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「久仰,請坐。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAkncB095MFt
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黑子愣愣地看著這個不速之客,心裡像是撞上一團棉花般,一瞬間麻木起來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAL9HJvh001G
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他從來都沒相信過老闆那個人,只是先前內心裡好像還抱有一絲所謂的僥倖在其間,然而那就像一個可憐人的夢境,雖然明知夢醒後現實依舊殘酷冰冷,但他們所擁有的只剩那個夢境了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAvyZpHFgAot
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有的人看不慣自我逃避天真做夢的人,便想去叫醒他們;可有的人更清楚如果叫醒對方後,只是讓人意識到現實的無力而無法讓其擺脫困境,倒不如無知者來得幸福。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwk0iv5tqeM
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赤司於黑子來說,就是那個曾讓他擺脫泥濘的人。身邊和他一起長大的那些小戲子們,由於從小到大老闆的「教化勸導」,對待權貴者有一股發自內心的順從屈服,看著別人的臉色賠笑陪哭的。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJXIWR34zlv
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但黑子不一樣,赤司給他的不僅是所謂的物慾上的滿足,更多的是一種精神上的平等尊重,在那個人的面前,他得到的是即使不刻意地討好屈膝,也可以交換來的互相欣賞與交流。那是一份平等的情誼,不用強迫自己擺出任何討好的姿態。8Please respect copyright.PENANAIITbT7ik9M
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享受過陽光,便很難再滿足於燭火。8Please respect copyright.PENANAS4cVp4Xh3r
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「鄙人澤成越,之前見過的。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAlTnttGWw3l
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黑子心裡已是麻木的,被拉著坐下,對方便給黑子遞酒,嘴上帶笑,手裡卻一點也不老實。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnW2zIsH2pb
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黑子面上維持著一副僵硬的假笑,但眼神有些恍惚,他感覺不到對方對自己的毛手毛腳,只是獃獃地發愣,臉上自然就冒出唱戲時常用的表情。8Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wm7a65ihN
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喝了三杯,黑子總算回過神來,死死地盯著那個人,收起了假笑、目光變得冰冷起來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAdsPfzGbVIn
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他突然起身,抄起桌上的盤子就朝對方的面上砸了過去。8Please respect copyright.PENANArs5TEKk3ti
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那個人被突如其來的攻擊嚇了一跳,一個閃身還沒來得及鬆口氣,黑子又拿起一個碗丟過去,砸在他腳上,直抱著喊疼。8Please respect copyright.PENANA709UESFopl
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黑子哈哈大笑起來,頗有些無畏之態,然後轉身跑下樓,跑到後院馬廄那裡,隨意爬上一匹拴在那邊的紅馬,然後一拍馬屁股,就跑了起來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAalhY71HwbB
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他就像一個瘋子一樣,赤司只帶他騎過三次馬,他上次連韁繩都抓不穩,這次他在馬上還沒坐穩就吆喝著讓馬跑,在角門那裡衝倒了三個看到自己撲過去鎖門的小廝,跑了出去。8Please respect copyright.PENANADpeS0s4tGl
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夜晚的街道其實格外的安靜,滿天的繁星看上去漂亮極了。他就那樣騎著一匹馬跑啊跑,微冷的風格外讓人愜意,心裡的喜悅、瘋狂糾纏在一起蔓延出來,他早就該這樣!他早就該這樣!他要騎著馬找赤司去!8Please respect copyright.PENANAQoenMjAYtr
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跑到城門那裡,才意識到現在是宵禁,大門早已關閉。隔著一個街道隱隱約約傳來嘈雜的人馬聲往這邊來,他調轉馬頭,往別的地方竄去。8Please respect copyright.PENANALHqZNbECHj
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「他在哪裡?這該死的傢伙躲在哪裡?」司徒氏扯著嗓子大罵,一干差役家丁拿著火把在搜尋,根據巷民提供的消息,他們追到這邊,但只看到拴在一棵樹下的馬匹,黑子本人卻不在馬上。8Please respect copyright.PENANA08KoL1obU5
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黑子聽見他們的嘈雜聲,他躲在一輛裝糧草的牛車裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAV83NvZPXzX
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頭腦漸漸冷靜了下來,但他卻一點也不後悔。8Please respect copyright.PENANAL1kKAMqh8f
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為什麼要後悔呢?很多人大概會笑他不識時務自討苦吃,那公子如果找到他大概會把自己大卸八塊,可他不後悔,那個人被砸時的哀嚎讓他狠狠出了一口氣,即使要為那一瞬間的解氣付出巨大的代價,他卻不會後悔。8Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZzvvOL88d
