9vR
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對於火神來說,黑子雖是弱者,卻也有他強勁的地方40Please respect copyright.PENANA9219AN8FRo
他是平等的看待他與黑子之間的關係的40Please respect copyright.PENANAfHdNd29DYU
(漫畫後期有捏,請反白)40Please respect copyright.PENANA3kfR9C4bfK
桐皇二戰時,火神甚至屏棄了與青峰的輸贏40Please respect copyright.PENANATy7kqfqR61
一心一意想拯救受到打擊的黑子,由此可見他是多麼在乎對方40Please respect copyright.PENANA28fo5mhPQ6
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對我而言他們仍是很棒的「光影組合」40Please respect copyright.PENANA8vgqXlXllZ
卻擁有超越這層關係的牽絆40Please respect copyright.PENANApnlNjTuhvd
在火神眼中,黑子哲也就是黑子哲也40Please respect copyright.PENANAm63PllNpPO
是他的隊友、夥伴,以及其他更加難以言述的特別存在40Please respect copyright.PENANA1BDHrMyO1V
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相偕著兩人成長的不僅只有漸生的情感,還有無比堅定的信賴40Please respect copyright.PENANAXERmQbkAel
而這也是我為何如此喜歡火黑的原因。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxC3QJVMKqm
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對不起上面廢話了一堆,總之這篇大概再一兩回就能完結40Please respect copyright.PENANAYU2LWB3OiH
完結之後再開新坑好了(不負責任發言40Please respect copyright.PENANAXbc1JAC2sy
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感謝閱讀至此,大家快阻止我玩麥塊=口O
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再向前走個一段路途,便能看見老舊而斑駁的鳥居與石梯。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdzWUO87zSC
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爬上石段,一片雜亂的景象可以看出這裡已經荒廢許久,僅剩骨架的燈籠列於兩側,看起來陰冷冷的,唯一完整的建築的確只剩下這小小的手水舍而已,他們四處張望了一陣,什麼人也沒有,但水盆前頭已點了兩根蠟燭,可見是曾有人抵達過。40Please respect copyright.PENANASjEjfULJyp
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擱在盆子前的火柴有些潮濕,火神花了好一番功夫才終於點著,他們默默地瞧著第三根蠟燭燃起火光,而四周的景色也變得更加明亮起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANATy9D7cuSxd
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圓盤裡頭,擺著幾顆黃色的檸檬糖。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPllIE4plXu
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不知道人跡罕至了多久,原先能夠流出清水的竹筒早給拆了一半,使得石盤裡留下一圈乾涸的深痕,而那幾顆檸檬糖便如此突兀的出現在上頭,擺放得平平整整,大約有十來顆左右,他們左看右瞧,最終在一排蠟燭的後頭發現了立起的紙卡。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5eupnsErCQ
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吃了糖果再出發吧!上頭這麼寫著。40Please respect copyright.PENANA167nu8iYbT
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火神與黑子兩人對看了一眼,默默地各分了一顆糖,黃澄澄的檸檬糖吞進嘴裡,瞬間刺激敏銳的味覺,口腔裡頭充斥著糖的甜味以及檸檬的香氣,而不知道是不是攝取了些許糖份的關係,身體的疲憊也隨之融化殆盡。40Please respect copyright.PENANAl1OknTy5wi
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那是一半參著酸澀,一半參著甘甜。40Please respect copyright.PENANAfBEwNudzeh
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神社的右側修築著一條向下的步道,沿著這向下的石階行進,便能回到原來的集合地點,他們被囑咐的的路徑便為如此。而左側則是樹林延伸的小徑,沒有告示牌的情況之下,不知道會通往哪裡,他們呆立在手水舍前頭,一動也不動的,莫名的好奇心驅使他們向左前進。40Please respect copyright.PENANAZtCiHSWr3b
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「火神君,我們走左邊吧。」黑子突然開口。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y6yoQdCiq
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「欸,可是教練說右邊的階梯下去才是……」40Please respect copyright.PENANASHJzRRpHFg
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「或許那裡也有路可以下去,」他偏過臉龐瞧了一眼,像是確認著左側的小徑,「其實只是有點好奇…如果火神君覺得不適當的話,我們還是走右邊的階梯回去吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxxnMNoEUeR
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「……也不是這麼說,」搔了搔頭,他明白對方的好奇心一向相當旺盛,「其實我也想多走走看看的……這樣好了,如果盡頭沒有路的話,我們再折返吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAL2JhFjwijy
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黑子點了點頭,贊同他的意見。40Please respect copyright.PENANAo8nSEiGvMi
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其實他們也不大明白為何要這麼做,只是少年獨有的求知心理與追求新奇,讓冒險至未曾抵達的地點合理化起來,想要看見不同的景象、想要了解更多,或是其餘難以理解的事物──譬如,他們是想多留下與彼此相處的美好片段,以及保留一分一秒的記憶。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKbsG68vAs7
