白狼觉得心很痛很痛,他好像听到红在哭泣,那声音充满了哀伤和绝望,他试图寻找红的踪影,可眼前总是萦绕著重重迷雾。红的哭声渐渐衰弱,似乎生命正在流逝。白狼的心越揪越紧,他想开口呼唤,却发现那些迷雾紧紧缠绕著他,既让他动弹不得,也发不出丝毫声音。紧接著红的哭声完全消失了,四周陷入一片寂静,静的让白狼惊恐,他疯了似的挣扎著,撕扯著。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGZEbbYPtkv
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红…红…19Please respect copyright.PENANAfnKrlJQ3eG
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“红!”19Please respect copyright.PENANA5AoQwWUlBG
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不知过了多久,白狼终於找回了自己的声音。他猛的睁开双眼,就看见红气息微弱的躺在他怀里,而红的衣襟和身下被单布满血迹,浓郁的血腥气味充斥在整个房间里。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvtG0F9A6X5
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广岩这边正焦虑的等待著,心急如焚。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1yKNwQY2QW
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为什麽这麽长时间都没人来通传,里面到底在干什麽,是不是那个畜生又在虐待红?红才刚刚清醒而已,身体又那麽虚弱,根本承受不了再次的伤害。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6FEipHXMiB
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“广医师,教主急传!”通报的人满面急色。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfnoT4DJGnc
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广岩心头一沈,即刻飞奔而去。等他推门进入时,眼前的情景,不止让他愤恨,更让他心酸。19Please respect copyright.PENANAd019VAYV2l
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白狼抱著红,眼泪一直往下掉,嘴里还不停重复。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgavuvc9as5
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“我做了什麽…我对你都做了什麽…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAjYF7tULbXs
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红躺在白狼怀里毫无知觉,两人的衣服上都是血,更衬的红脸色惨白。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2QKNmsAMiP
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“我…我又伤了他…怎麽办…”白狼抬起头,神情中充满了无助。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ds4yVRtQj
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广岩知道白狼清醒了,可他已经顾不上白狼。他仔细的查看著红的伤势,看著饱经折磨的红,他极度的心疼,他甚至开始後悔,自己当初为什麽要千方百计的救红回来。19Please respect copyright.PENANADmPFGW5bck
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“幸好控制的及时,否则…不过现在他熬过去了,只要不再受刺激,好好调养,应该能缓过来,教主…教主也不用太担心。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAkhEUJ5lzBp
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片刻之後,广岩才稍稍松了口气,谁知白狼却忽然抓住广岩的手。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyclW4EPE04
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“要是我吃双倍的药量,或者更多,能不能彻底压制住他,让他不再出现?”19Please respect copyright.PENANA53vEJl3yto
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广岩一愣,随即明了,他静默了一会才回答道“应该可以,不过现在的副作用已经很明显了。如果加倍的话,人会很痛苦。”19Please respect copyright.PENANA69h2r8M6hY
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“我不在乎,不能再让他出现了,红会被活活弄死的…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAkPja2SOprO
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“如果教主决定了,属下这就回去研究剂量!”19Please respect copyright.PENANA4kALhyQzeE
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若是从前,作为医者的广岩,绝对会直接否决白狼的提议,但现在,要他继续眼睁睁看著红被折磨到奄奄一息,他受不了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAT51n2kLdJD
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“岩儿!”19Please respect copyright.PENANAhiIOWIrRzv
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广岩急匆匆的穿过门廊就听见木兮在叫他,他犹豫了一下才转过身。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYnG7jhvtJe
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“你好几天没回来了,今天在家留宿麽?”木兮声音里带著些许期盼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAckioDUbgyL
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“嗯…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAM0gsjeM7cv
