2010年春,他從三樓高的窗口望出去,那個平常總是對他笑得一臉白痴的少年正在傳說中的情人樹下,低著頭對樹蔭下的人說話。44Please respect copyright.PENANAGhKaUQMKZ7
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他瞇細眼睛,手裡狀似不經意的把玩著一樣銀色物事,一雙近棕色的眼卻死死盯著少年窘迫的身影。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdaksc9EJaA
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少年對面的人似乎說了些什麼,原先窘迫的少年忽然放鬆了僵直的身體,面上流露驚訝與喜悅的神情。44Please respect copyright.PENANACBofLzVN1v
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棕色的眼裡映照著從樹蔭裡踏出的一雙黑色皮鞋,他用力閉上眼睛,握緊手中的物事,低低的笑了聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANAeOYrJqvcho
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他在心裡默數著:1、2、3,而後緩緩張開雙眼。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0ny2tZ7T0X
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意料中的畫面,他想。終究又是低低笑了起來,死心眼的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqazvc4Pgxb
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他依然盯著樹下擁抱的兩人,也不知道在想些什麼。只是手上的力氣卻減了,那東西便落在了地上,發出清脆的響聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANA2CkrazMgng
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他這才轉移視線,愣愣的看著掉在地上的銀色沙漏。玻璃製的瓶身太過脆弱,這一次輕輕的撞擊,就讓它再也無法承載那麼點沙,那些淡黃色的細沙流到地上,只餘下一點在瓶身內苟延殘喘。44Please respect copyright.PENANAGSycARbCQI
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樓下忽然傳來了呼叫聲,把他從恍惚中帶離,他湊近窗口,原先在情人樹下的那兩人不知何時離開彼此的懷抱,只少年的手還牽著身旁少女的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUWJb753q34
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少年衝他笑了笑,右手高舉比了個勝利手勢,身旁的少女害羞的低著頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUv0XWrjrld
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他不確定自己有沒有很好的露出笑容,只是很確定自己有對著那人比出拇指。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWHlZiS4Dc6
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少年又衝他喊了什麼,他沒聽清楚,卻裝做明白一樣揮了揮手。少年於是點點頭,低頭和少女又說了些什麼,少女點點頭,兩人便走出了他的視野之外。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6CqxxdvAZo
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也好,他想,邊猜測少年是帶著少女去了什麼地方邊轉彎下腰,小心拾起銀色的沙漏--已經沒有沙了,在他執起沙漏的那一瞬間,僅剩的黃沙就隨著破裂的缺口全部流失。44Please respect copyright.PENANAR6UgRPIYfZ
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他並不在意,那也沒什麼。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgeScoLsy7N
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只是握著沙漏的手卻緊了,他驚訝,卻怎樣也鬆不開顫抖的手,心裡暗罵自己搞什麼,左手使勁力氣要扯開自己的右手,依舊徒然無功,甚至連左手都像要和自己做對似的,也顫抖了起來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAYktFmnmtM
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怎麼回事?他在心裡不停催促自己,雙手卻不聽使喚。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWyZRAf9XLu
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他咬緊牙,手刺痛著。血從劃破的掌心滴落。44Please respect copyright.PENANAm90AFwLiTC
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快放手啊!放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手--44Please respect copyright.PENANAfcJ8H2Lh2X
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「--那不屬於你啊!」44Please respect copyright.PENANAm4Ogk0wC7B
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低吼聲在空無一人的教室裡回蕩,他終於放棄似的蹲下身來,任由自己像受傷的獸一樣瑟縮,低低的哭了起來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAd8XLAoL7vS
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2009年夏,少年曾經拉著他到少女的教室。早上六點,教室空無一人。少年在少女的位置上放下包裝精美的禮物,沒過半晌就又一臉擔憂的看著站在門口,雙手抱胸的自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQRMLq4aaHk
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『這樣真的好嗎?偷偷摸摸的她會不會覺得我很小家子氣啊?』44Please respect copyright.PENANAAK9SmReG5h
『那你直接告白啊?』他說著違心之論。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWhnqgfV7Pj
『吼,就是不敢咩……』44Please respect copyright.PENANA5NY2KCN8sY
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這麼說著的少年耳根泛紅,他看著低著頭的他,心裡覺得好可愛。44Please respect copyright.PENANAo43vYkRZ74
