貓,輕輕咪嗚一聲,安靜地躺在紙箱裡,在朦朧的月色灑落間等待下一個有緣人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAA0fYfSNNwg
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牠是一隻棄貓,被丟棄在這裡已經過了一段時間。在這段期間內,許多人來了又走、來了又走,因為各式各樣的原因帶走牠,又因為各式各樣的原因帶回牠。牠能做的只是輕輕的鳴叫。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUeFM5MBLCt
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牠還記得,第一個主人被褥總是透著暖暖的陽光味,即使偶爾挨打,牠卻甘之如飴,只為享受被褥的蓬鬆。牠也還記得,第三個主人雖然只和牠相處了三天,但那人喜歡在睡前喝杯熱牛奶,香香的奶味會漂浮在空氣的每一個角落。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwUs9KdRTzI
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但那都是過去了。過去且不持久的緣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvvvAjK175k
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想著想著,牠打了個哈欠,繼續趴伏在不保暖的紙箱。那兩個人類走了過來,重複著同樣的模式在牠面前蹲下。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXuTVaVLobz
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個子較矮的那個男生眨著偌大的眼睛,一臉好奇的盯著牠瞧。牠眨眨眼,甩甩尾巴。49Please respect copyright.PENANArJ3oNbwi54
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然後那男生就笑了,樂滋滋的抱起牠,一臉炫耀樣的對著他身旁的男人說話。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvqeTAWxxlU
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男人淺淺皺著眉,搖搖頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHXWvqFGaoI
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那男生就不依了,把牠抱得越發緊,看他和男人你一句我一句外加示弱的神情,貓想,大概是在討價還價吧,攸關牠去留的討價還價。49Please respect copyright.PENANAu9XtNS69I7
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只是男人毅力非凡,饒是面對男生死纏爛打,也絲毫不動搖。男生扁著嘴的表情就連牠看來也不忍,牠是隨性的貓,倒不是出於希望被帶走,牠只是安慰般的舔了舔男生的頰。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWhG4lKQxnt
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男生又笑了,落寞的將牠放回紙箱裡,投以極為不捨的眼神。牠喵了一聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA4UfYHMXuuX
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結果那個始終嚴肅著的男人挫敗的摀著額,仰天嘆了一口氣拉住男生,在對方驚喜的目光下抱起了牠。貓輕輕的喵了一聲,發現,這個嚴肅男人笑起來,居然也是很溫柔的。49Please respect copyright.PENANArUNOqxC3yx
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貓開始和男人以及男生一起生活。剛開始的時候根本是一場災難。牠終於發現男人最一開始為什麼不肯讓男生養牠,因為男生天生擁有把一切弄得一團糟的本事。49Please respect copyright.PENANAmHkJsr6jcv
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餵牠貓食居然先用清潔劑洗過『消毒』--男生說這跟人煮飯前要洗米是一樣道理;給牠洗澡居然會倒成洗碗精,逼得牠一身濕也要拚命逃竄;說著要一起睡覺卻屢屢將牠置於被壓扁的險境;要給牠清理貓砂,家裡頓時成了『沙灘』。49Please respect copyright.PENANAZoMKtyAgrF
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簡直慘透了,連貓這樣隨性的存在都忍不住要舉起貓掌投降了,更遑論那個下班回家老是得面對人間煉獄的男人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXOtzq8h5Uk
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男人最一開始是無奈的收拾殘局,但日復一日毫無進步的情況終於讓男人在某一天嚴肅的命令男生坐到沙發上來。49Please respect copyright.PENANArvedVCkJ6b
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男生抱著牠,屁顛屁顛的跑了過去,笑容全是討好。接下來兩人進行了一番長又臭的對談--大底上是男人在說教,男生貌似受教的聽著,一個勁兒點頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWA8yqhUjPw
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由於說教的時間太長,男生聽著聽著居然忍不住打起瞌睡,頭一點一點的,就連貓輕巧的脫離他的懷抱跳到地上也沒發現。49Please respect copyright.PENANAR68sAieO8c
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男人輕輕嘆了口氣,輕輕將男生欄腰抱起,送進房間。貓靜靜的跟了上去,一屁股坐在房門前等著男人出來。49Please respect copyright.PENANAtv1Uiwen8n
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男人出來了,無聲帶上房門。貓低低叫了一聲,蹭著他的腿繞圈撒嬌。他蹲下身,溫柔的攬起貓,把牠抱在懷裡,有一下沒一下順著牠黑色的細毛。男人總是用最柔和的寵物用洗浴精替牠洗澡。貓睜著晶亮的眼睛直勾勾盯著男人瞧,又是輕輕地喵了一聲,找了個最舒服的位置放任自己窩在男人懷裡。男人只是笑笑,對牠做了個禁聲的手勢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAPKeJ2L5E8I
