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No Plagiarism!ueiFX1mt7v2omwrNmOTwposted on PENANA 來到畢業前的最後一個暑假,因為沒有參與任何Ocamp,我只在需要處理攝影展的時候才會回校。8964 copyright protection120PENANA67gfPWebME 維尼
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直到暑假的某一天,當我走在回校的天橋上時,我抬頭才發現Marcus跟幾個大概是組媽的女生與我擦肩而過。8964 copyright protection120PENANAfW10lcXUza 維尼
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那幾個女生圍在Marcus身旁吱吱喳喳地討論着,而Marcus看起來也挺享受被女生圍繞的生活。8964 copyright protection120PENANAdCj5BHGogU 維尼
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我禁不住站在路中心停下腳步,回頭看着漸行漸遠的他們,我實在不知道自己為何仍有點在意,甚至乎會幻想她們是否跟我以往一樣,正在跟Marcus發展永遠不會說穿的關係呢?8964 copyright protection120PENANAc1vzHtz1p3 維尼
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整個暑假我幾乎都用兼職來填滿時間表。每天都是早出晚歸甚至直接在校園留宿,拖着疲倦的身軀如喪屍般行走。8964 copyright protection120PENANAhf9jYpP2oR 維尼
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剛經歷完Norman的糾纏後,我選擇了沉淪一段時間,下載不同的交友(交配)Apps,甚至連登遠近馳名的「留低TG就會有人揾」也沒有放過。8964 copyright protection120PENANAi0CMA8ZQEr 維尼
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過程中遇到大大小小性格各異的男人,有些人會假裝跟你有可能,但其實只為享受被人喜歡,對他呵護備至的感覺。8964 copyright protection120PENANAJvE7bqgbdq 維尼
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又有些人會假裝跟你曖昧,給你愛情,但其實只為幾晚的活塞運動,完事後會就馬上變為另一張嘴臉,甚麼「習慣了自由」、「還是覺得不太適合」、「對你還不夠了解」等垃圾理由都會全數盡出。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbNafx4O44E 維尼
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到最後真正能約出來,甚至上了房,也有試過因為完全沒有心靈上的溝通就見面,到現場因為不夠濕潤,過於疼痛所以在關鍵時刻,被我拒絕進入。8964 copyright protection120PENANA7DuYMKhQaS 維尼
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也有人約了出來,跟你大聊特聊他是多麼優秀,跟他在一起會有多麼幸福,但可能當天其實只是你們認識的第三天,是你們第一次見面。8964 copyright protection120PENANAEYrtsjIy59 維尼
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而在云云人海當中,有個叫Andus的人跟我聊了好一段時間。8964 copyright protection120PENANAQIuGxkw9G2 維尼
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他就真的像個網友一樣,會跟我分享生活日常,甚至會跟我分析哪個我在交友app中認識的男生明顯是fuckboy,哪個在對話中感覺會有伏,高機率是player。8964 copyright protection120PENANAVUujG7KpFV 維尼
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重點是,他跟我的前度很像。不是前度Norman,是再上一位前度,一位影響我一輩子的前度,一位到現在每當夜闌人靜想起他時,心臟都會揪在一起的前度。8964 copyright protection120PENANASvA01DhZfa 維尼
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Andus就跟那一位前度一樣,永遠像個大哥哥似的,感覺是個能好好依靠的人。始終經歷過Norman之後,我更加確認我是需要被照顧,而不是當照顧的一方。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbQJ37Zvccq 維尼
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『你咁夜都未瞓嘅? 00:57 AM』我在whatsapp中問他。8964 copyright protection120PENANA9qtaV8kawA 維尼
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『唔知點解瞓唔着。 00:58 AM』Andus回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANArisf9DN81s 維尼
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『咁好啦,陪你傾吓偈啦。 00:59 AM』我回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAfGuaI52K4N 維尼
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接着,Andus便直接致電了給我。8964 copyright protection120PENANAK9hg3ULLpX 維尼
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「咩事呀,做咩夜媽媽打嚟呀?哈哈。」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection120PENANA5tPbJToIXk 維尼
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「你唔係話陪我傾偈嘅咩?」他問。8964 copyright protection120PENANA4LarMnD6xY 維尼
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「吓我諗住同你純文字討論咋,哈哈哈。」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection120PENANATcPEdEfxJP 維尼
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「咁⋯⋯我收線囉。」他裝可憐地說。8964 copyright protection120PENANADPuUq3nSu5 維尼
