We were just two dumb kids trying to make the most of our loneliness.

We were never meant for each other. Parasites, we fed off each other's emotions and called it love. And we were both hurting inside but we couldn't let go, a disadvantage of being friends since we stopped wearing diapers.

And that's why I had to let go, had to stop replying the messages, had to stop attending parties because we had the same group of friends, had to bow my head when I saw you in church. 

And now I see you with her and I wonder if you still hate me or if you've realized that I had to let go.