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No Plagiarism!vi2CCrlPbzVJUQ5WCVhzposted on PENANA 「Hi!你未瞓㗎可?我啱啱樓下聽到你好似有幾聲咳⋯⋯咁啱我又有啲感冒藥響身,你食完聽朝應該就無事㗎喇!」Keith在我門外尷尬地說。8964 copyright protection100PENANAIKnKFOK2Qh 維尼
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「咁你都聽得出⋯⋯我本身就係想落去買藥呀,唔該哂!」我在門內尷尬地說。8964 copyright protection100PENANA8gC55f2JlO 維尼
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我實在沒想到Keith竟然會留意到我感冒,但他的細心卻又令我有點動容。8964 copyright protection100PENANAESfuOMuDB7 維尼
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其實除了Jack跟Alice外,這趟交流團期間,我跟Keith也擦出了點曖昧的情愫。8964 copyright protection100PENANAZBbF4V2Qz3 維尼
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可能因為我經常獨自拿着相機走到一旁拍照,Keith也總會拿着相機走過來跟我搭話。8964 copyright protection100PENANAYxA7uqBHZ5 維尼
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但我跟他就只是單純地止於對話上的交流。我知道自己心中仍然存在Andus,因此我實在不想在這個情況下讓Keith成為下一個Norman。8964 copyright protection100PENANANGkqe9xvMI 維尼
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所以當我察覺到Keith對我的態度變得有點曖昧時,我便特別刻意地冷待他。8964 copyright protection100PENANAmulbrNL2Fo 維尼
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曖昧是種高劑量的毒品,只要出現丁點就足以上癮。8964 copyright protection100PENANApEOsnDKe2I 維尼
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我內心也很想找到屬於自己的幸福,所以當我跟Keith之間默默地產生出曖昧的情愫時,明知高毒性,但我還是被這種致命的毒藥誘惑所吸引。8964 copyright protection100PENANATuREgX8cHO 維尼
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剛開始認識一個人,因為生命軌跡的不同,所以兩個人總會有無盡的話題,上至天文,下至地理,無所不談。8964 copyright protection100PENANAG9BwSYadmf 維尼
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即使話題有多無聊,只要彼此都願意,總會聊到通宵達旦,不眠不休的,好像要把人生所有話題全都一次過聊上才罷休。8964 copyright protection100PENANAwcE2OCa1Yb 維尼
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而在對話間偶爾出現的共同性,總會令你覺得跟電話另一端的對象格外合襯,根本就是你命中注定的人,讓人更加沉迷。8964 copyright protection100PENANAxv3fatsSGh 維尼
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情況就跟你玩BINGO一樣,在曖昧線上的拉扯間,每多劃上一個共同符號,就很容易令人心中更加少女心地尖叫起來,更為小鹿亂撞。8964 copyright protection100PENANA2SqiopCM4o 維尼
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自我幻想地以為遇到生命缺失了的那條肋骨,卻忘記了人一開始總會把最美好的自己向對方呈現,總要在相處一段很長的時間才能看到對方隱藏心底,黑暗的一面。8964 copyright protection100PENANAbm7JtR5s3d 維尼
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就跟我與Andus一樣,起初都被對方身上自己缺失的某個部分所吸引。8964 copyright protection100PENANAc61SqARkgO 維尼
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或者我表面的獨立堅強是小女友無法顯示予他的,但其實我心底裡亦想成為一個天真單純的小女生,亦會在愛的人面前耍耍小脾氣,亦渴望被對方寵着地照顧,只是因為需要競爭而抑壓自己,扭曲成盡量配合他的形狀。8964 copyright protection100PENANAekpa89JVUu 維尼
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而我亦會被Andus大人的模樣所吸引,因為剛剛經歷過Norman的單純幼稚,所以更希望能遇上個成熟穩重的大人。8964 copyright protection100PENANAmIerXGbnoH 維尼
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他所有在專業上的知識,對例如股票那些數字遊戲上的見解全都一一令我着迷,因為那些是我完全無力觸及的世界。他做事的成熟,是我當時年齡層接觸到的男性不會擁有的。8964 copyright protection100PENANApvDGGXDZQY 維尼
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只不過曖昧一開始當然美好,但跟Keith聊着聊着,愈是曖昧,我就愈開始想逃避。8964 copyright protection100PENANAYawcHvlSVJ 維尼
