今日有少少微風,微風伴隨住海水嘅味道迎面吹嚟,以散步嘅步速一步一步行番去444Please respect copyright.PENANAnBCgApr6fR
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阿立沉默不語,一步一步慢慢行,刻意咁遷就我嘅步速444Please respect copyright.PENANAQQGBNOtdzJ
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我拎住手機睇ig,喺我嘅ig啱啱開到嘅同時,阿逸send咗個錄音message比我444Please respect copyright.PENANAEad1TTEhmX
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「知珩!!!食唔食糖水呀!!!」我一㩒開音,錄音傳嚟嘅係樂恩活躍嘅聲音,睇嚟佢又拎咗阿逸嘅手機444Please respect copyright.PENANAwOf3ZvBkkt
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「你班同事又叫你去食糖水?」阿立不經意咁望咗我嘅手機一眼,手機嘅畫面仍然停留喺我同阿逸嘅對話框444Please respect copyright.PENANAkaL6mwIOiB
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「係呀~」我笑一笑,「佢地又叫我去食糖水。」444Please respect copyright.PENANAaoNQ03dsor
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「見你平時多數都係同嗰個整甜品嘅男仔一齊⋯」阿立忽然間冇頭冇尾咁講咗一句444Please respect copyright.PENANAMqJkWKG2zm
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「你話阿逸?都唔算成日同佢一齊掛⋯?」我嘅大腦稍微咁思考咗一下,「只係有時咁啱大家一齊食飯,佢送我番嚟咋嘛~」444Please respect copyright.PENANAlwal1uq9Vl
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「佢追緊你?」阿立靜咗一秒後問道444Please respect copyright.PENANAHrHCdG43PS
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佢嘅視線冇朝我呢邊望過嚟,只係望住前方,一步一步咁行444Please respect copyright.PENANAq5tr6tuDhA
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「吓?都唔算⋯」我都有啲遲疑,下意識就解釋,「我同阿逸只係因為年紀近啲,所以熟啲⋯而且佢對個個都係咁⋯」444Please respect copyright.PENANAxCLfIO7532
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唔知點解我講後半句嘅時候有好微嘅心虛感,可能係有時我會察覺到唔同,但又會覺得其實佢只係對唔同人有唔同態度444Please respect copyright.PENANA3EjgBcvfbi
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就好似佢對樂恩,佢有時會好似大哥哥咁關心佢陪佢,但有時又會好似同樂恩同齡咁一齊癲一齊玩444Please respect copyright.PENANA3rhhZtnxdl
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但喺我面前,就會表現得成熟啲、溫柔啲,而且唔會有好似同樂恩一齊玩嗰陣嗰種癲444Please respect copyright.PENANATM5cIWZDGx
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「即係都算係追緊你啦。」阿立嘅語氣好平靜,我有啲失望,我以為會喺佢嘅回答中聽到佢嘅妒忌444Please respect copyright.PENANA24xN5kfDBs
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「佢又冇講明,當佢冇。」我聳肩,冇將我嘅情緒掛喺臉上444Please respect copyright.PENANAVnlvDiPd44
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「嗯。」阿立淡然點頭,推住玻璃門等我先入去444Please respect copyright.PENANAfWtUL9R0dh
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我有感覺到阿立略帶點不滿嘅小情緒,但我都冇辦法做啲咩⋯我同阿逸係同事,會見到面係一定嘅事,而且人地又冇講啲咩⋯444Please respect copyright.PENANAUs87SDXg3n
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「立?」我試探般柔聲叫佢一聲,佢淡然咁望我一眼444Please respect copyright.PENANAflnPIDFJda
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我抿住唇冇再出聲,番到屋企之後阿立一直喺我隔離扶住我,等我將鞋除落嚟之後又將我扶住行到梳化坐低444Please respect copyright.PENANABwCbt7H12l
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「都冇真係腫,應該都唔算好嚴重,好好休息下,唔好周圍行嚟行去啦。」阿立完全唔介意咁就直接捉起我隻腳444Please respect copyright.PENANAPuJqo4wSeh
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「嗯⋯」我嘅視線固定喺阿立身上,一秒都冇移開過444Please respect copyright.PENANAGPasl2xgPe
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見到佢唔高興,我有啲開心又有啲唔開心⋯開心係因為我知佢介意,唔開心係因為佢唔開心⋯444Please respect copyright.PENANAbrcG8nPPsM
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「好啦,你早啲沖涼休息啦。」阿立將我隻腳就住力度放番低,「聽日要番工唔係咩?」444Please respect copyright.PENANAzdJXinwN9R
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「聽日Day off。」我搖搖頭444Please respect copyright.PENANALmPVsOeflo
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「咁仲好,可以休息多啲。」阿立抬起頭對我微笑道,呢個假嘅微笑,「要唔要扶你起身番房?」444Please respect copyright.PENANAdB7ff5vUAF
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「嗯⋯」我下意識點頭,明明腳已經冇咁痛,但下意識就想再撒個嬌一樣就點頭444Please respect copyright.PENANACJs1B3gFn7
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唉,我真係呀⋯都唔睇下自己咩身份⋯真係仲以為自己係18歲嘅自己咩⋯444Please respect copyright.PENANAySDI4OuRCk
