
從那高度摔下來,我死定了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAbEgQgQgHsX
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沒有跑馬燈?我根本什麼人生可以跑。被帝國肅清的是馬哈拉;被人洗腦以為自己是英雄的,是六號複製體。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHU0Gc7TGzp
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我一無所有,只有一場敗仗。58Please respect copyright.PENANAbmj9LZ6iI8
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一無所有,才能擁抱一切呀。58Please respect copyright.PENANAjm7zwYzhZa
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「誰?」無名士兵驚醒,發現自己身在陌生房間。58Please respect copyright.PENANAuC3Xf9b8Hl
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感官漸漸回復,寒氣開始刺骨,他用毛毯裹住身體,同時環視四周。木造小屋抵禦著外頭風雪,草繩床板被汗水浸濕。房門縫隙透出火光,看著就能感到溫暖。58Please respect copyright.PENANAr7bXMkfrHO
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我死了嗎?58Please respect copyright.PENANAZEvkHL1MoV
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當士兵努力想搞清楚狀況時,一個女孩抱著醫藥箱打開房門。她愣了一會兒,馬上轉頭跑掉。58Please respect copyright.PENANARaj6wzuVaZ
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「等一下!」士兵想起身追問,卻直接跌下地板,「怎麼會……」58Please respect copyright.PENANA90A2FwWOeg
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他一邊發抖,一邊往自己的下肢看去。大腿末端綁著染血的繃帶,然後就空無一物。58Please respect copyright.PENANAXPov7EMbvu
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「我的……腳呢?」58Please respect copyright.PENANABLrA9aZT8Z
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眼眶溫熱,卻沒有多餘水分能夠流出;想要哭喊,氣卻卡在乾渴的喉嚨。斷腿的士兵就這樣蜷縮在地上,一動也不想動。58Please respect copyright.PENANAdXeQ1YIQnd
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此時,女孩帶著一名老人走進房間。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMGEDlHihku
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「醒了嗎……榭娜,妳去把白菜切一切。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAuMLkkFyN2D
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「好的,爺爺。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAYuHB3QBz7U
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老人關上門,坐到斷腿士兵旁邊,隻字片言地說出帝國語,「起來,回,床上。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA6L5lvVy3pn
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「殺了我……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAs5XjGnoreg
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「起來,自己,爬。」58Please respect copyright.PENANASAf1Vp9zRA
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「殺了我。」士兵一直重複相同單字。老人輕嘆口氣,拔出腰間的山刀。58Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZBSTkXmf8
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嚓!58Please respect copyright.PENANAPII8ctGg7t
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「要死,自己來。」把刀插在地板上,老人就離開了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAsiEYpjvRVA
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房門沒關,火堆的亮光刺痛士兵眼皮。他伸手探到握柄,好不容易才把山刀拔起。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKjNjUfJVY4
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轉身朝上,雙手握住沉重凶器,抵著心臟部位。再見了,毫無意義的人生。曾經試過反抗,曾經想走別條路,如今,他再也跳不起來,不如死死快活。58Please respect copyright.PENANA964058lvFN
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「為什麼……」58Please respect copyright.PENANApehKwnnqoP
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心意已決,但士兵越是用力,手越是顫抖,利刃居然無法刺進那個脆弱的皮囊。58Please respect copyright.PENANAdKyilideex
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「為什麼……不讓我死!」58Please respect copyright.PENANALBqQpWzXKO
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一縷香氣飄過鼻頭,那是野菜與魚肉的香甜味道。凹陷的肚皮不斷反抗大腦,心想求死;肉體卻想求生。他一次又一次嘗試自刎,也一次又一次地敗給生存本能。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQwtRDlSyxh
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「吼嘎嘎嘎⸺」58Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tb7YR6kPb
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那嚎叫聲已經不能說是人類。斷足的敗犬在地上哀號打滾,丟開刀子往火光爬去。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9unnlQB7ff
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「爺爺……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAmTxSA89FLG
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「看好了,榭娜,那是比死更慘的懲罰。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAPtOa9A1hlU
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老人盛了一碗湯丟在地上。銀髮野獸撲向食物,毫無尊嚴地埋頭猛吃。58Please respect copyright.PENANAyFRUJ1mu4v
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「想死都死不了,因為老天爺不想輕易放過他。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAO9IJcpUQTp
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捨棄所有人性,得到畢生最美味的一餐。士兵放任本能支配自己,就這樣趴在地上入眠了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7pJteRnhT
