今天一整天都在昏睡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBygmNBr3jo
原本沒打算要發日記195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GeRJqqkQc
但突然冒出一個念頭195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFHT6p57AB
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo0eRoOLIo
跟 看到未來195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreHImoAo8x
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNjhnP3Lix
能等到結婚生子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTsSzkE4pB
有我的孩子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI0swcMtqA
我自己的孩子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDicjU4fyG
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNnb2plJC3
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyocFnY0g8Z
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcKQr7rLsf
我會變成什麼樣子？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuVc8PXo9U
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgkfBXFdJk
沒有愛的人195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30Fr6bWm3E
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuWrmtYC34
好像是在逃避什麼195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWKx4DDsSS
又像在渴求什麼195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGwGxsBbAL
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5SZFXCHrx
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pyph7HQOO
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DsSONejxE
請容許我幼稚下去吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwMPWHxNvO
這禮拜學校出了不少事195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcCxG953YB
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Yy93ilSX7
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUkMNUvkPg
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqmCS73nPN
所以不清楚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfSVUyNKKG
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiPtVzn6bu
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJw6iWDzxP
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NxkpLtzBl
大概是這種想法吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eGhiVjtB1
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95vKEFT9YQ
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtuPWR4QQb
會選在大家都看得到的地方195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHQJuTNT9a
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuafa7Fp9n
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01oIvaS2rP
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZQmg9Fdw4
我也是195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbycwmfwzF
