小巴裡,回程路上。2027Please respect copyright.PENANATiK316ewcP
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我不安咁睇手錶,咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛,至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAtqQ0UjcKCs
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「你做咩呀?」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁,於是好奇咁問。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAGN8GIYwGsg
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經過頭先避開惡狗一役後,我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位,而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAUqFN8WH6js
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「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAddyOTX0jsG
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「你約咗人?」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講:「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAuwBx8SJS6M
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我冇諗過佢問得咁直接,令我猶豫咗一齊先識答:「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANA2MjYUxTzWR
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「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止,好似有啲心事。停一停,又講:「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAjaJuOPsfGM
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「咩話?」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩?2027Please respect copyright.PENANAljgjyIlOrk
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蟲蟲搖一搖頭,話:「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢,個樣變得寬容,成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話:「你女朋友係點架?靚唔靚架?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANADyeJ3PS1yb
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我有啲驚訝佢會咁問,於是我反問返佢:「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅?我地好似仲未係朋友喎!」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAujhwJuqPwX
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我擺咗個拳頭出嚟,想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAXgVHKneAV6
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蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭,再望返我,表情有啲複雜,好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話:「阿匡呀,頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外,其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」2027Please respect copyright.PENANACWeJ8DsgcM
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「係呀?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAbTrTmRoWwp
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「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟:「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」2027Please respect copyright.PENANACobKJduXja
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然後佢皺晒眉頭,好似嬲咗自己咁。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAr1DqNGYl72
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「傻妹!」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭:「做咩要講對唔住,你又冇做錯嘢。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAq4fZptaMdc
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「吓?!」佢有啲吃驚,難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧?2027Please respect copyright.PENANAtqNLnbgVer
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「你試下慢慢講啦。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAJnHBRr5LDy
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然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返,成個人又放鬆起嚟,就話:「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠,有你喺我身邊,我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAwDD7lfdUSR
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「安全感。」我:「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』?我咁講啱唔啱呀?」講完之後,我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。2027Please respect copyright.PENANADj31SLXe1Y
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蟲蟲呆一呆,應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受,然後佢笑一笑就:「嗯!」好用力點頭。2027Please respect copyright.PENANANm7s8UxhKW
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佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神,大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAXPb8vVtZ2l
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「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感?」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦,亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAfRGn8QAnV2
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「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭:「我都唔知呀。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANApDUDY8JVac
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「嗯,咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說:「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAD7CcpWieDm
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「吓?咁即係點呀?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAddH5Ltziif
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「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁,只要做返你自己就夠。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAfvu7nbiAUQ
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蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭,我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講,表情有啲擔憂:「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANA6R6oNFj7GN
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「吓?」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。2027Please respect copyright.PENANA1HyZJk2XCV
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「我未感受過呢份安全感,我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏:「所以我寧願企遠少少,唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲,甚至當冇識過你,咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAD1fPqGQRCx
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佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟,似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAlRdutWmEaw
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「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAn6mH7vd3sK
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蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑:「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉!」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAy31vjYdc9n
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我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」,繼續講:「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAmm9kfR7aHZ
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「嗯!」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAWPikiC1CS2
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「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦!」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAKZvxiTeZWB
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我向蟲蟲攤出手腕,然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAY6uackPfsz
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「啊?」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAbDbaHARjvd
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我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置,輕聲講:「feel到嘛?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAsBhXVjOfu5
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「嗯?」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAb3lJ1mWgPf
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「我有脈搏架。」2027Please respect copyright.PENANA9Eqj3lvpwP
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「嘻⋯⋯嗯!」2027Please respect copyright.PENANAZFWQI8pZMu
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蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容,我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手,佢都依然撳緊我手腕,感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得,我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏,係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。2027Please respect copyright.PENANA5N34D3CCsh
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我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟,搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAvRqpkWV9RR
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雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事,但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅!蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解,我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢,當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之,我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯2027Please respect copyright.PENANApEE1AFbdld
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我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAvGHWpfpnKU
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但原來有一種化學作用,已經不知不覺間發生緊。2027Please respect copyright.PENANAdnP1WpsKRK
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