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或許就是因為太可愛了,離開教室後,他藉口上廁所又折返了回來,拿走少女桌上的禮物。44Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Q8of9u3f
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他不知道自己為什麼要這麼做,或者說,他假裝不知道。44Please respect copyright.PENANAh4GT24cBZr
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當天晚上他在書桌前打開了那份禮物。帶點興奮期待,就好像他是真正的收禮人。44Please respect copyright.PENANAKClDRiEI9y
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是一只銀色的沙漏以及一封信。他將沙漏擱在一旁,拆開了那封信。信裡簡單的解釋希望少女不要覺得一個男生還寫情書很小家子氣,並認真的書寫著對少女的喜愛,希望少女能給他一個回覆。44Please respect copyright.PENANAaStm6EyQuD
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他讀完那封信,慢條斯理的將之裝回信封,就這麼塞進了抽屜最底層。然而那個沙漏卻是被他隨身攜帶著。44Please respect copyright.PENANAl8nUrtl2lD
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幾天後,下課時間,少年無精打采的趴在桌上,喃喃:『都沒有收到回覆……八成是被討厭了吧。』44Please respect copyright.PENANA3VHVrP5dzA
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他揉亂少年栗色的頭髮,隨口道:『可能她還在考慮吧。』44Please respect copyright.PENANAyURdxTuCJx
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少年依舊很沮喪:『我剛剛在走廊遇到她,她連看都沒看我一眼,把我當空氣一樣……』44Please respect copyright.PENANAaAvUILc92E
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--那是因為她根本不知道你的存在。他心想,嘴上卻依然掛著微笑安慰:『也許是害羞啊。』44Please respect copyright.PENANA5v1SYoYaMi
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他當時完全不知道,自己隨口一句話在將來會成真。44Please respect copyright.PENANArPk8Gp6BP4
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2009年秋,發燒而被同學送到保健室的他聽到了,少女和朋友的對話。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAlEmTa7QWD
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就算隔著簾子,就算只聽到聲音,他也不會認錯的。因為這麼長久以來,少年依然關注著少女。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgK7GFvpC4F
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『小蓮,妳什麼時候才要跟B班的葉啟言告白啊?』44Please respect copyright.PENANAnRENJPOxY7
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『我、我不敢啦……我只要能默默看著他就好。』是那個少女的聲音,羞怯的。44Please respect copyright.PENANA92HKm3Dbzy
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『可是妳都看一年多了,我們高三也快畢業了,我覺得妳還是要把握機會啦。』少女的朋友鼓舞著少女。44Please respect copyright.PENANAPlORuzHjAt
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他默默聽著,沒有注意到自己捏緊了被單。44Please respect copyright.PENANAhVTb1d80cm
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2010年春,他和少年與那名少女在走廊上擦肩而過。44Please respect copyright.PENANAfiViksYyFj
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少女看也沒看少年一眼快步走開,他注意到少女的耳根紅透了,就跟那時候的少年一樣。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sg1XIrrzu
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然而少年卻沒有發現,只是停下腳步,眷戀的回頭看著少女離開的身影。他在旁邊看著,想起2009年夏,那間空無一人的教室。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7v7ss47nr
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『--我是不是,差不多該放棄了呢……?』忽然,少年飄忽的聲音傳進他耳裡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAg4JVCENWBL
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他睜大眼睛,少年的臉上露出一抹疲憊的笑容。44Please respect copyright.PENANACWMVtK0y59
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『總覺得有點累啊……』少年苦笑,微微仰起頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1GxP4u2Lhm
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那是他第一次發現,少年居然能有這麼寂寞的表情,也是第一次發現,原來自己也在寂寞著。他就是那個兇手,一手促成兩人的寂寞。而這兩份寂寞卻永遠不會碰頭,只能彼此互相傷害。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3OtOH4myH9
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發現事實的那瞬間他整個人無法動彈,只覺得有一股深深的絕望籠罩住他,讓他無法呼吸。44Please respect copyright.PENANArB0LI0D0fV
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他是個卑劣的小偷,偷走了少年三季的幸福,而那是再多次等的陪伴都無法償還的罪惡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAl4kF4PDSW3
