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時光飛似，交往至今已經一年了，雖然對話跟平常沒什麼兩樣，但曖昧的話語越來越多，跟學長在一起真的好開心，第一次談戀愛，真的好緊張又好幸福，我們倆常常放假一起出去，逛街，吃飯，就像其他的情侶一樣，但是最近，學長的樣子好像越來越奇怪，這是為什麼呢?49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoov38bvcLV
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”學長，明天可以出來嗎?”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xOAySbzqT
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”明天嗎? 不行耶....我有事”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZDC2LS0ov
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”是嗎.....好吧，既然有事也沒辦法了，那只能等下禮拜了”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIKjAapGdu
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”恩，對不起喔，赫宰....”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXovzHHhbrH
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”沒關係啦! 學長也是沒辦法的啊”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM8jfWOyhQ
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”恩，赫宰就是貼心，啊，有人回來了，我先掛了喔!”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexM1VDjp0d
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”恩”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH02MWm6Zc
掛斷，其實心裡真的很想跟學長多聊幾句，而且，下禮拜就是學長的生日了，不知道該給學長準備什麼，學長會喜歡些什麼呢?49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkx5xnJ4dl
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”學長今天沒來嗎?”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp7Ag977Kb
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”對啊，他也沒說是生病還是怎樣，大概是故意翹課去約會了吧”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTRbwX1KK7
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”約會....?”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2kP2jWdOQ
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聽到這兩個字我愣住了，看著學長的朋友嬉笑著，曹圭賢，真的背叛我了?49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOOgOoUpv4
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”對啊，你沒聽說嗎? 看你那麼常來找圭賢那傢伙，我還以為你早就知道他有女朋友的事了耶，大概有三個月了吧，先不說你知不知道，他女朋友真的超正的! 好像叫早田川 優吧? 是個日本妹子喔!”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldknJ54AQa
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”這樣啊....我知道了，謝謝學長，我先走了”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz5RFpDTG9
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”恩，掰掰”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcTAXwSuyR
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”掰.....”49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlyI1mPj80
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我轉身離開，好痛，心真的好痛，因為這現在社會沒那麼開放，我和學長交往的事並沒有公開讓任何人知道，什麼時候的事了? 學長為什麼要這樣對我，為什麼要這樣傷我的心，強忍著淚水，向老師請了假早退，背著書包走在回家的路上，看見了神社，這裡是和學長第一次遇見的地方，坐在樓梯間，頭埋在雙膝裡哭著，強而有力的壓迫感讓我喘不過氣，心像是被狠狠割了好幾刀的那樣疼痛，我不知道該怎麼辦，想恨學長卻怎麼恨也恨不起來......49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd3tKPJoMV
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