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翌日,等著他的是更多苦難。58Please respect copyright.PENANANM50Cmghks
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「爺爺,我牽來了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAgE5j2kldMp
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冰冷雪地刺痛手掌,陽光反射灼燒眼球。複製人帶著鐵口罩與項圈,少女牽著他的鍊條走出屋外。58Please respect copyright.PENANATZqYmEEpPw
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用力抬起頭,他終於看清那兩張面容。嬌小少女目測十來歲,兩頰上有淡淡的紋面;老人則是一頭蒼白亂髮,皺紋混著褪色的刺青。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y4rCZDBGv
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「好……妳帶他去工作,我下去海邊。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAebw6BaLbOU
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老人扛起漁網走進樹林。女孩低頭詢問奴僕,「砍柴,聽得懂嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAGhbRtHJSAH
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複製人點了點頭,他腦中有被植入六號學過的努那語。58Please respect copyright.PENANAtd3AgxmkAd
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「我叫卡涅特‧榭娜,你呢?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAys3Nc6ENp0
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複製人搖了搖頭。58Please respect copyright.PENANAC0Xp6L1fNW
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「沒有名子嗎……那個髮色,就叫小白吧。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAMCpj0BZ4UJ
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小白點了點頭。失去一切的他只想放空腦袋順從命令,為了趕快解開口罩吃東西。58Please respect copyright.PENANA0ddbly3iCw
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「傍晚以前砍完。」58Please respect copyright.PENANARzdy1MjeHq
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榭娜把奴僕栓在一堆粗木旁,擺好斧頭之後拿了兩根木塊離開。小白試著用趴伏的姿勢砍柴,折騰許久才敲開一根原木,手上的皮都破光了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3cdyjxZrPr
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眼淚不自覺地湧出,寒風摧殘著破爛雙手。小白邊哭邊工作,什麼都不去想,只是忍痛敲、敲、敲,不停地敲……58Please respect copyright.PENANA0C28TOBRJ2
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就這樣,一天過去了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMS7MbrOi41
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未達目標而減半的食物,接著又是死亡般的熟睡,太陽再次升起。早上,榭娜幫小白處理傷口,丈量完斷腿的尺寸,才放他去砍柴。58Please respect copyright.PENANAPPHYzIn6He
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稍微掌握到了訣竅,依然是漫長的苦行。小白還是不停地敲,直到太陽下山。58Please respect copyright.PENANAROH7Sna2x7
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今天晚餐是火烤的四足動物,酥脆外皮與鮮美肉汁讓他忘記痛苦。一日勞動換取一餐溫飽,對馴化野獸來說已經足夠。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIwQ4Qf1mO2
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就這樣,數天過去了,奴僕沒有閒暇去算時間。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMCDBZYYaYH
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在一如往常的熟睡中,小白等著被鐵鍊拉醒,身上衣物卻突然被脫掉,「嗚嘎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANARtZJyipZpb
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「過來,一個禮拜沒洗澡臭死了!」58Please respect copyright.PENANA5uW7cHDY2T
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榭娜把水淋到炙熱石塊上,讓蒸氣充滿小小浴室。她身上只裹著一條粗布,就拿起刷子對小白猛刷。58Please respect copyright.PENANATLuT9rxRus
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「嗚……嗚……為什麼……要救我?」58Please respect copyright.PENANATZubJ2TGxI
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「啊,原來會說話哦?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAltzbTF5OX3
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一陣胡亂沖洗之後,複製人鼓起勇氣看向雙腳,發現膝部的斷面被堅硬物體覆蓋著,「這是?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAFd4ySwsjO3
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「我在河邊找到你,本來想說沒救了,但是爺爺發現你還有氣,而且傷口上包著變形石。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAERsoX8GYi2
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「變形石……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAwhavAskWGy
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「爺爺說,你被大地選上,也許有機會存活,正好我們也需要幫手……他已經八十多歲了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAZfrjzDWV4l
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更衣回到房間,榭娜拿出兩根木棒,固定在小白的斷腿上,再給他一根樹枝當作拐杖。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcHcEmnAzRk
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「站起來,走走看。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAFcNkR2sM96
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小白用力跨出半步,然後又摔倒在地,同時,老人開門進房,看起來有點緊張。58Please respect copyright.PENANAhSMhWxtT6n
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「榭娜……洗澡他自己來就行了吧?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAr3wevisRVy
