降旗中心的降赤，角色性格扭曲，不能接受請趕緊按右上角的鍵。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLJUUAQtUD
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降赤和奇蹟皆為同校高中生，降和黑綠紫是好友，灰崎是路人。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyfb3YPQnU
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『紳士會因愛瘋狂，而不會變得痴愚。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwb5Y9q0SA
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「光樹，該換教室了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLMCl2Jxpi
「好。」從抽屜取出音樂課本，露出稚氣的笑容跑向對方。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3H8m757Oa
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他是個樂天坦率的人，長相一般，身材中等，成績時好時壞：拿過全校第20名也曾在班上墊底；有幾個朋友，一點興趣，拿手的事一時想不出來，真要說起來大概是親和力吧，跟大部分人都能融洽相處。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6cTqiAiAT
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「那個就是赤司君吧？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbXe3IMvYa
「真的好帥喔，赤司大人！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WnyLaOCGJ
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「誰呀？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh5My2wK5l
「赤司征十郎啦。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOEssPQCjX
「又是赤司？那群女生呀呀呀的吵死了！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M01E4cgSv
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態度真惡劣呢！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31vPu7YnGf
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看著一臉厭惡、挖著耳屎的同伴他這麼想著，不過他什麼也不會說，倒是有點好奇對方是怎樣的人，讓平時還算客氣的好友一入學就倒盡胃口。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkXg60xOm2
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順著眾人的目光斜過眼，貓眼似的吊眼梢睜得老大，瞳孔里映出兩朵跳動的火焰，四周的景物彷彿遠方射放的花火逕自明滅，他的視線中心剎那間濃聚為一點，他的臉頰通紅，心如鼓動，雙手出汗不止...第一次有這樣的感覺，情緒無法平撫，聽著河流般幽緩的《綠袖子幻想曲》，悠揚的音符卻躍不進耳裡；內心被焦躁的熱度所充斥，彷彿被人點燃從未有過的欲望。他想靠得更近，更接近那個叫赤司的人，想看清那一抹熾烈紅髮下的眼神。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEPiKtZLeY
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下課鐘一敲，他的雙腿不住使喚跑向門邊，只把心留在身上，忘了拿課本，忘了這週輪到他這排的人負責清理教室。好友一個個目愣口呆，對他首次的任性妄為無言；不過還是甘願分擔起他的責任。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAReD0ipKEj
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「欸，把他的課本帶走吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFu1dmJWQu
「我來幫他拖地，哼，敢讓本大爺代勞，非要叫他幫我寫作業。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy27gS9xRHs
「你平常不都抄他的？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbkaue5pza
「說啥？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT29gwIeCE
「沒。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOEgArRqxb
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赤司、赤司、赤司、...30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mQf4c486G
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他竭力地奔跑，半途想起自己壓根兒不知道對方在哪班。雙腿的速度緩慢了下來，忽然，他像顆掉出容器的果凍發軟傾倒，他大口喘著氣，冷靜下來後，他才發覺自己根本不明白方才的堅持是為了什麼。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGBzwukkRr
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「真奇怪，我幹嘛為了個男人心跳不已？我瘋了嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYfusovXow
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他的感情來得快去得也快。縱使那烈日般的紅髮仍在眼底無法揮去，縱使他走在樓層之間，下意識地東張西望...這幾天他覺得自己沒什麼改變，依然和大夥兒一起上課，吃午飯，收拾東西回家，或是順路去M記買杯奶昔。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgKIOv2mgY
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「降旗君你怪怪的。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Vs6JHrxe
「哈，說我嗎？哪有啊？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuKwn6adq9
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他清楚得很，眼睛無神但觀察力一流的黑子在想什麼。之前他也發現了自己的破綻：當他用慣常的傻笑掩飾自己的心虛，右邊嘴角會明顯地上揚。只有自己能騙過自己。好友緘默的反應不留情地揭穿了他的心思。當晚他回到家發了一場燒，38度C，不是很嚴重，但他以為自己病得不清，連在恍惚的夢中都不停地追趕那赤紅燃燒的翦影。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe64CWhmnya
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「是智慧熱吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdRaCYm7Ku
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「好棒喔。我也想變聰明。」咬了一口好味棒，妖精懶洋洋地說。絲毫不把自己曾在中學排名全校前五的光輝放在心上。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNYwiogwfg
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「發燒可不是好事的說。」以纖長的手指推了推眼鏡，綠間高挑的懷裡抱著半身大的粉紅兔玩偶。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T6f4FMgNV
