記憶中，在我8歲時，我記得我曾仰頭望著娘，問著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PBq6fJUEd
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「娘，為什麼如夢的名字叫如夢？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA37d8Pqtv0
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娘那時打了我一巴掌，怒氣沖沖的說：71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CSBj4CGjp
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「因為妳就跟我那下賤的姐姐長得一模一樣！就像似夢姐姐的分身一般，看見妳就有氣！怎麼不去死阿妳！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH1ZTi32sX
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眼前的事物變得有點模糊，好像有溫熱的液體從眼眶中溢出，我伸手摸了摸，是水。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPcph20CTn
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「啊...對不起...如夢...」見我眼睛出水，娘像是回過神般的一臉愧疚的抱住了我，輕撫著我的頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwGgc5Nzh3
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpCOsGNNWi
「如夢...妳真的太像似夢姐姐了...若不是妳不會笑...若不是妳這麼不吵不鬧、這麼乖巧...我真的會把你誤認成我最愛也最恨的似夢姐姐...」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb7z7G4cfF
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娘那時把我抱得很緊，全身顫抖著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1VNkkEnUl
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lfUYJHBM0
我知道，似夢姑姑對娘來講是很重要的存在，可是似夢姑姑被爹給強了、懷孕並生下一子夭折之後就離開了這個家，再也找不到。爹因為似夢姑姑的離開變得很暴躁兇殘，對娘很壞，卻對我很好很疼愛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjO1kA4Q3h
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6S6XCHmmM
晚上，我躲在房間裡，望著鏡子中映出的臉，再比對手中似夢姑姑的相片，同樣的紅眼睛、灰藍髮和面孔，為一不同的是相片中的似夢姑姑總是漾著美麗的笑容。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAVLkUIx0Q
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我輕撫著臉頰，我知道眼睛出水的情況叫做「哭」，嘴角上揚叫做「笑」。大人們總嘆息的說著，似夢姑姑是個會哭會笑，擁有很多情緒的女子，為什麼我卻不見情緒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgokiYrflOu
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我輕勾嘴角，唇角微微揚起了些角度，淡淡的、看不出來的微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmJJIIyiLR
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uJtYjbFBl
大人們說：笑是因為感到歡喜而笑的，哭則會因為悲傷或喜悅而哭。但...我會笑，卻不懂歡喜。我會哭，卻不明白什麼叫悲傷或喜悅。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkoH0ZAqjj
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「似夢...！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QeWdXltsY
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8wHS3f80U
突然，爹走進房間，醉醺醺、搖搖晃晃的望著我笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFmhVk0470
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「似夢~」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBHEFDEs1a
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo4DiOdWcd
爹撲向我，將我抱在懷中，手觸碰著我的背部。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVIuKSJaH2
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDStc4T7HjL
「爹，我是如夢。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nhr8qFS29
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fzkgK6J2b
滿身酒氣的爹笑了笑，「我...知道啊！妳是似夢~我最愛的似夢~來~親...親一個~！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYIRYU62SF
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IXo1b5B2X
我擋住爹的嘴，感覺渾身不舒快的往爹的肚腹揍了一拳，爹哀嚎了一聲，摀住肚子從我身上滑坐到地上。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsZeXCWBwa
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「妳是...如夢.....妳娘的！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbuIQg5OFP
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爹抬起頭掐住我的脖子，雙眼布滿了血絲，看起來給人不舒服的感覺。後來我才知道，那種感覺叫「恐懼」。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQDGQu3Cqw
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdnKL7DR82
「妳娘逃走了，生了妳之後就跑了！無夢生的兒子又當天夭折！逼不得已將妳騙說是無夢生的！但誰準妳長得這麼像似夢的！！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxjiiGRHcu
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE4264ZuER
我愣住。娘逃走了...？無夢是娘的名字阿...如果說娘生的是兒子，而且已經夭折...我的娘是逃走的...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhthN1DiWz
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquPVjexmsf
我是似夢姑姑的女兒？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ie31uCRs
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIJCuBeKZQ
所以娘不是我的娘...我的娘生了我後就出走了...我的娘是雲家最受寵愛的「雲似夢」，而且她在生了我之後就拋棄我了...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBVlizGdz0
