我靜靜地站在醫院的頂樓，眺望著遠方的風景，但這世界彷彿失去了色彩。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0zVd2FWa4
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暖暖的陽光照耀著我，且伴隨著徐徐微風。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5lA0Qot0c
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「詩涵，妳怎麼跑到這邊來了，兩點還要做檢查妳趕緊下去吧!」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XNazm8gGt
是媽媽，她一邊向我走來一邊催促著我下樓。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLKI4XH3rc
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「嗯，我知道。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VW80Y0ZxF
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我的眼眶裡充滿了血絲，臉頰處也些許浮腫。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXAPjlTO3N
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就在前天，那是一個特別的日子。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQzszPCKut
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在教堂內，我手中捧著一束的白色玫瑰花。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE64NuRLNV
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身穿著雪白色的婚紗一步一步的向前走去。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIZm6SQmTf
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在牧師的主持下，我抬頭嬌羞地看著他，他穿著一身光鮮亮麗的西裝，並且目光牢牢鎖定著我。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eTulsB0En
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我們相視一笑並脣齒相依，教堂內的結婚進行曲一邊為我們伴奏著，陽光透過彩色花玻璃照射在我們兩個身上。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgQY2F3BG1
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在這一刻的我是如此的幸福，也希望時間永遠能停在這個瞬間。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbLUbeBPm7
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可是突然間，一陣巨響從上方傳來，頂部的支架鬆動了，巨大的水晶燈正朝著我的頭部砸來。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY37P5JY6ap
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但我的腳彷彿被定住了般，動都動不了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlRyz3O8dc
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剎那間，我被他推開，身體也向後倒去。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYcPzvncZV
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他用自己的身體擋住了砸向我的水晶燈。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplYZl3xcbq
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「俊傑!」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPdkbVB2ao
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我不斷、不斷的叫著他，但他卻絲毫沒有聽到我的話一般，一動不動的躺在地上，身上滿是血跡，並且充身上充斥著大大小小的玻璃碎片，這時白色玫瑰花也被地上的血給漸漸染紅。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWZP2tUwAe
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這是夢吧?271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXTktVp60z
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這是夢對吧?271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4azPXCyis3
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這一刻，世界靜止了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkKEflcHGN
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依稀在耳邊能聽到眾人焦急的對話，打電話的聲音。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcRnlA2Idv
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朋友跟家人們扶著我慢慢地站了起來，婚紗的裙襬也被血給染紅了一片。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMMiFsbheL
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無力的蹲坐在了地上，上一秒俊傑不是好好的嗎?271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CXr2jondt
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我彷彿置身於噩夢當中，呆呆的看著他。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKMzarVvKF
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這時腦袋一陣眩暈，我便全身癱軟倒了下來。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNY1aj4Uvq
逼。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD4pw6blqX
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逼。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvGaSInNFI
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什麼東西這麼吵?271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jw7NNDxYh
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我緩緩的睜開了雙眼，媽媽一臉焦慮的看著我向我說道。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMyVi7afNW
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「詩涵，好點了嗎?還有哪裡不舒服嗎?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlcRSt9IZb
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「這裡是?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ktgf61B99
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我左右張望了一下，我在醫院裡?271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PR7G9RF5Y
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「對了，俊傑呢? 俊傑還好嗎?」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLJBruK608
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我用力抓著媽媽的手說著。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAeD49pR7i
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隨後我從媽媽的口中得知，當急救人員趕到現場時已經回天乏術，他的頭部受到嚴重的撞擊，一切都太遲了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvvIrNE7vN
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當我得知這個消息的時候，腦袋一片空白。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR3ramNi0J
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但淚水卻不自主的從眼眶中流了出來。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRK8oc3a08
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我崩潰了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyPQqvnOep
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所有的幸福全都化為泡影，我根本無法去接受與面對現實。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRAAYiMcBO
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心宛如被撕裂開了一樣，那劇痛蔓延了我的全身。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FdMIpQcwN
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便隨之而來的是全身的顫抖以及我淒厲的哭喊聲。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaO4DccgFY
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我們明明還有著許許多多的計畫，還有好多好多未完成的事情。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElzkRJPNS3
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你怎麼可以自己先走了......271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovhp8TmS03
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這時我突然想到當時他推開我的畫面。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM05HGC5qYA
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「都是我，都是我的錯......」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8ygzGLcGY
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我一邊哭一邊說著。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3uxvXuvnV
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我無法想像在這數個月沒有他的日子裡，我是怎麼渡過的。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6C94bZYUv
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也永遠都忘不了他臨終前看著我的眼神，是多麼的無助。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEJpVmSaui
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雖然時間匆匆的流逝，但我仍然無法從失去他的傷痛中走出來，每當我想起那個畫面我的心就像被刀子刺痛一樣，並且那是無法終止的痛。
我也嘗試過走出陰影，但每當我回到那空蕩蕩的家，看到每一件他留下的物品，那些記憶就會不斷不斷地湧上心頭。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhxvPDroi7
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我試圖把他的遺物清理掉，但每當我碰到其中一件，我就會被過去的記憶淹沒，無法自拔。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoQQxU4vJl
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有時候，我會在夜深人靜的凌晨到海邊散步，聆聽著浪潮拍打的聲音。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlETVDAWpUc
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試圖去找回原本的那個我，但卻始終無法找到答案。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnr17mzhFX
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甚至一度都覺得自己迷失了生活的重心跟方向，不知道該往哪去，也不知道自己該去哪。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG87uOxk36q
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我緩步的走向海面，並踏進那冰冷的海水裡。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswtmUm0ZD6
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在這段時間，我很想你。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vwKRQfKJr
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「我的英雄，我愛你，還有，我很想你。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A4XGrHtM8
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沙灘上空無一人，只留下一雙女用的拖鞋。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KO9oUdRah
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