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以餘光望向眼前這群有特色的朋友，他不留痕跡地抓回眼角的視線，充耳不聞。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHci5d9Shc
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請了2天病假，他有如脫胎換骨：不再遲到，上課不打嗑睡，直挺挺的背脊，認真抄寫筆記的手，沒有人不注意到他的變化；最劇烈的改變則是個性。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eRvc6DLoX
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「降旗君感覺變沉穩了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnbaj2Ojts
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不愧是黑子啊。他心想。不過依然不動聲色埋首書本中。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L8YL5Fbcf
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提早到學校，從遠處企盼你途經的身影，即使只有幾秒鐘的停留，也能叫我滿足；刻意壓抑莽撞奔放的心，向高雅静穆的你學習。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNnbz1WF4j
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我真的好喜歡你，想離你更近一點。不知道要怎麼做才能對你有更多的了解，我用我的方式，努力用功，當我的名次往上爬，或許能讓頂端的你注意到，還有，還有什麼呢？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAUYbPkDct
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「赤司君他是籃球部的主將，喜歡下棋，討厭吃海帶跟紅薑，喜歡的食物是豆腐湯。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHRTBarVLR
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他沒想到最佳情報員就近在身邊。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP9Rmmh4ay
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「對喔，小黑仔跟他都是籃球部的嘛。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjc0rMukXk
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「說什麼呢，紫原君，你不也是嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMlbimF58R
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「我們之中沒加入的只有降旗的說。」眼鏡君推了推鏡框，按下完美結論。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8aU5FK55u
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他聽了差點掉下巴。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYPu3g3vFr
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「難怪你們之前看到他都沒多大反應。」他雙手抓著頭髮，猶如受到拷問。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Mg9KJOEkh
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「會做出厭惡表情的只有灰崎那個長不大的孩子的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dC7R1Rc4d
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「我是三軍的...」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnmnnppOGc
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雙色眼珠辛辣的逼視之下，他不得動彈，一個字也吐不出口。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBTfRXSX5E
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「赤司你的眼神太可怕了，他都被你嚇壞了的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NLpm8KoC8
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不，這不是驚嚇。他是戀愛了，千真萬確，他知道自己墜入了愛情的迷霧裡，那是一張理想描繪的容貌，比他無數個夢中見到更加美麗。他的心柔柔地浮動，全身都輕飄飄的，就像乘著迷人歌聲的翅膀徜徉於半空，而那歌聲的來源就是他對赤司的詠嘆，在他的心裡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qmLdmGe2J
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「你的能力還不夠。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRFAnilhFh
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俐落的轉身，將他狠狠拋下。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxkpFHhQ4j
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他回家倒在床邊大哭了一場，隔天依舊以紅腫的眼睛盯著黑板和書頁，社團時間依照規定到球場報到，即使無法到光的身邊，無法見到赤司，他還是不願放棄，捨棄這段戀情太難，還不到末路。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvbQfJAEZE
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那是升上二年級的秋天，他蛻變了，像一隻脫離繭蛹，翩翩起舞的蝶。他嘗試討好所有人，以一張張高分的卷子取悅父母，笑臉盈盈，別人都說他很好說話，好事麻煩事都算上他，在前後輩之間評價頗高，也因此吸引了一些目光，不過他的心口隱隱作痛，那雙最渴切的眼眸依然把他排除。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdhEK3CYIo
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「還是不能升上一軍嗎？他很努力，連黑子的球也能接到了的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYWtp5viu
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「離光的程度還差得遠，說起來，真太郎你們有餘力教他球技，下週訓練調成10倍也沒問題吧？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2euC7viLr
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「不，那就有點...」推推眼鏡，面露難色。雖然想為朋友爭取，但實在贏不了赤司。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8chkX0h1T
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「那就別做了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM9owGr8Sg
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「生氣了？」望著那隨手拋下文件，啪的一聲關上門的背影，他不解，眼鏡底下滿是疑惑。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lgiOUqnW8