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「咁又唔洗嘅~點呀,有咩心事咁呀?」我說。8964 copyright protection120PENANA614og0zB2c 維尼
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那天晚上,是我第一次跟Andus以語音的方式溝通,因為在此之前,我跟他還真的一直處於純文字討論的狀態。8964 copyright protection120PENANA2UQBmsQgwS 維尼
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我記得那天跟他足足聊到快凌晨五點。聊天的内容,我也不太記得了,大概也是一些廢話,只是那些是由兩個彼此也不願掛上電話的人,為了一直延伸話題下去的廢話。8964 copyright protection120PENANAmeCDk795fb 維尼
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『今晚有咩搞呀? 07:27 PM』Andus在Whatsapp中問我。8964 copyright protection120PENANAP36KYay87p 維尼
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『翻緊工。 07:28 PM』我回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAjetbApyDz7 維尼
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『又翻?你日日唔係翻工就係翻學校嘅。 07:28 PM』他回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWGvuaSQmIt 維尼
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『請不要歧視毒撚的生活。 07:29 PM』我回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWc97b3akUa 維尼
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『咁你放工食埋嘢先翻去啦! 07:30 PM』他回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAVSHRcVtZt0 維尼
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『唔啦,咁夜食飯好易肥㗎。 07:31 PM』我回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAvpRUiMeeil 維尼
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『唉,成日唔好好照顧自己! 07:32 PM』他回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANABNq3FDn81R 維尼
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接着,因為需要工作,我無法再回覆他。本來打算下班後再好好回覆,沒想到到了下班的時候,在我打算回覆他之前,發現他在我上班期間,就已經再次發了幾個訊息過來。8964 copyright protection120PENANACJqyIcR8uR 維尼
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『你係咪又一城翻工呀?我依家都響又一城喎。 07:59 PM』他在Whatsapp中問。8964 copyright protection120PENANAVt1GDPEoTI 維尼
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『你收工打比我啦。 08:16 PM』他再在Whatsapp中回覆。8964 copyright protection120PENANAiQ45kJE4Pq 維尼
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看到他的訊息以後着實讓我嚇了一跳,因為我從沒想過會跟他見面,至少不會是突如其來的今天見面。8964 copyright protection120PENANAJFnyqAgXNK 維尼
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我除了是素顏的狀態外,更是穿着得極為撲素,寬鬆的T裇,破洞牛仔褲,SUICOKE拖鞋。8964 copyright protection120PENANAn6F0dx8HTh 維尼
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這絕非是我幻想中跟他碰面的打扮,正當我想拒絕他時,沒想到他卻已經直接致電給我了。8964 copyright protection120PENANABImaRhC8P0 維尼
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「你係咪收工喇!想食咩呀?」他輕鬆地問。8964 copyright protection120PENANAoTOGeep5i5 維尼
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「吓?你仲響又一城㗎?」我驚訝地問。8964 copyright protection120PENANAewXpjI27qP 維尼
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「係呀,今日咁啱要同個客響附近傾嘢嘛。快啲啦!想食咩呀?」他問。8964 copyright protection120PENANAHRk97oIzyI 維尼
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「呃⋯⋯但我今日着得好柒喎⋯⋯」我尷尬地說。8964 copyright protection120PENANAZLBDFBybag 維尼
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「有咩所謂吖,又唔係要食你,普通食飯啫,你唔係咁都拒絕我呀。」他說。8964 copyright protection120PENANAyHG5zGCSmA 維尼
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「唉好啦好啦,但我真係着得好衰喎,你下次早講嘛!」我尷尬地說。8964 copyright protection120PENANALwlk1Kv0xH 維尼
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九點過後的又一城在餐廳上已經沒甚麼選擇,因為頂層的Food Court好像太過隨便,最後我們決定去吃茶木。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbI0gs9E6Pl 維尼
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