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從那高度摔下來，我死定了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEgQgQgHsX
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沒有跑馬燈？我根本什麼人生可以跑。被帝國肅清的是馬哈拉；被人洗腦以為自己是英雄的，是六號複製體。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU0Gc7TGzp
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我一無所有，只有一場敗仗。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmj9LZ6iI8
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一無所有，才能擁抱一切呀。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm7zwYzhZa
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「誰？」無名士兵驚醒，發現自己身在陌生房間。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC3Xf9b8Hl
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感官漸漸回復，寒氣開始刺骨，他用毛毯裹住身體，同時環視四周。木造小屋抵禦著外頭風雪，草繩床板被汗水浸濕。房門縫隙透出火光，看著就能感到溫暖。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7bXMkfrHO
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我死了嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEvkHL1MoV
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當士兵努力想搞清楚狀況時，一個女孩抱著醫藥箱打開房門。她愣了一會兒，馬上轉頭跑掉。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaj6wzuVaZ
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「等一下！」士兵想起身追問，卻直接跌下地板，「怎麼會……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90A2FwWOeg
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他一邊發抖，一邊往自己的下肢看去。大腿末端綁著染血的繃帶，然後就空無一物。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPov7EMbvu
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「我的……腳呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLrA9aZT8Z
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眼眶溫熱，卻沒有多餘水分能夠流出；想要哭喊，氣卻卡在乾渴的喉嚨。斷腿的士兵就這樣蜷縮在地上，一動也不想動。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXeQ1YIQnd
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此時，女孩帶著一名老人走進房間。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGEDlHihku
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「醒了嗎……榭娜，妳去把白菜切一切。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMLkkFyN2D
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「好的，爺爺。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuHB3QBz7U
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老人關上門，坐到斷腿士兵旁邊，隻字片言地說出帝國語，「起來，回，床上。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L5lvVy3pn
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「殺了我……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5XjGnoreg
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「起來，自己，爬。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAf1Vp9zRA
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「殺了我。」士兵一直重複相同單字。老人輕嘆口氣，拔出腰間的山刀。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZBSTkXmf8
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嚓！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPII8ctGg7t
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「要死，自己來。」把刀插在地板上，老人就離開了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiEYpjvRVA
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房門沒關，火堆的亮光刺痛士兵眼皮。他伸手探到握柄，好不容易才把山刀拔起。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjNjUfJVY4
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轉身朝上，雙手握住沉重凶器，抵著心臟部位。再見了，毫無意義的人生。曾經試過反抗，曾經想走別條路，如今，他再也跳不起來，不如死死快活。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ964058lvFN
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「為什麼……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpehKwnnqoP
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心意已決，但士兵越是用力，手越是顫抖，利刃居然無法刺進那個脆弱的皮囊。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKyilideex
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「為什麼……不讓我死！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBqQpWzXKO
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一縷香氣飄過鼻頭，那是野菜與魚肉的香甜味道。凹陷的肚皮不斷反抗大腦，心想求死；肉體卻想求生。他一次又一次嘗試自刎，也一次又一次地敗給生存本能。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwtRDlSyxh
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「吼嘎嘎嘎⸺」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tb7YR6kPb
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那嚎叫聲已經不能說是人類。斷足的敗犬在地上哀號打滾，丟開刀子往火光爬去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9unnlQB7ff
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「爺爺……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTxSA89FLG
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「看好了，榭娜，那是比死更慘的懲罰。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtOa9A1hlU
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老人盛了一碗湯丟在地上。銀髮野獸撲向食物，毫無尊嚴地埋頭猛吃。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFRUJ1mu4v
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「想死都死不了，因為老天爺不想輕易放過他。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9IJcpUQTp
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捨棄所有人性，得到畢生最美味的一餐。士兵放任本能支配自己，就這樣趴在地上入眠了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7pJteRnhT
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翌日，等著他的是更多苦難。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM50Cmghks
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「爺爺，我牽來了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE5j2kldMp
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冰冷雪地刺痛手掌，陽光反射灼燒眼球。複製人帶著鐵口罩與項圈，少女牽著他的鍊條走出屋外。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZqYmEEpPw
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用力抬起頭，他終於看清那兩張面容。嬌小少女目測十來歲，兩頰上有淡淡的紋面；老人則是一頭蒼白亂髮，皺紋混著褪色的刺青。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y4rCZDBGv
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「好……妳帶他去工作，我下去海邊。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebw6BaLbOU
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老人扛起漁網走進樹林。女孩低頭詢問奴僕，「砍柴，聽得懂嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhbRtHJSAH
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複製人點了點頭，他腦中有被植入六號學過的努那語。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd3AgxmkAd
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「我叫卡涅特‧榭娜，你呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys3Nc6ENp0
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複製人搖了搖頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0Xp6L1fNW
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「沒有名子嗎……那個髮色，就叫小白吧。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCpj0BZ4UJ
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小白點了點頭。失去一切的他只想放空腦袋順從命令，為了趕快解開口罩吃東西。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddbly3iCw
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「傍晚以前砍完。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzdy1MjeHq
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榭娜把奴僕栓在一堆粗木旁，擺好斧頭之後拿了兩根木塊離開。小白試著用趴伏的姿勢砍柴，折騰許久才敲開一根原木，手上的皮都破光了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cdyjxZrPr
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眼淚不自覺地湧出，寒風摧殘著破爛雙手。小白邊哭邊工作，什麼都不去想，只是忍痛敲、敲、敲，不停地敲……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C28TOBRJ2
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就這樣，一天過去了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS7MbrOi41
