為了逃開那個處處充斥著向冬陽身影的城市,官玄默狠了心,雖然明明說好走的時候要和楚襄冉打聲招呼,可最後他卻只留了張字條,裝在白色信封裡,投進了楚襄冉家的信箱。76Please respect copyright.PENANAfYKd2Z01Kc
76Please respect copyright.PENANAWQrH7b9BrB
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPFDs2IxpET
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZnoycnIwhN
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。76Please respect copyright.PENANA9clMA02mx6
76Please respect copyright.PENANAAFeqBdIf8y
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……76Please respect copyright.PENANA61ajmxc1cD
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZEnciDrU8Q
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?76Please respect copyright.PENANApTMEGXvHrl
76Please respect copyright.PENANAei6lD5RJzN
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPikWzACGB1
76Please respect copyright.PENANAh9smR070zG
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5W7UTJtRcY
76Please respect copyright.PENANATHXNg1ddN4
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……76Please respect copyright.PENANAsXbAQjWKc8
76Please respect copyright.PENANALgD3V6l9EP
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqJWmcLWvTm
76Please respect copyright.PENANAXDH1EbFYzW
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。76Please respect copyright.PENANAngM4tgXzeJ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAmq8lnK0lsy
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?76Please respect copyright.PENANAeZDukwdsMq
76Please respect copyright.PENANAVTAIL8bI5Y
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAp7bEaTrGrb
76Please respect copyright.PENANAFspKFMlyZR
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。76Please respect copyright.PENANAraDN7HGJPT
76Please respect copyright.PENANA6MM2cflJog
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。76Please respect copyright.PENANABNcvnZBGcE
76Please respect copyright.PENANAphnGnylBO4
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……76Please respect copyright.PENANAbJrFZ96AaZ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAicXU6hlK1u
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQMzLpvnCz7
76Please respect copyright.PENANAItG6gEcPvb
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。76Please respect copyright.PENANA2t5ev1bhMA
76Please respect copyright.PENANAXjHG5j90xf
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。76Please respect copyright.PENANAEhywKPDupc
76Please respect copyright.PENANAW3dyEazmdS
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPaqfAONPkz
76Please respect copyright.PENANA1N0bpPIT74
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqA2J3PBef7
76Please respect copyright.PENANA63Mq6Ixg8y
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。76Please respect copyright.PENANA0rfFeARmOS
76Please respect copyright.PENANAzvW5DjoZHO
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeoKioTOIc5
76Please respect copyright.PENANALPAujr4jlX
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。76Please respect copyright.PENANAS7SPUCnU5p
76Please respect copyright.PENANARcyuyWzdMh
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5oGzbzee0y
76Please respect copyright.PENANA3mAabRMne9
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。76Please respect copyright.PENANAJkibngwSL7
76Please respect copyright.PENANA6eMz5CVOsI
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。76Please respect copyright.PENANAl3D6d7AkXY
76Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMURetKGE
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……76Please respect copyright.PENANAi7I23ZUR5S
76Please respect copyright.PENANAKltFGZEAKd
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。76Please respect copyright.PENANA1bRhHcz2qf
76Please respect copyright.PENANAC9GSCix5GZ
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。76Please respect copyright.PENANAuMPJVsBceX
76Please respect copyright.PENANA8grBBwHSMR
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。76Please respect copyright.PENANAF2YlZ20COK
76Please respect copyright.PENANAJbk3ctjipF
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPxHe3u1VkJ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAbyUe98FIHT
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAlDDVgP0SsQ
76Please respect copyright.PENANArSLZvU2XFG
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。76Please respect copyright.PENANAKt8M7ciGbU
76Please respect copyright.PENANAfLBuieGEE2
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqxhDpZpQUQ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAJsY2YWj6yW
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。76Please respect copyright.PENANAmqQmQ0jYNa
76Please respect copyright.PENANAonjLcUoxx0
76Please respect copyright.PENANAeF0X4DlvJ5
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。76Please respect copyright.PENANAfqUDefV0tl
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。76Please respect copyright.PENANAm9Yj4kbdsT
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ1lXqQFPA
76Please respect copyright.PENANAP6UIRt0dq7
很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。76Please respect copyright.PENANAN0lNT7dhzG
76Please respect copyright.PENANAV42lnSxnRi
本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。76Please respect copyright.PENANAkLbQq8ysc0
76Please respect copyright.PENANAAF09orwfvR
原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAo2XhmKK6wj
76Please respect copyright.PENANAFbUf3NR4ff
就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQIUZ2tQPxo
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1lcIOYUMH
拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。76Please respect copyright.PENANATbsYPbY2eQ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAVVHhD2WQaI
不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。76Please respect copyright.PENANANcL3G05Vxb
76Please respect copyright.PENANA4dTnFXuydG
世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPALW2LJPPk
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。76Please respect copyright.PENANAuSvgdeZIAD
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。76Please respect copyright.PENANAVPqPf0PK1t
76Please respect copyright.PENANADQ8YRplaPR
總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。76Please respect copyright.PENANACqzm4oINuR
76Please respect copyright.PENANAfIvYb4NkAR
這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。76Please respect copyright.PENANAC65SgNZOJR
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。