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夜晚沖完涼,我喺自己房拎住手機休息,阿逸send咗message比我444Please respect copyright.PENANAqcWPO6PIY2
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「咁夜都未瞓?」「未呀,聽日Day off嘛」444Please respect copyright.PENANASCDP2HvEdf
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「你就好啦聽日放假,我都想放假⋯」「好快都放啦,星期二唔係你放咩」444Please respect copyright.PENANAvom5t526qT
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「有排都未到星期二」「等幾日,時間好快過啫」444Please respect copyright.PENANAv7zGXLb8H5
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「你做緊咩呀?」「睇緊YouTube」444Please respect copyright.PENANAWFP10ECy8C
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「見你story po咗婚禮」「今日中同結婚,去飲佢嗰餐」444Please respect copyright.PENANAERlMzD6wKB
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「幾時可以飲你嗰餐」「有排啦~」444Please respect copyright.PENANAacAfJUNFN4
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同阿逸嘅對話都係啲日常閒聊,有時講下cafe嘅嘢,有時又講下啲無謂嘢444Please respect copyright.PENANALrUfXVcjvx
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「叩叩—」444Please respect copyright.PENANAEh9Pjh0chk
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我聽到敲門聲,即刻放低手機去開門,一打開房門就見到阿立著住屋企衫企喺門前444Please respect copyright.PENANAyTnFL7crPM
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「藥膏,痛就搽啦。」阿立手上拎咗支止痛類嘅藥膏比我444Please respect copyright.PENANA4nuBzoW1uh
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「唔該⋯」我伸手去拎,心入面有一陣暖意流過444Please respect copyright.PENANAXiRSg5ZPVe
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「知珩?」阿立見我隻手一直懸喺半空,有啲疑惑咁側頭望一望我444Please respect copyright.PENANA0lAY3BamXk
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我好似冇意識一樣向前行咗一少步,喺我回神嘅時候,雙手已經攬住阿立嘅腰,頭微微耷低將額頭靠喺佢嘅膊頭上,絕對係一時衝動⋯444Please respect copyright.PENANAfW9ZCjv1ci
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「做咩咁突然⋯?」阿立不解咁問我,我都唔知,「做咩事⋯?」444Please respect copyright.PENANA3MavgRRWhQ
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「冇咩,我都唔知⋯」我低聲回答,「真係⋯好奇怪⋯」444Please respect copyright.PENANA3cEBsdnuf4
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「咩好奇怪?」阿立問444Please respect copyright.PENANAfliUQeOtJH
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「冇咩⋯」我搖搖頭,然後就鬆開手,將阿立輕輕推開同時我向後行咗一少步444Please respect copyright.PENANA6mG8HGu1B4
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我明明知道唔合適,但我都係下意識就做咗唔啱嘅舉動,真係得人驚⋯444Please respect copyright.PENANATNL4qlcrqi
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「真係冇咩?」阿立輕皺住眉頭,擔心嘅語氣令我不禁撅一下嘴444Please respect copyright.PENANAZfk3wVJNvt
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「你同佢一直都仲有聯絡⋯?」我嘅視線落喺地上拉長嘅影子444Please respect copyright.PENANANLDrMRBoqP
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「邊個佢⋯?」佢好似因為呢個問題冇指向性,所以唔知道我講咩,但係語氣聽起嚟就係明知故問444Please respect copyright.PENANAqfQ0JBJbnI
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「冇嘢⋯」我忽然間唔想追問落去,我緩緩搖頭,淡然開口:「早啲瞓啦,聽日番工。」444Please respect copyright.PENANA2pBgBgT0sa
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我嘅手伸向門柄,打算閂門打斷所有要發問或者再講其他嘢嘅想法,但阿立一手就㩒住門,知道我要閂門所以頂住門唔比我閂444Please respect copyright.PENANAg0Voictqy3
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「做咩講一半唔講一半⋯」阿立嘅語氣特別柔和,呢一刻我忽然有種「淨係對我係呢種態度就好」嘅想法一閃而過444Please respect copyright.PENANA6tGxXSeF9o
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「冇,只係因為突然唔想知⋯」我撇開臉冇望佢444Please respect copyright.PENANAKmhHOsRMB7
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阿立沉默不語,但手一直頂住門唔比我閂門,我有時唔夠坦率,但諗深一層,我太坦率係唔係會表現出我太在意?444Please respect copyright.PENANAUu1ByI3E8S
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浩宜要我欲拒還迎,要我比佢知道我唔會得佢一個選擇,要令佢有危機感⋯但都要等到新鮮感散去先知道,到底係真心定一時之間444Please respect copyright.PENANAYzOEV2oVZr
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「我要閂門啦,縮手啦⋯」我輕推門一下示意,但阿立嘅手仍然抵住門,「陣間夾到你隻手⋯」444Please respect copyright.PENANACmZEzF5L6B
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