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再會了，知更鳥。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR981rXc4g
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當喪鐘為那可憐的知更鳥響起，空中所有的鳥都悲嘆哭泣。 ①23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGFH05ZaVA
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我旁觀著，所有佯裝悲傷的面具，可悲、可笑又可憐。諷刺的是，鄙視虛偽的我最終仍轉身離去，走進了那虛假至極的人群裡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNanLA68mI
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“那個，我從入學起就一直喜歡著黃瀨君…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ320tOua5dd
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盛開的紫藤隨風搖曳，馨香瀰漫的校園中庭裡，長髮女孩面露羞怯，絞緊的十指依稀顫抖，簡單的動作道盡了面對心上人時的掙扎。對女孩來說，這或許是一生中最漫長的等待，可對黃瀨來說，這不過是眨眼便會遺忘的一瞬間。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9HRH3F5gs
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“很抱歉，我現在還沒有和任何人交往的打算。”他說得堅決，語氣卻是溫和的，像是深怕傷了女孩般的小心翼翼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpqrMqCG7u
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奪眶的淚水在女孩眼邊盤旋，終而落下，黃瀨默默遞上了自己的手帕，在女孩的眼淚停止時，才又說道，“不過，還是謝謝妳的心意，我很高興。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9ulY9B1RL
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“不…應該是我要對黃瀨君說謝謝…”眼角仍可見未風乾的淚痕，但女孩還是露出了一個微笑，“雖然早就知道可能不會被接受，不過能把藏著的心意像這樣說出來，真是太好了。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TnSzQqPfE
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日復一日的場景，不同的主角、一樣的主題，他仍盡忠職守地扮演著溫柔的不像自己的自己。可千篇一律的劇本，總有令人生厭的一天。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtbpqEU31L
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望著女孩離去的背影，未能直達心底的笑意自唇邊綻開，他並不如表面那樣的愧疚或是為難。類似的告白屢見不鮮，那都是過眼雲煙，從厭煩乃至麻木，既然是轉身就會忘了的臉龐，又何須掛心。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFq7vfSKpZ
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女孩們告白遭拒後不約而同的說辭總令黃瀨困惑。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxQCYazMG0
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既然知道會被拒絕，又為何要執著於將未能結果的愛戀說出口？難道說出來一切就會有所改變嗎？嚷著勇於面對現實，說到底，還不是無法靠自己走出傷痛、非要拖人下水的矯情。為何他們總沒想過，註定夭折的感情說出口對別人也是種折磨？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXKj4pKFOf
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“紫藤花，為情而生，無愛而亡…”翩然落下的紫色花朵，在緊握成拳的手裡化作片片碎屑，他無法理解何謂愛情，這種一旦分手就會消失的脆弱羈絆他不需要。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRjF7XKWDT
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他想要的、渴望的，從來就只是一輩子的陪伴。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkKKQ2CC6a
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“黃瀨君？”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTKxAzmKpR
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飛揚的花瓣碎屑穿過中庭，他抬眼望去，盡頭是黑子哲也的身影。水藍色的髮與漫天幽紫形成的光景既美麗又和諧，黑子抱著書本略歪著頭看向自己的模樣天真而純粹，令他不禁彎起嘴角。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3737ANuSki
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“小黑子，拿這麼多書很重吧？我幫你拿一些吧。”也不等對方回答，黃瀨拿過黑子手裡大半的書。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IfQlLdZow
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“謝謝，幫大忙了呢。”視線被阻擋的確不怎麼方便，黑子欣然接受了他的好意，“黃瀨君怎麼會來這裡，又被告白了嗎？”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU44LTEUOpa
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“這個嘛…受歡迎的男人其實是很辛苦的唷。”他笑了下，話說得含糊。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7klfh7FRHk
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“我明白的，”黑子點點頭，“太受歡迎的男人常常會被找出去告白而忘了實驗室的會議，甚至還會因遍尋不找人影而造成他人困擾。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ07v1owVLB
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“啊啊啊…小黑子我錯了啊！”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvKaxfRtbH
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“黃瀨君…”黑子看了身旁的人一眼，臉上的從容紋風不動，不曾改變，“請不要貼過來，今天很熱。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbieie9OL8Y
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“嘿嘿，這種距離只有小黑子才有哦…欸，小黑子請等等我啊！”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbau0CcYi3W
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每天的生活就是一場戲，一齣清晨揭起黑夜落幕的戲。扮演逗人發笑的小丑很容易，除了誇張的悲喜不需要多餘的感情。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RQFRZtr4y
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或許是在孤寂的黑暗裡待了太久，連刺眼的陽光落在身上都覺冷漠，那個曾在腦海中殺死無數次的自己，陌生卻又熟悉。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UjDVPZJOH
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從未想過自己能夠再次交付真心。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSDG4yH2LV
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“黃瀨君今天似乎很開心，發生了什麼好事嗎？”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVuAdsuKdI
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“是秘密哦～”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5lQbEdS91
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他不相信奇蹟，可他已開始相信令陽光變得溫暖的相遇。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncmuDApBvp
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遺忘痛楚最好的方式就是讓自己陷入回憶。黃瀨想，這大概是此時此刻想起那天身旁人微笑的原因。所以當他將思緒拉回現實，回到空蕩的實驗室，痛覺才開始回到紮起繃帶的手指。滿地碎片是何時收拾的，其實自己早想不起來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bKMqbUJ78
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自嘲的笑慢慢浮現。其實他早將一切看在眼底。黑子唇上已結痂的傷口與脖頸間暗紅色的印記，他早將這些不再專屬於自己的笑容看在眼底。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGOiANEId7
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生命的變化總來得太快太急，一句簡單的對話，一個他無法參與的交集，都可能將他認定的美好未來逐漸抹去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoI30vye95
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而他，無法阻止。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm9YqDAXr3
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桌面突然傳來的震動聲響打破滿室靜謐，黃瀨愣了下，隨即拿起自己的手機，沒有顯示號碼的來電令他困惑但還是選擇接通。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7naFrSTva
