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Adore me- the fourth novel
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The fourth instalment 

"Ready baby" he smiles over at me. I gaze at him with his white shirt undone and his jean shorts and can't believe we're doing this together.

"I'm ready Jay" I say meeting his piercing blue eyes. I recount all of those mornings sitting next to him in the lecture hall denying that I was attracted to him, his continuous comments all to keep conversation with me. Our constant game of cat and mouse and all of the silly arguments. All of the parties where we made out with each other behind closed doors and then denied each other the following day. Saying his name in my sleep and dreaming about him before we even got here. And now we are here completely sure about one another, wildly in love and both ready for forever.

Taylor is presented with an offer she is unable to refuse in this fourth instalment which follows on from desire me. It’s safe to say life is going well in all directions. Love has never been better and life is set in motion through her new job as principal dancer at a top dance company in New York.

Both possessing a love of art and creativity, Matthew James Henderson is determined to keep his place in her life at all costs. No matter the consequences, Matty is not willing to give up. 


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Ross
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#158
I will never ever love another
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#159
Hopeless romantic
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#160
Peterson
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#161
Untouchable
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#162
I’m not his
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#163
Your go
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#164
The third time
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