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他踏實地接受嚴厲的鍛鍊，跟另一邊球場上的黑子相繼倒下，不過沒有柔和的微笑以對，只有隊友猛力的拉扯和放置。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgtDMD7Ny6
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－簡直像包被丟棄在一旁的垃圾，在昏暗的燈光下誰也不會注意到我。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Yc3d675A
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熱淚從他的雙頰汨汨留下，他的心已經被愛腐蝕好一段時間了，他近乎失去原來的自己，表面上的討人喜歡是種營造，只屬於他的開朗真誠，在痛得厲害的烈焰灼燒之中化為灰燼。他的眼裡再也裝不進任何人，除了那唯一的眷戀。在他的眷戀眼中他始終透明，好幾次，他祈求自己擁有蘇打般的淺淡髮色和不帶意圖的表情，但任憑他如何粉飾，也妝不出一張猜不透的假面。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWQPNHlMNK
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「如果我是你就能得到他的體貼和溫柔了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZBBhDOcKQ
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「不，赤司君並沒有對我抱持那樣的想法。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6meql0n8pm
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「你錯了，黑子。」他兩手錯置於顎下，這是他喜歡的人常做出的姿勢。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlknBkaEiYH
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－我一直都在看著他啊，他在球場上流下的汗水，因高溫而更加濕潤的眼，那雙眼一直都停留在你身上，為什麼，為什麼他珍惜的人不是我，為什麼我的心情得不到回應？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3o1w3CbxY
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「這是條不歸路呢，降旗君。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevALpQATyT
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「呃？」在他濃烈的妒意險些轉化成殺意時，一貫的平板聲調喚回他的狀態：處變不驚的虛假姿態。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJlUtU63KH
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「將軍了喔，我們說好輸的人要請喝奶昔，不過降旗君今天的狀況不太好，取消吧！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgiP6gmozE
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「喔？你真是通曉人情耶，黑子。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKmReR7Ubf
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＂為了更了解赤司君的世界，請教我將棋吧！＂回家途中，買了杯香草奶昔，黑子邊走不斷在想，當時那個全力以赴，渾身傻勁的降旗君去哪裡了呢？貓咪般的眼睛什麼時候住進了一隻兇殘的餓虎？啜飲一口奶昔，寒冬中他冷得全身發抖。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz3tupYvLQ
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「紳士會因愛瘋狂，而不會變得痴愚。」——Francois de La Rochefoucauld／譯：黃意雯
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降赤和奇蹟皆為同校高中生，降和黑綠紫是好友，灰崎是路人。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyfb3YPQnU
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『紳士會因愛瘋狂，而不會變得痴愚。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwb5Y9q0SA
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「光樹，該換教室了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLMCl2Jxpi
「好。」從抽屜取出音樂課本，露出稚氣的笑容跑向對方。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3H8m757Oa
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他是個樂天坦率的人，長相一般，身材中等，成績時好時壞：拿過全校第20名也曾在班上墊底；有幾個朋友，一點興趣，拿手的事一時想不出來，真要說起來大概是親和力吧，跟大部分人都能融洽相處。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6cTqiAiAT
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「那個就是赤司君吧？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbXe3IMvYa
「真的好帥喔，赤司大人！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WnyLaOCGJ
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「誰呀？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh5My2wK5l
「赤司征十郎啦。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOEssPQCjX
「又是赤司？那群女生呀呀呀的吵死了！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M01E4cgSv
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態度真惡劣呢！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31vPu7YnGf
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看著一臉厭惡、挖著耳屎的同伴他這麼想著，不過他什麼也不會說，倒是有點好奇對方是怎樣的人，讓平時還算客氣的好友一入學就倒盡胃口。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkXg60xOm2
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順著眾人的目光斜過眼，貓眼似的吊眼梢睜得老大，瞳孔里映出兩朵跳動的火焰，四周的景物彷彿遠方射放的花火逕自明滅，他的視線中心剎那間濃聚為一點，他的臉頰通紅，心如鼓動，雙手出汗不止...第一次有這樣的感覺，情緒無法平撫，聽著河流般幽緩的《綠袖子幻想曲》，悠揚的音符卻躍不進耳裡；內心被焦躁的熱度所充斥，彷彿被人點燃從未有過的欲望。他想靠得更近，更接近那個叫赤司的人，想看清那一抹熾烈紅髮下的眼神。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEPiKtZLeY
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下課鐘一敲，他的雙腿不住使喚跑向門邊，只把心留在身上，忘了拿課本，忘了這週輪到他這排的人負責清理教室。好友一個個目愣口呆，對他首次的任性妄為無言；不過還是甘願分擔起他的責任。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAReD0ipKEj