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那一夜,牠窩在男人的腿上,和男人一起待在書房裡,聽著男人敲打鍵盤的聲音,緩緩進入夢鄉。朦朧的意識間,牠只記得男人暖暖的體溫,以及男人對男生的那種關愛溫情令他舒服的想打呼嚕,如此而已。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuSqFHPtoFS
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自從那一夜的長談後,照顧貓的重責大任徹底移交給忙碌的男人。男生現在的任務,就是陪著貓玩--或著說,貓的任務,就是陪著男生玩。舉凡洗澡、餵食、梳毛、換貓砂等等的現在都由男人一手包辦。有時候貓會覺得男人也是委屈了,當初吵著要帶牠回家的明明是男生,苦差事卻偏偏都落到男人頭上,但男人老是會在這樣的男生面前露出充滿愛意的包容。貓想,也就這樣了吧。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGJYNHpl0dg
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日子一天一天的過去,貓生活在這個家裡的痕跡越發明顯。牆上的照片,有他們和牠。牆壁上沙發上有自己撓出來的痕跡,客廳裡擺放著牠小小的窩和男生添購的玩具。49Please respect copyright.PENANAed5LBuY9Dp
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他們一起去過好多地方:花季,牠賴在男人懷裡慵懶的看著繁花滿樹;暑期,兩人偷偷的將牠偷渡到溫泉勝地(牠很意外一向守規的男人會同意男生的提議);貓到這個家滿一年的那天,牠和他們一起慶祝,男生把奶油弄得牠整身,換得男人沒好氣卻寵溺的微笑;他們一起去逛街,偶爾男生抱著死活不想出門的牠去公園散步(男生似乎認為貓跟狗同樣需要散步);牠甚至隔著門板聽過房間那端傳來細細的喘息聲,這時候的貓就會乖乖的待在門板外,直到男人打開房門,低下身搔搔牠耳後,牠才會優雅的竄入,靜靜窩在男生枕邊沉睡,又或著偶爾,牠會窩在男人腿上陪著他熬夜處理公事。49Please respect copyright.PENANA0tI4jWjqny
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比起一開始隨性自在的想法,貓發現自己開始有了堅持。牠想要在這個家,和嚴肅卻溫柔、活潑而可愛的他們一直在一起。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZR8toPwaF
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牠喜歡成為他們的一份子。喜歡男生調皮的笑容,喜歡男人溫暖的大掌,喜歡這個家。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvSYAHOARZV
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貓終究不懂人類,但牠懂得去感覺。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6csnGrFLhG
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不知道從什麼時候開始,男生的笑容少了,男生在家的時候也少了。除去以往的打工、上課,男生的身影漸漸消失在這幢大房子。他開始減少與男人共處的時間。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2KSeHBwK6c
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男人似乎無所覺,他依舊在下班時替男生買上他喜歡的布丁、在餐桌上為男生佈菜、在每個需要熬夜的夜晚輕輕替熟睡的男生蓋緊棉被,只是貓隱約從他疲憊的表情知道,男人只是在假裝。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIgbJ7YgJHr
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和平的假象開始崩解的那天,是男人扯著男生怒氣沖沖的進了家門的那天。男人怒吼,貓聽出當中的無力與痛苦,而男生也竭盡所能的大喊著,貓也可以聽出當中的無奈與痛楚。可是貓卻無能為力,牠像個旁觀者,安靜的待在角落。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWLmdCL4hvR
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最後兩人似乎都無語了。男人將手埋在掌中,貓從他難得示弱的姿態看出他的難受。而一向開朗愛笑的男生卻是撇過頭,將自己埋在三人座的最尾端,顯出防備的姿態。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAxpghJD4za
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一時之間,房子裡除了秒針滴答滴答的聲音外,再聽不到其他聲音。貓依然不敢妄動。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHCWGjcsPKp
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手機響了。是男生放在桌上的手機。男人與男生似乎同時被它喚醒,目光皆投向發光的手機。49Please respect copyright.PENANADEiV5ykvFE
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看到來電顯示名稱,男人低啞的笑了。越笑越大聲、越笑越大聲。男生垂著頭緊緊抓住手機,眉眼間盡是自責與糾結。他幾次想要開口說些什麼,聲音卻一直沒出來,而手機還在響著,堅持不休。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9icreqZVWO
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最後男人停止了比哭泣更傷的笑,他低聲說了句什麼,貓看見男生的身體猛然一僵,但是等男生再抬頭,男人已然消失,只留下一扇搖擺的大門。49Please respect copyright.PENANAynV2RlXvnw
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貓低低的鳴叫了一聲,跳到沙發上。男生關上了門,落座在牠身旁。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqO2gaEqNgT
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牠的叫聲勾起了男生的注意力。男生先是愣了一下,接著帶著硬撐起的笑容把牠摟進懷裡,一下一下,順著牠的黑毛,輕輕對牠說話。一樣的溫度、一樣的手掌,貓卻隱隱約約知道,有什麼不一樣了。譬如說漸漸加重的擁抱、譬如說掉落在身上冰冷卻滾燙的液體、又譬如,頭頂上傳來的,撕聲力竭的啜泣聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVTynaVCqAF