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木兮一听,立刻露出微笑,连语气也轻快起来。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUdqSpgINEO
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“那…我让人给你准备晚饭,都做你喜欢吃的。我们好久没一起…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAsasMYQocXc
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“不用了,我忙著配药,不出来吃了…”不等木兮说完,广岩就立刻回绝了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjKIqHDr7mL
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木兮笑容一僵,瞬间变得有些尴尬,人也显得很落寞。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5XaRbuCs9t
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“噢…其实我就想给你说一声,明天我要去外围,可能好几个月才能回来。你要是找我…算了,你应该也不会找我的。不耽误你的时间了,晚饭我会让人给你送去。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAacmmZtZrki
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广岩很难受,虽然他依然无法面对木兮,但看著对方委曲求全的神情,他还是忍不住开口关心到“你…去外围做什麽?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAiDzSEcWvu6
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“伏云阁的攻击太难缠,我去解决一下。”19Please respect copyright.PENANASlMF2KhcMZ
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尽管木兮说的很轻松,可谁都知道,一旦对上伏云阁的主力,这其中的危险根本不是三言两语就能说的清楚的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoCitXkCgyP
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木兮要去拼命了,临行前不过是想和自己吃顿饭,却要这般小心翼翼的询问,这更让广岩觉得很心酸,态度自然也软了下来。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5jtpL5sylL
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“我一会儿忙完,再陪你吃吧。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAG6QcPMDBpD
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“好,你忙,我等著!”木兮的眼睛瞬间有了光彩。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1xA6HMXfoK
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广岩看了木兮一眼,赶紧扭过头往药房走,泪水却在眼眶里拼命打转。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKmg6XUyuM3
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木兮去外围处理战务,白狼自然轻松下来,加上广岩的药确实特别有效果,虽然副作用很大,但白狼的精神压力却缓和不少。红的身体也在慢慢康复,只是红对白狼的态度变得很不同。他似乎一直处於不安的状态当中,甚至有些患得患失。人也常常发呆,有时候白狼要是忽然靠近,他还会下意识的躲开,虽然每次动作幅度都很小,但白狼还是清楚的感觉到了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2dr4a2XTSF
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白狼以为红是在意机关图的事,可他心中有愧,一直都不知道该怎麽开口解释,而红似乎也完全没有要询问的意思。直到刚才白狼见到红又在发呆,就坐到红身边想去亲亲红的脸颊。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYK1ybb5qld
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谁知白狼的嘴唇刚贴上红的皮肤,红就浑身一颤,似乎又要本能的躲开。不过红并没有真的躲开白狼,他与前几次一样,只是僵了一下,就立刻放松了身体。不但如此,他还转过头,冲白狼露出淡淡的微笑。好像刚刚的负面情绪都没有发生过,所有的一切都只是白狼的幻觉。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1lgtNURoO1
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这样欲盖弥彰的举动,让白狼心中更是复杂。多天的纠结抑郁,让他不得不去正视红的反常。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0W60BT2JHt
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“你怎麽了?”白狼用严肃的目光直视著红的双眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqLT01h4ZhN
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“没什麽…”19Please respect copyright.PENANA0sZeMxmbiD
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红撇过头,敷衍著白狼的问题,并且试图离开白狼的身边。白狼按住红想要逃离的身体,语气开始显得焦躁。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7pAdjFLfH2
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“你最近举止奇怪!每日都神情恍惚,忐忑不安,而且你…你现在还会躲我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAPdEMqOMkLr
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是啊,红确实下意识的躲著白狼。虽然他自己也不想这样,但是在经历过心魔那番言语刺激後,红又怎麽可能真正做到视若无睹?他也曾一次次告诉自己,心魔是在挑拨离间,是在撒谎。可心魔的话就像阴魂不散的厉鬼,拼命纠缠著他。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3byhPHavaq
