構築於幻想邊緣42Please respect copyright.PENANAC9mPnYrN8Q
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUWb3RZzWvY
*暫時頂一下的615,他不讓我設今天的時間啦嗚嗚嗚嗚我想要早上6點15分發的啊42Please respect copyright.PENANALAsxwbINo2
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4XfskDTksB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbmQd1d2P3A
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3sW9bM2BPg
--你相信「我」嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAu3tWv3owCx
42Please respect copyright.PENANATVlh5H0cMz
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAFcE4F88KXp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Brm9kcuw
從青峰大輝有印象開始黑子哲也就一直在他的身邊。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMETFQ2ansD
從他還是個不知世事的孩子開始,就一直如此。42Please respect copyright.PENANAn0FjnBd7Gb
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvfd4hkY6Xi
「哲!」42Please respect copyright.PENANA3P66TnOIyA
「青峰君、下午好。今天也是來打球嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA9CeoUrRvUq
「嗯!哲快點--」42Please respect copyright.PENANAqIPQHioHsw
「好。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAkp5c0qL5tf
42Please respect copyright.PENANALHuRnpgUS2
彼時青峰只是個六歲的小鬼,而在他的印象裡黑子也是小小白白又安安靜靜的一個,看起來就像個白呼呼的團子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgDhattLC47
雖然他是家中的獨子,但他卻從未感到寂寞,只因不論他在哪裡,身邊總是有個黑子哲也存在。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKnndYhZDtg
他不明白為什麼家裡的大人都不理睬黑子,每次都沒有準備他的飯菜……單純的腦袋並沒有想太多,僅是想著既然父母不準備他的,那他就把他自己的留一點給對方好了。不過黑子總是說著不用,一邊把所有的飯餵進了青峰肚子裡。42Please respect copyright.PENANApayjPS9txn
久了,青峰也不再和家人提起關於黑子的事情,但他們確實一起度過了童年的成長歲月。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcgCWIC2WhC
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVTjFu7zUqw
「青峰君真的很厲害呢,籃球。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAjopp3g3Vo5
「因為哲常常陪我練習啊!最喜歡哲了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAN31yocRHM7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkkRpXHOQjB
忘了是從什麼時候兩人開始有了對談。總之確實是有過那段對話。42Please respect copyright.PENANArIe8m0E24h
模糊的記憶裡,黑子記得,好像是對方剛接觸籃球的那個時間。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7PHi7xH13M
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZyXtY3z8zr
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DJ5v0a9B
42Please respect copyright.PENANADO624gBamP
「青峰君。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAEhU1qh98Mx
「……」42Please respect copyright.PENANACYA2EqXDZg
「又翹掉練習了嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA7tuTYyYor5
「這不關哲的事吧?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hb0zd1vKP
「……是呢。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAJIdFIgSBpB
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0juuET4ld2
這樣的對話重複了不下數次。最終黑子只能嘆口氣,坐在青峰身邊。42Please respect copyright.PENANAF1EvLuQp3v
從上了中學三年級開始,他們之間好像什麼都沒變。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIYseHP3fhR
但其實一切都變了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAarSwNZYGSE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWH1Z1nWXFF
黑子是再清楚不過,以前那個單純的喜愛籃球的孩子,會笑著抱著籃球邀請他一起玩的孩子已經消失了。42Please respect copyright.PENANA94Sw6ZCZRl
在所謂的天才開花結果之後。42Please respect copyright.PENANA542yc9nB0L
而他只能靜靜的站在青峰背後,看著他臉上的笑容隨著不斷勝利越來越少。42Please respect copyright.PENANAplSPn6WzPt
呼喚他名字的次數,其中蘊含的情感也越來越少。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlJf7eOTduM
42Please respect copyright.PENANATdx8LxhdyL
他開始不信任他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAn5c3R5FwUu
42Please respect copyright.PENANABGA2Ku1aah
這之於他或自己而言都絕對不是件好事。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdo9t2iVlRM
黑子偏了偏頭,最終仍是什麼話也沒說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAD7mgrJamsJ
僅只是安安靜靜的,跟在青峰身邊,像他們小時候那樣,寸步不離。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgToYLRStq9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMgVyFDmLjo
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAdGcHkMpof1
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfb8qEhNelJ
接著青峰上了高中。42Please respect copyright.PENANALH4aQJh6Py
黑子偶而也會想,時間果然過的很快呢,這樣的想法。42Please respect copyright.PENANABc6T649TRx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVdjiOqj0Qo
愈加囂張跋扈的個性就算有桃井五月規勸仍沒有多大改進,青峰依舊憑恃著自己的天才我行我素甚至變本加厲,就連比賽時也常常不見人影。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyeA06cVN