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那天夜裡,男人沒回來。貓默默的看著男生一點一滴的清除他曾經存在的痕跡。一起添購的家具、男生的衣物、當初他亂花錢買下還被男人唸了一番的裝飾品。他將一切都填進那個大的空虛,現在看來也不過如此的行李箱,最後拉上拉鍊。他踱步至牆邊,猶豫了半晌,取下一張他們三個的合照,珍而重之的收進懷中。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGZJKaaByed
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臨走前,男生溫柔的摸了摸牠的頭,哭紅的眼圈依然浮腫著,只是貓卻輕輕的跳開了,拒絕他的撫觸。男生愣了一下,露出苦澀的微笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXptQIyf5rQ
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貓不後悔自己的舉動,因為貓知道,這將是令人心碎的道別。貓並不想道別。所以牠輕輕的喵了聲,晃著尾巴目送男生打開門,迎向陌生人的身邊。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7F9OITIJCH
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明明是他將自己迎進這個家,現在,又是他把自己丟在這個家。貓想,這種無以名狀的情緒,就叫寂寞。49Please respect copyright.PENANAQXSkL4YST9
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男人回家了。貓從他平靜的神情知道,男人並不意外那些痕跡以及那個人的消失,只是強迫自己接受。很少抽菸的男人,一根接著一根抽著,房子裡瀰漫著灰暗的霧氣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaVHz8ek9XB
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貓蹭著牠的腳,期待彼此療傷。但男人沒有抱起牠,只是恍惚的,抽著菸。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwbp3IbzfOc
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貓隱隱約約有預感,自己將再一次被丟棄。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9X0dnldRlt
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牠從男人日漸冷漠的面孔發現這一切。男人依然照顧著牠,餵食、洗澡,但男人不再輕輕撫摸他的毛,不再抱著牠看電視,也不再讓牠上床睡覺。男人失去了男生,而貓則失去了男人與男生。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgASsdVuk5S
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那一天,男人用複雜的眼神看著牠良久,接著,久違地抱起了牠,輕輕撫摸著。49Please respect copyright.PENANASnR1F8IsOy
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夜裏,牠躺在男人的枕邊,用貓掌輕輕拍打著男人的臉。男人睡著的臉看起來很疲倦,近日來的折磨讓他的眼圈泛著疲倦的青,連鬍渣都顯得哀傷。貓很難過,難過的是牠無法安慰、也無法留下任何人,只能讓牠愛的人,徒增傷悲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAk4BNlz3A8S
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隔天早上,牠乖巧的讓男人將自己裝進紙箱,裡頭放了滿滿的食物和玩具,牠知道,說再見的時候要到了,然而牠不反抗,只溫順的、舔了舔男人在當初相遇的地方放下自己的手。49Please respect copyright.PENANA75NCC3vEGJ
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很不幸的,男人一離開,恰巧帶走了陽光。下雨了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXjxIegPDV5
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貓很冷,卻不想動。如果男人希望牠待在這兒,牠就會靜靜等待。也或許……如果,牠能在這裡再一次見到男生,牠要帶著男生回到他們曾經居住的家,告訴男生男人有多傷心。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuzmmTFn8Ir
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雨嘩啦嘩啦的下,路人拿著傘來去匆匆,偶爾停下的路人們擺弄擺弄牠,或許哀嘆了一聲,或許同情的摸摸牠,但沒有人真正為牠停下。49Please respect copyright.PENANAm2o6uLL60H
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貓等不到有緣人。貓靠回憶支撐自己。他記得男生當時撒嬌的神情,記得男人無奈之下妥協的樣子,記得他們兩人鬥嘴親暱的樣子,記得那個家曾經很溫暖。--記得,當愛不在時的痛。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyv9cyQHPVL
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明明不是第一次被拋棄了,貓卻覺得比任何一次都痛。49Please respect copyright.PENANANWi6Dn0cob
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夜色降臨,雨,還在下。貓看著被烏雲隱蔽的天空,猜想那裡頭有月亮。牠忍不住對著天空叫了一聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA1hz1EXIn4V
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一聲又一聲,直到那個熟悉的人影在次出現在牠面前。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqaqFFVPThY
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牠睜著晶亮的眼望他,男人沒有撐傘,一聲溼透,氣息是微喘的。49Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Od4sdy05
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男人不發一語,彎下身把牠抱起。緊緊的、暖暖的。牠想,他們要回家了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaYPxBVDNkY
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從那天之後,男人回復了最一開始溫柔的模樣。幫牠洗澡、陪牠玩、一起熬夜、一起睡。似乎更將全副精力放在寵愛牠身上了。失去男生的頹廢從他身上消退,家中開始恢復整潔。過了一陣子,男人甚至再次將他們三個的合照掛上牆面,帶著懷念而淡淡哀愁的笑容。49Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9ADRgqUo9
