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我還是比鬧鐘要早醒了過來,看著窗外灰濛濛的天空,我伸直了雙手,享受伸展筋骨帶來的舒服時,你的鬧鐘響了。51Please respect copyright.PENANArZEzRy6JlW
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我停止動作,但是不按掉鬧鐘。我聽它唱著每天都一樣的曲子,你聽不膩的「晚安曲」,我總是懷疑為什麼有人可以拿晚安曲當鬧鐘,但你確實可以因此而起床。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYdNKRCGv6r
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曲子唱了一遍,你才滿足的按掉。我聽著身後你伸懶腰的聲音,起床唏唏嗦嗦的聲音,然後走到我面前遮住我的視線。51Please respect copyright.PENANACmzjRAs607
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我仰起頭迎接你的吻。「早安。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAdAfaWKCgVY
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「早安。醒了?」你剛睡醒沙啞的聲音很是性感。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZcLYOio3wm
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAvnEtGqL89f
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「那就別賴在床上,早餐吃吐司喝柳橙汁好嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAmTtkRmdaxZ
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「好。」我沒有看向你,專心的看著自己的手指,彷彿上面多長了些什麼。51Please respect copyright.PENANA83Lu41mGPJ
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沒有理會你所以我聽到你嘆了口氣,「那就快起床,我先去刷牙洗臉了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z9z0Y96ur
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「……嗯。」我翻過身,躺去你剛剛還睡著的地方。鼻間充滿帶著你身體餘溫的氣息,我滿足的嘆了口氣。51Please respect copyright.PENANAT5O8S21rdL
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雙手探進床頭櫃跟床墊的縫隙,摸索到凹凸不平的痕跡。這是我的秘密,我第一次對你隱藏的秘密。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4u1wK2JPDc
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一天代表一個刻痕,今天是第幾天了?我摸著刻痕心酸的數。51Please respect copyright.PENANAjkY7VMahL4
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「梳洗了嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAWEGbIYUkNE
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「嗯。」我拉開椅子坐下,看著在廚房忙著的你。男人圍著圍裙的樣子很難有人跟你一樣帥吧。我常這樣覺得,但從沒有說出口。51Please respect copyright.PENANAO0x3g4rHxC
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「蛋要半熟嗎?」你沒注意到我的視線,專心在你眼前的平底鍋上。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4AShfkRsKN
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAgvVX5pw8Kw
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「不要呆呆在那邊坐著,先去把柳橙汁倒好。」發現我只坐著應答,你嘆了聲,頭也不回地用空出來的手指著冰箱,「好像快喝完了,喝光它吧,我今天回來的時候買新的。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAuvhhBTlEUG
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「好。」我起身開冰箱,拿出柳橙汁的大塑膠瓶,仔細端詳了下,不讓你發覺的嘆了口氣。51Please respect copyright.PENANAilSjP5OE5e
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我很想哭。真的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYOmhDOm214
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剩下的柳橙汁剛好倒了兩杯。一杯你的,一杯我的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaflQZxUooN
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我望著裝著柳橙汁的杯子出神,直到你端著夾好蛋跟生菜的吐司過來。51Please respect copyright.PENANA17ZaeSNBSp
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「在看什麼?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAUtlc0QeaLh
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「沒。」抬頭接下你低頭的吻,順暢的動作讓你反而頓了下。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWM094YwFZp
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我笑著看你在我身邊坐下,吃著吐司,聊著你今天打算去公司要辦的事情,你的台胞證,你的護照。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEnNuKCuSap
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我微笑專心聽著你說話…不,我說謊了,我根本沒在聽你說話。我清楚的知道你下一個字會說什麼,下一個動作下一個表情會是什麼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMqZkG2KG2q
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我的心在滴血,儘管我臉上笑著。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXRHv4H02IY
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就讓今天,這一天,結束吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOHD10uovS2
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時間差不多了,你起身拿起一旁的西裝外套,轉過身來讓跟在身邊的我幫你整理領帶。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMIoZZ2JRqR
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我動作緩慢的幫你理著,貪婪的汲著你身上特有的味道。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzLE4W6I5PD
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「那我準備走了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA4q4lZJKNZr
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「嗯。」你走出門外,我倚在門邊看著你準備往下走。然後你動作一頓,回過頭衝上來狠狠地抱著我,給了我一個沒有喘息空間的吻。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHNq7LZdZrU
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「晚上別開門,真的。」你訣別似的表情讓我不覺莞爾。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkzt58RjPP9
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「你媽要來,我可以不開嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAS80DdrLoNh
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「……可以。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7f7Nxl6sG4
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「別賭氣,這可是她名下的財產。」拍了拍因為抱我而弄皺的痕跡。「快去上班吧。乖。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jpw09tSX8
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「別把我當孩子哄。」你有些賭氣的轉身,往下走。51Please respect copyright.PENANAItXtpe1niZ
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這次你沒有回頭,我聽見你開了門,大力的甩上,連走出門大力踏在地上的聲音都那麼清楚。51Please respect copyright.PENANApJzkbtFjw7
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我笑了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA6MW7FCLscH
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走回屋內,我沒有去收拾桌上的杯盤,我知道那些會怎麼處理掉。我只是坐回沙發上,等待熟悉的暈眩,與黑暗。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWk6zfQJ2T1
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當眼前又開始旋轉起來的時候,我還是笑了,真的,真的該結束了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAK9mPG4W3Hi
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睜開眼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAiSLRzAaEf4
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我知道天快亮了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAx8g9GgoKKK
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我還是比鬧鐘要早醒了過來,仍是看著窗外灰濛濛的天空,我照舊伸直了雙手,讓那伸展筋骨帶來的舒服感覺然後等待你的鬧鐘響起。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyo577xBO
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我等待曲子唱過一遍然後你按掉,你下床走到我的眼前。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhhyf9UmukP
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我仰起頭迎接你的吻。「早安。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAsTfv3GtJJ6
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「早安。醒了?」你的這個聲音,沙啞的令我想落淚。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPrRVkdj7qk
