《最接近的陌生距離》(一) - 06

最後一堂，最後五分鐘。

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下午嘅陽光慚慚變成橘黃色，由窗外照入。

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「⋯⋯記得聽日要交班會費呀。」Miss Wong臨放學前變得寬容，笑容都親切：「主席，請你答我每人要收幾多錢？」

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「$40！」課室一角嘅一位男仔講。

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由於我一直都冇返學，Miss Wong一早就搵咗第二個人做班會主席。

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「冇錯啦！」Miss Wong 讚賞咁講，呢個時候下課嘅鐘聲響起咗，佢就叫咁聲：「Goodbye Class!」

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「Goodbye and Thank You Miss Wong!」全班企起身講，只有我戇居居咁四圍望唔知咩事。

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Miss Wong離開課室，佢完全當我透明。我奇怪啲同學陸續咁走，於是叫停咗準備走嘅阿偉：「偉哥，唔係要留堂補課咩？」

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「教晒未唔洗補囉！」阿偉轉住個籃球咁講。

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「你冇返嗰幾日Miss Wong教晒書啦！」杰少喺旁邊恥笑。

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聽杰少講，Miss Wong好似因為同隔離班老師鬥緊表現，於是開猛火力補課，所以同級同學嘅進度真係比我快好多！

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我唔係擔心跟唔跟得切學習進度嘅問題。我只係想留堂咋！唉⋯⋯我真係痴咗線，我咁大個仔第一次咁想留堂！於是我向阿偉打聽，原來Miss Wong 今日要罰啲中一仔留堂，於是我喺佢地走咗去打波之後，就嗱嗱聲去中一嘅班房。

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唔知係咪啲中一仔太跩定係Miss Wong被我激到心情勁差。我一去到中一嗰層，就聽到啲中一仔被Miss Wong片到喊晒嘅聲音。然後我行到1B班課室門前，就見到一片令人慘不忍睹嘅慘況。

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Miss Wong嘅氣場太勁，搞到我唔敢行入去。直至佢望咗課室門口一眼，我先戰戰兢兢咁敲門，同佢打咗個招呼。但佢繼續片人，冇叫我走又冇叫我入嚟。所以我只好硬住頭皮入去，揀最後嘅位置坐。

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Miss Wong根本當我透明，繼續教訓班中一師弟。老實講，我真唔知可以做啲咩。只係拎今日啲中文功課嚟做。唉⋯⋯原來一早教完《始得山西宴遊記》，我一題都唔識呀。

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喺我苦惱緊份中文功課點做時，有個中七師兄神色凝重咁走咗入嚟。嗰位師兄就係Matthew師兄嘅同學。只見佢急忙咗咁行去Miss Wong度，喺佢耳邊細細講咗一句說話，Miss Wong本來嘅怒容就突然憂心起嚟，講咗句：「佢下午早退咗？」

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師兄點頭。Miss Wong續道：「你地要好好睇住Matthew呀。」佢同師兄細細聲傾咗幾號句後，師兄就離開。

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嗯⋯⋯睇見Miss Wong咁牽掛Matthew師兄，佢地關係應該好密切。難道真係⋯⋯男女朋友？

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由於唔識做功課，加上個人唔夠瞓，最後我慢慢被睡魔召喚咗。

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當我醒返嘅時候，課室已經空無一人，太陽都快落山。吓？到底係幾時完咗留堂架？冇人叫我起身嘅？即係話Miss Wong係完全冇理過我？！

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唉⋯⋯佢真係講得出做得到。一般女仔就話易氹唧，但我鍾意嘅對象係我老師呀⋯⋯唉，冇攻略，點打呀？

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我實在唔知用咩方法先可以令Miss Wong唔好再嬲我。要一個徹底對我失望嘅人重執信心真係好難。冇計啦，惟有盡做。但盡做極，今日我都係遲大到。

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早上九點鐘，遲咗足足一個鐘。我企喺課室門外敲咗幾下門，Miss Wong掛住講書唔得閒理我。即使阿偉佢地提Miss Wong我已經到咗，Miss Wong只係望我一眼就繼續教書。

