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大家好,我是《自殺未遂。》的作者落紅。98Please respect copyright.PENANAPzMrsiIt8P
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本來根據排程,今天應該不會出文。98Please respect copyright.PENANArLI4VDPCTn
但我希望這能成為遠在英國的我給大家的聖誕禮物。98Please respect copyright.PENANAJSGleTdslh
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心音與世娜的交換靈魂期限為三個月,98Please respect copyright.PENANAvUAOySBAmh
而這個故事的時間軸便在這三個月期間,98Please respect copyright.PENANAIRR30Ph5jL
發佈故事的時間也是在這段時間,98Please respect copyright.PENANA6G82lvGTyh
所以,《自殺未遂。》的本篇故事的確是到了世娜墮樓的一刻便結束了。98Please respect copyright.PENANA2uBhlGghPb
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但是,對我來說,幾位主人翁的故事是仍然未完結的。98Please respect copyright.PENANA9iOh2BQlJs
故事後半部也有插入過主影與阿凌的主觀畫面,作為特別篇,使讀者們能夠更了解兩位男主角的過去及心路歷程。98Please respect copyright.PENANAw2dOscmWLJ
而結局篇也是以同樣手法,去交代各個主人翁於這三個月後的去向。98Please respect copyright.PENANAwFiiLVu4ZP
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不會很長,始終要交代的事情不多,許多畫面亦希望留白。98Please respect copyright.PENANAC0pcVhwWxF
明天,照舊時間,五位主人翁的主觀畫面,將會為這個故事畫上句號。98Please respect copyright.PENANAttMOa3OXka
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交待完了大家最關心的結局問題,現在便說說自己吧。98Please respect copyright.PENANAhHdrCTVRFb
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比起道歉,更想對大家道謝。98Please respect copyright.PENANAndnVh3dOFu
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很感謝大家,即使小妹並不是有名氣的作者,大家仍然願意追看這個故事。98Please respect copyright.PENANA6jMrL6VV8w
很感謝大家,即使這個故事寫了二十多萬字,大家仍然有耐性地等待更文。98Please respect copyright.PENANAYnTMcPeFqj
很感謝大家,即使用字與文筆都仍然未熟練,大家仍然沒有怨言地包容我。98Please respect copyright.PENANAq3s0rUN0pA
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一開始時,我之所以用『如果你同我一樣想死』作為故事的其中一個標籤,98Please respect copyright.PENANAY4KPp8uG6k
便是因為希望能讓更多有自殺傾向或關注自殺問題的讀者能遇見這個故事。98Please respect copyright.PENANA7EpwEZ4er0
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當然,這不只是一個標籤。98Please respect copyright.PENANADK24vualUw
落紅本人,亦是在死亡邊緣中,經過掙扎,好不容易才勉強活了過來的人辦。98Please respect copyright.PENANABNffo24fuR
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有讀者會問我,為什麼能如此理解自殺邊緣的人的心態。98Please respect copyright.PENANALQP1RI6TqY
除了澄清自己只是以個人角度出發,而每個人都是獨立的,我不能代表所有在自殺邊緣的人的心態;以及為自己能讓一部分的人感到被理解而覺得高興時...98Please respect copyright.PENANATKsrJYrClO
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我也很誠實地說一句,是因為我也是一個在自殺邊緣的人。98Please respect copyright.PENANAqTsAVvoxIk
這個故事,是一個主角群中超過一半都有自殺傾向的故事。98Please respect copyright.PENANAIABMyTeLwF
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而當中,每一個有自殺傾向的人,說的每一句關於自殺的話...98Please respect copyright.PENANAcAdohV2Z2F
幾乎都是我有浮現過的念頭。98Please respect copyright.PENANAkvmuYuvvzO
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生存的意義。98Please respect copyright.PENANAiw7127J417
我的存在,是不是必要的?98Please respect copyright.PENANAKLbX2gCm1s
我的未來,是不是黑暗得寧願應該提早結束?98Please respect copyright.PENANAsuvOCzYFGS
我的形象,哪一個才是被接受的?98Please respect copyright.PENANAZUABEcBsxA
我這種人,是不是不應該活在世上?98Please respect copyright.PENANAO6HqFDl8pR
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還有無數的念頭...98Please respect copyright.PENANAgTY4ofxAfJ
全部,都是我親身的經歷。98Please respect copyright.PENANAVBfPyX3lQZ
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而我說這些,並不是要為了搏得大家的同情,或是讓大家更喜歡我這個人。98Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wt8vaZVU6
而是,我很想告訴大家,在這個世界上,你們並不是一個人。98Please respect copyright.PENANAb2lBPaVBU1
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即使我們把自己困在黑暗的房間中,無論外面有多少人經過,無論我們曾經伸手多少次,失望過多少次,受傷過多少次...98Please respect copyright.PENANAKrs8lLMsEO