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“事情辦得怎樣了？”不等他應話，對方已搶先開口問道。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU06UQiWNi
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“欸？怎麼…”難掩驚訝之色，黃瀨下意識轉過頭查看四周，所幸實驗室裡空無一人，確認沒人察覺這通電話，這才帶著手機走到外頭，“你怎麼會這時候打電話來…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzCetRNNss
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“難不成還要等慢吞吞的你主動回報嗎？”話筒的另一方，男人的嗓音透著慵懶，“只是個簡單的任務，你還想折騰多久？”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNJ2jdhTjq
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“咦？這跟當初說的不一樣，當初明明說了…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO1lSVQun4
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“當初都是多久前的事了，要說當初的話，我當初也沒料到你辦事效率這麼差。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFS9Ewf8YA
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“我有在做，只是…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35we9uhV86
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“計畫變更了。”無視他的辯解，對方乾脆俐落地打斷，“先撤退吧，剩下的我會處理。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06BVYqZtR3
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“等、等一下！”黃瀨阻止了欲結束通話的男人，“給我幾天的時間就好！讓我把一些事情解決！拜託你！”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6J0QNF3dX
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幾乎是不假思索地衝口而出。他能感覺到自己握著手機的手正不停顫抖，這是第一次這樣放下姿態央求對方，無路可退的徬徨已讓自己遺忘所有對錯是非。那些複雜的未來都無所謂了，他只想要守護一切，守護那個笑臉。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDcCRca9g2
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“哈！可以啊，”沒想到男人竟爽快地答應了，“就再給你幾天時間，我會找個理由搪塞過去，不過時限一到…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkDZRoxDvA
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“我知道，我會解決這一切的。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8N17fBSh8
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“那麼，我就試著再期待一次吧，最後一次。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubEx2NT8gg
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掛斷電話後，黃瀨終於有了鬆一口氣的餘裕，但緊接其後的疑問又令他撫平的眉再度緊皺。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ686Pe8hG2i
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男人的個性他是瞭解的，不喜歡脫泥帶水的麻煩事，對自己無利益的條件更不屑一顧，可今次卻不反問緣由，一口答應了他的請求，怎麼看都不像那個他認識已久的人會做的事。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVqpHakHr9
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總覺得遺忘了什麼重要的事。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kWB20FjNw
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“黃瀨君在看月亮嗎？真難得呢。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvpcAZ3cjV
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“啊…嗯，”見黑子走了出來，他連忙將手機收進口袋，“很漂亮哦，小黑子也看嘛！”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKznU6LLvoy
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“就快滿月了…”仰望夜空，黑子喃喃道，複雜的神色宛若帶著不捨離別的感傷。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC82bd3l7aZ
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“小黑子，不用擔心。”看向視線不在自己身上的人，黃瀨語氣堅定，“不論是今天、明天、或是未來，不變的事物永遠都不會改變，這片美麗夜空亦然，它永遠都會在。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TQEeK09fS
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“…黃瀨君，我…”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEouYnkjjqD
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“啊！都這個時間了呢…小黑子，我想起有件重要的事要去做，所以今天就先回去了！”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFC2eB45DV
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被躊躇綑綁的微弱嗓音理當輕易被蓋過，黑子點點頭，骨鯁在喉的感覺並不好受，可最終還是忍住了，“那…黃瀨君，明天見。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbal2yu26X
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揹著背包的身影因黑子的話一顫，黃瀨回過頭，留給了黑子一個燦爛笑容，“嗯，明天見。”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx6FRNaDyE
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不說再見，就能避免“再也不見”了嗎？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A3EWdsU93
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沒有人能預測未來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxK50qJtEJ
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當下想伸手拉住對方卻沒行動的黑子無法，不再停下腳步後悔決定的黃瀨也無法，他們只能各自選擇退與進，期盼這樣的抉擇不會是最壞。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r5hw6CgeE
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皎潔月色替校園昏暗的林蔭小路點綴上柔和亮光，黃瀨並沒有花太多時間便等到了迎面走來的人。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRz0KYnpNg
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“涼太？”23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKHIDFiE04
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即使驚訝也瓦解不了的淡漠，果然怎麼也無法令他打從心底對赤髮男人產生好感呢。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F3GrORhgo
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“我不是小黑子，你很失望嗎？”人類不過是隻伸手一捏就會粉碎的螻蟻，怎麼會忘了呢？他不過是披著溫暖笑容的冷血野獸。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Agw9stZZ7
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我旁觀著，所有佯裝悲傷的面具，可悲、可笑又可憐。可是，我始終沒察覺，最可悲、可笑又可憐的，其實是冷笑著旁觀他人的自己。可是，如此可悲、可笑又可憐的我，其實比誰都渴望疲憊的時候有地方可以停留。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6VznlOZbK
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被奪走的依歸，再次搶回來就好了。為什麼如此簡單的道理他現在才想通？ 23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4HJY8oW3S
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忘記吧，丟棄吧，那個善良體貼的自己。我願冠上極端偏執之名，只求不被剝奪的守護。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBScifjMvD
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茁壯吧，成長吧，在體內深處蠢動的怪物。我樂意擁抱殘酷所伴隨的孤獨，僅盼闔眼編織的美夢不被他人擅自闖入。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpxA12xdAQ
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