我嘅目光往左邊平移,想好奇一下坐佢對面嘅係邊個,但當目光落喺佢對面嘅人嘅身上嗰一剎那343Please respect copyright.PENANAKD9tIiDJP1
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我愣住咗半秒,不禁瞪大眼,心裏半自嘲一樣笑出嚟:「原來許翊瑜今日約咗游巧盈食飯~」343Please respect copyright.PENANACWlBYRCpkK
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「你⋯有中意嘅人啦?」阿逸小心翼翼嘅語氣將我拉番嚟,我回神望向佢343Please respect copyright.PENANAg6prNHBFNf
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小心翼翼嘅語氣,係試探⋯343Please respect copyright.PENANApHJB6gGnty
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我選擇沉默,唔知道要答佢係定唔係,佢會咁樣問我,有呢個猜測都係正常事,只係要答嘅時候,講到嘴邊我就講唔出口343Please respect copyright.PENANAURebAknpzq
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而且我個腦宜家唔知點解好混亂,想講啲咩,但又諗唔到可以講咩⋯343Please respect copyright.PENANAtTqFmvTKgz
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「其實唔緊要,我只係想話比你知我係中意你呢件事。」阿逸微微一笑,但佢嘅笑容喺我眼中睇起嚟好似要掩蓋某啲事一樣343Please respect copyright.PENANA8YC4SnKzRI
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呢個睇起嚟似無慾無求嘅講法,唔係就係已經預計好我會拒絕佢?等我拒絕佢嘅時候,至少唔會令自己太難受,係預先安慰自己,比個心理準備自己嘅意思⋯343Please respect copyright.PENANAy6DcsHQpPt
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「唔⋯你唔洗太介懷啲咩,我亦唔係即刻要你比個答案我⋯」阿逸嘅強顏歡笑令我嘅內心有啲刺痛,好怕人地呢個受傷嘅表情,「只係都可慮下嘛~以後,你再答覆我都唔遲!」343Please respect copyright.PENANAmzo2glg8ca
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「嗯,好⋯」我順住佢意微微點頭343Please respect copyright.PENANAiSokfMkcYy
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難怪佢早一排一直問我同戀愛拍拖有關嘅事,原來係打算要表白⋯343Please respect copyright.PENANAu8XsN6utBB
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「就算以後係繼續做朋友都好,你都同我講聲。」阿逸一直要避免比壓力我一樣,將所有嘢都攬上身343Please respect copyright.PENANAs9YJPmLsCE
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「好。」我點一點頭,佢都後退到呢個地步,我唔答應嘅話會顯得我好小氣343Please respect copyright.PENANAvvhYyBORew
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佢將我送到屋企樓下,我用平時同佢相處嘅方式同佢講拜拜,佢微微一笑向我揮揮手343Please respect copyright.PENANAi1tUzW8JcK
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「哈⋯呼⋯」我轉身行入大堂之後,緊張綁緊嘅心終於放鬆落嚟343Please respect copyright.PENANAIjo1A1gS6I
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今日⋯應該話最近點解好似發生咗好事咁⋯?搞到我都有啲手忙腳亂,個腦都混亂到所有嘢都變成一堆嘢堆埋一齊⋯343Please respect copyright.PENANA6aNzx9CYHK
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「又會咁啱係今日⋯」我諗起阿逸啱啱嘅表白,同阿立同游巧盈,「係個天比機會我諗清楚嘅意思⋯?」343Please respect copyright.PENANABOlVs6d5St
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「好混亂」我喺group打咗個message,想send比靖佑同浩宜,同佢地講下343Please respect copyright.PENANAj0nqcAs71w
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但喺指尖要㩒落去將message send出去嘅時候,我默默咁delete咗成個message343Please respect copyright.PENANANytcjrPqid
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「算啦⋯」我低聲對自己講道,「冷靜下先再算⋯」343Please respect copyright.PENANASw6LMTlMRr
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我都唔知我喺梳化坐咗幾耐,發呆發咗幾耐,我再次回神坐好嘅時候,係聽到鎖匙開門聲嘅時候,我企起身準備番房之際,大門打開343Please respect copyright.PENANAAvqWe6cfRz
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阿立望到企喺梳化前嘅我嘅時候明顯愕然咗半秒,然後好似冇事發生一樣收起愕然嘅表情343Please respect copyright.PENANARbaG3tnKFv
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「啱啱番嚟?」阿立坐低喺鞋櫃邊嘅櫈仔上解鞋帶除鞋343Please respect copyright.PENANAyXkHpCdgtJ
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「唔係,已經番咗嚟一陣。」我淡然回答,連望都冇望佢一眼343Please respect copyright.PENANAlMh2nebWus
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大腦已經夠亂,今日要吸收嘅嘢已經夠多,大腦有啲負荷唔嚟⋯一望到夠立,我就諗起佢明明話佢同游巧盈冇關係,但係仲可以開開心心咁約出嚟食飯343Please respect copyright.PENANAjCuMAi6eCj
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「哼⋯」諗到呢度,我輕哼一聲冷笑,然後直接行番房343Please respect copyright.PENANAg1NQXLaIxU
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沖完涼之後我先去煮嘢食,係,我仲未食飯,今日就普通咁食個公仔麵算;喺我食完嘢開水洗番乾淨啲嘢嘅時候,阿立沖完涼,拎住要洗嘅衫褲行入嚟廚房343Please respect copyright.PENANAbwmpExN5zv
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「心情唔好?」阿立忽然開口,佢察覺到我嘅心情343Please respect copyright.PENANAFbY7xfnok8
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「冇。」我好似下意識舉動一樣否認,聲線都冷冷淡淡,將洗乾淨嘅嘢放喺一邊343Please respect copyright.PENANARRhaRJBxmN
