2010.12.13　by 桑塔兒36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWGmYTN3yK
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◎謹獻給兔兔、還有某桑自己

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

　　這是一家酒吧，不同於這個熱鬧的程式，它是有點憂傷、寧靜的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wzW3d42JW
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直到一名女子哭了出來、直接將手機摔了出去！36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4kjMj1Hne
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「雪特！說什麼最在乎的都是在騙我！每一次公司要加班，你就丟下我不管了！騙子騙子騙子！」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjoZsHy6Yj
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酒保淨淨的，只是低藤擦著自己手中的高腳酒杯，低頭不語，完全不像其他課人一樣，有驚嚇的動作反應。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wnCbIsPlu
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「看什麼！？沒看過別人失戀啊！」女子惡狠狠的瞪著四周的人，直到沒人敢看她，才胡抹著自己臉上的淚水，走到了吧檯前，連看都沒看手機一眼。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm79YvPw3JX
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「深水炸彈。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nGYqD9cPY
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酒保立刻俐落的調製了一杯，女子喝了一杯、又要了一杯。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcepZ5gdJzU
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很快的，女子的面前已經堆滿了十幾個杯子，她微感醉意的抬手，想要再要一杯。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpbZMVAzus
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一杯喝不醉、就喝第二杯，依然不醉，就一直喝，喝到醉為止。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YUYnLTWoD
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酒保伸手，輕輕的壓住了女子拿著酒杯的手，「客人，我們要打烊了。更何況，妳也不應該再繼續喝了，該回家了。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZGUgiO2Qy
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女子大笑幾聲，笑聲之中卻是無比蕭索，「回去？哪裡才是我該回去的地方？不如實際一點，讓我沉睡在醉夢之中，更輕鬆一點。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WS7iuEdNg
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酒保不以為意，收下了女子桌上所有的酒杯，換上了一杯熱茶給她，「和男朋友吵架？我想他是很擔心妳的，不去把手機撿回來嘛？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCITKi7iTRK
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酒保的聲音，其實不特別，但是就是一種很溫醇的感覺，那女子的態度緩頰了下來。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJt3MnoitS
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「撿回來，又怎麼樣呢？他的心，我撿不回來啊……」女子捧著熱茶，眼淚一滴滴的，掉了進去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgKDYJffB6
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酒保也給自己砌了一杯茶，拿出了整包的衛生紙放在吧檯上，「他負了你？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZpzIteX81
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女子猛搖著頭：「不可能！那樣我早就分手了！」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxFCo8i9jk
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原本還信誓旦旦的樣子，在下一秒又沉寂了下來，「可是，他都沒時間陪我……」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpad0cSKmLJ
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酒保撐著頰，眨著那雙溫潤的黑眸，「真好，真年輕……真讓我羨慕啊。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDSUFddvWo
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女子看到酒保慵懶的樣子，不禁呆了呆，她來了那麼多次，從沒看過這酒保有這麼多的表情變化，有點不住的心跳了起來。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bW2g3iLzm
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酒保彷彿知道她在想什麼，笑了笑，直起身子，「你們還可以努力，這些問題就可以解決了。但是，這世界上，卻有太多太多的問題不是只靠努力，就可以擺平的。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkRngpzL6A
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女子看著酒保的微笑一如往常，卻隱約的帶著滄傷。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEOF33PUUN
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這家酒吧開了很多年，面前的酒保看起來也不過三十上下，又是怎樣的際遇，讓他有這樣的笑容？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3j7QR9lnI
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不禁地，她好奇了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Nd2dy562j
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「酒保先生，可以告訴我，你的故事嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HNPmYVzfn
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酒保看了看時鐘，再看了看眼前的女子，無奈的笑了，「聽完故事，要乖乖回家，好嗎？不要讓愛你的人繼續擔心下去了。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkioqSA4tQ
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女子笑瞇了眼，點點頭、小跑步的去撿回手機。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJmbHnMbHE
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酒保捧著熱茶，恍惚的想起，自己也曾有過這樣靦腆的時候。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RbLSFjpcJ
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「那是十幾年前的事了……」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Aec1KdxO
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他還記得學長背那時對著自己的背影、沉穩的低語：「褚，跟我交往。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj71yqRCzfM
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剛開始褚冥漾是不可置信的，還以為那天是愚人節，甚至拿出了手機確認日期。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcwwe1w96y
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但是當他看見學長的耳廓染上了一層淡淡的紅嫣，褚冥漾自己的臉也一瞬間爆紅。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOoc20x84K
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『為為為……為什麼是我？』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfdGip2Wwy
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冰炎沒好氣的轉過身，看著他，『因為你就是你，笨蛋。』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2acF7rmQt
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似是而非的道理，但褚冥漾卻懂了冰炎的意思，害羞的笑了一下，伸手握住對自己伸出的大掌。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4CJlEULYE
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他以為，他們會一直走下去的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFbI0C1ypL
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他們是眾人眼中的閃光情侶、整天大家抱怨他們的存在，就是用來閃瞎大家的眼睛的，即使不做什麼，但只要彼此在對方身邊的半徑一公尺內，就會自動放出閃光。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlpQd7F7Gr
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曾經，他是尷尬的笑著，心虛的反駁應該沒有那麼閃，那個人也待在他的身邊，雖然沒說話，卻是勾著笑容，頗有得意的意味。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIy1tB9P2S