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曾經也有個人讓自己那麼解氣過,赤司把那一疊單據甩在陸老闆臉上教訓他時,他就解氣極了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAi5wkzvBlkR
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可當日的結局是陸老闆跪在地上大叫「饒命」,今日自己做了想做的事卻只能躲在糧草里不出聲。沒有赤司庇護的自己,當真有幾個人會在意?8Please respect copyright.PENANANqaSHw2wZK
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他自嘲地笑笑,這讓他更想念那個人了,夜一深便有些變涼了般,他把自己愈發蜷成一個小團,頭枕在膝上,無聲地流了些淚。8Please respect copyright.PENANAfAL7lMCfIw
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黑子被狠狠抽了十下鞭子,扔在了小黑屋。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnINs17IvNX
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這還是老闆求情沒下太大重手的結局,這倒並不是因為老闆憐惜黑子,只是害怕打壞了這棵搖錢樹。當然是有代價的,老闆對著司徒氏千求情萬求情,直說會好好調教黑子,保證下次讓他乖乖跪下伺候,讓他往東便決不會不往西。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnoZJkoB28M
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黑子一個人呆在那小黑屋裡,臉上面無表情,他被捆得結結實實不能動彈,什麼都看不見的世界讓人覺得格外寂寞。8Please respect copyright.PENANAp4XbIscdok
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他一個人在那裡呆了很久,久到有時他甚至忘了自己的存在。8Please respect copyright.PENANALxJXYLTF8P
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不知道什麼時候,門被推開了,老闆拿著一盞燈走了進來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAZVWZ5bvsvq
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不同於以往的絮絮叨叨的勸說,老闆摻起他去了地下室。8Please respect copyright.PENANACmpGbgYYk9
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他不知道這小黑屋的下面還有個地下室,跟著老闆走下去,看到的是一個很大的籠子。8Please respect copyright.PENANA5lShpWtkol
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籠子裡面有一隻狗,安靜地呆在那裡,一點也不叫,看到他們進來,也絲毫沒有什麼反應。8Please respect copyright.PENANAKokJyPd1nL
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下面居然有隻狗?自己被關在這裡這麼久,竟從來不知道!8Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lb3f0PwBj
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老闆掀起左手籃子上蒙著的布,裡面卻是一隻雞,他將這傢伙從柵欄那裡丟了過去。8Please respect copyright.PENANAYZqeAmlnfm
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狗很快地撲了上去,一點一點地撕咬這傢伙身上的每一塊肉,先是咬掉具有攻擊性的尖嘴、然後才是翅膀、爪子、一點點一點點地咬開。8Please respect copyright.PENANAZQiEvYHL7r
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黑子沒有說話,老闆卻幽幽地開口:「這傢伙曾經是我最喜歡的狗,我們這裡養了很多狗、但我給他的吃食最多、肉質最鮮,而他的確也是狗里最優秀健壯的傢伙。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAKHxHSJHeRK
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「但是慢慢這傢伙越來越狗仗人勢,先是偷吃灶頭的剩肉剩菜,管事的問過我,我太喜歡這傢伙了,只說隨它去。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA4rIqiykItu
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「後來這傢伙便愈發猖狂,越性偷吃得多,甚至有時剛做的肉食,也要跳上桌子吃。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAxMIxxPrEFm
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「我讓下人們管嚴些,可那狗根本不理下人的呵斥,甚至有幾次掌廚的想趕走這傢伙,還被咬了幾口。我也開始覺得這傢伙缺乏管教了,但那段時間忙著準備祭祖的事,還沒來得及多管。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAnpwaObM7Wu
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「然後在我忙得焦頭爛額的時候,管事的告訴我這傢伙居然偷吃了祭祖要擺的肉食,我生氣極了,跑到那裡呵斥了這傢伙幾句。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAHxc7BWAe28
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「但他居然撲上來咬我,他居然敢咬我!我對它好吃好喝好伺候,卻養了個這樣的東西出來!」8Please respect copyright.PENANAyeHJIjbEab
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「我把這傢伙關在這裡三年了,剛開始他一直叫啊叫啊叫個不停,它是四處東遊西晃自由慣了的,見著我尤其生氣狂吠,我也不理他,先是好好餓了一頓。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAghOJgqYCvE
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「這幾年它才清醒了,就是嘛,叫個什麼?它也知道自己永遠無法再離開這裡了,又掙扎什麼呢?給口吃的就吃,沒有吃的就睡。」8Please respect copyright.PENANANsIVCKwUfN
