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No Plagiarism!JD2aYL8YUjs8i0K4Ygdzposted on PENANA 之後我大多數都用口同喺阿Mark解決,過程之中,佢都會用我可以接受到嘅方法嚟剌激我,例如啫啫摔吓我,又或者錫我gap gap。8964 copyright protection432PENANAkFPJviAAGV 維尼
只要佢唔插入去,乜嘢直接刺激,我都可以承受。8964 copyright protection432PENANAmvzhYURGLl 維尼
阿Mark無表示不滿,但係知佢同我一樣,心急解決問題。8964 copyright protection432PENANAjWS3YJ0WA7 維尼
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距離向老闆求助,接近二十七、八日,我就開始心緒不寧,佢話大約一個月時間會俾電話我,諗緊佢幾時會打電話嚟。8964 copyright protection432PENANA13WKEhoSlM 維尼
唔想俾阿Mark知道我仲同Leonard,或者同佢有關嘅人聯絡,怕佢打嚟嗰陣時,阿Mark喺我身邊,佢一日末打嚟,一日都提心吊膽。8964 copyright protection432PENANAvqhIOMMFdn 維尼
老闆喺第二十九日俾電話我,喺一啲唔阻礙我做嘢,阿Mark又唔喺度嘅時間打嚟。8964 copyright protection432PENANAEW8Av7vIy8 維尼
同上次喺醫院探我一樣,佢態度都好柔和,但係清除唔到我對佢嘅戒心。436Please respect copyright.PENANAW3PAAavNaT
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「生活過得順利嘛?」436Please respect copyright.PENANAxbZTPcXX9P
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佢一問,我一答咁天南地北,傾咗一陣無意義閒偈,佢忽然咁問。8964 copyright protection432PENANA5XQPvin6x1 維尼
「嗯⋯⋯順利呀!」436Please respect copyright.PENANAYxwimja5vV
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我有啲猶豫,諗咗一諗先回答佢。8964 copyright protection432PENANAMyyznfXBDH 維尼
認識阿Mark唔算長時間,我哋經過一啲波折先可以喺埋一齊,雖然我哋面對緊波折嘅後遺症,難得阿Mark咁愛我同囡囡,一個平凡小家庭過住平凡生活,都算得做過得順利。8964 copyright protection432PENANAnQ1Il1PTws 維尼
「各方面?」8964 copyright protection432PENANA0bm2HNCgi1 維尼
老闆好似知我呃佢,佢關心又似質疑。8964 copyright protection432PENANANgrMJ2MFZX 維尼
「⋯⋯嗯⋯⋯喺,各方面。」8964 copyright protection432PENANAiL3e665Xkc 維尼
我唔想俾佢知道我性障礙嘅困擾。8964 copyright protection432PENANAyCTsxKdGYK 維尼
「慧,你係可以接受更加開放嘅生活,我淨化你心靈之餘,我仲係開發你嘅心,你對性唔應該恐懼,你只會嫌唔夠,遲啲你會明白。」8964 copyright protection432PENANAjCQ2mNApae 維尼
「我⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection432PENANAEFatzuGOv4 維尼
「你食過青梅未?」8964 copyright protection432PENANAMhEtI8bDje 維尼
老闆講佢家鄉種好多青梅,除咗浸梅酒,仲會醃酸梅,曬梅乾,一大堆年輕時嘅回憶。8964 copyright protection432PENANA2mWaNlC1Cg 維尼
「我喜歡摘青梅嚟食,入口又酸又澀嘅,但係之後甘味無窮,就好似我拆磨你,摧殘你,呢啲係俾你嘅調教,你日後亦都會回味佢。」8964 copyright protection432PENANAIx8sRjnDeX 維尼
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老闆無估錯,我唔係冷感,我都渴望有性愛,只不過克服唔到恐懼。8964 copyright protection432PENANAFnAWpVFvHE 維尼
大約半個月後嘅一晚,我哋有咗突破。8964 copyright protection432PENANAKcJy3EBkAn 維尼
我同阿Mark晚飯開始就有意欲,等囡囡瞓咗,阿Mark就經等唔切咁攬住我錫,我反應亦都好熱烈,身上面衫褲續件減少,未入到浴室,兩個人喺廳度已經光脫脫,我哋好少咁狂妄,新鮮環境下面,我同佢好興奮。8964 copyright protection432PENANAIGXucy7HCw 維尼