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貓享受著這樣平淡而溫馨的生活。但不可否認的是,偶爾,牠會在深夜想起曾經弄得牠一身狼狽的男孩,牠知道,男人也一樣的,總有幾個夜晚男人徹夜難眠,每當這種時候,一室迷霧就會冉冉升起,試圖霧化他倆的孤單。49Please respect copyright.PENANA3ETi5LIHds
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貓對孤單無能為力,只希望陪伴能讓彼此轉好。49Please respect copyright.PENANAi4Spfqtwgm
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時間依然在走,貓有了新發現。牆上合照變了,少了矮個子的男孩,多了一名漂亮的男子。起先,貓只從照片上認識這個男子,再後來,牠從男人的言談中知道這個人,慢慢發現,男人似乎……挺喜歡這名男子。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKI54YYIyB5
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發現這個事實的夜裏,貓感受到久違的寂寞。牠想起曾經那兩人彼此相愛,然而時光卻再也走不回來。這個家將迎來新的主人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKiOcenXEtR
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果然,沒多久,男子終於來家裡造訪。男子略帶試探的伸手摸牠。牠懶洋洋的應聲,惹得男子笑著將牠抱個滿懷。49Please respect copyright.PENANAoNYUfMvZrg
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同樣的笑聲與活力終於回到這幢房子……藉由不同的人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgX9pfK1m2x
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貓不貪心啊。牠只求男人幸福的笑、只求溫暖常駐。可惜男子的一巴掌打碎了牠的夢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAT9arDkrwH4
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那是某天清晨,牠慵懶的醒來,發現平常總是笑得斯文的男子渾身顫抖,手裡拿著一本記事本。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKStRlifHqZ
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貓想起來了,那是男生留下的『育貓日記』。是撿回他的那一天,開始寫的日記。49Please respect copyright.PENANAs8BhNuXDEl
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不好的預感浮出心頭,貓第一次、討好的去蹭男子,但男子只是沉默著推開牠。49Please respect copyright.PENANAdWMjzLAqp6
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吵架了。兩個人。貓惶惶不安的來回踱步,兩人都無瑕注意到貓。這次牠不想旁觀,牠試圖去當一個和事老,裝可愛、鳴叫、搗蛋,竭盡所能,委曲求全,但依然失敗告終。49Please respect copyright.PENANAI7wVH7d0y0
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這場架結束在男子的一個巴掌及一句話。就是這句話將貓從幸福泡泡裡打醒。49Please respect copyright.PENANAYHMt0XcWqu
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「就連這隻貓,也是因為移情作用吧!不只是我的長相……我本以為就算長得像,我肯定也是有什麼不同於他吸引你的地方,可現在看來,我就像是填補這個家的一個道具,就像這隻貓!你知道嗎?只要這隻貓在這裡一天,就證明你一天走不出去!」49Please respect copyright.PENANASswvAddQt4
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貓停止了一切動作。牠第一次聽懂了人類的話,卻是在這種時刻。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAqqXsPTcPkG
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原來牠象徵著的,一直都是男人過不去的那道坎,是嗎?49Please respect copyright.PENANAn6AN77Twyg
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月色降臨,貓輕巧的踏上窗台,淡淡的看著月色下沉睡著的男人及他擁著的男子。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHPWpIPZo57
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兩人後來說開了、合好了,但貓卻什麼也聽不懂了。貓的心碎了,不能闔好。49Please respect copyright.PENANAtjehU4xiNq
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一直以來,牠總是弄巧成拙。喜歡男生,卻在最後離別時傷了他的心。喜歡男人,卻拖著他沉淪在過去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAboCDiiMX8m
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貓的叫聲,此刻像哭聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9f9IpZadFI
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牠躍上床頭,用手掌拍拍兩人的臉,又低下頭舔了舔男人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAejEKpbXj7t
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聽說,貓要死掉的時候,會偷偷躲起來,到一個誰也找不到的地方。貓還活著,但牠也要躲起來,去一個誰都找不到的地方。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjlAVNgs6eU