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所以他取出了抽屜底層的信,讓它回到真正的歸屬之地。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwcE6vfFl1W
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那天早晨的那間教室依然空無一人,不同的是少了少年,也少了那只銀色的沙漏。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdX0x2DrbFh
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可是那只沙漏終究破了。終究不屬於他。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlWeM9xfiWC
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即使背負著罪惡感都想偷偷保有點什麼,但那是不被允許的,因為他是個自私的人。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqldnwLkVCd
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他的喜歡來得太早,卻出現得太晚。是他的懦弱造就了一切。早在他拿走不屬於他的禮物的那一刻起,他就注定失戀。藏著污穢心思、說著虛假言語的他,不適合站在純潔的少年身邊。 44Please respect copyright.PENANAYs90ouTncE
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「……我喜歡你,啟言,我喜歡你……」他執著的說著,一次又一次,好像要把這一生的喜歡都用盡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAt3NBMAFGmS
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因為他只能這麼做了。從來不曾進入場內的他能做的,就只有拼命吶喊了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAn4Q51C09CZ
只有這份心情,請不要奪走。拜託,請讓我保有喜歡你的心情。44Please respect copyright.PENANAnsuFpyvZ6u
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「好奇怪喔,禮物跟信到底是被誰拿走了啊?」少年右手撐著下巴,始終想不透這個問題。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWANrwonQFo
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「可能是喜歡蔣蓮愛的人吧?」他微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlXgPuWQfPw
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「有可能喔,」單純的少年沒有任何懷疑,只是氣憤的道:「好缺德喔,這種人。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAQf2VwqkZa4
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「是啊,真過分。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAYhfIzj0J9I
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「要是讓我知道是誰我一定饒不了他,真的有夠莫名其妙。」少年依舊忿忿不平,「害我跟蓮愛浪費那麼多時間,媽的。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAYbtsAMvJxD
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他沒有做聲,只是依舊微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmbzE9bXZbF
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少年又陸陸續續抱怨著,他靜靜的聽。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZPIFOloNBM
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到了一個段落,少年喘口氣,突然皺緊眉,扯過他包著繃帶的手質問:「欸你的手怎麼了?」44Please respect copyright.PENANABqr77yTpDA
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他收回手,道:「沒有,不小心弄傷了。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAO0XtGtgd4L
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少年啊啊啊叫了好幾聲,碎唸:「小心一點啦,不要讓人擔心啊你這傢伙。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAmPs9ZrAgEa
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「嗯。」他應道。心裡有股暖流流過。視線一個流轉,正好看見少女正在門外。44Please respect copyright.PENANAey2ilBV0oT
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「蔣蓮愛來找你了喔。」他從抽屜拿出課本,故意將視線轉開,不想看見少年的表情。44Please respect copyright.PENANA8PhIJ5eADx
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「欸?是、是耶。」只是少年驚喜的聲音還是擋不住,「那我先過去一下。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAnMQlc7YG2v
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他沒有抬頭,視線還是駐留在課本上,就連微笑也沒有褪去。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z5K9vb4Ef
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這樣就好,他握緊掌心,輕輕告訴自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAnOq1nci8DW
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這樣就好,就這樣繼續下去,反正他已經是個悲慘的小偷了,就讓他繼續以謊言偷取一點點的幸福及一點點寂寞。就施捨給他這麼一點,直到真實被揭穿、直到世界崩毀。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwO51Hew1Vg
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--到底,他還是沒能丟掉那只破裂的沙漏。44Please respect copyright.PENANADyB1DYiRGX