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於是便相偕而行。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4rk0pcve1u
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任何事都是自然而然的,他們短暫鬆開的手又再度握起,並未詢問也沒有言語。其實恐懼的障礙早已遭到消弭,但他們仍舊覺得是該這麼做,少年們略高的體溫在接觸的位置摩擦生熱,溫暖而柔和。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtw70kCTqDg
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左側的小徑是一條平坦的路途,意外的修整良好,雙邊的林蔭比起方才稀疏許多,黑子回頭看,方才他們點亮蠟燭的位置隱隱地含著微光,明明已有了一段距離,卻不知道為什麼,仍舊覺得那個位置是發著亮的。40Please respect copyright.PENANACijP6XKTcV
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他迅速地閉起雙眼而後再度張開,眼波不過只是輪轉了一圈而已,就好像跳躍了幾個年頭,而兩人向前步行的前方,也越趨光明起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAK7RHCkRDp9
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出了樹林,眼前的景象卻突然遼闊起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQAOScpdfpy
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原來小徑的盡頭是一處不大的觀景台,似乎是神社設立的同時便已存在,但隨之荒廢後也跟著少了人氣。四周圍起的木柵欄早已老舊不堪,而解說木板上頭的字也全然無法辨識,僅僅餘留完好的石椅佇立於中央,仍舊是屹立不搖的模樣。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPs6AN2cXfe
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而令他們驚訝的是,這裡能夠看見沙灘與海洋的全貌。40Please respect copyright.PENANAknMyev5L1M
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或許是地處較高的緣故,這裡所能見到的景象是有所不同的。白日裡的湛藍海水現今轉為一片幽暗,波動著拍打上岸,但沙灘上的白沙卻未隨著天空成黑,而是一片近灰的銀白,沙與海的交接處深深淺淺,劃出幾道含著弧度的漸層色。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtUnwQBFj2d
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天際上頭,鑲著一個又大又圓的月。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6mR0wC1sIc
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如同黑子臆想之內,那是清晰而明亮的。月亮同樣光明,卻與太陽區別甚大,太陽是刺目的、耀眼的,使人無法直視的存在;然而月卻是溫和的散著光,在一片漆黑的夜裡,映照入眠的土地。40Please respect copyright.PENANAT8k7xL1IoF
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恰巧能夠看見啊,月亮與星星,他是這麼說。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgRfqtdXpX1
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他們放鬆似的在石椅上頭坐下,放開了手,火神向上伸了個懶腰且動了動頸子,那是他慣有的動作,而黑子則是待在另一旁安安穩穩的坐著,凝視前方,像是在思考著什麼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAk0uR84jZ62
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「沒想到這裡會有這樣的地方啊,」放眼望去,皆是如同畫一般的景色,「月亮與星星都能看得一清二楚。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxGU3f5MysR
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「是啊,就與想像中相同,」甚至比他想得還要更美。原以為必須站在沙灘上頭,或是由旅館內的一角才能窺得如此夜景,擁有這樣較高視野的觀賞權力並非在預測之內,「海洋與沙灘,還有亮著光的夜空。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAU6O3L6xXs7
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「就算在美國,我也沒有這種看星星的經驗啊!像這樣還是第一次,」火神笑了起來,看起來十分開心,「在不同的地方果然就有不同的感受啊,雖然都是同一個月亮,但總覺得有些變化,在日本果然就有日本的感覺!」40Please respect copyright.PENANABxo3HUsWuG
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「火神君難得也會發表有點意思的心得啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA4XqFgivPHS
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「我說的話一直都是很有內容的好吧!呃、雖然有時候有些表達不明……但也不是你們說的那什麼笨蛋神的!」40Please respect copyright.PENANARdxG0quoEG
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「即使如此,也還是笨蛋神吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAyvWrKxjrQA
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「喂!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAVdXwsZPiQs
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夜風迎面拂來,吹散夏季獨有的熱意。黑子抬起臉龐,瞇著雙眼直盯著圓月瞧,暈黃的光芒在黑夜中,是如此明亮的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAA49xlhew8k
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火神是他的光。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvArWzweGfO