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貓在矇矓的光下躍上窗台。最後輕輕的,叫了一聲。彷彿優雅的月精靈一躍而下,徒留一室安寧、以及片片翻飛的窗簾。49Please respect copyright.PENANAk53xFJMWGb
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牠是一隻棄貓,被丟棄在這裡已經過了一段時間。在這段期間內,許多人來了又走、來了又走,因為各式各樣的原因帶走牠,又因為各式各樣的原因帶回牠。牠能做的只是輕輕的鳴叫。49Please respect copyright.PENANAUeFM5MBLCt
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牠還記得,第一個主人被褥總是透著暖暖的陽光味,即使偶爾挨打,牠卻甘之如飴,只為享受被褥的蓬鬆。牠也還記得,第三個主人雖然只和牠相處了三天,但那人喜歡在睡前喝杯熱牛奶,香香的奶味會漂浮在空氣的每一個角落。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwUs9KdRTzI
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但那都是過去了。過去且不持久的緣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvvvAjK175k
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想著想著,牠打了個哈欠,繼續趴伏在不保暖的紙箱。那兩個人類走了過來,重複著同樣的模式在牠面前蹲下。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXuTVaVLobz
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個子較矮的那個男生眨著偌大的眼睛,一臉好奇的盯著牠瞧。牠眨眨眼,甩甩尾巴。49Please respect copyright.PENANArJ3oNbwi54
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然後那男生就笑了,樂滋滋的抱起牠,一臉炫耀樣的對著他身旁的男人說話。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvqeTAWxxlU
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男人淺淺皺著眉,搖搖頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHXWvqFGaoI
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那男生就不依了,把牠抱得越發緊,看他和男人你一句我一句外加示弱的神情,貓想,大概是在討價還價吧,攸關牠去留的討價還價。49Please respect copyright.PENANAu9XtNS69I7
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只是男人毅力非凡,饒是面對男生死纏爛打,也絲毫不動搖。男生扁著嘴的表情就連牠看來也不忍,牠是隨性的貓,倒不是出於希望被帶走,牠只是安慰般的舔了舔男生的頰。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWhG4lKQxnt
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男生又笑了,落寞的將牠放回紙箱裡,投以極為不捨的眼神。牠喵了一聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA4UfYHMXuuX
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結果那個始終嚴肅著的男人挫敗的摀著額,仰天嘆了一口氣拉住男生,在對方驚喜的目光下抱起了牠。貓輕輕的喵了一聲,發現,這個嚴肅男人笑起來,居然也是很溫柔的。49Please respect copyright.PENANArUNOqxC3yx
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貓開始和男人以及男生一起生活。剛開始的時候根本是一場災難。牠終於發現男人最一開始為什麼不肯讓男生養牠,因為男生天生擁有把一切弄得一團糟的本事。49Please respect copyright.PENANAmHkJsr6jcv
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餵牠貓食居然先用清潔劑洗過『消毒』--男生說這跟人煮飯前要洗米是一樣道理;給牠洗澡居然會倒成洗碗精,逼得牠一身濕也要拚命逃竄;說著要一起睡覺卻屢屢將牠置於被壓扁的險境;要給牠清理貓砂,家裡頓時成了『沙灘』。49Please respect copyright.PENANAZoMKtyAgrF
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簡直慘透了,連貓這樣隨性的存在都忍不住要舉起貓掌投降了,更遑論那個下班回家老是得面對人間煉獄的男人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXOtzq8h5Uk
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男人最一開始是無奈的收拾殘局,但日復一日毫無進步的情況終於讓男人在某一天嚴肅的命令男生坐到沙發上來。49Please respect copyright.PENANArvedVCkJ6b
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男生抱著牠,屁顛屁顛的跑了過去,笑容全是討好。接下來兩人進行了一番長又臭的對談--大底上是男人在說教,男生貌似受教的聽著,一個勁兒點頭。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWA8yqhUjPw
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由於說教的時間太長,男生聽著聽著居然忍不住打起瞌睡,頭一點一點的,就連貓輕巧的脫離他的懷抱跳到地上也沒發現。49Please respect copyright.PENANAR68sAieO8c
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男人輕輕嘆了口氣,輕輕將男生欄腰抱起,送進房間。貓靜靜的跟了上去,一屁股坐在房門前等著男人出來。49Please respect copyright.PENANAtv1Uiwen8n
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男人出來了,無聲帶上房門。貓低低叫了一聲,蹭著他的腿繞圈撒嬌。他蹲下身,溫柔的攬起貓,把牠抱在懷裡,有一下沒一下順著牠黑色的細毛。男人總是用最柔和的寵物用洗浴精替牠洗澡。貓睜著晶亮的眼睛直勾勾盯著男人瞧,又是輕輕地喵了一聲,找了個最舒服的位置放任自己窩在男人懷裡。男人只是笑笑,對牠做了個禁聲的手勢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAPKeJ2L5E8I
