（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7SFXZUKYu
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「準備好了嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVybEQLVHs
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyprWHpQHka
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NvL6ZSujA
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtfnBxhdT5
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「需要喝水嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiK9LtrKHk
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjwXAuh4mk
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「……，不用了。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQwx75Gyh0
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUc4eRqvkQ
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjItcuSRA5i
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztWpgBBSuS
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「……，也是呢。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fpQoq54Tw
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3rWioUxDn
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgZvDs7AjF
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vzp18NDMl
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvIzhrnxrN
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7pwoOfsxg
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuY4O7OIaV
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「到了喔！晴香。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhy1nlOUtr
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAtJuG9ZIn
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lxPEiEz36
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvWcoWdhyg
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfKTNeSwNN
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazpNvWK5Y2
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……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrxb4zZCXA
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……，夠了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4qTpuaooU
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lVz3j1OpU
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgPBJmY5gv
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fwCkOqs0m
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURlNlmlChw
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMZaZQrYTB
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaePHTvrzA
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIvQSx5pQ3
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby6AaOeGy9
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhWiPWUBFu
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1HRhyCgEl
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HdqoqXPwR
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「那麼……，開始！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSjml5iNal
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIJfkf6TEi
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEhK04RzyX
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgqA9iGHus
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwhZf1apQF
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatgTdGRx0g
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUymfcX0t2
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD8VRayfn2
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gsXrPFMkf
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL5JlG1HwS
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmTZVlckzS
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「喂！松本。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpdrrZSaq7
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXXWcufoxn
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PNrx0GGrQ
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVaucetHCH
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUCbQeGYev
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1uDSUkUjT
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「當然……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcJOgBvTGa
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ5UkbL1vf
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAGIoQboO3
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMoiIJwCgq
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysWDQDf7UJ
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazfnGOWBjn
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「嗯，我很開心。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQFdanBQb9
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「這是你的實話嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMkIpphAzN
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「當然。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhxuNIAYfZ
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj7elyMSfD
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw9vl0Nka2
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbcYzYb8RP
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「……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQpcFL1taO
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笑容？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpLMbnkkAH
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod5CQJXlBn
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1Mj5N8Se5
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「……，騙自己嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25ZJz8RqJ9
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaEyLxafjP
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZznbR4dqtJ
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirPsMilDlI
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVOj1ldf1g
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZbCHQHjaE
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「……，是這樣嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK6EYRDCdn
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchSmejJbe7
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「……，真是的。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qvbnRt31x
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLNk61E8Le
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv96zUg5rLU
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef1qaYm3ir
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZAtBclRi6
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「你到底想說什麼！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn3CRczyq8
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKZXWpGoA9
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrQ8uWtWz0
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你以為……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHUf6qmyv0
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXbtNhUu78
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTWpdIwkHX
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OXGXt3ffO
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyxPvbYQa6
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MmIdU6TEW
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfW9s7TdXR
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「……，果然。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1owtyLDzS
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6stDsnFnc
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGebaEm0xq
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkWVqtlNdK
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMkikS3zlc
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVRr5HDS3E
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……，LIVE？ 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE6lhXesvF
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyxIhlEsvp
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1hgh8v27R
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSBmJOqaDB
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要是真的做到了，我……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcCwjEe7xI
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……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXLXwKybPp
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTaFxEYFbb
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomn55dzA9J
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MxmqejYur
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「如果是這樣……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WcmFzwvAX
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6kHOkSgCW
不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwTzhZ1cBP
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL45TULvBA
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL6ZAldMaZ
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkLqgLACLJ
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDeZbTdzJ3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4MssRkE42
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Ai0J3l9z
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa07ZqLdGDA
「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAGymiG2kw
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WifLANaB5
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW69doD9Up
如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzZBKN6y8k
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大人物……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvXbRn6lKw
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDPzk5Kljv
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFMSFflFnk
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUFiSbpfyg
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfSebVyoNa
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ5DLU7br4
無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSuifXTXdu
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6PgcinsLs
我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuFWasgNWI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbxhgJdnnW
「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYi9kkJ3EI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGz9mXidqV
隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHWM8CTPvT
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGdDgJ2fFL
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrzvaVil0a
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX5yZOoCZH
在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DGQ2mdBRL
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8gDP73ny2
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiPKv9NTkI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkNWJ2Z7gk
「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP5PyUK2Jx
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JtxK1bTyD
聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS8ZA4LS8H
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaif3qyTtE3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTKc7a40Lf
聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGAPpPvGD3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY8q6MLCMU
「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3hAZl2P2W
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYRExUxfaK
「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq59jCwdaSk
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz9n7icOxP
大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMWLfccgoW
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjgMLuoUa