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAAO4fxQLF62
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「那就別賴在床上,早餐吃吐司喝柳橙汁好嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAuyOlGNQV55
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「好。」我乖乖的沒有看向你。讓這些對話順利下去。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVvRj7RUw2X
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「那就快起床,我先去刷牙洗臉了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAM5kBMCeEus
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「……嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAQVReHcGzeM
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看著你進入盥洗室,我坐起身來,走向廚房。51Please respect copyright.PENANArqLjdUKOQV
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這是最後一次了吧?我覺得腳步忽然重了起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUEiZEcRbYc
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「蛋要半熟嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAtiyUHV6dVf
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看到我站在火爐前,你的表情讓我笑下。「怎麼?我下廚很稀奇?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAWCCk1V59oS
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「不……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA9n3pCMrtiO
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「那、你要幫我倒柳橙汁嗎?」我空出手,學你不回頭指向冰箱。51Please respect copyright.PENANAAXey8kPu0M
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「小驥……」51Please respect copyright.PENANALjK2O4vsQd
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「嗯?」聽你叫我的這一聲名字,我差點就落了淚。51Please respect copyright.PENANAp2JUg702Rz
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「……不、沒事。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAZPxt2vyLVD
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我整了整心情,調整好表情,把夾著蛋跟生菜的吐司放上桌。「吃吧。你等等還要去公司辦台胞證跟護照……怎麼哭了?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA69sDpKl3cr
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「你……什麼時候發現的?」51Please respect copyright.PENANALIlazfYJeR
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你的哭泣一向沒有聲音,每次都被我忽略,我伸手擦掉你的眼淚,臉上還是笑著:「第二個禮拜吧。你一定沒發現我在你床頭那邊刻了痕跡。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAY3R1xop9uB
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「我哪會發現那邊……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAucPwryVtBT
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「嗯,所以我在那邊刻了註記。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA6UHrmNDlPe
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「………」51Please respect copyright.PENANAEcHjIWS7fB
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「一天一道痕跡,你一定不知道那邊刻了幾個,」我知道我在笑,但心好痛,「刻了48道呢。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAAp60dcrcBt
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「……為什麼?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAKbTvMzQqxI
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「怎麼不稱讚我聰明?」笑著繼續抹去你掉不停的淚。「因為我起了疑心。我也不知道為什麼,忽然有一天,我就發現這一切都很怪。51Please respect copyright.PENANATZnPsTm2E1
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「每天我的記憶只有白天那段時間,只有你出門之後,不管我做了什麼事,沒多久就會暈眩,黑暗。然後就像睡一覺一樣,我又醒來。又是一樣的一天。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2qQWnlVRWX
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「我也不知道為什麼想起來,就想起來晚上,你媽媽來之後的事情……好,好,我不要說。」我抱住你忽然衝過來擁抱我的身體。51Please respect copyright.PENANADTY0z2Obcx
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「那是個意外,真的。那是個意外。」我像要哄孩子般拍著你的背。「我不怨你媽的,我怨的是你。」51Please respect copyright.PENANABAU8OgoORW
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你吶吶的抬起頭,不解的看著我。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkNlTuPLgQ3
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「為什麼要把我留下來?你知道我很擔心嗎?我不知道你用了多少的力氣跟方法讓我以這樣的方式留下來。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAPn86YHKpg2
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「無所謂,無所謂,只要你在……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAsmjlEMarIt
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「這不對的,」我捧著你的臉,你避著我的眼,「對你,對我,都不對。」51Please respect copyright.PENANASsMjE3WKgR
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「所以,你要離開我?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAZwo72646cK
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA5ChsxkTaXl
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「為什麼?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAjgqpJTUbMf
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「因為我想去喝那碗湯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA1JmjG1VxH3
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「為什麼?你這麼想要遺忘我?」你激動了起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAJvpui0eK87
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「因為這樣,」我發現我笑不出來,「你才能真正的原諒你自己。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAh8CZ7sgGV5
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再也忍不住的,我們抱著彼此大哭。就像是要把最後的力氣哭完似的哭著,這是最後一次,所以哭光了力氣也無所謂。51Please respect copyright.PENANAgekeh9Hdh4
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不知道過了多久,反正時間一點意義也沒有,我放開已經停止哭泣的你,走向門邊。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGmQYEM8Oyo
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「小驥……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA82wcDokO3k
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「別呼喚我,明天你終於可以往前走,不用每天買完整的一瓶柳橙汁回來,不用每天拼了命的要喝到跟前一天一樣的刻度,不用每天吃一樣的早餐,不用跟我一樣,」我輕輕的笑了,「每天假裝鬧鐘響了才醒。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA5gvVBqJOFe
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我沒有回頭,將門轉開,看見外面的景色,滿足的笑了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGVcWq8UtOY
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門外是一片漆黑,終於不再是公寓的景色。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbooXx3zSIY
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「我很想瀟灑的說忘了我,但我實際上根本不願意。我想要你記得我,我要你帶著跟我在一起愉快的回憶,去找下一個你身邊的人。我要你笑著過每一天,而不是這樣過……」停頓了下,我開口說出最後一句話「我愛你,但是我該走了。忌日我也不會回來,別等我了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAKdV3SzVn6O
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說完,我不理會身後你嗚咽的哭聲,絕然的往前跨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAG3ZYTQuu6q
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當一片黑暗襲來,我滿足的笑了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwfZF53drac
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再睜開眼時,我們彼此,就終於能夠真正的,互相放開了吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAS2TplhjRS4
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