我從小就很怕傷口,因為怕痛,由其是割傷。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAPsVoifg0nd
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可能是童年陰影吧。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA3l9HbaKQzr
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被刀割開的感覺好嘔心,你會先感覺到皮肉與刀的磨擦,然後肉抵不住鋒利,便會開始脆弱地撕裂,撕裂到某一個深度便會停,那視乎割你的那個人用上多少力度了,這已經是一個傷口了。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAkRXoVJVUEY
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但還沒完,刀還會繼續在那傷口劃過,在肉與肉之間磨擦或更深的撕裂下去。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAaO64Chy0UW
血管當然會被同時切開了不知多少根,但血都是最晚才到的。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA1yl1RnyStB
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若用慢鏡觀看割傷的過程,大致就是這樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANATpha9gwUJv
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每次幻想自己被割傷,肚便會抽搐著,像肚也會跟著撕裂開一樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAaLjpeMG2eI
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看到別人的傷口也不行,我會身同感受,然後肚子便會抽著很不舒服,好像我也被割了一下似的。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAwVfcmcHoTd
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我兒時住在井字型公屋,與附近的小朋友當然經常就在走廊上玩耍。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAStanELHZv5
其中有一個女孩,我們都很怕她,她名叫芷善。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAIAPvbMCCkb
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害怕是因為她經常都拿著一把剪刀。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA4AAaOaGwrX
她的鐵剪刀很鋒利,銀色的很光滑,刀身幼長,刀鋒磨的很薄很利,利的好像手指頭輕碰一下都會被割破。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAn0OyJalcwK
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我絕對不想被那剪刀碰到,即使只是刀身。那冰冷的鋼鐵觸感都令我很不舒服。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAAbq3SkzhcB
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她經常拿著這把剪刀四處嚇唬其他小朋友,有好幾次都弄傷了別人。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAmSQSRhJY3r
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據說那女孩被母親教訓一頓後,她媽便將那把剪刀藏起來了。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAUwcnmbGLNn
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小孩們雖然還是很怕她,不過她沒有剪刀在手又不會打人,我們還是會和她一起玩耍的。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAQwiLmgMaP9
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慢慢長大,芷善都不再是從前那個女惡霸,現在已經亭亭玉立了。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAbDEgi5klQ2
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高中那年我還開始跟芷善交往。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAuJdRNW6HQx
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直至現在已經第二年了。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAwmKh8W6sUk
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我們就像普通情侶一樣生活,每天都很愉快。513Please respect copyright.PENANAgJZVTV4fle
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就在芷善十八歲生日那天,我帶她到公屋後的草地上看夕陽。 513Please respect copyright.PENANABi9JaG2Jyj
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我們聊了很多中學時的往事,嘻嘻哈哈的。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAKnv3Uz0ZmU
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突然,芷善淡淡的說:「還記得我小時候的剪刀嗎?」 513Please respect copyright.PENANAnfUUlzAU20
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「當然記得了,我那時被你嚇壞了。」我笑着說。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAo96zVpy9xb
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「嗯,因為我很喜歡剪刀的刀互相磨擦的聲音。」芷善說。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAdkKrzmIFZl
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「當時拿着剪刀追着受驚的你們時,我會感到莫明的快感。」芷善都是頭一次對我這樣說,我也一時不知如何回應了。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAMUKjLBQq1P
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「用剪刀剪東西的觸感也讓我很滿足。」她愈說愈起勁,眼睛都滾大了,瞳孔卻收縮得像貓一樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAnWxQHW0S3J
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「可是當時在家裏就只有紙張讓我剪剪,慢慢我便生厭了。」芷善像沉醉在兒時的記憶之中。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAR0mLRZULSC
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「一次,我直接拿剪刀,在住四樓的小王手臂上剪了一刀。」芷善的眼睛依舊滾得很大,手像真的拿着剪刀似的,像在案件重演一樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA0zv4y5y5Po
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芷善好像變了另一人似的,從她的神情來看,簡直就和她兒時一樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAw6p13U9zlb
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「肉的質感是不同的,說它軟又不是,是實中帶軟。我當時沒有一刀很快的剪,我是慢慢的用力收緊剪刀的柄,慢慢感受是甚麽一回事,我能感到肉的纖維慢慢的被剪刀割開,血便從割開的缺口湧出,但這時小王也掙脫逃掉了。」芷善目光呆滯的說。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA65PKMwP0ox
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我聽到一半已感到非常不適,她描述得太仔細了。仔細得好像我親眼見證一樣。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAhBJ8mZi4jl
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「不久後,我媽就把我的剪刀藏起來,我找也找不到。」芷善稍為放鬆了的說。 513Please respect copyright.PENANASzD7n1bVhk
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「....那都只是兒時的事啊。你幹嘛突然提起了這些?」我愕然地問芷善。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAtZAQQuPMlb
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現在回想,我實在是不應問她這條問題。 513Please respect copyright.PENANASphVHQP9Qb
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「我要補償....我知道我必需補償。我得找出那把剪刀。」芷善驚惶失色的說。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAyRnuwmkHuA
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說完這句話,她起身就跑。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAgeOuHF0oBm
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我來不及反應追她,她已經穿過馬路,向公屋方向跑去。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA1nIvZMbnmx
而我追到馬路時,路上已經車來車往。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAaDhmQmlfIT
好像是上天安排她順利去找剪刀。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAMpr9WsEr5q
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我趕到芷善家時,鐵閘開着。 513Please respect copyright.PENANATCzCr3HdmA
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她的家已一片狼藉,全屋的櫃都被她打開。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAmbEuV5O4TV
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櫃的抽屜胡亂的滿地放。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA2x4gQab7Fn
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她站在神主枱前,是她媽媽的神主枱。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA6q4zSwpnOu
但照片、香爐都東倒西歪的。 513Please respect copyright.PENANA0f2QO19BK0
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而芷善手中拿着一把銀色的剪刀。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAnn7NJRf6KQ
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我猜想剪刀就是一直藏在神主枱上。 513Please respect copyright.PENANACWKU4f1IIX
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慢着....... 513Please respect copyright.PENANAvDY8TZLYvH
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芷善說剪刀是她媽媽收起的.... 513Please respect copyright.PENANAEdrojeqdB4
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但剪刀又是從她媽媽的神主枱上找到的... 513Please respect copyright.PENANAdP9gRBlsmW
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怎麼可能? 513Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ9DInwLmw
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想到這裏,我便不寒而慄。 513Please respect copyright.PENANAE8ZvSgYIxV
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整個單位都充斥着不安的味道。513Please respect copyright.PENANAser5hHoQwJ