「喂,早晨!」入到課室之後,我向阿星打招呼,再喺佢隔離坐低。262Please respect copyright.PENANAzhC6F0GRB5
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「咁開心做咩?你阿媽好返啲?」佢問。262Please respect copyright.PENANA6tL4nGAhxl
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「好似精神啲喇。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAtO2R41JUfE
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「咁咪好,好好珍惜同佢重逢嘅日子。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAjvZR4f7wvz
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「嗯!喂我話你知,我阿媽點醒咗我,我決定都係去哄返阿南。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAIe2TnAWf1b
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「正。」喺我興奮之際,佢突然叫住我。262Please respect copyright.PENANAGfRLt9qLeS
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「嗯?咩?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAzIuociApKe
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「阿南佢…尋日接受咗胡一刀嘅表白。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA9n3CxO6Y1Y
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「痴線,佢點會…」262Please respect copyright.PENANAhICRfmuklb
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「尋日放學你去咗醫院之後,佢喺練波嘅時候同阿南表白。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAvpW7lmDzmU
「唔會…唔會…」262Please respect copyright.PENANAHvQ0z03vni
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「然後阿南亦喺咁多人望住之下應承咗。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA5aLOxeuuX0
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「唔會…」阿星一邊講,我一邊低吟。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA9TIidosTAl
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「係真㗎,洛賓都見住。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAyhc4VPyjc7
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「唔會!」我怒吼,突然成班都望住我。262Please respect copyright.PENANA3oXP7OE9HT
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「係真嘅。」一把聲音喺我後面響起,係入返嚟嘅阿南。262Please respect copyright.PENANAcCl9AI8YBS
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「點解…」262Please respect copyright.PENANAegZxsnAVuB
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「因為佢對我好,因為佢為我付出咗好多,因為佢令我有安全感。」262Please respect copyright.PENANALRQUB2Qh0K
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佢嘅說話,就好似一巴一巴掌咁摑落我塊面到。262Please respect copyright.PENANA4OW87uNe5r
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佢講得啱,我對佢好差,亦遠不及佢為我所付出嘅多,最重要係,我令佢失去咗對佢嚟講好重要嘅安全感。262Please respect copyright.PENANAlSbJJyB0sA
「我放低咗我哋嘅嘢啦,大家都要Move On,係咪?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAqOxQ73PkqI
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Move On?可以咩?262Please respect copyright.PENANAOvgjc4FdiB
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但唔可以又點?發爛渣?繼續糾纏佢?定過去打胡一刀?262Please respect copyright.PENANA7C21fK4r6I
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「嗯…祝你幸福。」再做啲咩都係於事無補,唯一可以做嘅係,繼續維持返應有嘅風度。因為呢個時候,我亦再冇辦法講任何嘅嘢去挽留佢,因為佢,已經完全唔再屬於我。262Please respect copyright.PENANAFQsbA9i6Q1
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「多謝你。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA2XuvWryjcb
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後來阿星先同我講返,原來喺呢段時間,都係胡一刀喺阿南身邊陪住佢,亦為阿南做咗好多嘢哄佢開心,先可以令到阿南,暫時忘記我對佢嘅傷害。262Please respect copyright.PENANAguIBPYm4cm
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一個係只係識傷害佢嘅人,另一個就係識得保護佢嘅人,我係阿南都會果斷選擇後者,而忘記果個只會令自己傷心嘅仆街。262Please respect copyright.PENANAQFc6QBYbMj
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就算過咗好多年之後,我都好記得呢一日。我記得我呢一整日成個人都係喺離魂狀態,冇聽過任何書、冇講過任何嘢,甚至冇食過任何嘢。262Please respect copyright.PENANAr6BvIN4ZKp
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放學之後,亦即刻跑咗去圖書館,望住練波嘅胡一刀同睇波嘅阿南。阿南會為咗胡一刀嘅活躍而興奮,胡一刀亦會因為阿南嘅鼓勵而越戰越勇。到咗休息時間阿南亦會遞上水樽俾胡一刀飲,再幫佢抹去頭上嘅濕汗。262Please respect copyright.PENANAw2IdmmQlNk
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我之前估得冇錯㗎,俾阿南照顧一定係一件好幸福嘅事。262Please respect copyright.PENANASJuDSfD6LX
「你真係喺到。」同樣係背後響起嘅聲音,但今次就變咗係阿月。262Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3XAEahdah
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「唔係仲去得邊。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAOq82EXBg2W
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「你冇嘢啊嘛?」262Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ0u06cCtx
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「你過嚟睇吓,好幸福嘅畫面…」我挨喺窗邊自言自語。262Please respect copyright.PENANAH7gcBa8NCX
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「算啦,不如唔好再睇。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA604kZgXgT5
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「你由我喇,望住都可以幻想吓自己係胡一刀。」我無厘神氣咁答。262Please respect copyright.PENANAqfCvphWecz
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「唔好再睇得唔得啊!你爭氣啲啦,人哋都已經放棄咗你喇。」阿月隔硬將我嘅身從窗邊扭開,將我嘅視線移到佢面前。262Please respect copyright.PENANAWxlf3wnb5V
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「我冇嘢啦,佢搵到幸福我不知幾開心。」我死撐。262Please respect copyright.PENANAe6lRHIbjpL
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「你知你喺到呃緊你自己。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAqB4AFIg6dY
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「你話㗎嘛,順住自己情緒走。唔係咁樣呃住自己,我驚我而家即刻由天台跳落嚟。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAIW0EY4g9zM
「你唔好啊,你仲要支持住你媽媽。」262Please respect copyright.PENANA55DkITzHVp
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「我緊係唔會。但唔好意思喇,我可能要多少少時間先可以平伏到情緒。」我扮到好輕鬆咁講,但其實個心真係好痛好痛…262Please respect copyright.PENANAwdXqbDRgdc
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「冇問題,有我陪你唔開心。」262Please respect copyright.PENANAM9aYDWvyee
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中六嘅生涯,真係我最難受嘅一年。每日望住一日比一日甜蜜嘅阿南;一日比一日消瘦嘅阿媽;一日比一日近嘅公開試,真係令我覺得好辛苦。我完全冇辦法可以再分心喺學業上,所以進度越嚟越落後,我甚至有諗過,放棄考試,放棄已經再睇唔倒前景嘅未來。262Please respect copyright.PENANATKmco38RFG
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而幾個兄弟亦都醉心喺準備考試上,加上阿星同阿雄亦有伴侶一齊努力,我哋相聚嘅時間越嚟越少。只有阿月,仍然幫助我喺公開試嘅路上續命,將我唔識嘅嘢好用心咁解釋一次俾我聽。即使佢冇修讀會計,但都不斷睇住教科書咁學,再去教返我轉頭。262Please respect copyright.PENANAmUeMituToZ
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如果冇咗阿月,我諗我連生存落去嘅能力都冇,真係會如自己所講即刻自殺。262Please respect copyright.PENANAtk5GlSyRCH