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雨水過了深夜 44Please respect copyright.PENANAfyIgawhqEo
就會化成雪花了吧 44Please respect copyright.PENANA5j55LmdR00
Silent night, Holy night. 44Please respect copyright.PENANAvIUU0qBpO0
你一定不會來了吧 44Please respect copyright.PENANAgR9vYXoRbV
獨自一個人的聖誕夜 44Please respect copyright.PENANAho8vTANfmL
Silent night, Holy night.44Please respect copyright.PENANANemjAJfqeu
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內心深處裏 隱藏的秘密 44Please respect copyright.PENANArCqGSQ72VD
那是不會被實現的 44Please respect copyright.PENANAjwGC9dNV1U
一定是在今晚 44Please respect copyright.PENANAiVLuRBVPo3
感覺到可以說出口 44Please respect copyright.PENANAirXQ2C2R7j
Silent night, Holy night. 44Please respect copyright.PENANAWOFCCVO3ZQ
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還沒有消失掉的對你的思念 44Please respect copyright.PENANA63duP77VEB
向黑夜裏 慢慢的飄落 44Please respect copyright.PENANARIw9FEMro3
街角的聖誕樹 44Please respect copyright.PENANAlVwRu1xdGP
閃爍著銀色的光芒 44Please respect copyright.PENANArUhlYCDWld
Silent night, Holy night. 44Please respect copyright.PENANAVm3cKWPBmY
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“啊,赤司君請快看…是黃瀨君呢。”44Please respect copyright.PENANATzmxAYGuNB
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熟悉的人影出現在對街大樓的螢幕上,伴隨著悠揚的樂聲,廣告裡的模特兒一身時髦打扮襯托出其俊俏帥氣,吸引了不少路過的女孩佇足討論。44Please respect copyright.PENANAVluGp9Mvc3
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“Christmas Eve*啊…”赤司望著螢幕若有所思。44Please respect copyright.PENANAJJZ3vb9LM8
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“赤司君也知道這首歌?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAsrwD9ku0nY
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“對聖誕節來說或許是有點寂寞的歌,不過…很真實不是?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAY1X6vstS89
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人來人往的地鐵,金髮的男人頻頻看著手錶與過往的行人,臉上是略帶焦慮卻又有所期待的幸福,這種微妙的心情像初春的溫暖微風又似秋日的微涼哀愁,似乎也隨著黃瀨涼太望著鏡頭的最後一瞥吹進了心裡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAIoqbEhlP9w
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何謂真實?當湧上了一股想上前用手緊緊抓住的衝動,如果他選擇了順從與允許,是不是這一切就能真切感受?44Please respect copyright.PENANAmYgxVaOZlT
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抬起的手指變得僵硬,本該是很簡單的動作突然變得無比艱難。只是愣了幾秒,他便錯失了伸手抓住眼前那隻手的機會,可這裡是大街上,這樣的動作想必十分突兀吧…黑子不禁失笑,手撫上了轉身的那人一如既往替自己圍上的圍巾。44Please respect copyright.PENANA2ESMTAvaTw
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“冷嗎?”一抬頭便對上赤司詢問般的眼神,看樣子自己無意間的動作都被看在眼裡。黑子搖搖頭,“不,很溫暖…啊…”44Please respect copyright.PENANAMtadyulW6F
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一句話都還沒來得及說完,幾個趕著去占場地看煙火的年輕人風風火火地跑了過去,年輕人似乎有感覺自己撞到人,回頭過來左看右看,卻不曾發現站在面前的黑子,還以為是自己的錯覺。44Please respect copyright.PENANAN5SrSKH0Y8
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被撞到的肩頭有些疼,但黑子並不在意,這種情況在日常生活中屢見不鮮,他只是望著臉上盡是疑惑與傻氣的年輕人們笑了笑,即使對方到最後仍未發現自己的存在。44Please respect copyright.PENANALc9HUJEtZN
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被忽略這件事就如同呼吸空氣一般自然,自然到他都快要遺忘自己在他人眼中的模樣了,可是…44Please respect copyright.PENANANPwjSJiTGC
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“沒什麼存在感是件辛苦的事吧。”輕飄飄的一句話讓黑子在赤司的眼裡看見了自己,在詫異的背後,藏著更多釐不清的感受。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwNoDYVA6lp
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“這個嘛……”縱然迷惑,但澎湃湧上的情感絕對是激動居多。黑子笑了,面對一個能徹頭徹尾看透自己的人他不再需要其他面容掩飾自己,那只是一個最純粹的笑容,“其實並不辛苦哦。”44Please respect copyright.PENANAGswlKuft7n
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只是在等著誰來察覺這樣的一個自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANA9qvaQBSNnj
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即使平凡仍嚮往一份特殊意義的自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANARjAPsqrJoF
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如果,能為這個人做些什麼就好了…視線落在緊握的雙手上,飄忽的思緒如同雪花般虛渺逐漸遠離。所以撞進赤司懷裡時黑子連思考為何物都在頃刻間遺忘了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgKp6QNPTXY