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那一夜,牠窩在男人的腿上,和男人一起待在書房裡,聽著男人敲打鍵盤的聲音,緩緩進入夢鄉。朦朧的意識間,牠只記得男人暖暖的體溫,以及男人對男生的那種關愛溫情令他舒服的想打呼嚕,如此而已。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuSqFHPtoFS
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自從那一夜的長談後,照顧貓的重責大任徹底移交給忙碌的男人。男生現在的任務,就是陪著貓玩--或著說,貓的任務,就是陪著男生玩。舉凡洗澡、餵食、梳毛、換貓砂等等的現在都由男人一手包辦。有時候貓會覺得男人也是委屈了,當初吵著要帶牠回家的明明是男生,苦差事卻偏偏都落到男人頭上,但男人老是會在這樣的男生面前露出充滿愛意的包容。貓想,也就這樣了吧。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGJYNHpl0dg
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日子一天一天的過去,貓生活在這個家裡的痕跡越發明顯。牆上的照片,有他們和牠。牆壁上沙發上有自己撓出來的痕跡,客廳裡擺放著牠小小的窩和男生添購的玩具。49Please respect copyright.PENANAed5LBuY9Dp
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他們一起去過好多地方:花季,牠賴在男人懷裡慵懶的看著繁花滿樹;暑期,兩人偷偷的將牠偷渡到溫泉勝地(牠很意外一向守規的男人會同意男生的提議);貓到這個家滿一年的那天,牠和他們一起慶祝,男生把奶油弄得牠整身,換得男人沒好氣卻寵溺的微笑;他們一起去逛街,偶爾男生抱著死活不想出門的牠去公園散步(男生似乎認為貓跟狗同樣需要散步);牠甚至隔著門板聽過房間那端傳來細細的喘息聲,這時候的貓就會乖乖的待在門板外,直到男人打開房門,低下身搔搔牠耳後,牠才會優雅的竄入,靜靜窩在男生枕邊沉睡,又或著偶爾,牠會窩在男人腿上陪著他熬夜處理公事。49Please respect copyright.PENANA0tI4jWjqny
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比起一開始隨性自在的想法,貓發現自己開始有了堅持。牠想要在這個家,和嚴肅卻溫柔、活潑而可愛的他們一直在一起。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZR8toPwaF
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牠喜歡成為他們的一份子。喜歡男生調皮的笑容,喜歡男人溫暖的大掌,喜歡這個家。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvSYAHOARZV
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貓終究不懂人類,但牠懂得去感覺。49Please respect copyright.PENANA6csnGrFLhG
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不知道從什麼時候開始,男生的笑容少了,男生在家的時候也少了。除去以往的打工、上課,男生的身影漸漸消失在這幢大房子。他開始減少與男人共處的時間。49Please respect copyright.PENANA2KSeHBwK6c
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男人似乎無所覺,他依舊在下班時替男生買上他喜歡的布丁、在餐桌上為男生佈菜、在每個需要熬夜的夜晚輕輕替熟睡的男生蓋緊棉被,只是貓隱約從他疲憊的表情知道,男人只是在假裝。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIgbJ7YgJHr
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和平的假象開始崩解的那天,是男人扯著男生怒氣沖沖的進了家門的那天。男人怒吼,貓聽出當中的無力與痛苦,而男生也竭盡所能的大喊著,貓也可以聽出當中的無奈與痛楚。可是貓卻無能為力,牠像個旁觀者,安靜的待在角落。49Please respect copyright.PENANAWLmdCL4hvR
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最後兩人似乎都無語了。男人將手埋在掌中,貓從他難得示弱的姿態看出他的難受。而一向開朗愛笑的男生卻是撇過頭,將自己埋在三人座的最尾端,顯出防備的姿態。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAxpghJD4za
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一時之間,房子裡除了秒針滴答滴答的聲音外,再聽不到其他聲音。貓依然不敢妄動。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHCWGjcsPKp
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手機響了。是男生放在桌上的手機。男人與男生似乎同時被它喚醒,目光皆投向發光的手機。49Please respect copyright.PENANADEiV5ykvFE
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看到來電顯示名稱,男人低啞的笑了。越笑越大聲、越笑越大聲。男生垂著頭緊緊抓住手機,眉眼間盡是自責與糾結。他幾次想要開口說些什麼,聲音卻一直沒出來,而手機還在響著,堅持不休。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9icreqZVWO
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最後男人停止了比哭泣更傷的笑,他低聲說了句什麼,貓看見男生的身體猛然一僵,但是等男生再抬頭,男人已然消失,只留下一扇搖擺的大門。49Please respect copyright.PENANAynV2RlXvnw
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貓低低的鳴叫了一聲,跳到沙發上。男生關上了門,落座在牠身旁。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqO2gaEqNgT
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牠的叫聲勾起了男生的注意力。男生先是愣了一下,接著帶著硬撐起的笑容把牠摟進懷裡,一下一下,順著牠的黑毛,輕輕對牠說話。一樣的溫度、一樣的手掌,貓卻隱隱約約知道,有什麼不一樣了。譬如說漸漸加重的擁抱、譬如說掉落在身上冰冷卻滾燙的液體、又譬如,頭頂上傳來的,撕聲力竭的啜泣聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVTynaVCqAF
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那天夜裡,男人沒回來。貓默默的看著男生一點一滴的清除他曾經存在的痕跡。一起添購的家具、男生的衣物、當初他亂花錢買下還被男人唸了一番的裝飾品。他將一切都填進那個大的空虛,現在看來也不過如此的行李箱,最後拉上拉鍊。他踱步至牆邊,猶豫了半晌,取下一張他們三個的合照,珍而重之的收進懷中。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGZJKaaByed
