＊　最笨的人49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFR6YDKEMS
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更多的質疑和疑問一瞬間令我火冒三丈，瞬間，我竟然覺得視線好似有什麼潤過，變得模糊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGlOj0YP34
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自七天前便逐漸累積起的擔憂、感傷、憤怒、困惑以及諸多種種我已經無法辨析的感情一口氣衝上我的喉嚨，轉身前，我忍不住大吼：「伢！你這個超級大笨蛋！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdpmmZtMXo
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還沾著血與泥塊的布鞋向山下跑了起來，世界變得好模糊，四周的聲音為什麼聽來那麼嘈雜難耐？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3aotgQzYu
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尤其是身後傳來的那聲聲叫喚與狂嗽，聽來就像是對我的諷刺！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5fmpCNprp
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是啊！其實不只是伢，巫拉他們也是一樣的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQYJ9oHqD1
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當我問起某些往事的時候，大家不是用言語或動作來逃避，要不就是以一種詭異得讓人不知該如何在度問下去的神態，制止了我詢問的衝動。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD6PrtCzok
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我以為，我融入了燁天絕。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBnMdNWXsU
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我以為，我早就是燁天絕的一份子了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkJq0pOtDE
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可是，為什麼還會這樣子呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHaGKig4rZ
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為什麼？為什麼？為什麼我會相信大家是真的接納我的呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9dFFbvoiO
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是因為大家那些溫和的舉動嗎？還是因為他們的態度？或者是什麼？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmC2ErmnlT
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明明看過那麼多溫和無爭，卻被人類隨意屠殺而滅絕的魔獸；明明看過那麼多效忠人類，卻在危機時刻被人類狠心拋棄而亡的魔獸；明明看過那麼多為了與人類交遊，卻遭到人類利用與背叛的魔獸。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2m7afC32N
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人類和魔獸本來就是對立的敵人，是永遠不可能站在同一處、只存在著「殺與被殺」、「奴役或是被奴役」的敵人啊！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqf2x8JtPI
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但是，我很高興的啊！當我知道伢其實是龍族後裔之後，我真的好高興啊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh3zCDgvdA
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我以為，龍族血脈的伢可以知道護城獸的痛苦，也會真心地接納護城獸，而非將我看做奴役的工具。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIGz8MUM9K
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我也只是希望，我能聽見大家親口為我解釋我的疑惑，而不是像伢這樣和現實看來差距甚遠、令人完全不能信服的理由。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyfwIiH4qO
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是我太過奢求了嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjfOmrB1hI
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奢求對方不僅不將我當作工具利用，還會用同等的態度對待我，更會將我當作是知己、是家人、是朋友？這是身為護城獸，所不能夠奢望的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1BmHbyKYg
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曾經，看著大家為我做的一切，對我的忍讓、耐心與體貼，我真的以為我可以不只是護城獸，而是燁天絕裡真正的「人」。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SLGbjPh7
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但是，伢，並沒有將我看得那麼重要，不是嗎？就算是身為龍族後裔的伢。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zz3jLbhWs
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是了，是我太過奢求了！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdGsnN3Rla
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龍族就算再怎麼接近魔獸，也是能夠化為人形的高等生物啊！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8jIrfJTB1
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而我，只是個和人類不相似的護城獸啊！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiLUADePTr
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既然如此，我又怎麼能夠奢求伢對我坦白？我又有什麼資格真正地融入燁天絕呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUEZDtPBTg
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而我為什麼，為什麼我會相信能夠和這些人類推心置腹地相處？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zE2Gsmect
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會以為、會錯覺地以為自己能和他們站在同一個地方，用同一種眼光去看這個世界？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJBmfuvFXl
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自暗巷裡灌進來的風痠痛我的鼻與眼，我頓時停住了腳。突然而來的頓悟，抽空了我的力量，跌坐在地上。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnmxee0G2r
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望著早已完全看不清的天，我笑了出來。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV0e0YMGXw
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好笨！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWUvVnNpxQ
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真笨啊！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcBN8MkWNx
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原來啊──最笨的人，其實是我自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDg3kZ9X78
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