花了不少勁兒，終於一個人搬進了新房子73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHZIOEKvu0
房子是個不起眼的小巷舊式唐樓單位，位置靜僻73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AWGVTaq8i
窗戶寬闊，小巷樓景中一個小缺口，正好讓陽光透進來73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKj6Ykn7sa
除了晚上小巷裡一些熱鬧的時間，其餘都是靜謐的時光73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx2Y4wr1Na
孤僻且帶有希望73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpcjPyC27U
正是我喜歡這房子的地方73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDii0gqbZYx
還沒有跟鄰里混熟，先打招呼的就是曱甴73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4imRTlMhY
唐樓嘛，這大概是避免不了的命運73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJmvanwTOa
早料如此，入伙前就找了滅蟲公司替全屋做了防蟲，防患未然73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEC8DhqRNV
放了些餌，焗了個霧，這批「原居民」隔兩天就全家半夜爬出來，倒在地上73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhHg8wGglO
這一期一會的招呼，隨來個一掃一倒的送別禮73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyndMPvoWDr
就只剩一隻73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKeGnS6Kzw
這一隻體型較大，腳長得很，還有那讓人毛骨悚然的「腳毛」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeRFiyNnKv
牠藏身於雜物房門框之間，彌留著73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4IYS5UVZ1
動作很遲鈍很虛弱，該也是吃了餌73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt75Xt6Ly2
偽善的我不想弄髒手，把門關起來，計劃一星期後才開門73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbJjv7lc1d
關門前告訴牠：「不想你走的難看，你自己靜靜地走吧。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipX2CNHQmd
心裡替牠難過和無奈73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1YZmcwVr1
作為兇手，這大概是最矛盾的想法73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoA256c2eF
唯一能能讓自己心裡好過些的，就是讓牠靜靜地死去73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtifrlvNbB7
心裡很清楚，這偽善沒能為這場大屠殺退去幾分殘酷73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd01p7bZiE
這就是城巿的法則73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM6so1GCM7
作為城巿的齒輪，我們的待遇比曱甴好不了多少73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi41YULl4K
或許我也在為自己感到難過和無奈73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBCNPRPVkW
新房入伙，總算把地方弄個乾淨73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tWgFyj3EH
人還沒有適應新空間，溫度，聲音和陽光73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb6YWJbQLO
房子裡裡外外每一處都觸動到神經73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTo7LQB0Bu
人還在慢慢地調節自己的敏感度73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FvUoLPfVJ
雜物房關門後第二天，作了個夢73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZpnQirEOP
是那隻曱甴在夢裡跟我對話73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WccUsY0ug
雜物房門打開了，牠和牠整家一起就待在門框之上，與我展開了對話73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvymdlqSuVh
「我要走了，你也知道的。臨走前有些話想跟你說。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLA5wSYKvK
「嗯，請你好好地說。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlunovlqXSU
「我想和我的家人在一起，你也見過牠們了。我這遺願已經沒可能達成。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQF0YO61xj
「我很抱歉，也沒能力給你一個滿意的解釋。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijyOetznMA
「我們這兩個品種就是合不來。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcDgGy8x1O
「是的。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYkroDADIJ
「我們這品種由史前，活成至今這樣子，我覺得很痛心。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1LJcteDTt
無論去到哪裡，都得活過一場又一場殘酷的大屠殺才能苟且生存下去。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfIJ6lt8FX
而我只想跟家人待在一起，連這麼卑微的願望都達成不了。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKIZmywsRe
「我們不能共處一室，希望你明白。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCxCWpBbUY
「我也知道這是一件無可奈何的事。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb0w3e2ovr
我只想告訴你這些，沒別的了。我也是時候離開，再見。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbwBW4sJLm
翌日早上，儲物房的門打開73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkC89uoBhd
陽光透了進去，那隻曱甴就瑟縮在門框的角落，死去了
安息吧
說畢便從儲物房拿出梯子，關上門，換燈泡去了
73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFui6NbSq2l
再見了，我的抑鬱。
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