佢坐喺馬桶,我幫佢口交,佢越嚟越習慣我嘅服務,變相越嚟越持久。8964 copyright protection432PENANA6cPUBESKoU 維尼
「慧,你上嚟吖!」8964 copyright protection432PENANApDaBm0kFlG 維尼
佢想要強一啲嘅感受,叫我坐上佢大臂,佢用啫啫擦我gap gap,我反應好強烈,一個唔為意,竟然衝破咗心理障外,呑噬咗半條啫入裡面。8964 copyright protection432PENANANhf2fQMjS9 維尼
阿Mark同我都愕咗然,心理上嘅障礙無意中衝破咗。8964 copyright protection432PENANAfGFVxhFaF8 維尼
阿Mark拉住我要一齊沖涼,我嘅恐減少咗好多,佢已經可以進入我身體,縱使痛嗰種感覺仍然存在,我同阿Mark總算做咗個愛。8964 copyright protection432PENANAbuR0h7Ohch 維尼
我哋兩個都好開心,以為解決咗啦難題,但事實上發生喺我身上嘅事情,永遠唔會咁簡單。8964 copyright protection432PENANAp63l2DNoII 維尼
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隨住時間,粗暴摧殘嘅心理障礙衝破咗,慢慢回復番應該有嘅性興奮。8964 copyright protection432PENANAzV3GiMPPEs 維尼
「慧,你好誘惑!」8964 copyright protection432PENANAlS3cx0mPG0 維尼
阿Mark積壓咗幾個月,年輕男人嘅性慾急需要盡情發洩。8964 copyright protection432PENANA6qXzgTr7PT 維尼
佢而加會因為我一個眼神,一個笑容,又或者睇到我小部份身體,呢啲本來唔算得上誘惑嘅動作,都會引起佢嘅性慾,為咗報答佢一直對我嘅愛意同埋包容,我會盡一切去滿足佢。8964 copyright protection432PENANAxZ9yx0lVt0 維尼
每次我哋都互相撕撲,做到大汗淋漓,我係好興奮,叫床不絕,到再無力氣,癱瘓喺床為止 。8964 copyright protection432PENANAlV7Zd43XqN 維尼
但係有一樣嘢阿Mark係唔會知道,我亦都唔會向佢講。8964 copyright protection432PENANAlVrdjSMqQh 維尼
過去心裡被折磨嘅回憶霸佔咗嘅空間,隨住恐懼慢慢消退,就留低咗一個窿喺度,消退越多,個窿就越大,空盪盪咁,欠缺一啲嘢去填補。8964 copyright protection432PENANAUosXjhOTPZ 維尼
無論阿Mark付出幾多,我有幾配合佢,個窿都填補唔滿,好多時俾阿Mark攪到我興奮到心跳都幾乎停埋,火山噴出咗大量水蒸氣,但最後都爆發唔到,我始終攀唔上到最高點,就係欠缺咗一啲難以形容嘅嘢,阻礙我達到最後一步。8964 copyright protection432PENANAZSEj7mpU7T 維尼
有時我會非出自真情咁大叫,我唔係存心呃阿Mark,我只係想靠激烈嘅叫床,去引發高潮,但我未成功過。8964 copyright protection432PENANAtkyPX58Byp 維尼
就算我有幾興奮,阿Mark同我連續做咗幾多次都好,我始終唔再好似以前咁,仍然未有過高潮。436Please respect copyright.PENANAxqevLikv7S
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阿Mark喜歡打籃球,自從同我一齊生活之後,佢每日放工就返嚟屋企,幫手做家務,陪囡囡溫習,連波都無去打。8964 copyright protection432PENANAMD2WuSa0nk 維尼
佢為咗我兩母女而付出咗咁多,我唔可以自私到連佢最大嘅喜好都剝奪埋,當我知道佢前女朋友,牽頭組織球隊參加業餘比賽,我鼓勵阿Mark參加。8964 copyright protection432PENANAl4QE7pESa4 維尼
「你贊成?!」8964 copyright protection432PENANAxSg5dUDYjT 維尼
「點會唔贊成,⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection432PENANAEIfnDxeYcc 維尼
我本來仲想講:你唔嫌棄我嘅身世,我點會懷疑你呢,但係我最後都係忍住唔講。8964 copyright protection432PENANA5UeYriHYm0 維尼
我明白阿Mark嘅疑慮,佢前度女友組織嘅球,佢自己仲兼仼埋球隊經理,佢怕我誤會佢同前女友「番撻」著感情,所以遲遲唔敢答應參加。8964 copyright protection432PENANAlJVzrKjUqS 維尼
參加咗球隊之後,佢每星期會有兩、三晚練波,如果有比賽,就加多一至兩晚練習,漸漸佢減少咗返嚟食晚飯。436Please respect copyright.PENANApifPIDL21Z