ns216.73.216.79da2 76Please respect copyright.PENANAWQrH7b9BrB
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPFDs2IxpET
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZnoycnIwhN
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。76Please respect copyright.PENANA9clMA02mx6
76Please respect copyright.PENANAAFeqBdIf8y
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……76Please respect copyright.PENANA61ajmxc1cD
76Please respect copyright.PENANAZEnciDrU8Q
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?76Please respect copyright.PENANApTMEGXvHrl
76Please respect copyright.PENANAei6lD5RJzN
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPikWzACGB1
76Please respect copyright.PENANAh9smR070zG
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5W7UTJtRcY
76Please respect copyright.PENANATHXNg1ddN4
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……76Please respect copyright.PENANAsXbAQjWKc8
76Please respect copyright.PENANALgD3V6l9EP
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqJWmcLWvTm
76Please respect copyright.PENANAXDH1EbFYzW
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。76Please respect copyright.PENANAngM4tgXzeJ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAmq8lnK0lsy
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?76Please respect copyright.PENANAeZDukwdsMq
76Please respect copyright.PENANAVTAIL8bI5Y
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAp7bEaTrGrb
76Please respect copyright.PENANAFspKFMlyZR
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。76Please respect copyright.PENANAraDN7HGJPT
76Please respect copyright.PENANA6MM2cflJog
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。76Please respect copyright.PENANABNcvnZBGcE
76Please respect copyright.PENANAphnGnylBO4
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……76Please respect copyright.PENANAbJrFZ96AaZ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAicXU6hlK1u
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQMzLpvnCz7
76Please respect copyright.PENANAItG6gEcPvb
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。76Please respect copyright.PENANA2t5ev1bhMA
76Please respect copyright.PENANAXjHG5j90xf
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。76Please respect copyright.PENANAEhywKPDupc
76Please respect copyright.PENANAW3dyEazmdS
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPaqfAONPkz
76Please respect copyright.PENANA1N0bpPIT74
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqA2J3PBef7
76Please respect copyright.PENANA63Mq6Ixg8y
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。76Please respect copyright.PENANA0rfFeARmOS
76Please respect copyright.PENANAzvW5DjoZHO
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeoKioTOIc5
76Please respect copyright.PENANALPAujr4jlX
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。76Please respect copyright.PENANAS7SPUCnU5p
76Please respect copyright.PENANARcyuyWzdMh
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。76Please respect copyright.PENANA5oGzbzee0y
76Please respect copyright.PENANA3mAabRMne9
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。76Please respect copyright.PENANAJkibngwSL7
76Please respect copyright.PENANA6eMz5CVOsI
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。76Please respect copyright.PENANAl3D6d7AkXY
76Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMURetKGE
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……76Please respect copyright.PENANAi7I23ZUR5S
76Please respect copyright.PENANAKltFGZEAKd
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。76Please respect copyright.PENANA1bRhHcz2qf
76Please respect copyright.PENANAC9GSCix5GZ
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。76Please respect copyright.PENANAuMPJVsBceX
76Please respect copyright.PENANA8grBBwHSMR
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。76Please respect copyright.PENANAF2YlZ20COK
76Please respect copyright.PENANAJbk3ctjipF
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPxHe3u1VkJ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAbyUe98FIHT
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAlDDVgP0SsQ
76Please respect copyright.PENANArSLZvU2XFG
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。76Please respect copyright.PENANAKt8M7ciGbU
76Please respect copyright.PENANAfLBuieGEE2
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。76Please respect copyright.PENANAqxhDpZpQUQ
76Please respect copyright.PENANAJsY2YWj6yW
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。76Please respect copyright.PENANAmqQmQ0jYNa
76Please respect copyright.PENANAonjLcUoxx0
76Please respect copyright.PENANAeF0X4DlvJ5
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。76Please respect copyright.PENANAfqUDefV0tl
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。76Please respect copyright.PENANAm9Yj4kbdsT
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ1lXqQFPA
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很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。76Please respect copyright.PENANAN0lNT7dhzG
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本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。76Please respect copyright.PENANAkLbQq8ysc0
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原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。76Please respect copyright.PENANAo2XhmKK6wj
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就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。76Please respect copyright.PENANAQIUZ2tQPxo
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拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。76Please respect copyright.PENANATbsYPbY2eQ
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不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。76Please respect copyright.PENANANcL3G05Vxb
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世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPALW2LJPPk
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。76Please respect copyright.PENANAuSvgdeZIAD
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。76Please respect copyright.PENANAVPqPf0PK1t
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總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。76Please respect copyright.PENANACqzm4oINuR
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這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。76Please respect copyright.PENANAC65SgNZOJR
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。