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臨走前,男生溫柔的摸了摸牠的頭,哭紅的眼圈依然浮腫著,只是貓卻輕輕的跳開了,拒絕他的撫觸。男生愣了一下,露出苦澀的微笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXptQIyf5rQ
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貓不後悔自己的舉動,因為貓知道,這將是令人心碎的道別。貓並不想道別。所以牠輕輕的喵了聲,晃著尾巴目送男生打開門,迎向陌生人的身邊。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7F9OITIJCH
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明明是他將自己迎進這個家,現在,又是他把自己丟在這個家。貓想,這種無以名狀的情緒,就叫寂寞。49Please respect copyright.PENANAQXSkL4YST9
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男人回家了。貓從他平靜的神情知道,男人並不意外那些痕跡以及那個人的消失,只是強迫自己接受。很少抽菸的男人,一根接著一根抽著,房子裡瀰漫著灰暗的霧氣。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaVHz8ek9XB
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貓蹭著牠的腳,期待彼此療傷。但男人沒有抱起牠,只是恍惚的,抽著菸。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwbp3IbzfOc
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貓隱隱約約有預感,自己將再一次被丟棄。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9X0dnldRlt
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牠從男人日漸冷漠的面孔發現這一切。男人依然照顧著牠,餵食、洗澡,但男人不再輕輕撫摸他的毛,不再抱著牠看電視,也不再讓牠上床睡覺。男人失去了男生,而貓則失去了男人與男生。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgASsdVuk5S
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那一天,男人用複雜的眼神看著牠良久,接著,久違地抱起了牠,輕輕撫摸著。49Please respect copyright.PENANASnR1F8IsOy
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夜裏,牠躺在男人的枕邊,用貓掌輕輕拍打著男人的臉。男人睡著的臉看起來很疲倦,近日來的折磨讓他的眼圈泛著疲倦的青,連鬍渣都顯得哀傷。貓很難過,難過的是牠無法安慰、也無法留下任何人,只能讓牠愛的人,徒增傷悲。49Please respect copyright.PENANAk4BNlz3A8S
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隔天早上,牠乖巧的讓男人將自己裝進紙箱,裡頭放了滿滿的食物和玩具,牠知道,說再見的時候要到了,然而牠不反抗,只溫順的、舔了舔男人在當初相遇的地方放下自己的手。49Please respect copyright.PENANA75NCC3vEGJ
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很不幸的,男人一離開,恰巧帶走了陽光。下雨了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXjxIegPDV5
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貓很冷,卻不想動。如果男人希望牠待在這兒,牠就會靜靜等待。也或許……如果,牠能在這裡再一次見到男生,牠要帶著男生回到他們曾經居住的家,告訴男生男人有多傷心。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuzmmTFn8Ir
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雨嘩啦嘩啦的下,路人拿著傘來去匆匆,偶爾停下的路人們擺弄擺弄牠,或許哀嘆了一聲,或許同情的摸摸牠,但沒有人真正為牠停下。49Please respect copyright.PENANAm2o6uLL60H
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貓等不到有緣人。貓靠回憶支撐自己。他記得男生當時撒嬌的神情,記得男人無奈之下妥協的樣子,記得他們兩人鬥嘴親暱的樣子,記得那個家曾經很溫暖。--記得,當愛不在時的痛。49Please respect copyright.PENANAyv9cyQHPVL
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明明不是第一次被拋棄了,貓卻覺得比任何一次都痛。49Please respect copyright.PENANANWi6Dn0cob
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夜色降臨,雨,還在下。貓看著被烏雲隱蔽的天空,猜想那裡頭有月亮。牠忍不住對著天空叫了一聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA1hz1EXIn4V
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一聲又一聲,直到那個熟悉的人影在次出現在牠面前。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqaqFFVPThY
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牠睜著晶亮的眼望他,男人沒有撐傘,一聲溼透,氣息是微喘的。49Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Od4sdy05
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男人不發一語,彎下身把牠抱起。緊緊的、暖暖的。牠想,他們要回家了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAaYPxBVDNkY
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從那天之後,男人回復了最一開始溫柔的模樣。幫牠洗澡、陪牠玩、一起熬夜、一起睡。似乎更將全副精力放在寵愛牠身上了。失去男生的頹廢從他身上消退,家中開始恢復整潔。過了一陣子,男人甚至再次將他們三個的合照掛上牆面,帶著懷念而淡淡哀愁的笑容。49Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9ADRgqUo9