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或者在座咗多位同學覺得我好幸運，Miss Wong竟然放我一馬冇鬧我。但係我心目中，佢每一個無視我嘅舉動，都令我好難受。

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係我變咗，我唔再覺得老師唔理我係一種幸福。喜歡嘅人唔當我係一回事先係我最痛苦、最不幸嘅事。

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小息。

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之前因為逃學、遲到、冇交功課等等嘅違規問題，終於到咗找數嘅一日。啲老師排晒隊咁招呼我，搞到我打唔響如意算盤。我本來想喺教員室外嘅位補做返中文功課比Miss Wong。但我咁樣比人輪大米法，輪得嚟都冇咗小息。期間Miss Wong喺我旁邊經過，但佢依然一眼都唔望我。

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最後因為我違規得太嚴重，應該會醒個大過比我嘆。儲夠三個大過我就要898。唉⋯⋯呢次真係戇鳩鳩咁斷送自己前途。

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午息。

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課室入面，我同阿偉佢地圍埋食飯。當然呢個又係收風嘅時間。

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「呢次不妙啦。」杰少口講不妙，但個樣擺明派花生咁款：「應該冇咩人會憎Miss Wong架可？」

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「咪匡哥囉！」阿偉奸笑，我刻意唔比反應佢。

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「Miss Wong咁好人又靚。簡直人見人愛啦。」阿波一面食咗春藥咁，似乎佢同我一樣都鍾意咗Miss Wong。

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老實講，雖然我返得少，但都感受到Miss教學嘅認真同熱誠，應嚴則嚴，應溫柔就溫柔。全班同學都已經被佢收服得七七八八。

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「咁有咩咁不妙呀？」我有少少擔心咁講。

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「有冇留意點解而家係黎Sir管緊我地食飯呀？」杰少講完，我地先知黎Sir呢個Nobody嚟咗。

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「Miss被副校長召見咗嘛。」杰少：「應該大鑊嘢啦。」

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「吓⋯⋯佢⋯⋯咩事呀？」我強裝冷靜，內心其實驚咗下。

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「嘩，好多單喎。邊單先？」杰少故弄玄虛咁講：「就講最大鑊嗰單先啦。佢同Matthew師兄啲嘢應該傳到去副校度。」

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我嚇到跌一跌叉，續道：「佢地練Oral咋喎！」

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「你點收到風架？」

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「嗱！第一！」杰少一面得意咁講：「呢單嘢牽涉到全校最叻嘅Matthew師兄，好難唔傳出嚟囉。第二，佢地啲嘢傳得出嚟嘅，多數唔會係生安白造啦！邊有人知佢地係咪真係練oral唧。佢地太close又係事實喎！你諗下Matthew師兄曾經因病休學幾年，佢今年21歲啦，Miss都係大佢兩年唧。佢地會拍拖一啲都唔出奇呀。」

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唔通佢地真係拍緊拖？

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「最近Miss同周Sir傳分咗手，唔通因為Matthew？」阿波幫我問咗我心入面嘅問題出嚟。

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「呵呵⋯⋯呢單就複雜啦。」杰少：「可能關Matthew事，又可能唔關。因為⋯⋯」

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杰少又故作神秘咁叫我地坐埋啲。佢鬼鬼祟祟咁講：「佢地分手最大原因係，Miss Wong被周Sir呃感情！傳因為有其他老師忍唔住同Miss Wong講周Sir其實有老婆架！」

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我同阿偉、阿波眼都突埋。

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「我前日睇住Miss Wong同周Sir嗌交嘅！喺停車場趁冇人嗰時嘈之嘛。」杰少個樣好有成功感：「Miss Wong話好憎人呃佢，叫周Sir唔好埋嚟之類。」

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咁難怪琴日Miss嚟訓導室嗰時個樣咁黑啦。而周Sir亦都將被Miss Wong飛呢啲嘢歸咎落Matthew師兄度！嘩！咁成件事就通晒啦！

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「總之Miss呢次就大鑊啦。無啦啦介入周Sir婚姻都算，仲爆單師生戀出嚟。睇怕我地會轉班主任喇。」

