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紀亞筑，是我的本名。那個時候的我，再兩個月就要基測了。我沒有補習也沒有上家教。一直以來，我都是一個人安安靜靜地自修。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7rQHYGI48
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團體不適合我，我也很難融入就是了，或許我就是這樣的一個人。但我不孤僻，不是那種顧人怨的孤僻蟲，只是個有些內向而且喜歡一個人活在自己天空裡的國三女孩。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0vw2HhfYl
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「小筑，書看完了嗎？」哥哥在廚房喊著：「如果看完了就出來吃飯囉！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv5Hpbl7LN
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「好，再一下下就好。」我從我房間回喊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWUWkfWPZD
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「我肚子好餓喔──哥，不要等姐姐了，我們先吃吧！」一個還在變聲期的男聲在一旁響起。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWMzg9E5I7
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「道光，妳姐姐還在跟基測奮戰，要體諒她呀！再等等。」哥哥語重心長地告訴他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NPuADrZKo
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「好好好，考試的人最大──」那個男生調侃道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIjHfcsXYZ
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「紀道光，請你不要亂說話！」我從房間走出，敲了一下我那嘴巴壞的弟弟：「今年秋天就換你要接受基測的洗禮了，別再那好像一副沒事樣。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRJz0TKnKZ
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「哼，怎樣！來了就快吃飯，我肚子餓的能吃下十頭馬呢！」弟弟拉開椅子就開始吃。他只要一吃東西，就可以將壞心情拋到一邊去，不則不扣的愛吃鬼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNseBnuJOlg
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「哥，什麼時候 …… 我們要搬回去？」我拿起筷子，慢慢地開動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKqvlD69Zx
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「嗯 …… 」哥哥溫和的笑說：「暑假吧！如果媽的狀況還不錯的話。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo3eDyzsPf
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「喔。」得到了答案，我繼續吃我的晚飯。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKjyvsk0WF
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在我國一的時候，哥哥、弟弟和我搬出了位在鄉下的家，到市區住了下來。當時，哥哥因為考上了市裡的第一志願，必須進到市區讀書，所以打算一個人班出去住。但是…… 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC1BTLsjJP
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媽媽非常反對哥哥自己搬出去，因為他是媽媽的心靈支柱，自從爸爸與她離婚後。但是哥哥堅持要去，他希望追尋自己的夢想，他希望當個獸醫。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaZvGXN8go
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所以在半夜一個人偷偷地離開家裡 …… 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaLLOJS8D4
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「小筑，課業有哪裡不懂得嗎？」哥哥敲敲我房間的門，關心問我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNIrZk4qIc
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「沒有。」我老實回答：「我想考試應該沒有多大問題。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oSyueOqjh
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「嗯，我想也是，妳總是不會讓我擔心。」哥哥笑著：「那我去看看道光了，別太晚睡。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHXDabgYIZ
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「知道了。」其實我已經收完課本，現在才十點半。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5iSrtPWMB
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打開素描本，開始了我最愛的畫畫時間。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssOz2G8NE7
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我和弟弟原本不應該會出現在哥哥租的公寓，只是哥哥離開家的那天半夜，我和弟弟從房間悄悄跟著哥哥走出門，然後一直跟著哥哥直到他發現我們為止。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmQ5RzVTqj
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他一直要我們回去，可是因為我們又哭又鬧，最後沒有辦法只好帶著我們來到市區。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93KgAvGJvb
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我聽說在那之後的隔天，媽媽的精神狀況極為不好，一度差點要瘋了。後來是因為附近鄰居幫忙照顧與安慰才漸漸安撫下來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7avZQFFe9C
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那年，哥哥推甄上了他想上的大學，現在還在努力準備其他的入系考試。哥哥靠著獎學金和打工來賺取生活費，我偶而會領學校的獎學金，這算是一點點的收入。雖然我明白還是不夠，若只靠哥哥的那些錢是很難養活我們。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml0hIFZQcG
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所以我不補習，自己當弟弟免費的家教老師。他成績不差，只是個性 …… 還有待加強。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33oJTNCz6x
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