而他再也沒有呼喚過黑子的名字。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjsuZLcqrKE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXkixxxgbq3
「青峰君、青峰君……」不知有多少次黑子在青峰的身後,如同以前一樣呼喚著他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYmr89srEI
但青峰卻再也沒有回頭看他一眼,仍舊一意孤行的走向前方。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4VOPMWBNmV
被拋下的黑子慢慢的跟不上青峰的腳步,最終停留於原地。42Please respect copyright.PENANA84vXZo9QNy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz4j4D3iCob
明明就只差一點。為什麼不願意多相信我一些呢,青峰君?42Please respect copyright.PENANACnL1QicyIg
遠遠的看著青峰比賽的背影。一人帶球、過人、上籃,阻擋的對手與旁邊的隊友簡直有如空氣,整場比賽節奏被掐在他的手中,像是被鎂光燈照耀的主角。42Please respect copyright.PENANAikCdGc3lrl
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMtqx9myHtu
『最喜歡哲了!』42Please respect copyright.PENANAWjdCO87U0z
記憶裡的那個孩子漾開的笑容是黑子的光芒,是構成現在的他的中心。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6pi6WCQdsI
他呼應青峰的信任而存在,而現在青峰卻再也不願意相信他。相信自己的自我中心思維無限擴大,縱然黑子希望能把他拉回以往,卻徒勞無功。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuaJwAaMgmw
42Please respect copyright.PENANATpBUubVgXO
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAv2Ej7ySbVh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAjsU4NfUAaL
漸漸的黑子無法出聲,形體也愈加淡薄,像是要消失那樣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeQcZBYGQPR
他依舊沒有離開青峰,就算對方已經聽不見他的聲音,也看不見他的身影了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAswmYh26P3k
其實也僅差一步之遙罷了。若青峰可以相信他到成年的時候……42Please respect copyright.PENANAPdFJ51NZvM
42Please respect copyright.PENANAr8qS2pyE2v
『青峰君。』站在月光下的黑子,看著睡著的青峰,目光柔和。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYHPp03YbxC
『最終我還是……沒有辦法站在你身側,真的很對不起。』42Please respect copyright.PENANA7L5X0UWxlh
『如果我能讓你多相信我一些就好了。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAmRrwatBTjD
『比青峰君強的隊伍很快就會出現的……請原諒我沒有辦法繼續守候你到那個時候。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAMl9pTzt7Ya
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWnHWyQyfW7
黑子輕輕轉了一個身,背對青峰。42Please respect copyright.PENANAyHb6gJXnfX
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzZP5rqfR5o
『……。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAsEEJTiHRF6
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5YHGWiVqYo
黑子無聲的說了些什麼,眼角滑落一條銀色的痕跡,輕輕的翹起了嘴角。42Please respect copyright.PENANAL7e5TTypgX
42Please respect copyright.PENANAShlj5Sv69J
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAanxjEoSZHK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAawiH5bXXiT
於是Winter Cup上,桐皇學園vs誠凜的結果以桐皇落敗結尾。42Please respect copyright.PENANAATKl8v5Vnm
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6RI8h3gCDQ
「輸了……啊。」青峰喃喃自語。長久以來憑恃的那些東西在這一刻全數被打碎成片。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6CkNDaKlcv
他看著對面歡呼著的誠凜隊伍。42Please respect copyright.PENANA73LNEr5Juz
合作嗎?……什麼東西。42Please respect copyright.PENANATfQtsbzyxm
心臟一抽一抽的疼痛,是因為輸了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAJGyWNIh5xn
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWuLbSPH3a9
恍惚間青峰突然想起了黑子哲也。42Please respect copyright.PENANABNPjJfS46M
他猛然轉頭,但身後卻誰也沒有。42Please respect copyright.PENANAR9QEhgrarN
是從什麼時候起他再也沒有聽見黑子的聲音?42Please respect copyright.PENANAidcusdxWrn
是從什麼時候起黑子再也沒有出現在他的眼前?42Please respect copyright.PENANAENrUzrZbzc
42Please respect copyright.PENANAS866yIlCFN
什麼時候他變成自己一個人?42Please respect copyright.PENANAislV7ktJXs
42Please respect copyright.PENANAq8BOQZPSIW
「哲……」青峰咬牙。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEnDwgDdRwP
好像失去了很重要、很重要的東西。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVvXeI7xkFJ
比起勝負或是天才,更重要的--42Please respect copyright.PENANARogqqo3ISt
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbp4jfxcMHo
卻再也沒有回頭的機會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAILU5VC9jQ9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgTetdHZAlg
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAu8NmMz8uF7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdzYEr0I9mf
謝謝你相信過我,青峰君。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ3QzN0qCm
對不起,但我還是要說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAL22DATpSzI
能與你相遇,我很高興,就算我永遠不曾真正存在。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0xr3E2um8G
42Please respect copyright.PENANACwS5p7aVZm
--還有,我喜歡你。42Please respect copyright.PENANAoDlWqiaco7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhPf5wWuQHV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAicSqYDi2ol
