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作詞：姚若龍 主唱：梁靜茹39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBS44cHLJf
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可是我多麼不捨 朋友愛得那麼苦痛39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAnYVcrxkg
愛可以不問對錯 至少要喜悅感動39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxDAI7GYM6
分手快樂 請妳快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1aWWKCuAZ
離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1R9SuVLu
沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活得有笑容39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZJVAaORi9
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千冬歲優雅的泡著茶，然後將那杯冒著裊裊白煙的茶杯，輕輕的推過去給坐在他面前的朋友，然後仔細的觀察友人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlOQEajsx9
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記憶中，褚冥漾應該是那個有著一雙水亮亮的大眼睛、靦腆笑容的人，只是，那些往事不復存在。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4a8IR8cxZ
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現在的褚冥漾，眼睛底下有著深沉的黑眼圈、昔日神采奕奕的光芒已不在那雙如黑珍珠般的雙眸裡，以前還算健康的膚色如今只剩蒼白、臉頰上的緋紅、豐潤的雙唇也消失得無影無蹤。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRamx4ZlYf
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像是沒有靈魂的人偶魁儡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbssBNJ7Br
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千冬歲張了唇，最後卻是將那一籮筐的勸話吞回肚子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfewL5Kq2h
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該說的，他已經說過了，現在說再多，也是枉然。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBsv0igeHm
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端看漾漾怎麼決定。他能做的，就是默默的支持朋友而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpl6u6pWfJ
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「……」褚冥漾無預警的張開了口，但千冬歲卻只見到他的唇形、不聞其聲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasF8KOdUNm
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「漾漾你說什麼？」懸掛在千冬歲心中的那顆石頭總算放了下來，以說出來總比悶在心裡好，至少比較舒坦些。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo7VB3dKhK
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深吸一口氣，褚冥漾再次開口，這次的聲音雖然還是小聲、但的確比剛剛傾楚多了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS8dezKxKe
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「我想要離開。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR14JRbpIDw
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千冬歲睜大了眼，一臉不可置信的模樣，卻在經過幾番思考過後、又垂下了眼眸。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwSxwQsyY8
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是啊，離開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4IE9YJNz6
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很多事情不像中人所想的那樣，有所謂的是非對錯，不是對、即是非。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfTF8TZVJh
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相反的，大部分的事情都是灰色地帶，有著那樣曖昧模糊的答案。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG20KMeFkw
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不是想要面對、想要努力就可以辦到的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcmg8vNPjt
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更多時候，只能轉身，離開那裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zdN66PwWn
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時間，是最好的止痛藥。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL2kXG58Qz
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漾漾和學長，曾經是學院裡，人人稱羨的一對情侶。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfVMLzivAr
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他還記得漾漾那時的笑容，是這樣的靦腆、害羞，卻藏不住歡欣。冰炎學長雖然老是兇狠的罵漾漾或巴下去，但在冰炎學長轉身的時候，他瞥見那位學長不大有笑容的臉上、有著溫柔的淡淡笑意。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Vs8dSedx
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事情是什麼時候發生的？其實千冬歲也不大記得了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Mkv42Dsi
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那似乎是漸進式的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7FnFqMJVc
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漾漾雖然還是可以和他們出來玩，但是漾漾每次大多時間，都是在看著手機，或著看著手錶，告訴他們他得先回去了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhofNLUguym
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原本他們也不以為意，剛開始戀愛的時候哪對情侶不是這樣？老想要黏著對方不分開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0UE31jT0m