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每天夜里,他都会梦见自己在祭坛被那群男人淫虐的情景,而最让他害怕的,却是白狼当时紧紧盯著他的眼神。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzPLWl1JPRn
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随著时间的推移,记忆也越发清晰,他已经能够清楚的回忆起白狼当时反应,以及那些早已被他自动摒弃的细节。白狼用充满愤怒,鄙夷,甚至厌恶的目光,直直射向他脆弱的心房。那凶残与血腥眼神,让他每夜都在梦中体会到彻骨的寒冷和痛不欲生的绝望。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbSAao7L3w7
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祭坛的事情过後,他有一段时间一直处於深深的恐惧之中,不是因为心魔的出现,不是因为恐怖的经历,而是因为他害怕白狼嫌弃自己,这种恐惧甚至让他产生了死的念头。可是白狼却用温柔和誓言慢慢溶解了他的恐惧,让他无比坚信白狼对他的爱。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsnPzTzfz5q
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但是,机关图的骗局却让这份坚定不移的信念崩塌了。而心魔的话,犹如一道惊雷,彻底炸毁了他那层薄弱的防线。19Please respect copyright.PENANATrV9hBVdli
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面对白狼一如既往的温柔和体贴,红的内心却无法抑制的衍生出焦虑,不安,甚至是怀疑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsYkYRj0DnB
白狼是不是真的爱他?白狼会不会嫌弃他?又或者正如心魔所说,因为怕他离开,所以白狼一直在掩藏凶残的本。那眼前这个他所熟悉的人,究竟是不是真正的白狼。19Please respect copyright.PENANALuEYib6Nss
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如果不是…不…不可能…多年的相处记忆,自己怎麽能因为心魔的话就产生怀疑,白狼就是白狼!19Please respect copyright.PENANA5c3XE9BNkx
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不停的猜想,再不断的否定,让红的精神逐渐陷入了无法破解的怪圈,也使他变得惶惶不可终日。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv6kUNDcDpl
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红的沈默,让白狼的心越揪越紧。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkXqMCbDmwW
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“你…是怪我骗了你?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAgWMq3jBV1y
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红心头一痛,这个他一直在意,却又不敢触碰的问题,来的实在太突然,他根本没有想好要如何应对白狼的答案。看著红依旧沈默,白狼忽然从身後紧紧抱住红,用痛苦的语气一遍一遍的道歉。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIgxShbmjPq
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“对不起…对不起…我不该骗你…是我害你差点丢了性命,害你受了这麽多的苦,这都是我的错…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAxEUP9kPUCO
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面对白狼的道歉,红张了张嘴,却不知道该说什麽。白狼见红依旧不出声,心里更急。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIPFd5hSMEt
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“我知道自己不仅连累你受害,还伤了你的心,可我…可我也是没办法,当时的情景,我也是逼不得已,巫槐虎视眈眈,你年纪又太小,我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAFab5tDgoZW
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红已经被白狼勒的骨头生痛了,他才牵起一丝勉强的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAV8oYY43NEo
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“我懂…你毕竟是一教之主,有所防范也是应该的。要不是你有先见之明,墨城沿线已经保不住了。这麽完美的计划,自然不能对外人透露。我…我也没什麽资格怪你。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAZZWPEciC5o
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红明白,作为属下,他该理解白狼的决定,假的机关图不但能吸引注意力,还能设下连环计,而且放在他这里,就更不会惹人怀疑,多麽完美的计谋。可是作为情人,他却得不到信任,其实也对,自己可不就是把图纸弄丢了麽。19Please respect copyright.PENANAks8yk3lxxg
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“不是这样的,你不是外人,我怎麽会把你当外人。我承认起初确实是怕你冲动误事,才瞒著你。可是後来,你将整个图纸都背默下来的时候,我就後悔了。我真的很想告诉你实情,但我已经不知道该怎麽向你开口了。你那麽用心,那麽渴望得到肯定,我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAPBaWCAB7A7
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“所以你就一直骗我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAF7s2SeNkwG
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红轻声叙述著,他没有问白狼当初选在墨城要了他,是不是为了隐瞒真相,因为他没有勇气。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhtKx3C5v6Y