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杰少爆完料就轉另一個話題，佢地三個若無其事食飯。只有我已經冇晒胃口。

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Miss Wong可能會走。而且原來呢排佢咁多嘢煩，我仲要做衰仔比麻煩佢。我真係太差勁⋯⋯

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食完午飯，我搵個藉口推咗阿偉唔去打波。我坐喺教員室外面啲位上補做返啲功課。數下手指，原來我由開學去到今日，已經累積咗50份欠交功課！其實基本上冇可能清得晒，所以我目標為本只做中文功課就算。

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雖然唔太識做，惟有盡力做，識幾多做幾多。同時我個心仍然係囉囉攣，唔知Miss Wong見完副校未。良久，有一陣陣高踭鞋嘅聲音由我後面而嚟。我轉頭一睇正係Miss Wong喺走廊後方行緊上嚟。我嚇咗一跳，連忙咁低頭做功課。

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當我聞到一陣獨特嘅香水味時，Miss Wong急步咁喺我旁邊行過。

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「Miss Wong! 」有位中二嘅師弟叫道。

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Miss Wong起初面無表情,直行直過，直至師弟叫咗幾靜之後，Miss Wong先回過神嚟，勉強嘅擠出一個笑容：「係？問⋯⋯問功課？」

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Miss Wong佢呢下笑明顯係心事重重，神不守舍咁。到底佢同副校傾咗啲咩呢？難道真係冇得撈？我連忙咁搵張紙寫道：「你冇事嘛？」然後打算攝埋入啲功課交比Miss Wong。

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但我望多兩眼後又覺得⋯⋯ 唔掂喎！再寫過啦，不如就⋯⋯「Miss你唔開心？」⋯⋯唔得唔！寫「Miss你係咪有心事？」

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「你同周Sir係咪分咗手？」

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「點解頭先冇睇我地班食飯嘅？」

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「Matthew同你係咪一齊咗？」

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「你同Matthew嘅事係咪比副校長知道咗？」

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「你係咪會比人炒呀？」

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「你係咪唔會再做我地班主任啦？」

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寫完又擦，或者寫完撕爛、拿埋一住⋯⋯不知不覺成枱都係廢紙。唉⋯⋯好似寫極都寫唔出我內心嘅感受出嚟。呢個時候我抬起頭，想清晰下思緒。

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我望住長長嘅走廊，眼內係散步中嘅同學、罰企嘅壞學生、片緊人嘅老師、談天說地嘅師生⋯⋯然後我見到嘅畫面好似調低咗嘅彩色度，有少少啞色。而成個世界惟一嘅彩色，就係拎住疊簿嘅Miss Wong——佢好狠狽咁喺簿架上面抬咗啲簿落嚟，再搬入去教員室。

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冇耐之後，Miss Wong 好匆忙咁喺教員室出返嚟，走咗去小賣部買午餐。佢正想返入去教員室時，又被同學捉住問功課。Miss Wong好和藹咁笑，好用心咁教。但難俺佢眉宇間嘅憂鬱同疲倦。

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我見住佢喺教員室同走廊之間來來回回、匆匆忙忙，唔係被同學問完功課，就係同同事講公事。唔知佢食咗飯未，唔知佢有幾攰，唔知佢有幾唔開心⋯⋯我只知道自己，呢一刻好想好想同佢講——

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「Miss，我擔心你。」

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我啲字一向醜，偏偏今次寫得得別用心。然後我好小心咁摺好佢，但呢個時候⋯⋯

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「你畫緊公仔呀？」

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我嚇咗一跳！我抬頭一睇，Miss Wong已經成個女王君臨天下咁企喺我面前！

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頂呀！我太專注冇留意到佢嚟咗！Miss Wong同返我講嘢本來係一件好事！但呢刻我好似做咗虧心事咁慌失失！

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Miss Wong 見到我成枱都係頭先寫紙仔嘅廢紙後，再加埋我狼狽樣，佢一口咬定我係掛住畫嘢冇做功課。搞到佢本來唔好嘅心情顯得更加差！此時Miss Wong向我伸手，冷冷咁講：「拎嚟！」