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但漸漸的，千冬歲卻發現褚冥漾的身上有著改變。雖然那是很細微的改變，但他還是發現了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOyhjrR1Vj
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漾漾漸漸變的沉默，或者是在發呆、更或者只是一天到晚看著手機。有時候邀他出去，他也是支支吾吾的說他有事情，不能參加。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwO6KMbLHw
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為此，千冬歲還跑去問過西瑞，雖然和那隻該死的雞不怎麼對盤，但為了朋友，他認為是值得的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdzLgdq3Le
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難得的，那個總是有話直說、快言快語的五色雞，煩躁的扒著頭髮，告訴了千冬歲：「本大爺沒有那種不爭氣的小弟！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc5uydUnMg
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千冬歲瞪大了眼，才知道漾漾已經很久沒和西瑞一起去出任務了。西瑞倒也不是真的跟褚冥漾決交，只是希望他好好想清楚而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMXlUA2BAH
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即使知道了，可是又能怎麼樣？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLFsptfbAb
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在愛情裡面，其它人說的話都是多餘的。即使他們這些朋友為漾漾擔心，也只能閉上嘴，等待漾漾願意說話的那天。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOLAwlA3zp
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他們沒有資格過問兩人之間的愛情。可以給建議，卻無法替他們決定。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF9TkCjlUe
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終於，漾漾在某天下雨的夜晚，出現在千冬歲的宿舍門外。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZzVn4ardD
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千冬歲沒說半句話，默默的讓褚冥漾進入房間，只是給了他乾淨的衣物和一杯熱可可。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXxJ0VFrq5
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褚冥漾那時的黑眼圈還只是淡淡一層，他疲憊的笑著、捧著那杯裝滿咖啡色液體的馬克杯說：「你不問我嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKStfwmTexk
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千冬歲拿下了眼鏡，慢條斯理的拿著眼鏡布擦拭，「漾漾想說的話，自然就會說了，不是嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtltIOVOOrP
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千冬歲看著褚冥漾的眼眶紅了一圈，卻堅強的沒讓眼淚流下，慢慢的訴說著這些日子以來，那枯萎的愛情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtmdLU3LxF
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冰炎學長雖然強大、但史上最年輕的黑袍，終究不過是一介凡人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI9xSrPcn5
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獨佔慾是好是壞？即使這個問題，到了現代，卻依舊沒有結論。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVtAElikSg
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但愛情正濃烈時，褚冥漾或許可以對現實視若無睹。但，日子裡不是只有玫瑰花。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaSraD0US4
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冰炎不喜歡他和五色雞走的太進，所以他只好一個人去出任務，冰炎不喜歡他帶著傷回來，所以他也只好接一些整理文物的任務。冰炎規定他晚上十點之前要在黑館裡面、傳簡訊給他報平安，所以他只能乖乖的待著，不和朋友出去……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxosrS0HVQ
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但相反的，冰炎是一個極為忙碌的人。褚冥漾一個月裡面，搞不好只能看見冰炎的睡顏、連半句話都不曾對上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dVv5woKJE
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褚冥漾只能透過其他的嘴或記憶，來分享冰炎的生活。冰炎要褚冥漾只能想他一個人，但冰炎卻不只是褚冥漾的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAqgdiCnBP
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若要比喻的話，褚冥漾在冰炎的生活裡佔了五分之二、另外的五分之三是屬於公會和搭檔的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVJFUHFK46
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褚冥漾苦笑著對千冬歲說：「我不是有意要忌妒夏碎學長，但是夏碎學長和他在一起的時間加起來，搞不好是我的兩倍吧。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ2Zo0CZAz
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千冬歲僵住了動作。是啊，兄長大部分的時間雖然和冰炎學長一樣都在出任務，但他比漾漾或許幸福了點。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pwvnfxqsk
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冰炎學長將漾漾關在名為愛情的龍子裡，硬生生的，折斷了漾漾的翅膀，殘忍的不讓他飛走。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibFeydOzth
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兄長雖然也有佔有慾，但不曾這樣限制他的生活過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXGnVRqQjq
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「我很羨慕你……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ucqkJSBVu
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「我還是很羨慕你，千冬歲。至少，夏碎學長給了你空間飛翔。」放下那杯琥珀液體，褚冥漾這樣對千冬歲笑著說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpCAu2GS7O
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笑聲和眼神，如果不是那樣的空洞，千冬歲會以為那個漾漾，還是昔日的褚冥漾。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwwFXIG2ri