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他瞇細眼睛,手裡狀似不經意的把玩著一樣銀色物事,一雙近棕色的眼卻死死盯著少年窘迫的身影。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdaksc9EJaA
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少年對面的人似乎說了些什麼,原先窘迫的少年忽然放鬆了僵直的身體,面上流露驚訝與喜悅的神情。44Please respect copyright.PENANACBofLzVN1v
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棕色的眼裡映照著從樹蔭裡踏出的一雙黑色皮鞋,他用力閉上眼睛,握緊手中的物事,低低的笑了聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANAeOYrJqvcho
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他在心裡默數著:1、2、3,而後緩緩張開雙眼。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0ny2tZ7T0X
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意料中的畫面,他想。終究又是低低笑了起來,死心眼的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqazvc4Pgxb
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他依然盯著樹下擁抱的兩人,也不知道在想些什麼。只是手上的力氣卻減了,那東西便落在了地上,發出清脆的響聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANA2CkrazMgng
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他這才轉移視線,愣愣的看著掉在地上的銀色沙漏。玻璃製的瓶身太過脆弱,這一次輕輕的撞擊,就讓它再也無法承載那麼點沙,那些淡黃色的細沙流到地上,只餘下一點在瓶身內苟延殘喘。44Please respect copyright.PENANAGSycARbCQI
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樓下忽然傳來了呼叫聲,把他從恍惚中帶離,他湊近窗口,原先在情人樹下的那兩人不知何時離開彼此的懷抱,只少年的手還牽著身旁少女的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUWJb753q34
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少年衝他笑了笑,右手高舉比了個勝利手勢,身旁的少女害羞的低著頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUv0XWrjrld
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他不確定自己有沒有很好的露出笑容,只是很確定自己有對著那人比出拇指。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWHlZiS4Dc6
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少年又衝他喊了什麼,他沒聽清楚,卻裝做明白一樣揮了揮手。少年於是點點頭,低頭和少女又說了些什麼,少女點點頭,兩人便走出了他的視野之外。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6CqxxdvAZo
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也好,他想,邊猜測少年是帶著少女去了什麼地方邊轉彎下腰,小心拾起銀色的沙漏--已經沒有沙了,在他執起沙漏的那一瞬間,僅剩的黃沙就隨著破裂的缺口全部流失。44Please respect copyright.PENANAR6UgRPIYfZ
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他並不在意,那也沒什麼。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgeScoLsy7N
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只是握著沙漏的手卻緊了,他驚訝,卻怎樣也鬆不開顫抖的手,心裡暗罵自己搞什麼,左手使勁力氣要扯開自己的右手,依舊徒然無功,甚至連左手都像要和自己做對似的,也顫抖了起來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAYktFmnmtM
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怎麼回事?他在心裡不停催促自己,雙手卻不聽使喚。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWyZRAf9XLu
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他咬緊牙,手刺痛著。血從劃破的掌心滴落。44Please respect copyright.PENANAm90AFwLiTC
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快放手啊!放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手放手--44Please respect copyright.PENANAfcJ8H2Lh2X
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「--那不屬於你啊!」44Please respect copyright.PENANAm4Ogk0wC7B
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低吼聲在空無一人的教室裡回蕩,他終於放棄似的蹲下身來,任由自己像受傷的獸一樣瑟縮,低低的哭了起來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAd8XLAoL7vS
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2009年夏,少年曾經拉著他到少女的教室。早上六點,教室空無一人。少年在少女的位置上放下包裝精美的禮物,沒過半晌就又一臉擔憂的看著站在門口,雙手抱胸的自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQRMLq4aaHk
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『這樣真的好嗎?偷偷摸摸的她會不會覺得我很小家子氣啊?』44Please respect copyright.PENANAAK9SmReG5h
『那你直接告白啊?』他說著違心之論。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWhnqgfV7Pj
『吼,就是不敢咩……』44Please respect copyright.PENANA5NY2KCN8sY
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這麼說著的少年耳根泛紅,他看著低著頭的他,心裡覺得好可愛。44Please respect copyright.PENANAo43vYkRZ74