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我望望手上張紙，明顯Miss Wong想收咗佢啦！唉，頭先寫嘅時候我幾咁期待Miss見到聽到我呢番說話。但真係埋牙嗰時，原來———

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原來係咁難為情架！！

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「⋯⋯其實我⋯⋯我⋯⋯」我嚇到支吾其詞。

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Miss Wong 冇講啲咩，用眼神示意我交張紙仔比佢。睇佢咁強勢，我一定冇得避。

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為咗令件事冇咁老尷，我惟有連埋份功課交比Miss Wong。果然佢嘅注意力去咗份功課度，張紙仔就比佢攝喺內頁裡面。

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佢納下睇我做成點，佢表情話我知佢非常唔滿意。之Miss Wong返咗入教員室放低我份功課，唔洗好耐佢就行返出嚟。

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「今日留堂。」佢冷冷咁講，擺低份筆記就返入去教員室。

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望住Miss Wong親手寫比我嘅筆記，我開心咗一下。即使只係關心我個學業，但都好過冇呀。

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放學後，我乖乖地去中一班房留堂。一邊睇住Miss Wong片人，一邊溫佢嘅溫暖筆記。Miss Wong全程冇同過我講嘢，眼尾都唔望下我，不過感覺冇琴日咁冷漠。

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嗯，總算係有啲起色嘅。

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打後兩日，雖然我都仲係有遲到，但冇之前咁嚴重。Miss Wong都係繼續冇同我講嘢。而今日，我終於要為之前違規行為找數。

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「訓導處最後決定要記你一個大過。」高年級訓導老師羅Sir講得有啲唔服氣，冇嘅，我同佢啲牙齒印深到乜咁，佢好想我快啲走。

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更令我感意外嘅係，我以為就算唔係被人踢走，都係兩個大過呀。最後點解只係記一個大過嘅？

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「訓導呢邊一直都見唔到你家長。輔導組覺得要由輔導角度去幫你！所以決定將你轉比吳姑娘跟架啦。你以後要聽話啲呀！」羅Sir停一停又講：「你知唔知你今次其實好易比學校趕走架？」

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「知。」

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「咁你好好珍惜個機會啦！」羅Sir雖然唔鍾意我，但我聽得出佢呢句係出自真心。佢繼續講：「好心你乖啲啦！你可以憎晒全校老師！但惟獨有一個人你一定要對佢好啲呀！」

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「邊個呀？」

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「Miss Wong呀！」

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「吓？！」我吃咗一驚：「關⋯⋯關佢咩事呀？」

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「關佢咩事？梗係關事啦！Miss Wong幫你同副校求情架！如果唔係點會只係記你一個大過咁便宜你呀！」

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羅Sir噴咗我幾句後就走咗，我成個腦白晒，因為我冇意會過Miss會幫我求情。難道幾日前佢走入副校長傾嘢就係為咗我？

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唉⋯⋯無論點，我真係好內疚同好慚愧。Miss Wong 其實從來都冇放棄過我！

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真係好想同Miss Wing 講句多謝同道歉。

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但係上堂根本冇可能同Miss Wong 傾到私人嘢。小息佢一係忙當值，一係就準備下一堂嘅嘢。午息更加唔洗講，佢連食飯時間都係得十分鐘左右。唉⋯⋯我之前仲咁跩，想像唔到佢仲點可以分精神同時間去煩我嘅嘢。

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放學留堂嗰陣，Miss Wong 連片中一仔嘅力氣都冇。我留意到佢嘅疲累應該唔係呢一日嘅事。佢滿面愁容，連笑都變得勉強。除咗我嘅事之外，佢應該仲要煩緊周sir同Matthew師兄嘅事⋯⋯而且可能仲有好多問題都要面對。

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今日終於準時返學⋯⋯唔係！係早咗返去。

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時間係早上七點鐘，校內冇咩人，環境寂靜。今日係我第一次盡返班長嘅責任，去校務處拎鎖匙、粉筆盒、點名簿。校務處啲書記阿姨一見到我就好驚訝，笑咗我一兩句：「咦？我冇睇錯呀嘛！匡少呀？你琴晚喺學校過夜咩？」明顯佢笑緊我以往唔係遲到就逃學啦。