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「我累了，我還是愛他，卻無法再繼續跟他在一起。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtWLC2jy8n
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千冬歲靜靜的觀察友人一會，才開口：「你後悔過嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d5ucnPylF
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漾漾笑了，笑意裡面卻是太過複雜，有著無奈、感慨，也有愉悅，「我不恨他，真的。我知道他疼我，即使時間倒流，我想我還是會答應他的告白。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVBGRW4PS5
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千冬歲嘆了一口，知道褚冥漾並不是在鬧脾氣，而是真的想清楚了。瞄了瞄牆邊的行李箱，又問了：「那麼，你想去哪裡？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7RGbc5cOk
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褚冥漾聳聳肩，「我也不知道，去什麼地方都可以，就是沒有他的地方。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV7Av2R5ZA
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千冬歲點點頭，穿起鞋子，「走吧，我送你到門口。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y70LzGTHA
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褚冥漾沒有反對，提著行李箱，和千冬歲並肩一起緩步走著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lLfFGcFGe
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這或許，是他們最後一次這樣一起走了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZOgosEGWF
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到了門口，千冬歲推了推眼鏡，有點啞聲的說：「你要保重……記得，無論什麼時候，給我們消息，我們會馬上去幫你的。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL7Ca9fy8h
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沒有要求褚冥漾定時和他聯絡，他知道，如果這樣要求，就會被冰炎發現了。所以，他僅能做的，就是這樣子而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxFcldLo14
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成為褚冥漾背後，那股沉默的力量。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpaYUe96Eq
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褚冥漾那時沒有落下的眼淚，卻是跟著在這樣微微細雨的夜裡一起落下，他什麼也沒說，只是用力的抱了一下千冬歲，接過雨傘，丟下了移動符。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi9HLhQ9k0
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千冬歲看著銀光的消逝，鏡片後的眼淚再也無法藏住。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUVCpO1owK
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漾漾……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ833a1VfyXM
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作詞：姚若龍 主唱：梁靜茹39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBS44cHLJf
我無法幫你預言 委曲求全有沒有用39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzusSTZhN9
可是我多麼不捨 朋友愛得那麼苦痛39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAnYVcrxkg
愛可以不問對錯 至少要喜悅感動39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxDAI7GYM6
分手快樂 請妳快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1aWWKCuAZ
離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1R9SuVLu
沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活得有笑容39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZJVAaORi9
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千冬歲優雅的泡著茶，然後將那杯冒著裊裊白煙的茶杯，輕輕的推過去給坐在他面前的朋友，然後仔細的觀察友人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlOQEajsx9
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記憶中，褚冥漾應該是那個有著一雙水亮亮的大眼睛、靦腆笑容的人，只是，那些往事不復存在。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4a8IR8cxZ
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現在的褚冥漾，眼睛底下有著深沉的黑眼圈、昔日神采奕奕的光芒已不在那雙如黑珍珠般的雙眸裡，以前還算健康的膚色如今只剩蒼白、臉頰上的緋紅、豐潤的雙唇也消失得無影無蹤。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRamx4ZlYf
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像是沒有靈魂的人偶魁儡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbssBNJ7Br
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千冬歲張了唇，最後卻是將那一籮筐的勸話吞回肚子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfewL5Kq2h
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該說的，他已經說過了，現在說再多，也是枉然。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBsv0igeHm
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端看漾漾怎麼決定。他能做的，就是默默的支持朋友而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpl6u6pWfJ
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「……」褚冥漾無預警的張開了口，但千冬歲卻只見到他的唇形、不聞其聲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasF8KOdUNm
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「漾漾你說什麼？」懸掛在千冬歲心中的那顆石頭總算放了下來，以說出來總比悶在心裡好，至少比較舒坦些。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo7VB3dKhK