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因為總覺得一段關係永遠只有這階段才是最美好。8964 copyright protection100PENANA9FjYqoOJ4S 維尼
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有人跟我說過,只有女人才會覺得「重新認識一個人」很累,男人根本不會這樣想。8964 copyright protection100PENANAIUgws0asHw 維尼
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我並不知道這句話是否正確,因為我是女人,而告訴我這件事的,是一個男人。8964 copyright protection100PENANAdWEUpxyLZd 維尼
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但我的確有這種心態,兩個人曖昧不明的時候總會為關係鋪上一層厚厚的濾鏡,覺得對方的一切全都完美無瑕。8964 copyright protection100PENANA7GTtgTMlnX 維尼
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但我實在害怕日子漸久,我的真面目會被揭穿,我在Keith心中的形象亦會崩壞。8964 copyright protection100PENANAXHNDzPyRso 維尼
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甚麼真相?當然就是你們看到的這個故事呀!8964 copyright protection100PENANATs6XpUs6jf 維尼
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就跟我第一次跟Andus進入酒店房間前所說,我總不能跟知道我這段過去的人發展吧。8964 copyright protection100PENANAhdhH9Hgdo0 維尼
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雖然我沒有完整地透露我的故事,但每每在酒局聚會的時候,聽到Keith說出甚麼只接受跟女朋友做愛,有甚麼感情潔癖,我都覺得特別刺耳。8964 copyright protection100PENANAIdqt9RQvjW 維尼
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總好像他這類人會站在道德的高地上去指責我的行為,恥笑我的放蕩。8964 copyright protection100PENANANW2PoElJNd 維尼
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雖然我也只跟他透露過我現階段的感情狀態是複雜的,或者他以為我只是跟別的男生曖昧過但無疾而終吧。8964 copyright protection100PENANA1R3LTBt4dC 維尼
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他不知道我的過去已經如此,我實在無法想像,若果有天跟他在一起後,當他知道真相時我要面對些甚麼。8964 copyright protection100PENANAs2oXk0SICd 維尼
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會被說是蕩婦嗎?又或者當他得悉真相時,之後每次的吵架,我這段過去都要被他拿出來諷刺,來批判一番嗎?8964 copyright protection100PENANArR5z76nxlF 維尼
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與其待他發現我一個又一個的謊言,揭穿真相後去破壞這段時間的美好,倒不如把這份曖昧留在這個地方,這個時刻。8964 copyright protection100PENANAasw5xBFyvF 維尼
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將一切的感情埋藏在屬於我們之間的時間囊內,至少每每回看,都只嘗到當中的甜,而不用承擔內裡的苦。8964 copyright protection100PENANAk1XSR9vNUw 維尼
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有些事情明知沒可能,就不要讓他發生了吧。8964 copyright protection100PENANA3DhUiRMSql 維尼
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你呢?如果知道楊穎姿的過去被一層一層的謊言所堆砌,你還會原諒我嗎?8964 copyright protection100PENANAIVhAkThR1W 維尼
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又或者可能一切只是我想多了,但我寧願我多想總比我少想來得安全。8964 copyright protection100PENANAJD7DAgPxbV 維尼
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我實在再無法再承受任何感情上的試探和失敗,情感上的蕩婦再慷慨,也是會被世界操到體無完膚,滿身傷痕的。8964 copyright protection100PENANALQkSU5fPI6 維尼
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「好吖唔該哂!咁我食完聽日再比翻啲藥你吖!你都早啲瞓啦~早抖呀!」我繼續站在門內尷尬地說。8964 copyright protection100PENANA54KiTaegXP 維尼
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由於我現在實在需要來顆感冒藥,接過Keith遞過來的感冒藥,跟他道謝後,我便徐徐關上門吃了藥後便趕快躺到床上休息。8964 copyright protection100PENANApDeob9L08X 維尼
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