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「早晨。」

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書記阿姨一邊恥笑一邊執埋啲立雜野比我，佢又話：「你咁樣未乖仔囉。唔洗日日麻煩Miss Wong幫手開課室門！」

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我不解咁離開校務處，言下之意，Miss Wong每日都做埋我嗰份？

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然後我返到課室，執下啲林沈野，整返靚個班房。我見到個壁報甩晒啲嘢就幫下手釘返靚佢。呢個時候——

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「班長？」

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我回頭望去課室門前——

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「Mi⋯⋯Miss Wong? 」

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未打鐘喎，Miss Wong咁快到嘅？只見佢冷淡嘅表情閃咗一下驚訝，睇嚟佢都驚訝我竟然咁早返嚟。

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我同佢驚訝咁對望一秒⋯⋯屌做咩好似有啲老尷嘅？搞到我連忙咁講：「Mi⋯⋯Miss Wong, 早晨！」

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「嗯。早晨。」

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我見佢拎住一大疊簿埋去老師位開工。呢刻我回想起頭先書記阿姨提到Miss Wong呢排代我去開課室門。我睇住佢呢刻模樣，心下就奇怪佢唔係應該留喺教員室改簿架咩？但當我見到佢眉宇間嘅愁緒時，我就連繫到呢排關於佢嘅負面消息——佢想遠離充滿是非嘅教員室。

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「你仲企喺度做咩？」Miss Wong邊改簿邊同我講：「仲有成個鐘先打鐘，你唔洗咁快返課室喎。」

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「其他同學仲未返，都冇人同我玩啦。」

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「咁你坐低，我有嘢比你做。」

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我照佢說話做，坐咗喺佢對面嘅位。然後佢將前日我交嘅作業彈返比我，話：「冇一題啱，啲字好核突，重做。」

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Miss Wong 對住我成個機械人咁，講嘢嘅tone冇起伏，今日嘅佢真係cool到一個點。我仲期待佢會問我做咩會早返添。

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Miss Wong繼續埋首工作當中，佢連呼吸都好靜，靜到只係聽到改簿嘅聲。我感覺到當刻嘅氛圍變得愈來愈古怪同尷尬。

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「咳⋯⋯咳⋯⋯」我扮下咳，想緩和下尷尬嘅氣氛。然後我話：「Miss Wong，今日我其實特登早啲返。」

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我心底仍然好想Miss讚下我。

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點知——

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「你係班長，早返嚟開門係你責任。」Miss Wong 眼尾都唔望我，繼續忙佢嘅工作。

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我望住嚴肅嘅佢, 唔知道究竟係佢仲嬲緊我？定係佢呢排太唔開心所以搞到咁。難得獨處，我真係有好多嘢想同佢講。

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好想同佢道歉。

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好想同佢講聲多謝。

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好想關心佢⋯⋯⋯

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但呢一切都被佢嘅冷漠block住晒。我連同佢閒談幾句都唔夠膽。既然係咁，我惟有專心做好功課。好彩我有比心機溫Miss Wong比我嘅筆記，所以全部都識做。於是好快就交返份功課比Miss Wong。

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此時我企喺佢旁邊，終於見到Miss Wong冷漠嘅表情上有一絲驚訝，佢一定訝異我點解會做得咁快。由佢來回納咗幾眼可知，佢應該驚訝我做啱晒。我難忍自豪咁笑，心諗呢次讚我啦掛———

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「重做。」

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吓？

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「字醜，重做！」

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佢推返本作業比我，繼續佢嘅工作。

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唉⋯⋯預咗嘅，氹佢唔同氹一般女仔嘛！我返埋位再做一次，過咗一陣又交返比佢。

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但係⋯⋯

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「再做。」

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喂！

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「你唔寫好啲字，我唔會收！」今次Miss Wong 有望住我講嘢。只係眼神好凌厲，仲用佢枝紅筆指住我講。