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大多時間,黑子都覺得他的光芒就像太陽一樣,強烈而奪目,在球場上、在比賽中,永遠都具有最絕對的優勢;但有的時候,卻也覺得他好似月亮,雖然含光,卻是溫柔而不過於刺眼的,同樣擁有著無比強大的力量。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYUpYyvKMlt
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究竟是日還是月呢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAz1fz66YpsF
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他想了又想,最終還是不能明白。40Please respect copyright.PENANAVjtlC2dE2n
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兩人之間靜默無語,這是常有的一回事。有時候並非沒有話說,而只是單純地想擁有這樣令人滿足的寧靜,就這麼待在一塊,就算什麼也不說,也絲毫感覺不出尷尬,他們似乎從相識的第一天,便培養出這樣過份的默契來。40Please respect copyright.PENANA47GrVHKA5U
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或許彼此都各自想著不同的事,卻能夠相當契合地同處於一個空間之內。火神悄悄地側過頸子,望著對方的臉龐有些出神,眼前的這個傢伙,此時此刻看起來有些不同,或許是月光擾亂了他的思緒,他才會突然覺得對方是這麼的好看。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaPkk1kaiLX
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白得近乎透明的肌膚,以及淺藍色的眼瞳,兩側的輪廓骨與耳廓相連的位置幾乎沒有痕跡,他想也沒想,就這麼用掌心蓋上。40Please respect copyright.PENANAw0pC7il6Mb
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那麼他那些連自己也無法理解清楚的情感,應該就能大聲宣洩。40Please respect copyright.PENANAg3UmE4gTOX
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「火神君……?」耳朵上頭一陣溫熱,別過臉龐,黑子才發覺是另一個人的體溫熱度,「怎麼了嗎?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwrXc8t3Ar0
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「欸、呃!」突然意識到自己在做些什麼,他一個慌張之下便將手匆匆忙忙地移開,卻沒有完全收回,仍舊笨拙地愣在半空中,「抱歉、那個…我不是故意的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA1VrabneRD5
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「沒事的,沒關係,」黑子搖了搖頭,並不太在意,「只是稍微嚇了一跳而已。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZkO9H3VtP
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「……那個啊,真的、」火神搔了搔頭,一副相當抱歉的模樣,「有時候我也不知道自己在做什麼啦,就是突然有了動作……很多時候,事情做到一半就會忘了目的吧,我大概也像是那個樣子……」40Please respect copyright.PENANAapWSIFKmKC
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「連一句話都說不好,這樣是不行的,」他刻意用了語重心長的語氣,「火神君好歹也是日本人吧──作為驚嚇的補償,告訴我你在想些什麼吧,或許我可以替火神君解決煩惱也說不定。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAYCDU88mWKb
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「這連我自己都弄不太明白啊……」大約是與黑子有關的。但越是如此,他越無法清楚地表達出來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAqihBx9d2Qm
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「火神君的腦袋裡頭只裝了籃球嗎?」這麼一說,立即遭到了對方強烈的駁斥,「……不然,我問火神君一個問題好了。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAukSbHebO7t
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這是從方才開始,他一直思考著的問題。40Please respect copyright.PENANAoex2G7Q3p8
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「也許有一天,我再也不能作為你的影子了,」黑子頓了頓,「火神君會怎麼樣呢?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAstngXBGe7X
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「喂,等等,為什麼不作我的影子了啊──」40Please respect copyright.PENANAzOZ11EufKa
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「只是假設問題。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPI2UYYXhZL
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「嘛啊,這個,應該是建立在還能打籃球的基礎上吧?」火神瞥了他一眼,而後像是一副無趣的模樣,將頸子向後仰著,「不作也沒關係,既然不當影子了,那就當黑子哲也就好。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA4dZwVYmgT8
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黑子愣了愣,而後抬起臉龐。40Please respect copyright.PENANArldQr3w5nW
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「不是否認光與影這樣的說法,我當然知道光越強影子便會越深,如果我變得更強大的話,你也能發揮出你全部的才能……不過無論如何,我們就是組合吧,我就是火神大我,你就是黑子哲也,我只是這麼想的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAbtWkf2r6nv
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「影子不是總得隱蔽在光之下嗎,這樣未免也太不對等了吧!」重新坐起,火神打了一個倦意的呵欠,「以前我總是覺得你弱到不行,現在雖然也……呃,但我明白你有你強大的地方!我們都是同樣具有力量的,誠凜的大家也是。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA6GONe1pjna
