歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPEEIFH5oP
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfTMlcqFis
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9miSlUhPl6
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6VEL7WhXy
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsaGrj4arU
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndgKWeUPyM
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAMtBmUddC
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8spEjmDOc
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3kWGuSatd
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggc3ov4FWe
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PkqoKyLXp
就算曾被責罵，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pxr2irLeU
現在明白是心疼啊。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvFR3q3wBb
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你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBRzmNY84y
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0pUbJVH3b
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFnvyTV5Dl
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtrBQTsN4s
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBTMBOIW8z
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsoxmWoHry
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElaQvhZxzS
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTA10f1p3o
就算曾經責罵，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy381c0pQDZ
現在才明白那是心疼啊。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sEdyomNKc
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg4OON5ffW
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG3Sp3YEnA
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZaJV74h7p
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaKFlW1h71
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATpjbZWHJz
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6B7P1M4th
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「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUNuorhKth
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHjz2ZyC4m
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86rDguMAs6
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSADnBoFCO
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIxgLxjo3K
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZH9mYGXCm
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6kHi3pksg
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP2TWTX1km
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『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUttnsFFXZ
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzA0TbL4aq
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyAMao0HZj
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我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrS8BKsLNn
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5cCyOEMzt
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『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo8pJ7QFcT
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH8zm2TqKC
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuzL7LYUVy
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在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5FE205ok1
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昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqFR60e6kQ
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我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP8uxHUUWf
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPANg7shrd
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaNMRpd3ew
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV8EYaz3Ee
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