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“对不起对不起…如果知道事情会发展成这样,我死都不会骗你!是我错了!都是我错了!我…我给你赔罪…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAgJItPP3tAZ
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白狼说著忽然抽出红发髻上的玉簪,一下插进自己的大腿。红只觉得头发一散,随後耳边就传来白狼的闷哼声,他回头一看,就见到白狼一次又一次将发簪深深插进腿中。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPwyhdmBbKH
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“你做什麽!”19Please respect copyright.PENANAR73i2SWRqH
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红连忙握住白狼自残的手,发簪跌落,摔得粉碎。他不敢置信的看著白狼腿上的血窟窿,那里的衣物已经完全被血浸湿,他赶紧按住白狼冒血的伤口,心紧紧揪在了一起。19Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ1t9Qs1hb
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白狼却好像完全感觉不到疼痛,他从後面紧紧搂住红的腰,将脸埋在红的颈窝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbP0PMIdMgS
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“其实我一直都想告诉你的,可是时间越长,我就越不知道怎麽开口,我担心告诉你真相之後,你会对我失望,不再相信我。”19Please respect copyright.PENANA9BbqKFBIwl
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红清晰的感受到白狼的不安,因为对方正抱著他细微的颤抖。19Please respect copyright.PENANAr43PGgxUkL
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“我怕你…怕你会因此想要离开我…我不能没有你的…我真的怕你离开我…对不起…原谅我…你原谅我吧…”白狼的语气中透著一丝诡异的执拗,但说著说著,他的眼泪就顺著面颊,淌进红的衣领。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdaCHGRbMdG
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手上是白狼的血,颈间是白狼的泪。红感觉白狼温热的血和泪正在他的身体里沸腾,滚烫滚烫的,像是要将他整个人都完全融化了一般。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjoIQjqhKcD
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“我原谅你…我也…不会离开你的…”19Please respect copyright.PENANA1OWMQAkxAc
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“真的?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAGtVDa8RM6L
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“嗯…”红低著头,应允著,眼泪却一颗颗掉在散落的发端,消失不见,他似乎听到身体里有什麽东西正在一点点碎裂。19Please respect copyright.PENANAinbmczsH8F
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红…红…19Please respect copyright.PENANAfnKrlJQ3eG
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“红!”19Please respect copyright.PENANA5AoQwWUlBG
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不知过了多久,白狼终於找回了自己的声音。他猛的睁开双眼,就看见红气息微弱的躺在他怀里,而红的衣襟和身下被单布满血迹,浓郁的血腥气味充斥在整个房间里。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvtG0F9A6X5
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广岩这边正焦虑的等待著,心急如焚。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1yKNwQY2QW
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为什麽这麽长时间都没人来通传,里面到底在干什麽,是不是那个畜生又在虐待红?红才刚刚清醒而已,身体又那麽虚弱,根本承受不了再次的伤害。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6FEipHXMiB
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“广医师,教主急传!”通报的人满面急色。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfnoT4DJGnc
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广岩心头一沈,即刻飞奔而去。等他推门进入时,眼前的情景,不止让他愤恨,更让他心酸。19Please respect copyright.PENANAd019VAYV2l
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白狼抱著红,眼泪一直往下掉,嘴里还不停重复。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgavuvc9as5
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“我做了什麽…我对你都做了什麽…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAjYF7tULbXs
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红躺在白狼怀里毫无知觉,两人的衣服上都是血,更衬的红脸色惨白。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2QKNmsAMiP
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“我…我又伤了他…怎麽办…”白狼抬起头,神情中充满了无助。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ds4yVRtQj