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未達目標而減半的食物，接著又是死亡般的熟睡，太陽再次升起。早上，榭娜幫小白處理傷口，丈量完斷腿的尺寸，才放他去砍柴。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPHYzIn6He
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稍微掌握到了訣竅，依然是漫長的苦行。小白還是不停地敲，直到太陽下山。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROH7Sna2x7
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今天晚餐是火烤的四足動物，酥脆外皮與鮮美肉汁讓他忘記痛苦。一日勞動換取一餐溫飽，對馴化野獸來說已經足夠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwQ4Qf1mO2
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就這樣，數天過去了，奴僕沒有閒暇去算時間。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCDBZYYaYH
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在一如往常的熟睡中，小白等著被鐵鍊拉醒，身上衣物卻突然被脫掉，「嗚嘎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtZJyipZpb
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「過來，一個禮拜沒洗澡臭死了！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uW7cHDY2T
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榭娜把水淋到炙熱石塊上，讓蒸氣充滿小小浴室。她身上只裹著一條粗布，就拿起刷子對小白猛刷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLuT9rxRus
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「嗚……嗚……為什麼……要救我？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZubJ2TGxI
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「啊，原來會說話哦？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltzbTF5OX3
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一陣胡亂沖洗之後，複製人鼓起勇氣看向雙腳，發現膝部的斷面被堅硬物體覆蓋著，「這是？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd4ySwsjO3
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「我在河邊找到你，本來想說沒救了，但是爺爺發現你還有氣，而且傷口上包著變形石。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERsoX8GYi2
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「變形石……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhavAskWGy
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「爺爺說，你被大地選上，也許有機會存活，正好我們也需要幫手……他已經八十多歲了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfrjzDWV4l
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更衣回到房間，榭娜拿出兩根木棒，固定在小白的斷腿上，再給他一根樹枝當作拐杖。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHcEmnAzRk
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「站起來，走走看。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcNkR2sM96
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小白用力跨出半步，然後又摔倒在地，同時，老人開門進房，看起來有點緊張。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSMhWxtT6n
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「榭娜……洗澡他自己來就行了吧？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3wevisRVy
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「別想太多啦，我已經成年，會保護自己了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoXeKoLvPU
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「唉……一點矜持都沒有。」老人轉而端詳地上的奴僕。他氣喘吁吁、表情痛苦，卻還是撐起身體，試著用雙足站立。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95jrcd0MEj
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「看來，不用再綁鍊子了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf6T1fshLO
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卸除枷鎖的忠犬，勞動也是更加繁重。上山挑水砍柴；海邊撒網補魚，雖然勞累，卻也讓他更加熟悉新的義肢，轉眼間，他已經不用拐杖就能行動。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NQbNQle8Y
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某日，三人一同來到被稱為聖域的海岸。老人從擱淺的巨角鯨身上切下一塊皮脂，「這是海神的魚油，用途很多。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp27VLpcZn
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「原本牠們壽命結束才會上岸，但是最近……」榭娜摀著鼻子，因為岸邊瀰漫著不同以往的惡臭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCJmq9Sacg
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「自然死亡的海神會讓體溫下降，受傷的就不會了……細菌繁殖產生廢氣，油脂都壞光光。」老人嘆了口氣，丟掉變質的天然資源。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBHWExyZbB
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複製人看著大量鯨屍，想起那些襲擊帝國艦隊的巨角鯨，這就是反抗軍勝利的代價。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXTnbcQo7e
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「種因得果，我們只能順從。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovphjPNINs
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女孩的爺爺遙望海平面彼端，皺紋下的雙眼帶有一絲憂愁。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cSqwTtgia
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回到小屋，老人上山檢查捕獸陷阱，留榭娜與小白看家。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuoNH43E3m
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「你們要這樣一直隱居嗎？」小白問道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWQv0yYAEg
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「爺爺堅持的，」榭娜正在拆解奴僕過去所穿的帝國駕駛服，「他教我醫學、科學，我想用來幫助大家，但是他說外面太危險……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGMIoGdOt8
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「你的……雙親呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbT3X3Mc1z
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「媽媽她生完我之後就很衰弱，撐不住游牧生活過世了，爺爺很生氣，就把我帶出部落。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKmdm40CPE
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「部落？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAJZj8x8QI
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「燧石部落，我爸爸是首領，伊庫瑪。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xb3ZJt7EA
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雪賊燧石，複製人聽過這個名號。他們遭遇二軍團攻擊，現在敗逃到東北方海岸去了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXFQkUneWH
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「爺爺不能理解媽媽為何愛上伊庫瑪，我也是……他死守傳統，但是我覺得那些規矩早就不合時代。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn1TKJeNhr
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「但是，要改變……很難吧。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaycPpXkLVz
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「的確，我什麼都做不到，只能隱居。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORpUxr9Sq4
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窗外風雪漸漸增強，人類在大自然面前顯得渺小。世事無常，脆弱個體無從反抗。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymB0oPOa0M
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「老頭子沒事嗎？雪這麼大。」小白發現自己第一次擔心別人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLSmulC3dW
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「雪大？你是說『風雪』很大吧？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82MiDPpdfi
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「有差嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1GVwODM1m
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「雪跟風雪不同，我的姓，卡涅特就是指落雪。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08bwS948dT
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「不都是同種東西，何必搞這麼複雜？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKmzChlRXP
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「也許……我們重視的，是這些東西『現在』的狀態。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGMbqLJevj
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複製人低頭沉思。風雪終究會塵埃落定，變成積雪再化為春水。自然之上，時間才是主宰，他的『過去』已經過去；他的『現在』是否還握在手中？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg06OQuFWVn
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突然，屋外傳來一聲悶響，榭娜立即開門，發現爺爺倒在地上喘氣，大衣不斷滲出鮮血。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS6Ew8lrRu
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「抱歉……遇到熊，晚餐被搶走了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84F12t58o0
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黑夜狂風有如狼嚎，弱小人類只能顫抖。
