今天一整天都在昏睡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuMU9s9H08
原本沒打算要發日記168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7oqilmQ8Z
但突然冒出一個念頭168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzbeNaLblz
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ugKwnkpV
跟 看到未來168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32LSvyEFWw
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbP0LT8vZ9
能等到結婚生子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8FMFtgYHy
有我的孩子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH7sh1incS
我自己的孩子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVZ8M6zKZN
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVm6tsnjQg
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjEwOEwP7b
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtysdIOiwhe
我會變成什麼樣子？168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CG2VyAwx6
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnD5OfVmM3
沒有愛的人168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlbvDJxBVb
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDsiutFs6M
好像是在逃避什麼168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLjSfIcyIx
又像在渴求什麼168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1iV4AVg2B
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ketyU4jL
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4f4SfoCts
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknMXg8Tq9j
請容許我幼稚下去吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacsW7yJRYh
這禮拜學校出了不少事168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupic3oGyty
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam5yuCw7Pf
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewki4TBMkg
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1349Hg8pb
所以不清楚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE42W4BiYwH
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxvBUcWfuN
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRREMqzHjYl
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rVlovJA1d
大概是這種想法吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbvWtwbUYO
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91BOlKXigt
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48uuAM7jUn
會選在大家都看得到的地方168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0V7ElI72H
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHegumKm4v
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh79tWEVev
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr8IrMlzvJ
我也是168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZioefz1Lf
