我喺等靖佑嚟嘅時候,繼續好好咁摺衫;我將阿立嘅衫放喺阿立嘅床上面,等佢自己擺番入櫃304Please respect copyright.PENANABF3Wm4Myqq
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過咗大半個鐘之後,靖佑到我樓下,我落咗去接佢,因為佢冇卡入嚟304Please respect copyright.PENANAy4lQUYranR
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「靖佑⋯!」我推開玻璃門,就見到靖佑雙眼紅腫咁企喺一旁有瓦遮頭嘅位置304Please respect copyright.PENANAREZdBdqpXZ
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「你嚟啦⋯咁突然搵你唔好意思⋯」靖佑抱歉咁一笑,「搞到你冇咗自己planning⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANAUOWHyRwvQV
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「冇問題呀~我今日都係喺屋企咋嘛~」我搖搖頭,拉住靖佑入嚟304Please respect copyright.PENANAKfpNBFhgXc
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喺番到入屋之後,我叫靖佑坐一坐,然後我酙咗杯水比佢304Please respect copyright.PENANArnykraXdvH
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「嗌交啦?」我坐低喺佢隔離問304Please respect copyright.PENANAauaS6CFBCg
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「嗯⋯」佢苦笑住點頭,「要分手⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANA2l2zcd05RY
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「咩事要分手呀?最近唔係一直好地地?」我望住佢又一次紅起嘅眼眶,有啲擔心304Please respect copyright.PENANA3PgSYvIkKm
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「佢話佢冇以前咁中意我,然後就話可能對其他人有好感,之類⋯」靖佑笑一笑,但下一秒又皺起眉頭,眼淚一粒一粒咁滴出嚟304Please respect copyright.PENANAbMhLEFpgyO
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我即刻伸手去拎紙巾比佢,我忽然間都唔知要點樣安慰佢,我以為係小事一樁,但似乎係冇辦法勸和嘅地步304Please respect copyright.PENANASIsCOgQlg3
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「咁⋯你打算⋯?」我小心翼翼咁問,唔敢講太多令佢更傷心,只可以問佢嘅打算304Please respect copyright.PENANAtWWuMgXZbZ
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「搬走囉,搬番去同我爸媽住⋯」靖佑索一下鼻水,然後聳聳肩,「唔通仲要對住佢一哭二鬧三上吊咁樣咩⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANACuZIoC7rCq
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「我以為你係嗰啲戀愛腦⋯」我半開玩笑咁講,因為靖佑成日都掛住男朋友喺嘴邊,我以為佢到呢啲時候,佢一定會唔比佢男朋友分手304Please respect copyright.PENANA7IbG7kDu7m
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「佢話冇feel,我綁住佢都冇用,佢都講到明,唔通我仲要纏住佢⋯?」靖佑雖然喊到眼紅眼腫,但係佢個人都係好清醒304Please respect copyright.PENANAMMSj9cB81U
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我忽然諗起我自己,我當時係用咩心態去接受阿立嘅分手⋯?如果當初佢講出冇feel要分手嘅說話嘅時候,我去挽留嘅話⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANAHSNoQYbqmx
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係唔係⋯可以順勢咁解開我同佢之間嘅誤會⋯?唔知道,都過咗去啦,冇定論啦⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANA9mIX92BGXQ
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「阿立知唔知?」我好奇咁問咗一句,因為佢男朋友同阿立好似係熟嘅朋友304Please respect copyright.PENANA9SCetK9JfF
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「應該未知⋯佢應該未同阿瑜講⋯」靖佑緩緩搖頭304Please respect copyright.PENANAsMTZ05hp1Z
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「我以為你會嚟攬住我大喊一場。」我微笑道304Please respect copyright.PENANAVIRtB1zTPz
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「唔會啦⋯只係難過想搵人講,心入面係好難受,但眼好痛啦⋯」靖佑擠出微笑,我知道佢只係眼乾眼痛到喊唔出眼淚,「佢嘅離開早就有徵兆,只係我都會為呢段感情感到遺憾⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANAa6FaXfyYgU
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我安靜咁望住靖佑,佢嘅反應平淡到完全唔係啱啱分手嘅人,佢嘅眼淚都只係一種宣洩感情嘅方式304Please respect copyright.PENANA2HsCgcdlmZ
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可能真係好似佢講嘅咁樣,佢嘅離開早有徵兆,但只係當下佢選擇逃避,唔去睇唔去諗,當冇事發生一樣過日子,只係,該嚟嘅都係會嚟⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANAVWu2rDWTMX
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「6年啦⋯咁就6年,我冇諗過我地會分開,冇諗過我地會以「冇feel」嚟結束⋯」靖佑一直捏住手中嘅紙巾,用呢樣嘢嚟分散自己嘅注意力一樣304Please respect copyright.PENANA63GSX9K04F
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以冇feel嚟結束,我做咩又會諗起自己⋯?可能因為我當初都冇諗到,我同一直喺我身邊嘅佢會以「冇feel」呢個超爛嘅藉口結束⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANAIgVk0E9ivD
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點解我當時冇及時意識到呢個係藉口⋯?304Please respect copyright.PENANAuDKBKyfXMy