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深吸一口氣，褚冥漾再次開口，這次的聲音雖然還是小聲、但的確比剛剛傾楚多了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS8dezKxKe
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「我想要離開。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR14JRbpIDw
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千冬歲睜大了眼，一臉不可置信的模樣，卻在經過幾番思考過後、又垂下了眼眸。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwSxwQsyY8
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是啊，離開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4IE9YJNz6
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很多事情不像中人所想的那樣，有所謂的是非對錯，不是對、即是非。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfTF8TZVJh
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相反的，大部分的事情都是灰色地帶，有著那樣曖昧模糊的答案。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG20KMeFkw
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不是想要面對、想要努力就可以辦到的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcmg8vNPjt
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更多時候，只能轉身，離開那裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zdN66PwWn
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時間，是最好的止痛藥。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL2kXG58Qz
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漾漾和學長，曾經是學院裡，人人稱羨的一對情侶。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfVMLzivAr
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他還記得漾漾那時的笑容，是這樣的靦腆、害羞，卻藏不住歡欣。冰炎學長雖然老是兇狠的罵漾漾或巴下去，但在冰炎學長轉身的時候，他瞥見那位學長不大有笑容的臉上、有著溫柔的淡淡笑意。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Vs8dSedx
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事情是什麼時候發生的？其實千冬歲也不大記得了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Mkv42Dsi
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那似乎是漸進式的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7FnFqMJVc
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漾漾雖然還是可以和他們出來玩，但是漾漾每次大多時間，都是在看著手機，或著看著手錶，告訴他們他得先回去了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhofNLUguym
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原本他們也不以為意，剛開始戀愛的時候哪對情侶不是這樣？老想要黏著對方不分開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0UE31jT0m
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但漸漸的，千冬歲卻發現褚冥漾的身上有著改變。雖然那是很細微的改變，但他還是發現了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOyhjrR1Vj
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漾漾漸漸變的沉默，或者是在發呆、更或者只是一天到晚看著手機。有時候邀他出去，他也是支支吾吾的說他有事情，不能參加。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwO6KMbLHw
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為此，千冬歲還跑去問過西瑞，雖然和那隻該死的雞不怎麼對盤，但為了朋友，他認為是值得的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdzLgdq3Le
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難得的，那個總是有話直說、快言快語的五色雞，煩躁的扒著頭髮，告訴了千冬歲：「本大爺沒有那種不爭氣的小弟！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc5uydUnMg
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千冬歲瞪大了眼，才知道漾漾已經很久沒和西瑞一起去出任務了。西瑞倒也不是真的跟褚冥漾決交，只是希望他好好想清楚而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMXlUA2BAH
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即使知道了，可是又能怎麼樣？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLFsptfbAb
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在愛情裡面，其它人說的話都是多餘的。即使他們這些朋友為漾漾擔心，也只能閉上嘴，等待漾漾願意說話的那天。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOLAwlA3zp
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他們沒有資格過問兩人之間的愛情。可以給建議，卻無法替他們決定。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF9TkCjlUe
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終於，漾漾在某天下雨的夜晚，出現在千冬歲的宿舍門外。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZzVn4ardD
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千冬歲沒說半句話，默默的讓褚冥漾進入房間，只是給了他乾淨的衣物和一杯熱可可。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXxJ0VFrq5
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褚冥漾那時的黑眼圈還只是淡淡一層，他疲憊的笑著、捧著那杯裝滿咖啡色液體的馬克杯說：「你不問我嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKStfwmTexk
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千冬歲拿下了眼鏡，慢條斯理的拿著眼鏡布擦拭，「漾漾想說的話，自然就會說了，不是嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtltIOVOOrP
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千冬歲看著褚冥漾的眼眶紅了一圈，卻堅強的沒讓眼淚流下，慢慢的訴說著這些日子以來，那枯萎的愛情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtmdLU3LxF