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或許就是因為太可愛了,離開教室後,他藉口上廁所又折返了回來,拿走少女桌上的禮物。44Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Q8of9u3f
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他不知道自己為什麼要這麼做,或者說,他假裝不知道。44Please respect copyright.PENANAh4GT24cBZr
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當天晚上他在書桌前打開了那份禮物。帶點興奮期待,就好像他是真正的收禮人。44Please respect copyright.PENANAKClDRiEI9y
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是一只銀色的沙漏以及一封信。他將沙漏擱在一旁,拆開了那封信。信裡簡單的解釋希望少女不要覺得一個男生還寫情書很小家子氣,並認真的書寫著對少女的喜愛,希望少女能給他一個回覆。44Please respect copyright.PENANAaStm6EyQuD
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他讀完那封信,慢條斯理的將之裝回信封,就這麼塞進了抽屜最底層。然而那個沙漏卻是被他隨身攜帶著。44Please respect copyright.PENANAl8nUrtl2lD
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幾天後,下課時間,少年無精打采的趴在桌上,喃喃:『都沒有收到回覆……八成是被討厭了吧。』44Please respect copyright.PENANA3VHVrP5dzA
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他揉亂少年栗色的頭髮,隨口道:『可能她還在考慮吧。』44Please respect copyright.PENANAyURdxTuCJx
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少年依舊很沮喪:『我剛剛在走廊遇到她,她連看都沒看我一眼,把我當空氣一樣……』44Please respect copyright.PENANAaAvUILc92E
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--那是因為她根本不知道你的存在。他心想,嘴上卻依然掛著微笑安慰:『也許是害羞啊。』44Please respect copyright.PENANA5v1SYoYaMi
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他當時完全不知道,自己隨口一句話在將來會成真。44Please respect copyright.PENANArPk8Gp6BP4
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2009年秋,發燒而被同學送到保健室的他聽到了,少女和朋友的對話。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAlEmTa7QWD
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就算隔著簾子,就算只聽到聲音,他也不會認錯的。因為這麼長久以來,少年依然關注著少女。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgK7GFvpC4F
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『小蓮,妳什麼時候才要跟B班的葉啟言告白啊?』44Please respect copyright.PENANAnRENJPOxY7
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『我、我不敢啦……我只要能默默看著他就好。』是那個少女的聲音,羞怯的。44Please respect copyright.PENANA92HKm3Dbzy
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『可是妳都看一年多了,我們高三也快畢業了,我覺得妳還是要把握機會啦。』少女的朋友鼓舞著少女。44Please respect copyright.PENANAPlORuzHjAt
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他默默聽著,沒有注意到自己捏緊了被單。44Please respect copyright.PENANAhVTb1d80cm
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2010年春,他和少年與那名少女在走廊上擦肩而過。44Please respect copyright.PENANAfiViksYyFj
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少女看也沒看少年一眼快步走開,他注意到少女的耳根紅透了,就跟那時候的少年一樣。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sg1XIrrzu
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然而少年卻沒有發現,只是停下腳步,眷戀的回頭看著少女離開的身影。他在旁邊看著,想起2009年夏,那間空無一人的教室。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7v7ss47nr
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『--我是不是,差不多該放棄了呢……?』忽然,少年飄忽的聲音傳進他耳裡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAg4JVCENWBL
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他睜大眼睛,少年的臉上露出一抹疲憊的笑容。44Please respect copyright.PENANACWMVtK0y59
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『總覺得有點累啊……』少年苦笑,微微仰起頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1GxP4u2Lhm
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那是他第一次發現,少年居然能有這麼寂寞的表情,也是第一次發現,原來自己也在寂寞著。他就是那個兇手,一手促成兩人的寂寞。而這兩份寂寞卻永遠不會碰頭,只能彼此互相傷害。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3OtOH4myH9
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發現事實的那瞬間他整個人無法動彈,只覺得有一股深深的絕望籠罩住他,讓他無法呼吸。44Please respect copyright.PENANArB0LI0D0fV
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他是個卑劣的小偷,偷走了少年三季的幸福,而那是再多次等的陪伴都無法償還的罪惡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAl4kF4PDSW3