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“哲也在發呆?”熟悉的笑容在面前放大,讓黑子收斂了些心神,“抱歉,赤司君。怎麼突然停下來…”44Please respect copyright.PENANAButeHGZ9cM
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“只是覺得這個很有趣。”赤司走到一台機器前。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQEIwDQ7jet
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“夾娃娃機啊…真懷念呢。”機器裡頭販賣的東西顯然不太受歡迎,商品幾乎是沒被動過似地整齊排列著。玩偶類的商品竟會受到赤司矚目,說不訝異是騙人的,不過那奇特的形狀也吸引了黑子的注意,“這是…什麼動物的腳嗎?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAR0gm71MbOn
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“兔子腳,”赤司緩緩說道,“哲也知道幸運兔腳嗎?傳說會帶來好運哦,不過迷信成份居多就是了。”44Please respect copyright.PENANAAMeTgC1eCe
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“迷信也好,信仰也罷,都是追求幸福的一種過程吧。”他不假思索地掏出口袋裡的零錢投進機器。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvwD8QdgR7P
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“雖然我不相信神,不過倒是挺喜歡哲也這種說法的。”倚靠在機器邊的赤司散發出一股慵懶的氣息,這種時候赤司的眼睛會微微瞇起,更加深上挑眼角攝人心神的魔力。“動作很熟練呢,原來哲也除了做水煮蛋外還有這種專長啊。”44Please respect copyright.PENANAzyxTgVlQPl
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“謝謝赤司君不吝惜的讚美。”他何嘗沒注意到赤司如同蛇一般糾纏在自己身上的火辣視線,握著搖桿的手因為挑釁的言語而顫抖了一下,幸好他已經被赤司“訓練”出快速的反擊節奏,沒讓這影響到自己不曾失敗的紀錄。44Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ExWJQveP
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玩偶掉出洞口的那一刻,黑子臉上難得沒有雀躍,甚至有些惋惜,“本來是想夾紅色那個,可惜被其他玩偶壓住了不好操作…”44Please respect copyright.PENANA0Pq88n9HZO
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“是嗎?這個挺好,我很喜歡水藍色。”44Please respect copyright.PENANA63ptgF5oRW
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“這樣啊…”端詳了玩偶片刻,黑子淡淡的笑了,他伸出雙手將玩偶遞給赤司,“生日快樂,赤司君。”44Please respect copyright.PENANA1iXcJcPzRS
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密集落下的雪花讓周圍的景物變得模糊了,好像在這個空間裡只剩下黑子哲也與赤司征十郎,再也沒有東西可以干涉這片溫暖。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6G6Ttiq0da
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視線相交可以清楚看見赤司斂起笑容的俊秀臉龐,那人僅僅是看著自己,除此之外沒有任何動作。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZLnYHtCIMv
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“哲也,”良久,是赤司先打破沉默,“你覺得他等的人會出現嗎?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAxQkoLZAim1
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眨眼片刻,沒有給他回答的時間,赤司又喃喃說道,“他會有幸福結局嗎?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAJLUmZ4xDXq
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雨水過了深夜 44Please respect copyright.PENANAfOqy38jvHs
就會化成雪花了吧 44Please respect copyright.PENANApwdPxWqBw0
Silent night, Holy night .44Please respect copyright.PENANAF1xMpn8TTc
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你一定不會來了吧 44Please respect copyright.PENANAyzy9zjLNn1
獨自一個人的聖誕夜 44Please respect copyright.PENANAi3JqwW0lhv
Silent night, Holy night.44Please respect copyright.PENANAxJst86KtfR
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又聽見了。迴盪在商店街一角的歌聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANAkPvi38WRJG
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他又看見了那道焦急等待的身影,廣告的最後,只以黃瀨的一個微笑劃下句點,至於所謂的結局,又該會是如何?44Please respect copyright.PENANAmXAtPZzVm1
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“我不知道…”黑子誠實的說出心裡的答案,他從來都不擅揣測結局,無論是廣告、電影、抑或是人生。臆測太過艱難,有違他一貫嚮往的平凡簡單。“不過…”44Please respect copyright.PENANAiHHwfWPzZ5
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他聽見自己清亮的嗓音,那是沒有迷惘、懷抱著一份理念的喜悅。“能擁有一個可以這樣等待的人,我覺得是件很幸福的事。”44Please respect copyright.PENANArJo67dFXk9
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感同身受就是這麼一回事吧。44Please respect copyright.PENANAB0iYUTB9VU
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他無法猜測人生的結局,但他可以緊握擁有的一切。僅管焦急,就算徬徨,即使不安,仍慶幸生命中出現這樣的存在,能寄託情感、交付信賴。既然如此,就毋須在意沒有答案的結果了。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3fLxCkfWM9