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「知道。」我無奈咁答佢。心諗⋯⋯你係咪特登玩我架？

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我要將啱嘅答案擦走，就好似要親手殺死自己個仔咁殘忍！然後我喺「交嘢、彈功課、擦、重做」呢個無間地獄入面不斷輪迴。過咗一陣，我唔知道已經重做咗幾多次。只見張紙都比我擦到霉晒，再重做就會爛。

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我好小心刻下一筆一劃，好似雕刻家咁雕緊個雕塑出嚟。但因為寫字太耐，搞到手心好痛，筆都揸唔穩，啲字真係震過貓王。

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「錯筆劃。」

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Miss Wong把聲喺我旁邊傳嚟，我應聲一睇，佢唔知幾時企咗我隔離！頂，難怪有一種壓力壓咗埋嚟啦。搞到我一時間唔敢落筆寫字添！

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Miss Wong 緩緩靠近，坐咗我隔離，翹埋對黑絲腳⋯⋯頂你，我個心呢刻個感覺好古怪呀！就好似一杯雞尾酒咁，入面溝埋咗好多嘢———有暗戀人嘅甜蜜感；喺呢份基礎之上，係若即若離嘅失落；然後最衝擊我嘅，係一種刺激！視覺？嗅覺？定味蕾上嘅刺激？呢杯酒加咗辣椒定黑椒呀？我知道呢份「刺激」正正就係Miss嗰份由骨子裡散發出嚟嘅誘惑！

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「仲唔寫？」Miss Wong見我呆晒，佢面露不解，語氣都好嚴厲。冇辦法，惟有聽佢話啦！點知我又跌入另一個無間地獄⋯⋯

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「呢度係『勾』呀。」

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「係。」

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「個『撇』撇好少少啦！」

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「知道。」

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「係『點』，唔係『剔』呀！」

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嘩！佢對字體美觀嘅要求唔係一般嘅高啊！簡直到達病態地步！Miss Wong 有強迫症咁，用一個好厭惡嘅態度對住我。當我每寫錯一筆一劃佢都會摺摺聲咁叫！

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「喂！你連寫個『一』字都咁醜嘅！」Miss Wong 已經忍無可忍，語氣都惡咗唔少：「擦過！再寫！」

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佢以女王嘅口吻命令我，我只好照佢說話去做。冇諗過Miss Wong連「一」呢個咁簡單嘅字都咁執著。但係我已經寫到手又累又痛，呢個「一」字點寫都係柒。

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「你仲係咁樣架喎！係咪要我捉住你隻手教你點寫字呀！」佢指住我寫到震晒嘅「一」字鬧：「再寫！」

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即使我心底係鍾意Miss Wong 都好，但我忍受唔到佢呢種對字體美觀嘅病態執著，好自然咁白咗佢一眼。但我隻手不受控制咁照佢說話做，小心咁擦走啲字。張紙擦得大力少少實穿，我更加唔敢喺上面用力寫字。

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唉⋯⋯就住就住咁寫邊會寫得靚呀？加上手心痛，手臂累，Miss Wong 坐喺龐邊嘅壓力⋯⋯啲字已經唔係震過貓王，直頭係打風！

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「嘖——！」佢嗰把厭惡嘅聲音喺我耳朵邊響起。

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就係呢一瞬間，一陣香氣撲鼻，佢嘅體溫亦慢慢迫近埋嚟。

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然後我右邊身突然僵硬晒！完全郁唔到。我好似被冰封咗咁⋯⋯

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⋯⋯係！我真係被冰封起嚟！因為我感覺到揸筆嘅手好凍！呢個凍冰冰嘅感覺一直由手背傳去手臂、蠶食我半邊身，直至幾成個人冰封為止！

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然後，我揸筆嘅手不受控咁喺紙上面寫字。我用僅餘嘅知覺郁動眼球，望去隻手度，同時Miss Wong 喺我耳邊話——

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「你真係要我捉住你隻手教你點寫！！」

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Miss Wong 捉⋯⋯捉住咗我隻手⋯⋯？

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佢冰凍嘅手捉實咗我！親手糾正我寫字！！

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「啊———！！」

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突然間我吃驚大叫！我感覺到有一種反抗嘅力量由心而發，想衝破冰封嘅感覺！