於是模糊的視線中,青峰好像看見了那個如水的藍髮少年這樣笑著開口。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaKGY64UGFN
那是、再也回不去的從前。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHLQeNnZkvr
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAEGR8VfVXe
42Please respect copyright.PENANA72SeHVdnuu
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyQc7sPdA9F
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ns52.14.189.148da2 42Please respect copyright.PENANAUWb3RZzWvY
*暫時頂一下的615,他不讓我設今天的時間啦嗚嗚嗚嗚我想要早上6點15分發的啊42Please respect copyright.PENANALAsxwbINo2
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4XfskDTksB
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbmQd1d2P3A
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3sW9bM2BPg
--你相信「我」嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAu3tWv3owCx
42Please respect copyright.PENANATVlh5H0cMz
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAFcE4F88KXp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Brm9kcuw
從青峰大輝有印象開始黑子哲也就一直在他的身邊。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMETFQ2ansD
從他還是個不知世事的孩子開始,就一直如此。42Please respect copyright.PENANAn0FjnBd7Gb
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvfd4hkY6Xi
「哲!」42Please respect copyright.PENANA3P66TnOIyA
「青峰君、下午好。今天也是來打球嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA9CeoUrRvUq
「嗯!哲快點--」42Please respect copyright.PENANAqIPQHioHsw
「好。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAkp5c0qL5tf
42Please respect copyright.PENANALHuRnpgUS2
彼時青峰只是個六歲的小鬼,而在他的印象裡黑子也是小小白白又安安靜靜的一個,看起來就像個白呼呼的團子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgDhattLC47
雖然他是家中的獨子,但他卻從未感到寂寞,只因不論他在哪裡,身邊總是有個黑子哲也存在。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKnndYhZDtg
他不明白為什麼家裡的大人都不理睬黑子,每次都沒有準備他的飯菜……單純的腦袋並沒有想太多,僅是想著既然父母不準備他的,那他就把他自己的留一點給對方好了。不過黑子總是說著不用,一邊把所有的飯餵進了青峰肚子裡。42Please respect copyright.PENANApayjPS9txn
久了,青峰也不再和家人提起關於黑子的事情,但他們確實一起度過了童年的成長歲月。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcgCWIC2WhC
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVTjFu7zUqw
「青峰君真的很厲害呢,籃球。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAjopp3g3Vo5
「因為哲常常陪我練習啊!最喜歡哲了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAN31yocRHM7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkkRpXHOQjB
忘了是從什麼時候兩人開始有了對談。總之確實是有過那段對話。42Please respect copyright.PENANArIe8m0E24h
模糊的記憶裡,黑子記得,好像是對方剛接觸籃球的那個時間。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7PHi7xH13M
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZyXtY3z8zr
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DJ5v0a9B
42Please respect copyright.PENANADO624gBamP
「青峰君。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAEhU1qh98Mx
「……」42Please respect copyright.PENANACYA2EqXDZg
「又翹掉練習了嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA7tuTYyYor5
「這不關哲的事吧?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hb0zd1vKP
「……是呢。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAJIdFIgSBpB
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0juuET4ld2
這樣的對話重複了不下數次。最終黑子只能嘆口氣,坐在青峰身邊。42Please respect copyright.PENANAF1EvLuQp3v
從上了中學三年級開始,他們之間好像什麼都沒變。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIYseHP3fhR
但其實一切都變了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAarSwNZYGSE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWH1Z1nWXFF
黑子是再清楚不過,以前那個單純的喜愛籃球的孩子,會笑著抱著籃球邀請他一起玩的孩子已經消失了。42Please respect copyright.PENANA94Sw6ZCZRl
在所謂的天才開花結果之後。42Please respect copyright.PENANA542yc9nB0L
而他只能靜靜的站在青峰背後,看著他臉上的笑容隨著不斷勝利越來越少。42Please respect copyright.PENANAplSPn6WzPt
呼喚他名字的次數,其中蘊含的情感也越來越少。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlJf7eOTduM
42Please respect copyright.PENANATdx8LxhdyL
他開始不信任他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAn5c3R5FwUu
42Please respect copyright.PENANABGA2Ku1aah
這之於他或自己而言都絕對不是件好事。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdo9t2iVlRM
黑子偏了偏頭,最終仍是什麼話也沒說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAD7mgrJamsJ
僅只是安安靜靜的,跟在青峰身邊,像他們小時候那樣,寸步不離。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgToYLRStq9
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMgVyFDmLjo
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAdGcHkMpof1