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一枚煙火無預警的衝上夜空,綻開一片絢爛花火,背光下赤司終於伸出手將黑子手裡的東西接過,“謝謝,哲也,我很開心。”44Please respect copyright.PENANA1THzBYJONs
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手掌般大的玩偶在拿在赤司手上總有股違和感,可那人卻露出了與玩偶相襯的笑靨,像個純真的孩子,為了手心裡的東西而展露最純粹的快樂。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0hwhxlqrx1
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何謂真實?當湧上了一股想上前用手緊緊抓住的衝動,如果他選擇了順從與允許,是不是這一切就能真切感受?44Please respect copyright.PENANAlzpcjwQz3n
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不想再猶豫了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAiZLS8HAYN3
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“哲也?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAM8hWHr4grn
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低垂的視野裡沒有赤司的臉龐,緊握的手開始滲出了汗水,“赤司君…”44Please respect copyright.PENANA6FJKW2Mo1e
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“嗯?”44Please respect copyright.PENANAZoScriC3lz
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“……聖誕快樂。”44Please respect copyright.PENANA0GgMr3ZTqr
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“你也是呢,聖誕快樂。”44Please respect copyright.PENANAEQvrZ533ED
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“我…”44Please respect copyright.PENANA3bLwpUEy3B
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話一出口黑子就萌生想立刻逃走的窘迫,這並不是自己真正想說的,他非常清楚哽在喉嚨裡的一句話是什麼,卻突然變得吞吐說不出口。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAHkAXqp7Tc
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他語塞,進而沉默,赤司卻一句疑問都不丟,這樣的等待,無非是屬於赤司的溫柔。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kiikehqqd
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內心深處裏 隱藏的秘密 44Please respect copyright.PENANA9kFhJTgZdz
那是不會被實現的 44Please respect copyright.PENANAwYnstySW9i
一定是在今晚 44Please respect copyright.PENANAMEsrRHb7mB
感覺到可以說出口 44Please respect copyright.PENANALn9DA6btCh
Silent night, Holy night.44Please respect copyright.PENANADkNpRNOUR5
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嘈雜的人群隨著煙火的施放而往廣場靠攏,徒留商店街不斷撥放的歌曲在耳邊徘徊。黑子想起了那個等待的身影,與覺得擁有是件很幸福的事的自己。44Please respect copyright.PENANAxx1ZOfEDbG
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“赤司君…我…”掌心覆上了眼前的手,有些冰冷,有些粗糙,在感受到那雙手也回握住自己後,再也不見寒冷的蹤跡。44Please respect copyright.PENANAiKoxjicTNx
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不想再做不像自己的自己了,不想再壓抑了,這份熱切的心情。44Please respect copyright.PENANA7cfdAs6C4k
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想將這份心情真實的傳達。44Please respect copyright.PENANAX3WN5Ysmrb
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“我…很想念你。”44Please respect copyright.PENANALnSQEmPpHU
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是了,這樣的感情是思念了。44Please respect copyright.PENANApGqhxE6VwR
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火花映照出黑子白皙的臉龐與微紅的雙頰,無所畏懼的雙眸閃閃發亮,連漫天煙火都相形失色。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwLIr4P5r4O
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“我也是。”44Please respect copyright.PENANATVzikgOkLz
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在赤司的唇印上來前,黑子隱約聽到了赤司的呢喃,可他那因嘴唇的柔軟觸感而變得空白的腦袋已無暇顧及那些了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAd7R8GuTgEK
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TBC44Please respect copyright.PENANAIC9QMv2072
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*Christmas Eve by山下達郎44Please respect copyright.PENANAHMdIQ6EEEJ
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謝謝點閱及閱讀~~44Please respect copyright.PENANAQj3eNMUaQr
花了好久的時間終於!!終於讓小赤出手了~~(灑花)44Please respect copyright.PENANAL3gxTuQTRW
正在努力收尾,不過屢屢爆字數…目前估計是28、29左右完結,不過要視情況而定…如果可以不要卡文就好了,這人三天兩頭就卡卡…(/‵Д′)/~ ╧╧44Please respect copyright.PENANANNvr5RxbEs
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