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「而且,」他的掌心再度覆蓋住少年的一頭藍髮,就如重複以往無數次的動作,再次將它們不客氣的揉亂開來,「就算不是影子,我也會信賴著你的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAToBeiEUzuF
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只因為是黑子哲也,他才會選擇無條件的信賴。40Please respect copyright.PENANAhPi1Hh36F9
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彷彿是如此簡單的事情。40Please respect copyright.PENANAy4ximUdGJy
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「前言收回,」少年一向面無表情的臉龐,現今卻明顯地有了情緒的波動,他不知道是從哪裡分辨出來的,或許是他那垂低的藍眼睛裡頭,沾了些細微的笑意,「火神君的日文進步了些,下次應該不用靠綠間君的鉛筆也能拿到高分吧。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAAPVIaTB7Hc
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「那、那是當然──」他揉了揉鼻尖,「──絕對不會再輸給那傢伙!」40Please respect copyright.PENANAlAgvugYt8Z
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黑子眨了眨眼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAV3fUSgakZU
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不 知道已然坐了多久,撐在石椅上的雙手都變得冰涼起來,他磨蹭著石椅上頭的紋路,似乎想整理清楚那毫無根據的規則,然而卻沒有費上多大心思,眼前柔和而美好 的景色立即牽引走他的目光,連帶著這暈黃色的氣氛一塊。究竟需要多久,才有辦法將眼底所有值得紀念的事情深刻的記憶下來,浮動的光影,以及經過年年月月都 不會改變的真誠。40Please respect copyright.PENANA178vE0EN67
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兩人不自覺的越趨靠近,直至肩挨著肩為止,而無法理解是誰的動作,掌心朝下,一人的手指疊在另一人的上頭,但僅僅只是如此而已。他們並沒有真正握起,也沒有直視對方,單單是依循著這樣的動作確認起未可命名的曖昧、情感,以及其餘無法歸類的事物。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYOAa1tpWkI
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需要埋藏與釀存的實在太多太多。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaIDbtT7cdD
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「月亮真是非常美麗啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAXDRtLnyRP1
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他遙望起遠方無法觸得的淺色圓盤,不禁如此暗想,如同黑子前幾日所言,今晚的月亮是又大又圓的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAApk3huSTKD
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黑子悄悄瞥了對方一眼,而後像是微笑著輕呼出氣,他隨之答覆,「……是的,今夜的月色是相當的美啊。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAwi59SlY2dk
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備註:最後兩人的對話出自夏目漱石的名句「月が綺麗ですね(月色真美)」,是隱晦的「我愛你」之意40Please respect copyright.PENANATMvwo2LwCP
火神的話單純是稱讚月色美麗,而黑子的話中之意是「我喜歡你」40Please respect copyright.PENANAK8aHaVO9Si
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這一篇裡頭闡述出我對於火黑的一個概念40Please respect copyright.PENANAysEG10nDca
漫畫裡頭,兩人成為組合的初期,對於彼此的認知或許都是「光與影」的存在40Please respect copyright.PENANAAGP1z06qWN
而越到後期,越能見到火神對於「黑子」這個個體的在乎性40Please respect copyright.PENANA4ioFPKn9IM
並非只是把對方當成「影子」40Please respect copyright.PENANAxd5JoWd9vR
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對於火神來說,黑子雖是弱者,卻也有他強勁的地方40Please respect copyright.PENANA9219AN8FRo
他是平等的看待他與黑子之間的關係的40Please respect copyright.PENANAfHdNd29DYU
(漫畫後期有捏,請反白)40Please respect copyright.PENANA3kfR9C4bfK
桐皇二戰時,火神甚至屏棄了與青峰的輸贏40Please respect copyright.PENANATy7kqfqR61
一心一意想拯救受到打擊的黑子,由此可見他是多麼在乎對方40Please respect copyright.PENANA28fo5mhPQ6
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對我而言他們仍是很棒的「光影組合」40Please respect copyright.PENANA8vgqXlXllZ
卻擁有超越這層關係的牽絆40Please respect copyright.PENANApnlNjTuhvd
在火神眼中,黑子哲也就是黑子哲也40Please respect copyright.PENANAm63PllNpPO
是他的隊友、夥伴,以及其他更加難以言述的特別存在40Please respect copyright.PENANA1BDHrMyO1V
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相偕著兩人成長的不僅只有漸生的情感,還有無比堅定的信賴40Please respect copyright.PENANAXERmQbkAel
而這也是我為何如此喜歡火黑的原因。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxC3QJVMKqm
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對不起上面廢話了一堆,總之這篇大概再一兩回就能完結40Please respect copyright.PENANAYU2LWB3OiH
完結之後再開新坑好了(不負責任發言40Please respect copyright.PENANAXbc1JAC2sy
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感謝閱讀至此,大家快阻止我玩麥塊=口O