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t56sSsb1v
這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWrUAD1Cv7
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dvbhfdmCI
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB55LpE3HR
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CqzhwzYkP
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmaJsqXV4x
身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC4RzNbZ0i
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3iHBjNkS5
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9OPfUPVJT
小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyymrHpfHjn
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O86VNMIFD
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6CmgSgfMh
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjBlXHWbJD
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvDkcnzTnx
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNYk28aPe2
聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY88UZmNyX8
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強顏……，歡笑？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkIDixXJyI
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrr7Ch4aNX
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhps10EMyCd
……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbYXtno6k1
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5teCf6M7Ma
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBV7DaJwD4
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItO6EvvVZB
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitSnRSwtWW
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rbs5zdqBx
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91hDiS5CWV
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「為什麼你……？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXlvuPS0GX
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrh6KVatT5
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4UIIeSycO
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9aJ9oK9YS
吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlBuPXsIoQ
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAjshijgZo
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpO4TOuKYZ
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtbK6SBFId
我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i2AVMIhv1
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqWHMpK6jn
這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpE98mIRIV
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE016mH7Wjb
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「是啊……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxcx6EqpVu
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為什麼我會害怕呢？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3HL0VSmla
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEsEcCxnD7
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFHmcJZFWC
吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKcCDbygKa
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dicdxA7rp
「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaCoIOvlVW
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMceF28nSF
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRZrpgdSYn
聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfTVokKDGI
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「當然！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXQhquerc1
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKazs9L7be6
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgpQXZqJHI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPCTZO2MbO
所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22y0oG9Mhb
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywqbu8z56y
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjdIHsZdMP
……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAjxvOqF0y
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7ZRRDN6l2
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LUpdMYaOD
所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBZDQ2KNlb
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmmtoAR6Pv
不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafTFyLmJhv
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KHRJxMIBm
不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mxGhXbzId
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeAF0WNesY
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR76dAEy97D
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSoRqpTMph
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbi5YRW0xY
小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCZR7wEB0T
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB4XedT3mF
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h0Xumnjec
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI67KDU2JRb
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ENrhwch26
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UwdbFdCmH
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoId79DOif
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63GZDLYio8
「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxRYZGTB5z
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtS09oqdfM
「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAVfWNmKHk
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaoH5ZaAvI
還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMrViCCGEI
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HaglvSSoc
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「我當然記得。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAFpeLve2E
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgYIJQzl4U
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8XyaciPjq
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJegUaResj
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「原來是這樣嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MRulgj2pa
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUtGHAePaV
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPXDVCxYaN
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZGYF99HRa
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBxaBx5BQY
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2ittSmCmn
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「……！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapdSYhjFNB
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kOvguUgWv
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAP3daYg7u
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媽媽……。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZuR3VVt8f
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「怎麼了嗎？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TBSlDioDT
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdVisj4oyf
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoEePVeBs7
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz5IZJdHod
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWEkmi1WyV
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……，不行，我打不下去。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS9hhZrqC1
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我沒辦法……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafxq1SG83W
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7JhIttW7J
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「怎麼了？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWMAWT05lt
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahSSwTH6OR
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTGKW2RuAE
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmsY8SgwVj
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B7Y97whka
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSqtlxa54M
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnHVGbR4zy
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E7sTBE6ci
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YmzZXkWTy
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我到底該怎麼……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdhrJEcuSz
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……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEVuC3aunU
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如果……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkJoafzHDc
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxVW6BZB9t
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWymVmpY0j
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhLh5Px8Iz
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我要親自去見母親。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmHaySTGXz
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「……，是這樣啊？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWgu98Zswt
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg52PhqfUwO
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yncZZjvT8
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi4RlcmUQ0
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hwwwusYjk
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh55l8atlqv
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM4dZhp0Oo
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8aC2dR9Gd
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYyZ3CeVvv
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuHIejMIrQ
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK0QZxaa4m
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRhr2K8Lsl
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHF7fySFaz
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoVYx2WecN
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6baMi0qzG
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhi6Q5CH3K
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRd0ocMnco
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuOyorL3Uv
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她……，在說什麼啊！？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BaZBhROlk
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi74Vn0m8R
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UmPBXeWD0
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh8us0PB4j
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi3lnpMA81
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPbOXtiC79
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「嗯……。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrewtO9pfIo
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ario6LMUU
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4LcRQkp3Y
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWvXCPQOJ8
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTibzKxEYJs
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFWjQd9zPW
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAZl0RhFp3
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「你……，說什麼？」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8xHmxI8J9
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5YzBvzueZ
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstQrutROzL
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkZKibQMFN
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwLpiI8Hnx
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtbgSlhh69
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBvalrtvJD
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu12eAGgzXU
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