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打完波男女子隊拉隊一齊宵夜,傾偈兼講吓波經、返到嚟好多時好夜兼好攰,沖個涼就撻落床瞓著。8964 copyright protection432PENANA43uWvYp9go 維尼
我哋親熱嘅次數自然減少喊,阿Mark話我哋貴精不貴多,但係我已經覺行足夠。8964 copyright protection432PENANATft8pcnD4N 維尼
阿Mark嘅生活質素提升咗。8964 copyright protection432PENANADO0huI2iW2 維尼
見到佢成個人活躍番,比以前更多說話,更加有朝氣,只要佢覺得有意義,就算留喺屋企時間少咗好多,都係值得。436Please respect copyright.PENANAMVfv79xR6Z
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我一直覺得自己本來配唔起佢,如果佢覺得前女友值得佢再追求,佢放棄我又或者我自己退出都係應該嘅。8964 copyright protection432PENANAB6aMafdcCw 維尼
每晚囡囡做完功課,佢會自己睇一陣書,玩吓玩具,阿Mark未返屋企之前,佢好少出聲,就算我問佢嘢,佢都係好簡單回應一兩句。436Please respect copyright.PENANAL8bymT9iAZ
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早前同囡囡分開得太耐,形成佢沉默,獨立,同我講嘅嘢唔及同阿Mark講咁多,我唔怪佢,因為係我照顧得佢唔好,要佢寄人籬下,學又無得番,全因為我而起,佢無憎我已經好彩。8964 copyright protection432PENANAkl6P7HJRFR 維尼
無論佢專心做功課,專心睇書,我只係靜靜喺佢身邊,唔敢打擾佢。8964 copyright protection432PENANAY6xUn8uMok 維尼
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每個月老闆就係喺阿Mark返咗工,囡囡返咗學,我做完兼職,百無聊籟嘅時侯打嚟,每次都無乜主題,東撞西扯咁講吓鎖碎事,而且喺不經意之間,處處顯示出對我嘅關心。436Please respect copyright.PENANAAqeesgKQ6h
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「你咁忙,點解要花時間同我傾啲無關重要嘅事?」8964 copyright protection432PENANAc4L9qlapmX 維尼
我由對佢充滿戒心,慢慢感覺到佢親切嘅一面,想了解吓呢個神秘又威嚴嘅人。8964 copyright protection432PENANA5FCFGzg4OG 維尼
「每日都爾餐虞我詐,會好攰㗎,搵一個可以傾吓嘅人傾吓偈,生活無咁沉重!」8964 copyright protection432PENANA0Pjccwr0SJ 維尼
老闆對我講心裡話,我誓估唔到。8964 copyright protection432PENANASd3OVgnd3K 維尼
「可以傾吓偈嘅人?係我?!」8964 copyright protection432PENANATrvbvVewGY 維尼
「係,因為你係神揀俾我嘅,好似五十幾年前一樣!」8964 copyright protection432PENANALor6H1T7V7 維尼
「唔係,係你哋用方法𠱁我上當嘅!」8964 copyright protection432PENANAcdC4HO21NY 維尼
想起之前喺別墅唔開心嘅經歷。8964 copyright protection432PENANAyWSg0DbxB2 維尼
「你回想吓,你點認識Leonard嘅,係你主動追上前認識佢,呢啲係神嘅主意!」8964 copyright protection432PENANARrWz6hSS7U 維尼
當時我掛住Leo,而咁啱Leonard又咁似Leo,我先會主動認識佢,但係同佢相處得耐,除咗身型,相貌上又似乎同Leo唔相似,唔明點解當時會將佢錯認咗。8964 copyright protection432PENANA0xGIMeRY1T 維尼
莫非真係老闆所信嘅神嘅安排,Leonard係一個媒介,俾老闆遇上貌似佢幾十年前女朋友嘅我。8964 copyright protection432PENANAbwsz0ePwnw 維尼
「你要經過咗淨化,人生先會得到昇華!」8964 copyright protection432PENANAeDbpKfEnQc 維尼
我哋傾偈嘅時間越嚟越長,今次一傾就傾咗接近一個鐘頭,比之前兩次,時間長咗之外,內容擴闊咗,唔係單一只係性,老闆又講吓佢返到日本,幫會裡面嘅生活,佢阿爺對佢好嚴格,仲坦白承認喺我身上搵到一直欠缺咗幾十年嘅親情。8964 copyright protection432PENANAPrnQoBBipM 維尼
平日屋企靜到連空氣都停咗落嚟嘅時候,有時我會諗起老闆,有個人同我傾吓偈,尤其係到月中,佢差唔多打電話嚟之前嗰一兩個星期。8964 copyright protection432PENANAihZiZDWOrC 維尼
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