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他們之間，甚至連一次吵架也沒有。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmUGwEbxXl
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那又是為什麼呢？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuw8erXyoT
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轉捩點？所謂的轉捩點，到底是什麼？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLoG4McQEd
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事情發生在不知不覺當中。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hrTtWkrdK
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愛情從來就不是公平的天平，付出多少就會得到多少。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zjNyz3VYE
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學長的霸道，不是第一天，剛開始，褚冥漾還可以接受，可以認為那是吃醋的表現。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXNCcY2w3u
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但是，日子一久，就變調了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1CN5ujHxW
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萬能的黑袍，顧名思義，能做的事情太多了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrnXWShOnK
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褚冥漾總是孤單的留在空盪盪的房間，等著那人的歸來。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobosDulBnC
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那人的佔有慾是很強大的，雖然他可以跟朋友出去玩，但是不准過夜，要出去玩之前，要把行程完完整整的報備給他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk681XU4bm
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但是他卻不知道冰炎的事情。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC4HOsEBpj
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冰炎今天出了什麼任務？和朋友在一起做了什麼？今天是快樂還是憂鬱？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XmTXH06HK
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冰炎會感覺得到他心情不好，會問他發生什麼事情，給他一個擁抱。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT3Nbyu6Yc
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但當冰炎心情不好的時候，褚冥漾伸手，想擁抱他，想讓他知道不是一個人的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbRFTGyKZr
但冰炎卻寧可自己轉身，自己舔傷口，也不願告訴褚冥漾。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fPVLYumwd
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他不是不懂，不想要自己心愛的人和自己一樣的沉重。可是如果他連這樣的哀傷都無法替他承擔的話，他們之間，又和一般的酒肉朋友有什麼不一樣呢？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7QHCWRhvZ
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望著餐桌上熱騰騰的菜餚，從原本冒著白煙、直到消失。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRHyDGjEnz
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斗大的水滴落在桌面，褚冥漾愣了一下，抬頭看看天花板，並沒有漏水啊？疑惑的摸了摸臉龐，才發見自己不知何時，已經哭了出來。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCItRLmQF3D
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「學長……學長……學長……」褚冥漾趴在桌子上，一次次的喊著，深冀那個人，可以出現在他眼前。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT9rqEa32d
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希望，終究成空。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXbY0mk7Kc
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一次一次的磨損，將他們之間的愛意消殆的體無完膚。冰炎訂下的楚河漢界，他始終過不去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZhZfJfhGv
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他們為了彼此，努力的去改變適應，即使再相愛、再怎麼努力去配合對方，但世界上有太多的無奈，不是努力過後，就可以消弭的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOSS5fR8yS
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萬事皆如此、包括愛情。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQPsGIgIba
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像是有一面玻璃，他們在兩邊，看著對方的笑和動作，卻無法滲透，不懂對方現在的心情。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUhXGVieTN
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每日的等待，只為了看冰炎給自己一個笑臉、或幾句甜言蜜語。兩三天哀怨的等待只因這樣又開心了一天，連他自己都覺得自己是那樣的卑賤。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgL2tzkU0w
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即使無心，但無法否認的是，自己的心意還是被踐踏了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29Q6udfOYg
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將所有的菜餚默默的倒進垃圾桶，想著冰炎一次又一次的給了自己希望，卻又毀約，讓他的心是一次又一次的跌進谷底。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFlRP9L3UJ
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學長，你知道嗎？我還是愛你。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjeqtDtiiM
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可是，我卻無法再跟你一起走下去了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ0ZZVLLhA
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因為還愛你，所以我希望我的離去，可以換回以往我愛的那個你。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w15eunEjk
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對不起，謝謝你給我的美夢。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX2rYftIUX
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但，南柯一夢。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6KyZ1z288
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終究是要醒的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N6hvFqEzw
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女子不懂現在充滿在自己心中的情緒是什麼，既複雜又糾結。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteVmr8osy4
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自己的問題和酒保所說的故事，真的是小巫見大巫，不值一提。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ClcL6tg2
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她無法想像，如果換做是和自己相愛的人那樣的努力，卻只能看著愛情不停的枯萎下去，那是多大的絕望？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o3SgvJ5YM
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「褚先生……後來你有去找他嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA3CX5VTi8
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酒保─褚冥漾笑了起來，卻是哀傷無比，「找了他，又怎麼樣呢？我們的個性是無法改變的。我也不願意他為了我而困在我的身邊。只要知道他過得很好，我就開心了。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61MgpI3AXL
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褚冥漾取走女子的手機，按下通話鍵，找到最後一通的電話記錄，替她撥了出去，「好好把握，好嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe0X5no0oU
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女子走出了酒吧，看著天空昏沉的黎明，看見了對面的男子，頂著黑眼圈跑向了自己。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3oeWA0VJ2
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