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「準備好了嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SOP0lqQZ7
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MBghezDi9
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AtXvYY0E6
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SDUOq04QL
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「需要喝水嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9pGr0SX2t
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxW7X2SLZB
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「……，不用了。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmal0vESUa1
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQE2OkklKn
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUaT7t8uNK
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bCH4Z6Cz7
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「……，也是呢。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvXNQzZ9OV
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XTeJyLI3d
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOejOeysCw
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTp76kZ6cU
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOU8FiyWB0
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMRJS9OGUF
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSrr86vHEk
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「到了喔！晴香。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOLMZQZ4Hv
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOWBncD5De
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTWhievoWA
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORyjBM4o1c
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0qoBXwpJL
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPiBJwniL8
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……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquutJBJgVc
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……，夠了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZqT6OXNUe
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc3GBT2Uz9
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1LTt6ABvQ
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTt2AyoMEk
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiVRCwB3NW
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqXrd183ea
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlshfPKLkPG
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRavDT17dVy
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJjivptSDb
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHksUhXO5hj
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn3S9WPkQN
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpp98Bc5GL
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「那麼……，開始！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZrv9N4Ex7
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbaMcMgAZM
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmZUdKL6f3
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEuRMWwpE4
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN4SQEj61Q
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O4T2DwlXY
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4K9EZREaG
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbqKtV5To5
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGHg6OtJPa
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyxEPZiNdG
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOb4E3OUtn
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「喂！松本。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHJdtqYqyW
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI3u2y4xII
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8GtLDXRjY
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn70PyrxXal
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHy0KQd56I
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd8mm3mobA
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「當然……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBP0p8zdcm
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX2AsWzXGE
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsvtRFz72v
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwrmboJVi7
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisxbEC3kej
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uVA39Xkrm
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「嗯，我很開心。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nmO4xoGnx
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「這是你的實話嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFFsfNClj7
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「當然。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7jwqGDkZX
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU05CI5xE8D
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLEhsaRSrJ
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtoLAdBvI2
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「……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVxkQxhyrR
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笑容？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPgN1KJ1ti
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2BITXQsQy
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFogTY3s9UU
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「……，騙自己嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqu4DfxR6x
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf6sjcJd8r
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKHg6aWGiq
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM9GE1u0Dq
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kFbw5niRp
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6iiuh4KKX
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「……，是這樣嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOep3eak4V1
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16l2FBbOtg
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「……，真是的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ML6mvZogc
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrYM5t1D6d
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxrRLHJB6o
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg57EARija
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H2E8nKIps
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「你到底想說什麼！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ytSg9FjX6
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PlZEHU1kg
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2hYTkbsx3
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你以為……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDpZuza5AM
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1i03a0s5W
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLCs3G0se6
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuuKBS1HeF
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11k8RFZizQ
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4rdXJpu1Y
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQalNGPGEz9
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「……，果然。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtxL87snMT
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr2zsM0Tsc
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfafCSmXbIV
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDQb1Kk3Ur
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtrBuf0oW6
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAhG6UIQYj
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……，LIVE？ 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kog9iLnRr
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkPh9IfV9e
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpzkyOcXFu
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkEkftlfqH
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要是真的做到了，我……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzmLbPr0w6
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……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFRNHOkzlf
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMVcocZZd1
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT5GoxIYKi
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokbN3NOQV8
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「如果是這樣……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqRHrduWPt
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb8jOl1ojr
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwzwM7YSX6
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhVqrl5g8n
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55hgb5jHby
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtojStFWazG
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPpW7PUAPd
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VqhQOTETD
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UHr03s7s9
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO2hlxRJpu
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大人物……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRLR6j31Hz
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJrJgqg0JV
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl9io6MEAl
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ9lM4tiMy
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBJQS4abzS
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYYeU5V3bv
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZdJVPyEef
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0epatp9Vg
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgWb8PjOJT
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lvLUtVPC5
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mD7vVw6th
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4VmMfn2yw
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvmClUANmc
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrrYLEBQSf
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31JW4DxCNY
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgaRnNJR7O
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0FMRAQulD
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZzv0Lmv66
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIsmFYCp9W