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貓享受著這樣平淡而溫馨的生活。但不可否認的是,偶爾,牠會在深夜想起曾經弄得牠一身狼狽的男孩,牠知道,男人也一樣的,總有幾個夜晚男人徹夜難眠,每當這種時候,一室迷霧就會冉冉升起,試圖霧化他倆的孤單。49Please respect copyright.PENANA3ETi5LIHds
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貓對孤單無能為力,只希望陪伴能讓彼此轉好。49Please respect copyright.PENANAi4Spfqtwgm
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時間依然在走,貓有了新發現。牆上合照變了,少了矮個子的男孩,多了一名漂亮的男子。起先,貓只從照片上認識這個男子,再後來,牠從男人的言談中知道這個人,慢慢發現,男人似乎……挺喜歡這名男子。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKI54YYIyB5
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發現這個事實的夜裏,貓感受到久違的寂寞。牠想起曾經那兩人彼此相愛,然而時光卻再也走不回來。這個家將迎來新的主人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKiOcenXEtR
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果然,沒多久,男子終於來家裡造訪。男子略帶試探的伸手摸牠。牠懶洋洋的應聲,惹得男子笑著將牠抱個滿懷。49Please respect copyright.PENANAoNYUfMvZrg
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同樣的笑聲與活力終於回到這幢房子……藉由不同的人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAgX9pfK1m2x
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貓不貪心啊。牠只求男人幸福的笑、只求溫暖常駐。可惜男子的一巴掌打碎了牠的夢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAT9arDkrwH4
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那是某天清晨,牠慵懶的醒來,發現平常總是笑得斯文的男子渾身顫抖,手裡拿著一本記事本。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKStRlifHqZ
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貓想起來了,那是男生留下的『育貓日記』。是撿回他的那一天,開始寫的日記。49Please respect copyright.PENANAs8BhNuXDEl
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不好的預感浮出心頭,貓第一次、討好的去蹭男子,但男子只是沉默著推開牠。49Please respect copyright.PENANAdWMjzLAqp6
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吵架了。兩個人。貓惶惶不安的來回踱步,兩人都無瑕注意到貓。這次牠不想旁觀,牠試圖去當一個和事老,裝可愛、鳴叫、搗蛋,竭盡所能,委曲求全,但依然失敗告終。49Please respect copyright.PENANAI7wVH7d0y0
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這場架結束在男子的一個巴掌及一句話。就是這句話將貓從幸福泡泡裡打醒。49Please respect copyright.PENANAYHMt0XcWqu
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「就連這隻貓,也是因為移情作用吧!不只是我的長相……我本以為就算長得像,我肯定也是有什麼不同於他吸引你的地方,可現在看來,我就像是填補這個家的一個道具,就像這隻貓!你知道嗎?只要這隻貓在這裡一天,就證明你一天走不出去!」49Please respect copyright.PENANASswvAddQt4
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貓停止了一切動作。牠第一次聽懂了人類的話,卻是在這種時刻。 49Please respect copyright.PENANAqqXsPTcPkG
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原來牠象徵著的,一直都是男人過不去的那道坎,是嗎?49Please respect copyright.PENANAn6AN77Twyg
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月色降臨,貓輕巧的踏上窗台,淡淡的看著月色下沉睡著的男人及他擁著的男子。49Please respect copyright.PENANAHPWpIPZo57
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兩人後來說開了、合好了,但貓卻什麼也聽不懂了。貓的心碎了,不能闔好。49Please respect copyright.PENANAtjehU4xiNq
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一直以來,牠總是弄巧成拙。喜歡男生,卻在最後離別時傷了他的心。喜歡男人,卻拖著他沉淪在過去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAboCDiiMX8m
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貓的叫聲,此刻像哭聲。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9f9IpZadFI
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牠躍上床頭,用手掌拍拍兩人的臉,又低下頭舔了舔男人。49Please respect copyright.PENANAejEKpbXj7t
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聽說,貓要死掉的時候,會偷偷躲起來,到一個誰也找不到的地方。貓還活著,但牠也要躲起來,去一個誰都找不到的地方。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjlAVNgs6eU
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貓在矇矓的光下躍上窗台。最後輕輕的,叫了一聲。彷彿優雅的月精靈一躍而下,徒留一室安寧、以及片片翻飛的窗簾。49Please respect copyright.PENANAk53xFJMWGb
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