在暗無燈光,近乎看不見東西的房間內,你孤零零的蜷縮在角落,壓抑著快要忍不住,想宣洩出的滿腔憤怒和委屈。到了嘴邊的哭聲也隨著身體的緊繃,愣是變了個調。56Please respect copyright.PENANAi4VmZxgAP5
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夠了、已經夠了——既沒什麼優點,性格也不討人喜歡,不論如何嘗試都總在犯錯——你就像是深陷汪洋的漂流瓶,與本身意願無關,總在海中浮浮沉沉、隨波逐流。他人期望和現實壓力宛如永不停歇的浪潮,一波又一波,幾度將你捲入最深的海底,喘不過氣。56Please respect copyright.PENANAcUCFpmudgC
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渾渾噩噩中,你恍然想起了席雷‧阿斯利安。他總是溫文爾雅,對誰都親切有禮,從不將壓力強加於他人身上,像極了傳說中鄰家哥哥的人物——是的,「人物」。你多希望他是真實存在的人,而非只存於小說中的「人物」。56Please respect copyright.PENANAuQmoP1UERX
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但那僅僅是希望。56Please respect copyright.PENANAN2K1eYGOCH
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怎麼樣都好了,來個人、來個人吧⋯⋯將你拖離這苦不堪言的現實沼澤⋯⋯56Please respect copyright.PENANAU4jsfD5lbM
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你悶悶低喃著:「阿利,好想見見你⋯⋯」微弱的氣音在觸到空氣那刻便隨之消散,這樣的祈禱怎麼可能傳的出去呢?56Please respect copyright.PENANA20iPmcGw5U
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——「⋯⋯別怕,我在的。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAOdOhz5RHK4
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觸碰不到的言語,來不及消散便早已成了虛無——但他依舊忍不住回應,嘶啞的聲音滿是溢出的心疼和無力。56Please respect copyright.PENANASpBJG2cNAs
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阿斯利安早已忘了自己是何時起來到這地方了,只記得某天一睜開眼,見到的便是承受著多方面壓力的你。他看著你生氣、看著你傷心、看著你痛苦......日復一日,早已隨著你的情況連帶心情起伏不定,彷彿成了一種他無法想像的習慣。56Please respect copyright.PENANAbpMOJY70w0
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而你從不知自己身旁有道褐色身影,試圖為你帶來光芒,驅走這似乎永無止境的黑暗。56Please respect copyright.PENANAUOBCdZKG5m
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他很無奈,卻也不知該如何是好,只是總在你壓抑著哭腔的吶喊中回應著,一次又一次⋯⋯56Please respect copyright.PENANAgDjckgEzC3
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——「我在的,別怕,我一直都在⋯⋯」56Please respect copyright.PENANAEFXlGfYdlT
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明知你聽不到。56Please respect copyright.PENANAR1NVzBLLyB
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