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在我們以為自己已經注定獨自一人時,其實,有許多人與你一樣,正困在伸手不見五指的絕望當中。98Please respect copyright.PENANAZTDa38t0C4
而且,只要我們活下去...98Please respect copyright.PENANAtiIeTMzeZh
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我們不知道,在哪一天天亮時,會有一個權主影出現,強行踢開房間的門,拼命地把我們拉出來。98Please respect copyright.PENANAgv875Q8iqQ
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當然,現在在電腦前輸入文字的我,並不知道你的困境,也沒能親身經歷你的感受。98Please respect copyright.PENANAtGMy0Z5kjB
你可能會覺得,我並不理解你。98Please respect copyright.PENANAbsV8dlHv1Q
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可是,先不說有一個理解你的人仍然未被你碰上,仍然在等待你...98Please respect copyright.PENANAZ91B1bAEqF
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我很想讓你知道,有人會陪伴你一同成長。98Please respect copyright.PENANAivegYFClta
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我也是一個很不完美的人,經歷過無數次的失敗,讓我一蹶不振。98Please respect copyright.PENANAwV1DPWzRCf
心中有很多想要實現的事情,可是太害怕失敗,太沒有動力,於是讓時間繼續流走,我卻繼續停頓。98Please respect copyright.PENANAt1upUtc4Yc
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在醒覺過來,自己的生命只有自己能改變時...98Please respect copyright.PENANAPoDoID488z
卻已經浪費了極多的時間。98Please respect copyright.PENANAIZxh31Pb5I
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但是,既然遲到比沒到好。98Please respect copyright.PENANAJIfdB1CiQT
既然,我有那麼渴望自己能做到的事情。98Please respect copyright.PENANASds1HK8mje
既然,我已經沒有什麼能輸的事物。98Please respect copyright.PENANA7NjTX6PiSt
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那麼,我希望能放手一搏。98Please respect copyright.PENANAcoafLc2lTF
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以這個故事作為起點...98Please respect copyright.PENANAjgCrlaAcwn
任性地去做自己希望能做到的事情。98Please respect copyright.PENANAuPXDNwOIHI
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而且,很很很很重要的是...98Please respect copyright.PENANAvdOCyNM1ep
我很想讓你知道,連我一個如此不完美的人也能做到的話。98Please respect copyright.PENANAXbXWDi3Pwg
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你一定也能夠做到。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQyWMDtvHpZ
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要踏出安舒區不是一件容易的事情。98Please respect copyright.PENANATiTsgYe4so
要嘗試新的事物,也不是一件容易的事情。98Please respect copyright.PENANA1fZOdUguxu
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可是,如果不做的話,我們一輩子都不會發現自己的極限。98Please respect copyright.PENANAFArVSE0y5r
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即使墮落...98Please respect copyright.PENANAghpSdq35Ck
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至少,我們有張翼飛過。98Please respect copyright.PENANAaxF6o8icm0
至少,我們能告訴自己...98Please respect copyright.PENANA5XWrossA94
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辛苦了,你已經盡過力了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAeuecB1jxR6
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最後,因為很想大家也能參與、見證、陪伴我一同成長,而我亦知道自己短期內不會有新的故事發佈。98Please respect copyright.PENANALsFqtBjQ6p
所以,貼上自己的IG(lokhung_leanna),希望大家在完結故事後仍然能與小妹keep in touch。98Please respect copyright.PENANA1ddszutgcM
這不是因為想自己的follower能變得很多,能有一個美美的數字。98Please respect copyright.PENANAKDDtNHGnhH
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而是,我很希望與大家一同渡過人生的另一個階段。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQn9CRXTlw2
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以上。98Please respect copyright.PENANAddoefDNwY2
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明天,下午六時。98Please respect copyright.PENANACeYN60W13c
盼望大家能繼續陪伴這個故事,走完最後最後的路。98Please respect copyright.PENANAU5AVw4Oal3