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广岩知道白狼清醒了,可他已经顾不上白狼。他仔细的查看著红的伤势,看著饱经折磨的红,他极度的心疼,他甚至开始後悔,自己当初为什麽要千方百计的救红回来。19Please respect copyright.PENANADmPFGW5bck
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“幸好控制的及时,否则…不过现在他熬过去了,只要不再受刺激,好好调养,应该能缓过来,教主…教主也不用太担心。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAkhEUJ5lzBp
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片刻之後,广岩才稍稍松了口气,谁知白狼却忽然抓住广岩的手。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyclW4EPE04
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“要是我吃双倍的药量,或者更多,能不能彻底压制住他,让他不再出现?”19Please respect copyright.PENANA53vEJl3yto
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广岩一愣,随即明了,他静默了一会才回答道“应该可以,不过现在的副作用已经很明显了。如果加倍的话,人会很痛苦。”19Please respect copyright.PENANA69h2r8M6hY
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“我不在乎,不能再让他出现了,红会被活活弄死的…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAkPja2SOprO
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“如果教主决定了,属下这就回去研究剂量!”19Please respect copyright.PENANA4kALhyQzeE
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若是从前,作为医者的广岩,绝对会直接否决白狼的提议,但现在,要他继续眼睁睁看著红被折磨到奄奄一息,他受不了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAT51n2kLdJD
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“岩儿!”19Please respect copyright.PENANAhiIOWIrRzv
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广岩急匆匆的穿过门廊就听见木兮在叫他,他犹豫了一下才转过身。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYnG7jhvtJe
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“你好几天没回来了,今天在家留宿麽?”木兮声音里带著些许期盼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAckioDUbgyL
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“嗯…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAM0gsjeM7cv
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木兮一听,立刻露出微笑,连语气也轻快起来。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUdqSpgINEO
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“那…我让人给你准备晚饭,都做你喜欢吃的。我们好久没一起…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAsasMYQocXc
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“不用了,我忙著配药,不出来吃了…”不等木兮说完,广岩就立刻回绝了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjKIqHDr7mL
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木兮笑容一僵,瞬间变得有些尴尬,人也显得很落寞。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5XaRbuCs9t
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“噢…其实我就想给你说一声,明天我要去外围,可能好几个月才能回来。你要是找我…算了,你应该也不会找我的。不耽误你的时间了,晚饭我会让人给你送去。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAacmmZtZrki
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广岩很难受,虽然他依然无法面对木兮,但看著对方委曲求全的神情,他还是忍不住开口关心到“你…去外围做什麽?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAiDzSEcWvu6
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“伏云阁的攻击太难缠,我去解决一下。”19Please respect copyright.PENANASlMF2KhcMZ
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尽管木兮说的很轻松,可谁都知道,一旦对上伏云阁的主力,这其中的危险根本不是三言两语就能说的清楚的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoCitXkCgyP
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木兮要去拼命了,临行前不过是想和自己吃顿饭,却要这般小心翼翼的询问,这更让广岩觉得很心酸,态度自然也软了下来。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5jtpL5sylL
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“我一会儿忙完,再陪你吃吧。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAG6QcPMDBpD
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“好,你忙,我等著!”木兮的眼睛瞬间有了光彩。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1xA6HMXfoK
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广岩看了木兮一眼,赶紧扭过头往药房走,泪水却在眼眶里拼命打转。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKmg6XUyuM3