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冰炎學長雖然強大、但史上最年輕的黑袍，終究不過是一介凡人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI9xSrPcn5
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獨佔慾是好是壞？即使這個問題，到了現代，卻依舊沒有結論。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVtAElikSg
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但愛情正濃烈時，褚冥漾或許可以對現實視若無睹。但，日子裡不是只有玫瑰花。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaSraD0US4
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冰炎不喜歡他和五色雞走的太進，所以他只好一個人去出任務，冰炎不喜歡他帶著傷回來，所以他也只好接一些整理文物的任務。冰炎規定他晚上十點之前要在黑館裡面、傳簡訊給他報平安，所以他只能乖乖的待著，不和朋友出去……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxosrS0HVQ
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但相反的，冰炎是一個極為忙碌的人。褚冥漾一個月裡面，搞不好只能看見冰炎的睡顏、連半句話都不曾對上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dVv5woKJE
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褚冥漾只能透過其他的嘴或記憶，來分享冰炎的生活。冰炎要褚冥漾只能想他一個人，但冰炎卻不只是褚冥漾的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAqgdiCnBP
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若要比喻的話，褚冥漾在冰炎的生活裡佔了五分之二、另外的五分之三是屬於公會和搭檔的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVJFUHFK46
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褚冥漾苦笑著對千冬歲說：「我不是有意要忌妒夏碎學長，但是夏碎學長和他在一起的時間加起來，搞不好是我的兩倍吧。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ2Zo0CZAz
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千冬歲僵住了動作。是啊，兄長大部分的時間雖然和冰炎學長一樣都在出任務，但他比漾漾或許幸福了點。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pwvnfxqsk
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冰炎學長將漾漾關在名為愛情的龍子裡，硬生生的，折斷了漾漾的翅膀，殘忍的不讓他飛走。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibFeydOzth
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兄長雖然也有佔有慾，但不曾這樣限制他的生活過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXGnVRqQjq
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「我很羨慕你……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ucqkJSBVu
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「我還是很羨慕你，千冬歲。至少，夏碎學長給了你空間飛翔。」放下那杯琥珀液體，褚冥漾這樣對千冬歲笑著說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpCAu2GS7O
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笑聲和眼神，如果不是那樣的空洞，千冬歲會以為那個漾漾，還是昔日的褚冥漾。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwwFXIG2ri
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「我累了，我還是愛他，卻無法再繼續跟他在一起。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtWLC2jy8n
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千冬歲靜靜的觀察友人一會，才開口：「你後悔過嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d5ucnPylF
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漾漾笑了，笑意裡面卻是太過複雜，有著無奈、感慨，也有愉悅，「我不恨他，真的。我知道他疼我，即使時間倒流，我想我還是會答應他的告白。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVBGRW4PS5
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千冬歲嘆了一口，知道褚冥漾並不是在鬧脾氣，而是真的想清楚了。瞄了瞄牆邊的行李箱，又問了：「那麼，你想去哪裡？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7RGbc5cOk
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褚冥漾聳聳肩，「我也不知道，去什麼地方都可以，就是沒有他的地方。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV7Av2R5ZA
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千冬歲點點頭，穿起鞋子，「走吧，我送你到門口。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y70LzGTHA
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褚冥漾沒有反對，提著行李箱，和千冬歲並肩一起緩步走著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lLfFGcFGe
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這或許，是他們最後一次這樣一起走了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZOgosEGWF
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到了門口，千冬歲推了推眼鏡，有點啞聲的說：「你要保重……記得，無論什麼時候，給我們消息，我們會馬上去幫你的。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL7Ca9fy8h
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沒有要求褚冥漾定時和他聯絡，他知道，如果這樣要求，就會被冰炎發現了。所以，他僅能做的，就是這樣子而已。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxFcldLo14
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成為褚冥漾背後，那股沉默的力量。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpaYUe96Eq
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褚冥漾那時沒有落下的眼淚，卻是跟著在這樣微微細雨的夜裡一起落下，他什麼也沒說，只是用力的抱了一下千冬歲，接過雨傘，丟下了移動符。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi9HLhQ9k0
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千冬歲看著銀光的消逝，鏡片後的眼淚再也無法藏住。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUVCpO1owK
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