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時光飛似，交往至今已經一年了，雖然對話跟平常沒什麼兩樣，但曖昧的話語越來越多，跟學長在一起真的好開心，第一次談戀愛，真的好緊張又好幸福，我們倆常常放假一起出去，逛街，吃飯，就像其他的情侶一樣，但是最近，學長的樣子好像越來越奇怪，這是為什麼呢?36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9OSY3H8tN
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”學長，明天可以出來嗎?”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1a3anpiES
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”明天嗎? 不行耶....我有事”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC27CmWFzz7
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”是嗎.....好吧，既然有事也沒辦法了，那只能等下禮拜了”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXwqc2DqLm
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”恩，對不起喔，赫宰....”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti9U5qFPdv
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”沒關係啦! 學長也是沒辦法的啊”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eIKe2h8jF
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”恩，赫宰就是貼心，啊，有人回來了，我先掛了喔!”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDDbrfdk5Y
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”恩”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nBHnSmeTN
掛斷，其實心裡真的很想跟學長多聊幾句，而且，下禮拜就是學長的生日了，不知道該給學長準備什麼，學長會喜歡些什麼呢?36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoZ65fgmcA
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”學長今天沒來嗎?”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQWEgTKksx
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”對啊，他也沒說是生病還是怎樣，大概是故意翹課去約會了吧”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKXbPR2sdw
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”約會....?”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOelBbNDN5
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聽到這兩個字我愣住了，看著學長的朋友嬉笑著，曹圭賢，真的背叛我了?36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4RcEgT88a
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”對啊，你沒聽說嗎? 看你那麼常來找圭賢那傢伙，我還以為你早就知道他有女朋友的事了耶，大概有三個月了吧，先不說你知不知道，他女朋友真的超正的! 好像叫早田川 優吧? 是個日本妹子喔!”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ZR7vDxuC
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”這樣啊....我知道了，謝謝學長，我先走了”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4yqZgfUUL
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”恩，掰掰”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfAqmCkcUY
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”掰.....”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAGRRYpzse
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我轉身離開，好痛，心真的好痛，因為這現在社會沒那麼開放，我和學長交往的事並沒有公開讓任何人知道，什麼時候的事了? 學長為什麼要這樣對我，為什麼要這樣傷我的心，強忍著淚水，向老師請了假早退，背著書包走在回家的路上，看見了神社，這裡是和學長第一次遇見的地方，坐在樓梯間，頭埋在雙膝裡哭著，強而有力的壓迫感讓我喘不過氣，心像是被狠狠割了好幾刀的那樣疼痛，我不知道該怎麼辦，想恨學長卻怎麼恨也恨不起來......36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ2hdtOhpa
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