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「奇怪的是,我剝奪了他享受陽光的樂趣,他也倒自得其樂,享受起別的來了。每次餵給它活物必得好好折騰一番來吃,就像你看到的這樣,看著獵物奄奄一息無力掙脫,是不是就能平衡下它扭曲的心呢?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAoNG6ff3UWY
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「對我來說,寶玉再價值連城,如果他給我帶來的是麻煩而不是利益的話,砸了也罷,我才不在乎什麼稀世珍寶的隕落呢!」8Please respect copyright.PENANAhYTXZKTVel
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「不過如果隕落之前,能讓我的狗泄憤一下,我也是不介意的。」8Please respect copyright.PENANABDpLFCzlXh
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「黑子啊,你是個聰明孩子,是不是?」8Please respect copyright.PENANALZUZ62GCMq
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黑子聽完沒有說話,淡淡地微笑了一下,開口:「是啊,我是個聰明孩子。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA8e63212oeq
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黑子沒想到老闆讓他接的第一位客人不是司徒。8Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ubNixEM4
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更讓人吃驚的是對方一下子付了半年的包銀,他沒想到自己鬧出那麼大動靜,居然還有哪個冤大頭敢來包下自己?8Please respect copyright.PENANAMigVxF1D26
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結識對方時並不特別地排斥,那個人的皮相也不錯,二十多歲的樣子,聽說是個什麼小王爺,很早便當了家,倒也沒敗,年紀雖小但不容小覷。8Please respect copyright.PENANAxmC4szTNLs
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見到對方的時候對方正在喝酒,看到他時微微一笑,眼裡滿是期待。8Please respect copyright.PENANAcsZztsetLj
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「第一次?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAMUrj1KIvCz
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好直接的問題,黑子心裡冷笑,但沒有隱瞞:「不是呢。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAtKa6EPWvsh
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「哦?」對方挑挑眉,「聽說你把那位赤司迷得頭頭是道,有本事啊!」8Please respect copyright.PENANAZMdxv6ndrX
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黑子沒有辯駁什麼,心裡開始討厭起這個人來了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAp4n31wxxhC
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「還聽說前些天你把那位司徒家的打了?厲害啊你!我想揍那傢伙很久了!」這個小王爺笑得更加開心了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwVo1KfijPm
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黑子莞爾,禮貌地擠出了一個笑。8Please respect copyright.PENANAtuYUaeaxEU
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「既然你這麼不畏權貴,沒了赤司護著都敢收拾那個傢伙,怎麼現在卻在這裡,再一次賣笑求生呢?」一瞬間,這傢伙的表情卻突然冷漠起來,話鋒一轉變得尖銳,認真地看著黑子。8Please respect copyright.PENANAjJKx4c9eEj
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假面被打碎了,黑子似笑非笑起來:「您是來取笑我的?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAGqbBdYWWCV
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「哪敢哪敢?」那傢伙拱拱手,「一個小戲子,富貴伴身萬人追捧,看上去好像是風光無限,已是戲子里的佼佼者,卻敢做這樣不一般的事砸自己飯碗,著實令我好奇!」8Please respect copyright.PENANACULXwlJhup
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「富貴伴身?您是指金銀珠寶、還是指錦衣玉食?連達官貴人都天天大喊著田園生活多美好多充實,我們小人羨慕下又很奇怪?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAJYUdpgnieh
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小王爺聽出他話里的譏諷之意,哈哈大笑起來:「不過我可不是那些一邊抱著金銀財寶不放一邊大喊返璞歸真的高尚人士。我就是一大俗人,我喜歡錢財,只有不缺錢的人才會義正言辭說什麼錢財為俗物。哼!錢財讓我快樂,讓我買到想買到的東西。」他一邊說一邊欣賞地打量著黑子。8Please respect copyright.PENANAmpFVJIjubu
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黑子依舊淡淡地微笑著,看不出喜怒,但小王爺突然起身往他面前湊,讓他不由自主後退了一步。8Please respect copyright.PENANAUv5CoWF5Hk
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「哈哈哈別那麼緊張嘛,這麼有敵意?」他笑得愈發開心,「你放心點,對待好的東西我是很有耐心的。風月之事最重要的是你情我願,難得遇到好玩的傢伙,好茶的話一口氣喝光就有點可惜了。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAqr2zWVDONM
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「叫我彌山就好,小傢伙,下次再會。」他親昵地在黑子臉上捏了一把,帶著笑意走出了門。8Please respect copyright.PENANA4mK9nB04PR
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