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不......不.........不！！！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dwUkkJffc
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「不可能！！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnBqdD8AkE
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我一把推開爹，我感覺到全身都在顫抖，眼睛不斷的「哭」，背後有種火燒的痛覺和衣服撕裂的聲響，但我全都沒去注意。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xkX8JTmIs
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「如夢的娘叫無夢，如夢的娘不是似夢姑姑！你喝醉！你亂說！」 71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvVgkEcI6j
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDhHrZFta8
爹望著我，雙眼迷離的大笑著，「哈哈哈！妳以為妳怎麼跟妳的似夢姑姑長得一模一樣的！當然是因為她是妳的娘阿！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz5o1wGfE3
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN3qK4iv9m
爹大笑著，雙眼卻哭了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKyByIzY75
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOWa4GnuAW
「哈哈...當年為了去看妳出生，我讓妳弟弟差點死在無夢腹中，經過搶救是生下來了，可惜出生後3個時辰妳弟弟還是死了！哈哈哈哈！是因為妳喔！因為妳，妳弟弟夭折妳娘親出走摔落懸崖死了喔哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.....！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGHrpET7K4
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騙人的...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCz76iZe5Z
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeALQw2pQTl
「妳的出生伴隨著兩個人的死亡喔！我最愛的女兒阿！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBOXzwAWsd
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騙人的...這個男人喝醉了...他在騙人...他說的都是謊言...不可以相信...不可以相信的....71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToRbGfUvs5
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SSwjdnvNj
爹突然停下了笑，眼睛也停止了哭，一臉平靜的望著我，過了良久，露出一抹蘊含很多情緒的溫柔微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdSGgknos3
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「如果妳從沒出生過那該多好。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tsv2QJuKH
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後來我不知道怎麼了，我只知道我「哭」了，哭完之後，一個有點像我、跟我一樣年紀的男孩在我面前，溫柔的替我抹去了所有眼淚。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrCah3gOP0
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vMWiY6ZPy
他說：「我是妳的弟弟，我當年沒有夭折，但為了給姐姐更好的生活我被似夢姑姑抱走了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuwM0Ltyj
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我望著他，一臉認真，雙瞳炯炯有神，盈滿了情緒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINFEtPqcbI
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「我叫守如夢，是爹...守家唯一的繼承人！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPiQRDsjPe
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「姐姐睡吧，我會守護妳的。」弟弟將他的手遮掩住我的雙眼，另一隻手則輕輕摟著我。很溫暖，讓我的意識漸漸的飄散。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEk61uGJH4
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墜入完全黑暗深沉的睡眠中前，我看見的是一片鮮紅、血肉模糊，滿目瘡痍的瓦礫廢墟。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKCg2LqDoW
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對了...我是在哪裡...？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv0hWmWeSQ
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來不及想清楚，我就沒有意識了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0hBl6xEIx
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「姐姐~吃飯囉~在想什麼~？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgSsMjPZZW
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回過神，趴坐在窗台上的我回頭望向已經20歲的青年，輕輕一笑，手指輕撫了撫不知道為什麼，我醒來後背上就多了的這半對黑色羽翼的翅膀。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xgoHay7EO
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「在想...今天吃什麼~」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTeTHPhQS1
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BuESF0L1y
望著弟弟燦爛的笑臉，我拿著弟弟在我那年醒來後送我的紫色摺扇，跳下窗台，牽著弟弟走到了飯廳。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRysdhLDdk3
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在弟弟身旁好像會讓我變多情緒，現在我除了「哭」和「笑」，也會「生氣」和「鬧彆扭」了，也明白什麼叫開心和悲傷了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaP0RyqgSY
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對了，我和弟弟現在是殺手，很好的職業，弟弟替我戴上面紗後把人殺掉就好，從中我學到了「快感」，也得到了「血扇浮雲」的稱號。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo28NTIa385
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而關於過去...其實我已經慢慢的快都忘光了，不過弟弟...守如夢總會在我的身旁，就算沒有過去的記憶也一定沒問題的！