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「欸，把他的課本帶走吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFu1dmJWQu
「我來幫他拖地，哼，敢讓本大爺代勞，非要叫他幫我寫作業。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy27gS9xRHs
「你平常不都抄他的？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbkaue5pza
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赤司、赤司、赤司、...30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mQf4c486G
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他竭力地奔跑，半途想起自己壓根兒不知道對方在哪班。雙腿的速度緩慢了下來，忽然，他像顆掉出容器的果凍發軟傾倒，他大口喘著氣，冷靜下來後，他才發覺自己根本不明白方才的堅持是為了什麼。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGBzwukkRr
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「真奇怪，我幹嘛為了個男人心跳不已？我瘋了嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYfusovXow
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他的感情來得快去得也快。縱使那烈日般的紅髮仍在眼底無法揮去，縱使他走在樓層之間，下意識地東張西望...這幾天他覺得自己沒什麼改變，依然和大夥兒一起上課，吃午飯，收拾東西回家，或是順路去M記買杯奶昔。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgKIOv2mgY
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「降旗君你怪怪的。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Vs6JHrxe
「哈，說我嗎？哪有啊？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuKwn6adq9
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他清楚得很，眼睛無神但觀察力一流的黑子在想什麼。之前他也發現了自己的破綻：當他用慣常的傻笑掩飾自己的心虛，右邊嘴角會明顯地上揚。只有自己能騙過自己。好友緘默的反應不留情地揭穿了他的心思。當晚他回到家發了一場燒，38度C，不是很嚴重，但他以為自己病得不清，連在恍惚的夢中都不停地追趕那赤紅燃燒的翦影。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe64CWhmnya
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「是智慧熱吧。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdRaCYm7Ku
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「好棒喔。我也想變聰明。」咬了一口好味棒，妖精懶洋洋地說。絲毫不把自己曾在中學排名全校前五的光輝放在心上。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNYwiogwfg
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「發燒可不是好事的說。」以纖長的手指推了推眼鏡，綠間高挑的懷裡抱著半身大的粉紅兔玩偶。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T6f4FMgNV
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以餘光望向眼前這群有特色的朋友，他不留痕跡地抓回眼角的視線，充耳不聞。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHci5d9Shc
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請了2天病假，他有如脫胎換骨：不再遲到，上課不打嗑睡，直挺挺的背脊，認真抄寫筆記的手，沒有人不注意到他的變化；最劇烈的改變則是個性。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eRvc6DLoX
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「降旗君感覺變沉穩了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnbaj2Ojts
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不愧是黑子啊。他心想。不過依然不動聲色埋首書本中。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L8YL5Fbcf
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提早到學校，從遠處企盼你途經的身影，即使只有幾秒鐘的停留，也能叫我滿足；刻意壓抑莽撞奔放的心，向高雅静穆的你學習。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNnbz1WF4j
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我真的好喜歡你，想離你更近一點。不知道要怎麼做才能對你有更多的了解，我用我的方式，努力用功，當我的名次往上爬，或許能讓頂端的你注意到，還有，還有什麼呢？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAUYbPkDct
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「赤司君他是籃球部的主將，喜歡下棋，討厭吃海帶跟紅薑，喜歡的食物是豆腐湯。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHRTBarVLR
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他沒想到最佳情報員就近在身邊。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP9Rmmh4ay
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「對喔，小黑仔跟他都是籃球部的嘛。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjc0rMukXk
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「說什麼呢，紫原君，你不也是嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMlbimF58R
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「我們之中沒加入的只有降旗的說。」眼鏡君推了推鏡框，按下完美結論。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8aU5FK55u
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他聽了差點掉下巴。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYPu3g3vFr
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「難怪你們之前看到他都沒多大反應。」他雙手抓著頭髮，猶如受到拷問。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Mg9KJOEkh
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「會做出厭惡表情的只有灰崎那個長不大的孩子的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dC7R1Rc4d
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「我是三軍的...」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnmnnppOGc