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只感到我有啲失神，我身體做咗一下反射動作。喺我回神之時，我發現自己已經掙開咗Miss Wong隻手，成本作業亦被我掃落地上，離我張枱兩三米位置。

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佢都比我嚇親，我望見佢一面驚訝，一對清澈眼睛瞪大咗。

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清澈嘅眼睛⋯⋯⋯我心跳加速！當我地四目交投之時，令我原本好紅好熱嘅面頰變得更熱！我連忙離開位執返本作業！

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「Mi⋯⋯Miss⋯⋯對⋯⋯對唔住！」我唔知自己發生緊咩事！只感到呢刻好老尷！總之求其講啲嘢去緩和下個氣氛啦！

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然後我聽到高踭鞋聲，見到Miss Wong 亦都離開咗位，行咗喺我對面約兩三米嘅位置。只見佢表現唔再冷漠，仲好似多咗份理解⋯⋯理解？佢理解咗我啲咩呀？難道因為我頭先嘅激動反應令佢知道咗我——鍾意佢？

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「Sorry。」

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下？做咩同我講sorry?

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「我唔應該將我個人對寫字嘅執著加喺你身上嘅。」Miss Wong 溫柔咁笑，係我好耐都未見過嘅笑容。

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聽佢咁講，氣氛好似冇咁老尷。同時間——「鈴——！」鐘聲響起。

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Miss Wong 望咗出去走廊，就話：「嗯，要準備上堂啦。我拎返啲簿落去先。」但佢好似想借啲意離開課室，難道佢都覺得尷尬？

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Miss Wong正想離開時，佢視線望咗去地下，眼睛瞪一瞪，似乎發現到啲嘢。我隨佢視線一同望去，就發現有張對摺咗嘅紙仔喺地上面。

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張紙咁熟口面嘅⋯⋯啊！！係前日我寫比M佢嘅紙呀！張紙一直攝喺作業書皮內頁度！即係佢一直都冇睇過張紙啦！！

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「你跌咗嘢喎！」Miss Wong行前想執起張紙。

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頂！我入面寫咗⋯⋯痴撚線咩！咁難為情！咁噁心！咁惡頂嘅嘢點可以比佢知架！

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於是我又上前想執返起佢！電光火石之間，我同Miss Wong 一同蹲下，我地嘅指尖剛好撞上。

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有一下電流麻痺咗我，喺我遲疑嘅一瞬，佢已經執起張紙。

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我同佢慢慢起返身，我見佢一面思索咁，應該慢慢回憶起呢張紙係佢誤會我畫公仔嗰張！

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「Mi⋯⋯Miss⋯⋯唔該比返張紙我呀⋯⋯。」我阻止唔到心跳、阻止唔到我表情可以變得有幾驚同怕醜！

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Miss Wong 望返我，佢唔多講啲咩，但睇表情佢似乎想講「咁鬼鼠？我就睇下你畫咗啲咩？」

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於是佢打開咗張紙。

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⋯⋯⋯

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⋯⋯⋯⋯時間凝結起嚟。

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我表情都僵住咗。

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Miss Wong原本帶住微笑嘅表情都慢慢凝重起嚟⋯⋯

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「Miss，我擔心你。」

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字雖然醜，但Miss Wong呢刻一定感覺到我當時真係好比心機寫呢一句說話。當時我之所以咁認真寫，係因應我怕字太醜佢會唔鍾意，咁更莫講話將呢份心意話比佢知。

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佢慢慢咁放低手，垂低頭，好似諗緊啲嘢。當佢抬頭望返我時，佢眼神好似變化咗。我講唔出、形容唔到係啲咩。只知道我同佢之間有一種神秘氛圍慢慢形成緊。

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「班長⋯⋯」Miss Wong嘅聲音變得好細聲，彷彿佢呢一刻已經放低咗老師嘅身份。但佢欲言又止咁，我好想知佢想同我講啲咩嘢。

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而我感覺到自己再忍受唔住內心嘅衝動。

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我好想！

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一定要！

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喺呢一刻！

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同Miss講———

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「Miss Wong 我鍾意你！」

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