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「娘，為什麼如夢的名字叫如夢？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA37d8Pqtv0
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC95MpWSG0
娘那時打了我一巴掌，怒氣沖沖的說：71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CSBj4CGjp
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T03GWgbYo
「因為妳就跟我那下賤的姐姐長得一模一樣！就像似夢姐姐的分身一般，看見妳就有氣！怎麼不去死阿妳！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH1ZTi32sX
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBgTscc4xy
眼前的事物變得有點模糊，好像有溫熱的液體從眼眶中溢出，我伸手摸了摸，是水。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPcph20CTn
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WBvll3ibR
「啊...對不起...如夢...」見我眼睛出水，娘像是回過神般的一臉愧疚的抱住了我，輕撫著我的頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwGgc5Nzh3
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpCOsGNNWi
「如夢...妳真的太像似夢姐姐了...若不是妳不會笑...若不是妳這麼不吵不鬧、這麼乖巧...我真的會把你誤認成我最愛也最恨的似夢姐姐...」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb7z7G4cfF
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGhxHwZ81S
娘那時把我抱得很緊，全身顫抖著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1VNkkEnUl
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lfUYJHBM0
我知道，似夢姑姑對娘來講是很重要的存在，可是似夢姑姑被爹給強了、懷孕並生下一子夭折之後就離開了這個家，再也找不到。爹因為似夢姑姑的離開變得很暴躁兇殘，對娘很壞，卻對我很好很疼愛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjO1kA4Q3h
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6S6XCHmmM
晚上，我躲在房間裡，望著鏡子中映出的臉，再比對手中似夢姑姑的相片，同樣的紅眼睛、灰藍髮和面孔，為一不同的是相片中的似夢姑姑總是漾著美麗的笑容。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAVLkUIx0Q
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfYiNnF5Yy
我輕撫著臉頰，我知道眼睛出水的情況叫做「哭」，嘴角上揚叫做「笑」。大人們總嘆息的說著，似夢姑姑是個會哭會笑，擁有很多情緒的女子，為什麼我卻不見情緒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgokiYrflOu
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs6RXeEcX9
我輕勾嘴角，唇角微微揚起了些角度，淡淡的、看不出來的微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmJJIIyiLR
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uJtYjbFBl
大人們說：笑是因為感到歡喜而笑的，哭則會因為悲傷或喜悅而哭。但...我會笑，卻不懂歡喜。我會哭，卻不明白什麼叫悲傷或喜悅。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkoH0ZAqjj
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxdthGfa7t
「似夢...！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QeWdXltsY
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8wHS3f80U
突然，爹走進房間，醉醺醺、搖搖晃晃的望著我笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFmhVk0470
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO7O0wCIkd
「似夢~」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBHEFDEs1a
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo4DiOdWcd
爹撲向我，將我抱在懷中，手觸碰著我的背部。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVIuKSJaH2
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDStc4T7HjL
「爹，我是如夢。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nhr8qFS29
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fzkgK6J2b
滿身酒氣的爹笑了笑，「我...知道啊！妳是似夢~我最愛的似夢~來~親...親一個~！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYIRYU62SF
71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IXo1b5B2X
我擋住爹的嘴，感覺渾身不舒快的往爹的肚腹揍了一拳，爹哀嚎了一聲，摀住肚子從我身上滑坐到地上。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsZeXCWBwa
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「妳是...如夢.....妳娘的！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbuIQg5OFP
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爹抬起頭掐住我的脖子，雙眼布滿了血絲，看起來給人不舒服的感覺。後來我才知道，那種感覺叫「恐懼」。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQDGQu3Cqw
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「妳娘逃走了，生了妳之後就跑了！無夢生的兒子又當天夭折！逼不得已將妳騙說是無夢生的！但誰準妳長得這麼像似夢的！！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxjiiGRHcu
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我愣住。娘逃走了...？無夢是娘的名字阿...如果說娘生的是兒子，而且已經夭折...我的娘是逃走的...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhthN1DiWz
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我是似夢姑姑的女兒？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ie31uCRs
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所以娘不是我的娘...我的娘生了我後就出走了...我的娘是雲家最受寵愛的「雲似夢」，而且她在生了我之後就拋棄我了...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBVlizGdz0
