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想念是罌粟,病入膏肓之時仍令人感到幸福。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhSt4UTnH5n
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忘記吧,丟棄吧,那個善良體貼的自己。我願冠上極端偏執之名,只求不被剝奪的守護。19Please respect copyright.PENANAelWJvCTkKH
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茁壯吧,成長吧,在體內深處蠢動的怪物。我樂意擁抱殘酷所伴隨的孤獨,僅盼闔眼編織的美夢不被他人擅自闖入。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyNOgVof5f6
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所以說啊,老天爺果然是公平的。她覺得自己每天都在用雙眼親身見證這個亙古不變的真理。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFInqgzYlcg
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“哈啊啊啊~”19Please respect copyright.PENANAfQBK6LHQi4
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面對一進入個人空間就毫無形象可言的某位帥哥,這已算是每日清晨的例行公事,提著早餐踏進實驗室時桃井連眉頭都沒皺一下,“一大清早就打哈欠啊?看來小黃昨晚又沒睡好哦。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAI2oH9is4JQ
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“欸嘿嘿,又被小桃發現了。”原來這人也是會不好意思的,看方才那毫不遮掩的樣子,還以為他已經忘記自己是個擁有迷人笑容的“校園王子”了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAue2uN5gVAp
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被大學院內數一數二的兩名帥哥包圍並朝夕相處,這大概是許多女孩甚至是女人們的夢想吧?19Please respect copyright.PENANAFXmMzUY34s
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個性古怪又如何,性情乖戾又怎樣,只要視覺能獲得最大滿足,工作環境再怎麼艱辛也會變成天堂啊─每當身邊的同事這樣對桃井說時,她總是苦口婆心地附上一句“理想和現實是有差距的”,可是這些個“人帥就好”的同事依舊把有夢最美當成信仰,久而久之,她也就放棄與這些人談論“現實與理想的重要性”這種話題了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcB1Nr8nkNT
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“小桃妳看我好辛苦啊,每天都被工作壓得喘不過氣,妳知道嗎?睡眠不足可是美容天敵呢!”言下之意便是,工作太多導致休息太少。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkYoGkpbIz4
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“是嗎?可是報告啊、論文啊,你都是第一個交的~看起來游刃有餘呢。”桃井也不是省油的燈,三兩句就把黃瀨堵得無話可說只剩乾笑的份。19Please respect copyright.PENANAG2KWgPA4z3
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現下她正忙著回覆快將信箱塞滿的郵件,連個正眼都沒空給,不過一心能多用的她倒是對眼前院生的神秘生活起了點興趣,“吶,小黃,你晚上老是跑得不見人影,都去哪兒了啊?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAeaIqM7jyHJ
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“咦~小桃想知道嗎?可是說出來就不神秘了呢,你不覺得擁有神秘感的男人很有魅力嗎?”黃瀨不知何時落座在桃井的前方,雖然目光不在此人身上,但只聞其聲桃井就能讀出話裡的玩味。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMEHwh1DDpi
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“不覺得,”實驗室裡已經有一個了,再多來幾個是想折騰她的腦細胞嗎?對此,桃井可是敬謝不敏,“反正大概就是那個吧,女朋友。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAHI2c8kCfhQ
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“這個嘛…的確是為了重要的人哦。”黃瀨笑得曖昧。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUDR4nKxNDZ
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“哦,沒想到小黃是個好男人呢~”19Please respect copyright.PENANAKxiRswVWcu
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“慢著,小桃,這句話應該看著我說才對吧!妳看著手機螢幕給的稱讚,我一點也不會高興啊!”19Please respect copyright.PENANA3SXdR9eq7C
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是何時開始的呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANAd8cYDRDHD1
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一室的沉默,凝結的空氣,種種寂靜開始令他坐立難安。19Please respect copyright.PENANAypwaSjXHum
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“所以,論文的方向大致上就是上次說的那樣……”許久得不到另一頭的回應,赤司征十郎抬起的目光裡夾帶著困惑,“哲也?”19Please respect copyright.PENANA1FJHjHiyMD
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“啊…我沒問題,那就週末再寄一份給赤司君,麻煩你了。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAmmmGMwOTfS
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“你累了?那去休息下吧。”大概是習慣了黑子偶爾的走神,對比黑子若有似無的心虛,赤司倒是一派泰然。19Please respect copyright.PENANAf3uq8LaDyF
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“不,我不累,赤司君才是辛苦了。”看著眼圈下泛著淡青色的人,黑子提議道,“我去泡杯咖啡給赤司君吧。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAe0IzmuBbbL