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木兮去外围处理战务,白狼自然轻松下来,加上广岩的药确实特别有效果,虽然副作用很大,但白狼的精神压力却缓和不少。红的身体也在慢慢康复,只是红对白狼的态度变得很不同。他似乎一直处於不安的状态当中,甚至有些患得患失。人也常常发呆,有时候白狼要是忽然靠近,他还会下意识的躲开,虽然每次动作幅度都很小,但白狼还是清楚的感觉到了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2dr4a2XTSF
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白狼以为红是在意机关图的事,可他心中有愧,一直都不知道该怎麽开口解释,而红似乎也完全没有要询问的意思。直到刚才白狼见到红又在发呆,就坐到红身边想去亲亲红的脸颊。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYK1ybb5qld
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谁知白狼的嘴唇刚贴上红的皮肤,红就浑身一颤,似乎又要本能的躲开。不过红并没有真的躲开白狼,他与前几次一样,只是僵了一下,就立刻放松了身体。不但如此,他还转过头,冲白狼露出淡淡的微笑。好像刚刚的负面情绪都没有发生过,所有的一切都只是白狼的幻觉。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1lgtNURoO1
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这样欲盖弥彰的举动,让白狼心中更是复杂。多天的纠结抑郁,让他不得不去正视红的反常。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0W60BT2JHt
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“你怎麽了?”白狼用严肃的目光直视著红的双眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqLT01h4ZhN
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“没什麽…”19Please respect copyright.PENANA0sZeMxmbiD
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红撇过头,敷衍著白狼的问题,并且试图离开白狼的身边。白狼按住红想要逃离的身体,语气开始显得焦躁。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7pAdjFLfH2
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“你最近举止奇怪!每日都神情恍惚,忐忑不安,而且你…你现在还会躲我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAPdEMqOMkLr
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是啊,红确实下意识的躲著白狼。虽然他自己也不想这样,但是在经历过心魔那番言语刺激後,红又怎麽可能真正做到视若无睹?他也曾一次次告诉自己,心魔是在挑拨离间,是在撒谎。可心魔的话就像阴魂不散的厉鬼,拼命纠缠著他。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3byhPHavaq
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每天夜里,他都会梦见自己在祭坛被那群男人淫虐的情景,而最让他害怕的,却是白狼当时紧紧盯著他的眼神。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzPLWl1JPRn
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随著时间的推移,记忆也越发清晰,他已经能够清楚的回忆起白狼当时反应,以及那些早已被他自动摒弃的细节。白狼用充满愤怒,鄙夷,甚至厌恶的目光,直直射向他脆弱的心房。那凶残与血腥眼神,让他每夜都在梦中体会到彻骨的寒冷和痛不欲生的绝望。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbSAao7L3w7
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祭坛的事情过後,他有一段时间一直处於深深的恐惧之中,不是因为心魔的出现,不是因为恐怖的经历,而是因为他害怕白狼嫌弃自己,这种恐惧甚至让他产生了死的念头。可是白狼却用温柔和誓言慢慢溶解了他的恐惧,让他无比坚信白狼对他的爱。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsnPzTzfz5q
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但是,机关图的骗局却让这份坚定不移的信念崩塌了。而心魔的话,犹如一道惊雷,彻底炸毁了他那层薄弱的防线。19Please respect copyright.PENANATrV9hBVdli
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面对白狼一如既往的温柔和体贴,红的内心却无法抑制的衍生出焦虑,不安,甚至是怀疑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsYkYRj0DnB
白狼是不是真的爱他?白狼会不会嫌弃他?又或者正如心魔所说,因为怕他离开,所以白狼一直在掩藏凶残的本。那眼前这个他所熟悉的人,究竟是不是真正的白狼。19Please respect copyright.PENANALuEYib6Nss
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如果不是…不…不可能…多年的相处记忆,自己怎麽能因为心魔的话就产生怀疑,白狼就是白狼!19Please respect copyright.PENANA5c3XE9BNkx
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不停的猜想,再不断的否定,让红的精神逐渐陷入了无法破解的怪圈,也使他变得惶惶不可终日。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv6kUNDcDpl
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红的沈默,让白狼的心越揪越紧。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkXqMCbDmwW
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“你…是怪我骗了你?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAgWMq3jBV1y
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红心头一痛,这个他一直在意,却又不敢触碰的问题,来的实在太突然,他根本没有想好要如何应对白狼的答案。看著红依旧沈默,白狼忽然从身後紧紧抱住红,用痛苦的语气一遍一遍的道歉。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIgxShbmjPq