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不......不.........不！！！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dwUkkJffc
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「不可能！！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnBqdD8AkE
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我一把推開爹，我感覺到全身都在顫抖，眼睛不斷的「哭」，背後有種火燒的痛覺和衣服撕裂的聲響，但我全都沒去注意。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xkX8JTmIs
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「如夢的娘叫無夢，如夢的娘不是似夢姑姑！你喝醉！你亂說！」 71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvVgkEcI6j
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爹望著我，雙眼迷離的大笑著，「哈哈哈！妳以為妳怎麼跟妳的似夢姑姑長得一模一樣的！當然是因為她是妳的娘阿！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz5o1wGfE3
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爹大笑著，雙眼卻哭了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKyByIzY75
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「哈哈...當年為了去看妳出生，我讓妳弟弟差點死在無夢腹中，經過搶救是生下來了，可惜出生後3個時辰妳弟弟還是死了！哈哈哈哈！是因為妳喔！因為妳，妳弟弟夭折妳娘親出走摔落懸崖死了喔哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.....！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGHrpET7K4
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騙人的...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCz76iZe5Z
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「妳的出生伴隨著兩個人的死亡喔！我最愛的女兒阿！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBOXzwAWsd
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騙人的...這個男人喝醉了...他在騙人...他說的都是謊言...不可以相信...不可以相信的....71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToRbGfUvs5
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爹突然停下了笑，眼睛也停止了哭，一臉平靜的望著我，過了良久，露出一抹蘊含很多情緒的溫柔微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdSGgknos3
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「如果妳從沒出生過那該多好。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tsv2QJuKH
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後來我不知道怎麼了，我只知道我「哭」了，哭完之後，一個有點像我、跟我一樣年紀的男孩在我面前，溫柔的替我抹去了所有眼淚。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrCah3gOP0
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他說：「我是妳的弟弟，我當年沒有夭折，但為了給姐姐更好的生活我被似夢姑姑抱走了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuwM0Ltyj
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我望著他，一臉認真，雙瞳炯炯有神，盈滿了情緒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINFEtPqcbI
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「我叫守如夢，是爹...守家唯一的繼承人！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPiQRDsjPe
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「姐姐睡吧，我會守護妳的。」弟弟將他的手遮掩住我的雙眼，另一隻手則輕輕摟著我。很溫暖，讓我的意識漸漸的飄散。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEk61uGJH4
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墜入完全黑暗深沉的睡眠中前，我看見的是一片鮮紅、血肉模糊，滿目瘡痍的瓦礫廢墟。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKCg2LqDoW
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對了...我是在哪裡...？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv0hWmWeSQ
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來不及想清楚，我就沒有意識了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0hBl6xEIx
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「姐姐~吃飯囉~在想什麼~？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgSsMjPZZW
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回過神，趴坐在窗台上的我回頭望向已經20歲的青年，輕輕一笑，手指輕撫了撫不知道為什麼，我醒來後背上就多了的這半對黑色羽翼的翅膀。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xgoHay7EO
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「在想...今天吃什麼~」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTeTHPhQS1
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望著弟弟燦爛的笑臉，我拿著弟弟在我那年醒來後送我的紫色摺扇，跳下窗台，牽著弟弟走到了飯廳。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRysdhLDdk3
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在弟弟身旁好像會讓我變多情緒，現在我除了「哭」和「笑」，也會「生氣」和「鬧彆扭」了，也明白什麼叫開心和悲傷了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaP0RyqgSY
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對了，我和弟弟現在是殺手，很好的職業，弟弟替我戴上面紗後把人殺掉就好，從中我學到了「快感」，也得到了「血扇浮雲」的稱號。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo28NTIa385
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而關於過去...其實我已經慢慢的快都忘光了，不過弟弟...守如夢總會在我的身旁，就算沒有過去的記憶也一定沒問題的！