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“也好。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAGNtTaHhamd
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關上休息室的門,黑子倚靠著門吁出一口氣,像是要把方才的緊繃經由這冗長的嘆息全數釋放。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3IQGbzoEZG
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“啊,哲君,有看到小赤嗎?”桃井走了過來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsY46Qg07eF
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“赤司君在休息室呢。”19Please respect copyright.PENANApnVtqrIX3j
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“這樣啊,那麻煩你幫我提醒他明天開會的時間,我等等要跟小黃去餐會,已經先請他幫我帶東西過去了。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAmJxri0Tz1e
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“我知道了,桃井小姐路上小心。”19Please respect copyright.PENANAoZj9NT2axc
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桃井離開後,實驗室又恢復一片寧靜。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5fgYJlzRF2
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興許是期中到來,忙碌事情也隨之變多的緣故吧,桃井待在實驗室的時間相對少了,大部分都在外頭為了經費設備等的事情奔波,總是被帶著當助手的黃瀨亦然,兩個喜歡熱鬧的人不在,這空間也就自然而然的變得安靜許多。19Please respect copyright.PENANAu16Pn2hYno
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來到實驗室有一段時間了,他已漸漸習慣這樣忙碌的生活,有時腦中會興起一種念頭,會不會是自己也漸被身邊的人所影響,偶而的得空反倒使得自己不自在了起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnmRkyaIS2Z
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黑子並不常喝咖啡,但自從接下了為赤司泡咖啡的工作以後,他的技術便日趨熟練,長久反覆練習泡出來的咖啡也頗受實驗室裡的人好評。赤司並不是個會把稱讚掛在嘴邊的人,可從剛開始的微微皺眉至現在簡單的一句“謝謝”都能讓黑子明瞭自己努力的結果被赤司慢慢接受。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGOcxDrbTbO
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“赤司君,請休息下吧,我把咖啡端…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAKsGqXxpPyB
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推開門的黑子倏地噤聲,像是個做錯事的孩子般,為自己魯莽的舉動感到無措,所幸躺在沙發上的沉沉睡去的人並沒有因為他未放低的音量而轉醒。輕手輕腳的將咖啡擱置在一旁的桌上,黑子走到窗邊將敞開的窗戶關緊了些,米白色的窗簾少了微風的擺弄,像是失去依靠般地墜落。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzEyNPb1agM
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雖是清爽的午後涼風,吹多了對身子也是種折磨吧。19Please respect copyright.PENANALYf0DYMy6T
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理應放輕腳步離開順道帶上門,還給男人一個少有的寧靜午後─可不受控制的腳卻脫離自我意識邁步向前,直到停留在男人躺臥的沙發前。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgzQpZ9lu9b
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這是他第一次看見赤司征十郎熟睡的模樣。19Please respect copyright.PENANALPejIfwrpQ
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赤司一向淺眠,稍有點動靜聲響就會醒來,這大概也是他時常看見赤司眼邊帶著黑眼圈的原因吧。如今連他擅自闖入也未見赤司清醒,想必連日來的疲憊已累積到了這人無法承受的程度了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmq6s0aoyBU
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黑子沒有任何動作,只是靜靜地佇立在原地,看著熟睡的人。毫無防備的模樣讓他產生一種跟赤司之間不再有任何隔閡的錯覺,閃爍凌厲朱光的雙眼此刻被闔上的眼皮藏起,被微風輕柔觸碰的髮絲不時晃動,像只褪下所有戒心的貓,乖巧且溫順。19Please respect copyright.PENANAw5OCPHXs3T
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明明是這樣溫柔的人,卻伸手擁抱了冷漠。明明是如此溫暖的存在,卻將自己束縛在冰冷的牢籠。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzLrtjJ7iIX
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沒來由的感到刺痛,他想起了那個雨聲滴答的夜晚,只需一點回憶的觸動,那來源不明、停不了的顫抖便緩緩爬上指頭。19Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ZTTI4Fct
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“我不是神,但我想拯救。我是怪物,不願遭命運擺弄…”輕聲的呢喃化作了風,若是這些風也能吹進男人心底那就好了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAW4Ry6xDm8H
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思念是罌粟。似乎曾有人說過這句話,在很久以前。19Please respect copyright.PENANALXYKK5GE26
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世界是否有了巨大的改變,他無法確定。但他確信,他的視界,早已出現不一樣的光景。改變平衡的,不是對面冷靜的身影, 而是縱容“在乎”滲透進血肉的自己。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwaxg8x2KFS
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是啊,因為在乎。無法忘記,無法忽視,無法不去關心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKurHrCRDci