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXrPwHuFGz
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLhQW6IGAR
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZrXOYbdYb
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxWk5pWePr
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qdc8LIGAr
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6nFY1ckkx
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCvbjDDkc0
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviAsuyNPpx
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnqI6n9fV5
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQCFhNLRcU
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb1sR5Snef
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAtG06Vl6G
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Xi9jilLp
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhudblrzK2
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強顏……，歡笑？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzvNDhOL0B
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaXY7Y44o8
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnXUrW83IU
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU2NW7uKGc
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5OUMOdsBx
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fEf26IlNM
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNqK34skjE
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzUwvIYZf1
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3obYAUOVfl
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「為什麼你……？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIj3GhAP58
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzwQQIDtEe
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTr4lVoRGJ
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTlc8GEu5g
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEIPAdh1uX
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKilCkbAJZ
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3WhOs2H5k
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn38vQbbDh
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MOQc7RSQj
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「是啊……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL3nRDUaz9
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為什麼我會害怕呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqWqBpxchp
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZs9rHSOVU
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSxorisdzK
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaJy208FlO
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMv07zUGaT
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yNfED7Nkc
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「當然！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm4M6ccXIU
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAhbVfGvUB
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXASt4UDQXp
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3Bpl08P3d
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP2LPR2Hsj
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG47U6d4mHj
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q3U7V03tp
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXvfMRJG3I
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0o6TfB0Lw
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15LaciI0dU
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwgFsvnvZZ
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe7qgERdfv
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXCixVrSvs
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpndyyFRiIq
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdp8fSnhOO
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRn1yeIU9N
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk1vXhVv1l
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0Lx3sJXKi
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd85wGCZw5x
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR3OudYv20
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3COhfEU08
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsPcVNvNUz
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MkDTjDbf4
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBy7gtC9l7
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「我當然記得。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Z7O2L0Cs
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rq9ore7Ss
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwnla4bzCq
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPbk1z5oYu
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「原來是這樣嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuafqgNLH2
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSbDlqeYAm
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuriYVAy1X5
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YmVSbGTrL
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YSWBDJNYI
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5YcvyUPVs
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「……！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQLSRz6DOh
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMj3hHzcTb
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOKPWdaO73
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媽媽……。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEUerhudXK
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「怎麼了嗎？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj7zSGASf4
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm0ib5bjSp
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqA3wvY20K
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1VbJ4589a
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlTg0LNdxP
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……，不行，我打不下去。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNJmCGneng
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我沒辦法……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0aSY444xK
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhBIfG91wQ
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「怎麼了？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWyG7GcdPU
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclaoz97XfZ
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMQNdYZ9bw
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAysJz0WgQ
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Pf6Wdl9qG
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGGA6N5npt
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pf5UvBaY3
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd5unbo14L
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHn3M3uV0a
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我到底該怎麼……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yL3FU1vAw
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……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskGbP4b9Dw
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如果……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ570i82OWJs
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGzP3i8oQR
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYpXD3tb1Q
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXQfD4xB2h
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我要親自去見母親。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcdEwv8O0x
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「……，是這樣啊？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhURZNLB0Gh
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdXe5nVkqZ
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvYA0HZ39C
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkicUGlHPb
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qg1DDyjKW
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0FMUtwBCX
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1OieJZf7v
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe06anl04P
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sYDc9F1dv
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6zE2JB0Wj
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTdtmfE58d
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VZFGVBqSi
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtARaceUGyw
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NglZ0qAhl
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt5MALYvJk
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaDp8mbujT
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUymYwcl5zK
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G4NsvzWaq
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她……，在說什麼啊！？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSx3UL9Lq7
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsDZZo8tQU
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeAeTlYuus
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMiqEYmNFQ
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL69dVRMwf
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kHknOoe06
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「嗯……。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRL9EdLKX4
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNrUhAmKN6
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKRrPb3iEJ
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6egWCsmrX
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRVXE1PCik
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASsMAP3B1y
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI5wehyoq9
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「你……，說什麼？」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGf03Oufze
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQABbK4wsn
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz35gEPLpR
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb0zwo6MKT
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLGclG9j9o
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeghpmDR2na
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ziDUnBNfr
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuTp8oDhVb
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