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「冇咩點解,就係冇feel,唔通⋯可以一直一齊咩?」當初阿立講嘅嘢,喺我耳邊迴響304Please respect copyright.PENANAd9p5bCQgnF
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因為我話佢唔重要,佢就心冷落嚟,但我冇發現到佢嘅唔妥,同平時一樣生活⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANAnQNQAtN01m
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一樣咁偶爾同男同學講兩句;一樣咁偶爾唔記得覆佢機;一樣咁偶爾因為心情唔好而唔出聲,唔同佢分享心事⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANAAwc8CKnIfp
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喺我眼中同平時睇起嚟一樣嘅嘢,喺佢眼中係我唔在乎佢嘅舉動304Please respect copyright.PENANAS8MSA2VHCC
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所以我話,佢係一個狠心嘅人,狠心起嚟,真係咩都講得出,就好似直接拎住利刀,捅喺你嘅心臟304Please respect copyright.PENANACY1P7jRzG5
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「嗯,有時就係咁殘忍⋯」我將嘴角撐起一個小小嘅幅度,我唔知要點樣安慰佢,我知道佢心入面嘅傷口係滴緊血,「既然佢放棄你,你咪⋯當佢走寶囉~你值得更好唔係咩?」304Please respect copyright.PENANAO1hYDw9Q2F
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「我唔捨得,但係我冇得唔放低⋯」靖佑搖搖頭,「分開下囉,都好嘅⋯有時分開先會發現自己嘅諗法⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANAykNvdKIWJw
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見到靖佑咁諗,我擔心又安心,但又唔知可以講啲咩⋯我怕佢諗多,又唔想佢諗太多304Please respect copyright.PENANA9pJVE18xlq
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「你唔好勸我,我好清醒,而且你都係過來人。」靖佑對我笑道,「所以呀~你地一齊番嘅話要請我食飯~」304Please respect copyright.PENANABGiYwhQtLs
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「好⋯好⋯」我無奈一笑,佢轉移話題嘅方法都好直接304Please respect copyright.PENANAaYu7EREhcG
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「我今日純粹嚟吐苦水,同埋順便𢱑餐飯。」靖佑苦笑道,「你叫阿瑜記得請我食飯,我幫佢搵到你番嚟。」304Please respect copyright.PENANAxLm5q8Q93b
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我輕皺起眉頭,伸手攬住靖佑:「靖佑呀⋯有咩唔好收喺心,你要搵我講呀⋯唔好自己承受⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANAj1usai8gGR
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「知啦⋯」我感覺到靖佑點頭,但聲線哽咽,明明想喊但又要壓抑住想喊嘅念頭,「我會⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANAOkgg9oUcK2
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靖佑喺傍晚嘅時候就走咗,佢話要番去執嘢搬番執同爸爸媽媽住304Please respect copyright.PENANApZ5dMe3NR3
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我一個人喺屋企,直至阿立話我知佢收工番嚟啦,我默默咁起身番房換衫304Please respect copyright.PENANAo2vONOGxDD
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平時都係阿立嚟接我,今日我去接佢一次都唔過分呀~我預咗時間,所以宜家出門口慢慢行去地鐵站就差唔多啦304Please respect copyright.PENANAIhjHVX3k8F
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「阿立~」我見到阿立喺地鐵站行出嚟304Please respect copyright.PENANA4YVeEU5k1l
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「你落咗嚟嘅?」阿立見到我,似乎有啲驚喜我會嚟等佢304Please respect copyright.PENANAifixCy2DV1
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「嗯!」我滿臉自豪咁點頭,然後我望到企喺佢隔離嘅一個女仔,應該係女同事304Please respect copyright.PENANAfzfizN3lnN
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「我同事Ella。」阿立望一望佢隔離嘅女同事,然後向我介紹304Please respect copyright.PENANAwhcBXwsPSi
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我望住佢呢個女同事,冇我咁高,應該矮我少少,而且一睇就係畢業冇幾耐嗰種,另外⋯好似邊度見過⋯?304Please respect copyright.PENANA6FhEN6yLQ4
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「你咪係cafe嗰個咖啡師⋯!?」嗰個女同事一眼就認得我,難怪我啱啱覺得佢有啲熟口面,「你地識㗎?」304Please respect copyright.PENANA0itnhpPqBv
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佢應該係今日喺阿立隔離嘅嗰個女同事⋯?把聲有啲似,我望住佢一個震驚嘅樣304Please respect copyright.PENANAE2OEcDGP9q
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「係呀。」阿立冇半分嘅猶疑就承認咗304Please respect copyright.PENANAz7wN2LfX0L
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「咁你咪一直都知道⋯Mavis想識嗰個咖啡師⋯」佢似乎未震驚完,瞪大眼望住我又轉頭望住阿立304Please respect copyright.PENANAiSITsU1wbP
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「我知呀~」阿立帶住一副悠然自得嘅表情聳肩,佢擰轉頭就見到未理解狀況嘅我,「Mavis就係一直想識你、攞你IG嗰個,佢係我同事,你應該知?」304Please respect copyright.PENANAYlwVEWBcGQ
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