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被蠱惑了的心智不見蹤跡,只是一心想著靠近、再靠近,如羽扇纖長柔軟的眼睫近在咫尺,屏住的呼吸再也嗅不到那人徐徐吐在臉上的氣息。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxlyvtd42li
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思念是罌粟,他早已身中此毒。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyLgHpM2XHB
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短暫的幾秒堪比漫長的世紀,牆上時鐘傳來的規律聲響慢慢回到耳裡,手指輕撫上方才吻上男人的唇,黑子的臉頰似畫布逐漸暈染出一片潮紅。晚了一步回歸的理智帶來了太多不知所措,無法抑制的心跳不斷提醒著他這是現實。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJ5vPvlzB
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他吻了赤司。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGCRVJptyFV
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突然不知道該用怎樣的表情面對下一秒可能醒來的赤司,黑子的腳步悄聲後退,碰的一聲撞上了門,他愣了下,這次沒再猶豫,開了門轉身離開。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4U2xdpzEQu
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桌上的咖啡熱氣早已消散,躺臥在沙發上的身影動了動,緩緩睜開的赤紅雙眸藏著深沉不見底的黑洞。19Please respect copyright.PENANAb035mpvEvU
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“真是的,怎麼會到了家才想到東西放在實驗室了…都是早早跑得不見蹤影的笨小黃害的啦…” 19Please respect copyright.PENANADjTDtBdKyZ
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邊走嘴邊仍不住咕噥道,入夜轉涼的低溫令桃井不禁打了個哆嗦。19Please respect copyright.PENANANoRoI2YGlh
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其實她不是很喜歡做這種事,畢竟住處和學校的距離不算短,若不是隔天的重要會議資料被遺忘在桌上,她可不願意走在入夜的校園裡。人煙稀少就不用說了,校園隨處隱密陰暗的角落更是散發出一種詭譎的氣息,讓人只想快步離開,連多停留一秒都覺得不對勁。這並非所謂的謠言對她造成的影響,教授自然得實事求是,怎能被流言牽著鼻子走?但她也無法解釋這種詭譎感,只好歸咎於女人天生的第六感。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWkcty8xtXV
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說不定這是上次故意騙黑子去送文件的報應,她不免感嘆,明是欲促成一段良緣的善意,怎會被老天扭曲成惡質的捉弄呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANAe056Tsn7RF
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還是拿了東西早點回去吧。她加快腳步一心想早些抵達實驗室,卻沒注意到路上的坑洞,毫無預警地與地面來了個親密接觸。19Please respect copyright.PENANAq1tLHIyK7k
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“痛死了…”連忙支起身子查看,幸好只有輕微擦傷,桃井拍了拍身上的灰塵,目光不經意往一旁的矮樹叢一瞥,這一看她便愣住了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1eZJJ5O90n
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陰暗的角落彷彿有什麼在裡頭竄動,樹葉摩擦發出了沙沙聲響,儘管不是那麼明顯,但她仍能感受到遠處來源不明的視線。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3qBKquPxnI
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“是誰?”這種時間還會待在這地方的人,絕對不會是什麼善類吧。桃井出聲詢問的語氣裡築起了重重戒心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3La5Ea3Vv
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刷的一聲,一團毛茸茸的物體自樹叢裡跑開,動作快得像是枚子彈,眨眼片刻就消失在眼前。19Please respect copyright.PENANAk8MZ2UgymD
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“…狗?不對…”桃井依然呆站在原地,微啟的唇最終只吐出了像單字般的喃喃低語,“……狼?”19Please respect copyright.PENANAWcjHmy1NLq
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校園僻靜的一角,不停奔跑的“物體”終於停了下來,它仰起頭的身姿沐浴在一片瑩白的月光裡,毛皮閃耀著如暖陽般的金黃。19Please respect copyright.PENANAChiuSQ3dYN
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只見它輕閉上雙眼,任由沒有樹葉阻隔的潔白螢光將自己圍繞,緩緩變形的前足最後化成了纖細修長的手,那彷彿鑲了美麗琥珀的雙眼依舊不變,炯炯目光裡帶著無法看透的笑意。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXn6rJ7OxMp
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“有些大意了,大概又要挨罵了吧…”19Please respect copyright.PENANA47PBc5gR5a
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美麗的夜空被收進了黃瀨涼太用手指取景的方框裡,他看著框裡漸趨圓融的弦月,薄唇微抿吐出的輕嘆包含了千言萬語,“就快了…”19Please respect copyright.PENANAIBIjbOALT0
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恭喜MONSTER寫到10了~灑花~~19Please respect copyright.PENANADlNzUzMPqx
後面的章節會牽涉越來越多愛恨情仇(???)19Please respect copyright.PENANAE1Fplt0ldN
更新可能慢些(也有可能是作者偷懶)(´_ゝ`)19Please respect copyright.PENANAsZWk9vxLor
總之謝謝等待!19Please respect copyright.PENANAiUn4v7ysRe
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