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所以他取出了抽屜底層的信,讓它回到真正的歸屬之地。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwcE6vfFl1W
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那天早晨的那間教室依然空無一人,不同的是少了少年,也少了那只銀色的沙漏。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdX0x2DrbFh
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可是那只沙漏終究破了。終究不屬於他。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlWeM9xfiWC
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即使背負著罪惡感都想偷偷保有點什麼,但那是不被允許的,因為他是個自私的人。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqldnwLkVCd
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他的喜歡來得太早,卻出現得太晚。是他的懦弱造就了一切。早在他拿走不屬於他的禮物的那一刻起,他就注定失戀。藏著污穢心思、說著虛假言語的他,不適合站在純潔的少年身邊。 44Please respect copyright.PENANAYs90ouTncE
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「……我喜歡你,啟言,我喜歡你……」他執著的說著,一次又一次,好像要把這一生的喜歡都用盡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAt3NBMAFGmS
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因為他只能這麼做了。從來不曾進入場內的他能做的,就只有拼命吶喊了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAn4Q51C09CZ
只有這份心情,請不要奪走。拜託,請讓我保有喜歡你的心情。44Please respect copyright.PENANAnsuFpyvZ6u
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「好奇怪喔,禮物跟信到底是被誰拿走了啊?」少年右手撐著下巴,始終想不透這個問題。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWANrwonQFo
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「可能是喜歡蔣蓮愛的人吧?」他微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlXgPuWQfPw
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「有可能喔,」單純的少年沒有任何懷疑,只是氣憤的道:「好缺德喔,這種人。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAQf2VwqkZa4
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「是啊,真過分。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAYhfIzj0J9I
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「要是讓我知道是誰我一定饒不了他,真的有夠莫名其妙。」少年依舊忿忿不平,「害我跟蓮愛浪費那麼多時間,媽的。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAYbtsAMvJxD
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他沒有做聲,只是依舊微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmbzE9bXZbF
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少年又陸陸續續抱怨著,他靜靜的聽。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZPIFOloNBM
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到了一個段落,少年喘口氣,突然皺緊眉,扯過他包著繃帶的手質問:「欸你的手怎麼了?」44Please respect copyright.PENANABqr77yTpDA
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他收回手,道:「沒有,不小心弄傷了。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAO0XtGtgd4L
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少年啊啊啊叫了好幾聲,碎唸:「小心一點啦,不要讓人擔心啊你這傢伙。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAmPs9ZrAgEa
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「嗯。」他應道。心裡有股暖流流過。視線一個流轉,正好看見少女正在門外。44Please respect copyright.PENANAey2ilBV0oT
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「蔣蓮愛來找你了喔。」他從抽屜拿出課本,故意將視線轉開,不想看見少年的表情。44Please respect copyright.PENANA8PhIJ5eADx
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「欸?是、是耶。」只是少年驚喜的聲音還是擋不住,「那我先過去一下。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAnMQlc7YG2v
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他沒有抬頭,視線還是駐留在課本上,就連微笑也沒有褪去。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z5K9vb4Ef
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這樣就好,他握緊掌心,輕輕告訴自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAnOq1nci8DW
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這樣就好,就這樣繼續下去,反正他已經是個悲慘的小偷了,就讓他繼續以謊言偷取一點點的幸福及一點點寂寞。就施捨給他這麼一點,直到真實被揭穿、直到世界崩毀。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwO51Hew1Vg
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--到底,他還是沒能丟掉那只破裂的沙漏。44Please respect copyright.PENANADyB1DYiRGX