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「別想太多啦,我已經成年,會保護自己了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAkoXeKoLvPU
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「唉……一點矜持都沒有。」老人轉而端詳地上的奴僕。他氣喘吁吁、表情痛苦,卻還是撐起身體,試著用雙足站立。58Please respect copyright.PENANA95jrcd0MEj
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「看來,不用再綁鍊子了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAVf6T1fshLO
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卸除枷鎖的忠犬,勞動也是更加繁重。上山挑水砍柴;海邊撒網補魚,雖然勞累,卻也讓他更加熟悉新的義肢,轉眼間,他已經不用拐杖就能行動。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2NQbNQle8Y
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某日,三人一同來到被稱為聖域的海岸。老人從擱淺的巨角鯨身上切下一塊皮脂,「這是海神的魚油,用途很多。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAVp27VLpcZn
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「原本牠們壽命結束才會上岸,但是最近……」榭娜摀著鼻子,因為岸邊瀰漫著不同以往的惡臭。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFCJmq9Sacg
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「自然死亡的海神會讓體溫下降,受傷的就不會了……細菌繁殖產生廢氣,油脂都壞光光。」老人嘆了口氣,丟掉變質的天然資源。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFBHWExyZbB
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複製人看著大量鯨屍,想起那些襲擊帝國艦隊的巨角鯨,這就是反抗軍勝利的代價。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFXTnbcQo7e
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「種因得果,我們只能順從。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAovphjPNINs
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女孩的爺爺遙望海平面彼端,皺紋下的雙眼帶有一絲憂愁。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9cSqwTtgia
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回到小屋,老人上山檢查捕獸陷阱,留榭娜與小白看家。58Please respect copyright.PENANACuoNH43E3m
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「你們要這樣一直隱居嗎?」小白問道。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUWQv0yYAEg
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「爺爺堅持的,」榭娜正在拆解奴僕過去所穿的帝國駕駛服,「他教我醫學、科學,我想用來幫助大家,但是他說外面太危險……」58Please respect copyright.PENANAFGMIoGdOt8
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「你的……雙親呢?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAUbT3X3Mc1z
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「媽媽她生完我之後就很衰弱,撐不住游牧生活過世了,爺爺很生氣,就把我帶出部落。」58Please respect copyright.PENANACKmdm40CPE
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「部落?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAFAJZj8x8QI
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「燧石部落,我爸爸是首領,伊庫瑪。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA0Xb3ZJt7EA
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雪賊燧石,複製人聽過這個名號。他們遭遇二軍團攻擊,現在敗逃到東北方海岸去了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAYXFQkUneWH
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「爺爺不能理解媽媽為何愛上伊庫瑪,我也是……他死守傳統,但是我覺得那些規矩早就不合時代。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAJn1TKJeNhr
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「但是,要改變……很難吧。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAaycPpXkLVz
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「的確,我什麼都做不到,只能隱居。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAORpUxr9Sq4
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窗外風雪漸漸增強,人類在大自然面前顯得渺小。世事無常,脆弱個體無從反抗。58Please respect copyright.PENANAymB0oPOa0M
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「老頭子沒事嗎?雪這麼大。」小白發現自己第一次擔心別人。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVLSmulC3dW
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「雪大?你是說『風雪』很大吧?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA82MiDPpdfi
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「有差嗎?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAx1GVwODM1m
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「雪跟風雪不同,我的姓,卡涅特就是指落雪。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA08bwS948dT
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「不都是同種東西,何必搞這麼複雜?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAoKmzChlRXP
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「也許……我們重視的,是這些東西『現在』的狀態。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAPGMbqLJevj
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複製人低頭沉思。風雪終究會塵埃落定,變成積雪再化為春水。自然之上,時間才是主宰,他的『過去』已經過去;他的『現在』是否還握在手中?58Please respect copyright.PENANAg06OQuFWVn
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突然,屋外傳來一聲悶響,榭娜立即開門,發現爺爺倒在地上喘氣,大衣不斷滲出鮮血。58Please respect copyright.PENANAeS6Ew8lrRu
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「抱歉……遇到熊,晚餐被搶走了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA84F12t58o0
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黑夜狂風有如狼嚎,弱小人類只能顫抖。