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「邊個激嬲你?」阿立靠住雪櫃,企喺我身旁問我343Please respect copyright.PENANAPVj6NPq7J8
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「冇。」我回答嘅速度幾乎係承接住佢講嘅嘢嘅最後一個字343Please respect copyright.PENANAkQZ1eGsYX2
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唔通我仲要話比你知係見到你同游巧盈一齊食飯唔順眼?當我傻?343Please respect copyright.PENANACFZ72aj2eP
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「但係你呢個表情,明顯係嬲緊⋯」阿立比我嘅迅速回答嚇窒咗,語氣既困惑又小心343Please respect copyright.PENANAfpmeH5UpQv
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「你今日做咩一直同我講嘢?」我自己問完都覺得自己莫名其妙,但嗰道氣頂住喺心口落唔到343Please respect copyright.PENANAVtP5B4uCe7
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「我地平時都會傾計⋯」阿立有啲愕然我會咁問佢,然後有啲無語咁笑一笑343Please respect copyright.PENANAK1E4QaxYwo
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我閂上水喉,用掛喺隔離嘅抹手布抹手,一同阿立對上眼,我就諗起佢同游巧盈兩個人喺餐廳食飯有講有笑嘅樣343Please respect copyright.PENANAJncOlwSOFZ
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就講大話氹我啦,之前講咩同游巧盈分咗手,佢嘅事同佢冇關係,今日我就親眼睇到係點樣嘅冇關係343Please respect copyright.PENANAy5c5JcXL5Y
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「搵游巧盈傾。」我面無表情咁拍一拍佢嘅膊頭,然後直接喺佢面前大步行出去343Please respect copyright.PENANAEoFn1aIrlw
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「突然間做咩要搵佢?」阿立追上嚟拉住我,一個不明所以嘅表情望住我343Please respect copyright.PENANARzM6z8ajhj
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「嗯,啱啱喺餐廳都傾夠啦。」我點點頭表示明白理解343Please respect copyright.PENANAzcrsEMIPtk
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我都唔知道我呢一刻會係咩表情咩眼神,但大概係心淡咗一截嘅空洞眼神;喺我呢句說話講出口嘅一刻,我見到阿立嘅雙眼中有一絲慌張閃過343Please respect copyright.PENANAR6EEfN9Idn
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「佢約我食飯,我同佢講咗係最後一次,佢都應承咗,所以我先⋯」阿立想解釋,但我聽完之後只係覺得好笑343Please respect copyright.PENANA8JVIt6M4XR
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「哈⋯許翊瑜⋯」我冷笑一聲,但我完全大腦空白到唔知可以講咩,我淨係感覺到大腦入面都係超唔忿氣,「隨便你⋯!」343Please respect copyright.PENANANua41LaSvY
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我轉動手腕將阿立嘅手甩開,唔想再聽佢解釋,大腦已經超負荷,我淨係想番房好好休息冷靜一下343Please respect copyright.PENANAoIhtfiKVVT
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「知珩!」阿立又一次拉住我,但今次佢捉住我手腕嘅力度明顯比啱啱大好多,「你信我。」343Please respect copyright.PENANAyMFTN8PCac
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「我唔係你女朋友,你唔洗同我解釋⋯」我由得佢拉住我嘅手腕,今日個腦好攰,唔想同佢爭拗啲咩343Please respect copyright.PENANAPhqbw7uwaU
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見到佢同游巧盈一齊食飯、有講有笑嗰下,我的確覺得難以接受,明明話咗同佢冇關係,點解又要一齊食飯⋯?343Please respect copyright.PENANAIdjqw6KOSv
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「今日好攰,發生咗太多事啦⋯」我將語氣放柔放慢,「你同游巧盈係唔係再見亦是朋友我唔想知,隨便你啦,只係我討厭佢咁解⋯大家都單身,有得揀⋯」343Please respect copyright.PENANAIAaseFP3hw
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我忽然間諗起班聚嗰陣,游巧盈嗰個得戚樣,佢話揀邊個都未知,佢同阿立會唔會一直有聯絡?343Please respect copyright.PENANAUjA0q1TQwC
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「難怪佢會咁自信。」我望住仍然有啲慌張嘅阿立,「原來因為你地仲有聯絡。」343Please respect copyright.PENANAuMMvN2JVIw
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「只係今次⋯你聽我解釋得唔得?」阿立嘅態度放軟咗啲,「佢係有嘢要問清楚我,所以特登約我食飯,食完走嘅時候,佢話今次係最後一次一齊食飯,佢明白晒。」343Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ6Fza55Tu
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「明白晒⋯?明白啲咩?」我嘅好奇心比佢撩起咗少少,「算啦冇嘢⋯」343Please respect copyright.PENANAKtDzAkgxI6
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「佢問我,係唔係搵佢做代替品⋯」阿立好似預知我要甩開佢隻手一樣,喺我嘅手腕準備轉動嘅時候,佢好快咁講咗出口343Please respect copyright.PENANAz6r73zNpGa
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「咁所以—」「叮咚~」343Please respect copyright.PENANAbWevJ2UBYy
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門鐘忽然響起,我地同時望向門口,我下意識就越過阿立想行去開門,呢個時間會係邊個⋯?343Please respect copyright.PENANALHyeeFC4ov
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「阿瑜,啱啱你把遮—」343Please respect copyright.PENANAy8ZXIkQkEL
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我快步行過去打開門,企喺門前嘅人同我嘅反應一樣,同時呆咗一下343Please respect copyright.PENANAtFwDz7iW6Z
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「你點解會喺度⋯?」游巧盈本來準備好嘅甜美笑容都僵硬咗343Please respect copyright.PENANAgX3j4rc1Wo
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