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雙色眼珠辛辣的逼視之下，他不得動彈，一個字也吐不出口。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBTfRXSX5E
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「赤司你的眼神太可怕了，他都被你嚇壞了的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NLpm8KoC8
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不，這不是驚嚇。他是戀愛了，千真萬確，他知道自己墜入了愛情的迷霧裡，那是一張理想描繪的容貌，比他無數個夢中見到更加美麗。他的心柔柔地浮動，全身都輕飄飄的，就像乘著迷人歌聲的翅膀徜徉於半空，而那歌聲的來源就是他對赤司的詠嘆，在他的心裡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qmLdmGe2J
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「你的能力還不夠。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRFAnilhFh
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俐落的轉身，將他狠狠拋下。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxkpFHhQ4j
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他回家倒在床邊大哭了一場，隔天依舊以紅腫的眼睛盯著黑板和書頁，社團時間依照規定到球場報到，即使無法到光的身邊，無法見到赤司，他還是不願放棄，捨棄這段戀情太難，還不到末路。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvbQfJAEZE
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那是升上二年級的秋天，他蛻變了，像一隻脫離繭蛹，翩翩起舞的蝶。他嘗試討好所有人，以一張張高分的卷子取悅父母，笑臉盈盈，別人都說他很好說話，好事麻煩事都算上他，在前後輩之間評價頗高，也因此吸引了一些目光，不過他的心口隱隱作痛，那雙最渴切的眼眸依然把他排除。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdhEK3CYIo
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「還是不能升上一軍嗎？他很努力，連黑子的球也能接到了的說。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYWtp5viu
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「離光的程度還差得遠，說起來，真太郎你們有餘力教他球技，下週訓練調成10倍也沒問題吧？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2euC7viLr
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「不，那就有點...」推推眼鏡，面露難色。雖然想為朋友爭取，但實在贏不了赤司。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8chkX0h1T
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「那就別做了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM9owGr8Sg
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「生氣了？」望著那隨手拋下文件，啪的一聲關上門的背影，他不解，眼鏡底下滿是疑惑。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lgiOUqnW8
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他踏實地接受嚴厲的鍛鍊，跟另一邊球場上的黑子相繼倒下，不過沒有柔和的微笑以對，只有隊友猛力的拉扯和放置。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgtDMD7Ny6
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－簡直像包被丟棄在一旁的垃圾，在昏暗的燈光下誰也不會注意到我。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Yc3d675A
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熱淚從他的雙頰汨汨留下，他的心已經被愛腐蝕好一段時間了，他近乎失去原來的自己，表面上的討人喜歡是種營造，只屬於他的開朗真誠，在痛得厲害的烈焰灼燒之中化為灰燼。他的眼裡再也裝不進任何人，除了那唯一的眷戀。在他的眷戀眼中他始終透明，好幾次，他祈求自己擁有蘇打般的淺淡髮色和不帶意圖的表情，但任憑他如何粉飾，也妝不出一張猜不透的假面。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWQPNHlMNK
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「如果我是你就能得到他的體貼和溫柔了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZBBhDOcKQ
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「不，赤司君並沒有對我抱持那樣的想法。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6meql0n8pm
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「你錯了，黑子。」他兩手錯置於顎下，這是他喜歡的人常做出的姿勢。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlknBkaEiYH
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－我一直都在看著他啊，他在球場上流下的汗水，因高溫而更加濕潤的眼，那雙眼一直都停留在你身上，為什麼，為什麼他珍惜的人不是我，為什麼我的心情得不到回應？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3o1w3CbxY
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「這是條不歸路呢，降旗君。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevALpQATyT
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「呃？」在他濃烈的妒意險些轉化成殺意時，一貫的平板聲調喚回他的狀態：處變不驚的虛假姿態。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJlUtU63KH
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「將軍了喔，我們說好輸的人要請喝奶昔，不過降旗君今天的狀況不太好，取消吧！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgiP6gmozE
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「喔？你真是通曉人情耶，黑子。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKmReR7Ubf
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＂為了更了解赤司君的世界，請教我將棋吧！＂回家途中，買了杯香草奶昔，黑子邊走不斷在想，當時那個全力以赴，渾身傻勁的降旗君去哪裡了呢？貓咪般的眼睛什麼時候住進了一隻兇殘的餓虎？啜飲一口奶昔，寒冬中他冷得全身發抖。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz3tupYvLQ
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「紳士會因愛瘋狂，而不會變得痴愚。」——Francois de La Rochefoucauld／譯：黃意雯