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“对不起…对不起…我不该骗你…是我害你差点丢了性命,害你受了这麽多的苦,这都是我的错…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAxEUP9kPUCO
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面对白狼的道歉,红张了张嘴,却不知道该说什麽。白狼见红依旧不出声,心里更急。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIPFd5hSMEt
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“我知道自己不仅连累你受害,还伤了你的心,可我…可我也是没办法,当时的情景,我也是逼不得已,巫槐虎视眈眈,你年纪又太小,我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAFab5tDgoZW
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红已经被白狼勒的骨头生痛了,他才牵起一丝勉强的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAV8oYY43NEo
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“我懂…你毕竟是一教之主,有所防范也是应该的。要不是你有先见之明,墨城沿线已经保不住了。这麽完美的计划,自然不能对外人透露。我…我也没什麽资格怪你。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAZZWPEciC5o
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红明白,作为属下,他该理解白狼的决定,假的机关图不但能吸引注意力,还能设下连环计,而且放在他这里,就更不会惹人怀疑,多麽完美的计谋。可是作为情人,他却得不到信任,其实也对,自己可不就是把图纸弄丢了麽。19Please respect copyright.PENANAks8yk3lxxg
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“不是这样的,你不是外人,我怎麽会把你当外人。我承认起初确实是怕你冲动误事,才瞒著你。可是後来,你将整个图纸都背默下来的时候,我就後悔了。我真的很想告诉你实情,但我已经不知道该怎麽向你开口了。你那麽用心,那麽渴望得到肯定,我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAPBaWCAB7A7
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“所以你就一直骗我…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAF7s2SeNkwG
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红轻声叙述著,他没有问白狼当初选在墨城要了他,是不是为了隐瞒真相,因为他没有勇气。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhtKx3C5v6Y
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“对不起对不起…如果知道事情会发展成这样,我死都不会骗你!是我错了!都是我错了!我…我给你赔罪…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAgJItPP3tAZ
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白狼说著忽然抽出红发髻上的玉簪,一下插进自己的大腿。红只觉得头发一散,随後耳边就传来白狼的闷哼声,他回头一看,就见到白狼一次又一次将发簪深深插进腿中。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPwyhdmBbKH
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“你做什麽!”19Please respect copyright.PENANAR73i2SWRqH
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红连忙握住白狼自残的手,发簪跌落,摔得粉碎。他不敢置信的看著白狼腿上的血窟窿,那里的衣物已经完全被血浸湿,他赶紧按住白狼冒血的伤口,心紧紧揪在了一起。19Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ1t9Qs1hb
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白狼却好像完全感觉不到疼痛,他从後面紧紧搂住红的腰,将脸埋在红的颈窝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbP0PMIdMgS
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“其实我一直都想告诉你的,可是时间越长,我就越不知道怎麽开口,我担心告诉你真相之後,你会对我失望,不再相信我。”19Please respect copyright.PENANA9BbqKFBIwl
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红清晰的感受到白狼的不安,因为对方正抱著他细微的颤抖。19Please respect copyright.PENANAr43PGgxUkL
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“我怕你…怕你会因此想要离开我…我不能没有你的…我真的怕你离开我…对不起…原谅我…你原谅我吧…”白狼的语气中透著一丝诡异的执拗,但说著说著,他的眼泪就顺著面颊,淌进红的衣领。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdaCHGRbMdG
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手上是白狼的血,颈间是白狼的泪。红感觉白狼温热的血和泪正在他的身体里沸腾,滚烫滚烫的,像是要将他整个人都完全融化了一般。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjoIQjqhKcD
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“我原谅你…我也…不会离开你的…”19Please respect copyright.PENANA1OWMQAkxAc
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“真的?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAGtVDa8RM6L
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“嗯…”红低著头,应允著,眼泪却一颗颗掉在散落的发端,消失不见,他似乎听到身体里有什麽东西正在一点点碎裂。19Please respect copyright.PENANAinbmczsH8F