把阿芝送到地鐵車站後,綠田拖著好像失去了一點力量的雙腿,慢慢沿著人煙稀少的天橋回家。整段回家的過程中,剛才那感覺的誤會就在綠田的腦海裏不斷重播。他嘗試回想以往與阿芝在性愛之前的那些微妙眼神交流與身體語言,雖然過程二人沒有特別多說甚麽,但如同這次的誤會卻一次也沒有在從前發生過——哪怕是二人第一次發生關係的時機。157Please respect copyright.PENANAoTPxTktIsH
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想著想著,他只能歸咎於自己或許這幾天的思緒太雜亂,才在剛才突然意會了錯的方向。而彼時他已經太累,只剩下殘餘未洩的慾望在他的身體裏攪動著。157Please respect copyright.PENANAnYcqOme1JE
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回到家後,他用電話選了一段以前看過的成人影片去輔助自慰,不過儘管眼前的男女優在激烈地做愛,綠田卻強烈地感覺到自己所見與所聽到的,就只有阿芝一絲不掛的倩影與嬌喘聲;嗅到與觸碰到的,也只有阿芝身上的淡淡體香與溫熱。直到最後把雜念排出體外後,他才深深吐了口氣,帶著熱血過後的身體一邊沖暖水涼一邊放鬆。157Please respect copyright.PENANAEmLmPjU5ya
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洗澡過後,綠田用電腦播放著 YouTube 上的幾小時鋼琴純音樂,一邊聽著一邊伸展著,直到幾分鐘後他收到阿妹傳來的照片,而照片可見圍著頸巾的阿妹雙手插在綠田送她的粉紅貓暖水袋中,微微地向著鏡頭笑著。157Please respect copyright.PENANARzNkftOFks
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「個暖水袋超級好用!」阿妹說。157Please respect copyright.PENANAG682cLAfkz
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「護士幫你影?😂」綠田的問題被已讀了幾分鐘後,便收到了阿妹的來電。157Please respect copyright.PENANAUrAKPUAp8r
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「我出咗個大堂到坐,諗住同你傾一陣!」阿妹的聲音好像有點期待地說完後,便輕聲地問:「會唔會阻住你休息?」157Please respect copyright.PENANAgv1Om4rUu6
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「唔會呀。」綠田把電腦播放的音樂停下來。157Please respect copyright.PENANAAzROwtoYZs
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「張相係阿爸幫我影㗎,佢今日嚟咗探我。」阿妹說。157Please respect copyright.PENANAmJRrkMg40K
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「哦⋯⋯」綠田聽後想了一下,自己也有兩個月沒見過對方了,上次父子見面的時候是爺爺的死忌,二人和阿妹去拜祭阿爺後到了大牌檔吃煲仔飯和幾道小炒,那次是綠田這幾年來唯一一次跟父親吃飯,也是他第一次有機會請父親吃飯。157Please respect copyright.PENANAKkr1Z9QIpg
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「佢同你一樣,好似覺得我會喺醫院凍死咁。」阿妹笑著說:「佢自己織咗一條頸巾畀我,而且係我超鍾意嗰隻綠色,好似牛油果嗰隻。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAGC8V46sPBJ
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聽到後,綠田返回二人的對話框中查看那張阿妹剛才傳來的照片,才發現了阿妹頸上戴著的正是父親送她的這條親手編織的頸巾。157Please respect copyright.PENANA3mw0oVnx1R
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「佢咁有心。」綠田並沒有跟阿妹說,其實自己所送的暖水袋中,也有牛油果綠的配色。157Please respect copyright.PENANAps2Txf0jbW
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「你哋都好有心啦!」阿妹說:「而且佢仲織咗條畀你㗎,黑色頸巾,你應該都啱。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAQtsviQaiHq
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「啱呀。」綠田點了點頭,雖然阿妹看不見。157Please respect copyright.PENANAW7JIliZCi2
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「你可以之後有時間探我再拎呀~」阿妹說:「不過佢好似又再老咗啲咁,唔知點講。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAGNDVcfmKGh
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「唔⋯⋯」綠田沉默了片刻,想像父親比最後一次見面還蒼老的畫面,帶點模糊。157Please respect copyright.PENANAWJzBSXsD17
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「不過!我最想講嘅係呢⋯⋯」阿妹悄悄地笑道:「今日我又見到嗰個男仔。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAkVQka1B1Xu
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「你噚日講嗰個?」157Please respect copyright.PENANAY2brqLPPU4
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「係呀,送本書畀我嘅嗰個男仔。」綠田能從阿妹的柔美的聲音中聽出幸福感:「然後呢⋯⋯然後我哋今日就⋯⋯」157Please respect copyright.PENANALvBXbSALlL
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阿妹話畢的餘音裡帶著一點難禁的笑意,那讓綠田的嘴角也自然而然地上揚起來。157Please respect copyright.PENANA7AMMmwTrpb
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「然後點呢~」綠田問後,阿妹嘻嘻地小聲笑著,然後就喃喃地說出答案:「我哋拖咗手~」157Please respect copyright.PENANA1dileSN9vt
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「哇⋯⋯」綠田不自覺地讚嘆起來:「可唔可以知道係點樣發生㗎~」157Please respect copyright.PENANAdlyzrlOM8h
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「可以~」阿妹笑得雀躍地說:「剩係同你講住咋!如果之後見到我啲同學都唔好提起住呀。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAhjraJOxjQN
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「得啦!」157Please respect copyright.PENANAiFJ291Z5Xy
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「事源係今日『同行』個社工同我哋幾個講,因為我哋幾個都認識咗大家一段時間,知道咗大家嘅故事,所以就想等大家喺今日活動嘅最後畀啲鼓勵說話大家咁。」阿妹說:「咁然後大家嗰時都係輪流講少少嘢啦咁。」157Please respect copyright.PENANAOPjE9ignNv
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綠田閉著眼地背靠在梳化的懷抱上,面帶微笑地想像著那情景。157Please respect copyright.PENANAPsJOLZkvG8
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「然後呢⋯⋯到活動完咗大家各散東西之後,佢就過嚟同我講⋯⋯其實啱先嗰啲說話仲未係好可以表達到佢想向我表達嘅心聲。」說到這裡的時候,綠田能清晰聽見電話另一頭的阿妹深呼吸了一下才續說:「然後我哋後嚟就⋯⋯不知不覺咁拖咗手。」