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfb8qEhNelJ
接著青峰上了高中。42Please respect copyright.PENANALH4aQJh6Py
黑子偶而也會想,時間果然過的很快呢,這樣的想法。42Please respect copyright.PENANABc6T649TRx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVdjiOqj0Qo
愈加囂張跋扈的個性就算有桃井五月規勸仍沒有多大改進,青峰依舊憑恃著自己的天才我行我素甚至變本加厲,就連比賽時也常常不見人影。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaHyeA06cVN
而他再也沒有呼喚過黑子的名字。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjsuZLcqrKE
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXkixxxgbq3
「青峰君、青峰君……」不知有多少次黑子在青峰的身後,如同以前一樣呼喚著他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYmr89srEI
但青峰卻再也沒有回頭看他一眼,仍舊一意孤行的走向前方。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4VOPMWBNmV
被拋下的黑子慢慢的跟不上青峰的腳步,最終停留於原地。42Please respect copyright.PENANA84vXZo9QNy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz4j4D3iCob
明明就只差一點。為什麼不願意多相信我一些呢,青峰君?42Please respect copyright.PENANACnL1QicyIg
遠遠的看著青峰比賽的背影。一人帶球、過人、上籃,阻擋的對手與旁邊的隊友簡直有如空氣,整場比賽節奏被掐在他的手中,像是被鎂光燈照耀的主角。42Please respect copyright.PENANAikCdGc3lrl
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMtqx9myHtu
『最喜歡哲了!』42Please respect copyright.PENANAWjdCO87U0z
記憶裡的那個孩子漾開的笑容是黑子的光芒,是構成現在的他的中心。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6pi6WCQdsI
他呼應青峰的信任而存在,而現在青峰卻再也不願意相信他。相信自己的自我中心思維無限擴大,縱然黑子希望能把他拉回以往,卻徒勞無功。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuaJwAaMgmw
42Please respect copyright.PENANATpBUubVgXO
※42Please respect copyright.PENANAv2Ej7ySbVh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAjsU4NfUAaL
漸漸的黑子無法出聲,形體也愈加淡薄,像是要消失那樣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeQcZBYGQPR
他依舊沒有離開青峰,就算對方已經聽不見他的聲音,也看不見他的身影了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAswmYh26P3k
其實也僅差一步之遙罷了。若青峰可以相信他到成年的時候……42Please respect copyright.PENANAPdFJ51NZvM
42Please respect copyright.PENANAr8qS2pyE2v
『青峰君。』站在月光下的黑子,看著睡著的青峰,目光柔和。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYHPp03YbxC
『最終我還是……沒有辦法站在你身側,真的很對不起。』42Please respect copyright.PENANA7L5X0UWxlh
『如果我能讓你多相信我一些就好了。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAmRrwatBTjD
『比青峰君強的隊伍很快就會出現的……請原諒我沒有辦法繼續守候你到那個時候。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAMl9pTzt7Ya
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWnHWyQyfW7
黑子輕輕轉了一個身,背對青峰。42Please respect copyright.PENANAyHb6gJXnfX
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzZP5rqfR5o
『……。』42Please respect copyright.PENANAsEEJTiHRF6
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5YHGWiVqYo
黑子無聲的說了些什麼,眼角滑落一條銀色的痕跡,輕輕的翹起了嘴角。42Please respect copyright.PENANAL7e5TTypgX
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於是Winter Cup上,桐皇學園vs誠凜的結果以桐皇落敗結尾。42Please respect copyright.PENANAATKl8v5Vnm
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「輸了……啊。」青峰喃喃自語。長久以來憑恃的那些東西在這一刻全數被打碎成片。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6CkNDaKlcv
他看著對面歡呼著的誠凜隊伍。42Please respect copyright.PENANA73LNEr5Juz
合作嗎?……什麼東西。42Please respect copyright.PENANATfQtsbzyxm
心臟一抽一抽的疼痛,是因為輸了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAJGyWNIh5xn
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恍惚間青峰突然想起了黑子哲也。42Please respect copyright.PENANABNPjJfS46M
他猛然轉頭,但身後卻誰也沒有。42Please respect copyright.PENANAR9QEhgrarN
是從什麼時候起他再也沒有聽見黑子的聲音?42Please respect copyright.PENANAidcusdxWrn
是從什麼時候起黑子再也沒有出現在他的眼前?42Please respect copyright.PENANAENrUzrZbzc
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什麼時候他變成自己一個人?42Please respect copyright.PENANAislV7ktJXs
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「哲……」青峰咬牙。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEnDwgDdRwP
好像失去了很重要、很重要的東西。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVvXeI7xkFJ
比起勝負或是天才,更重要的--42Please respect copyright.PENANARogqqo3ISt
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卻再也沒有回頭的機會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAILU5VC9jQ9
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謝謝你相信過我,青峰君。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ3QzN0qCm
對不起,但我還是要說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAL22DATpSzI
能與你相遇,我很高興,就算我永遠不曾真正存在。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0xr3E2um8G
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--還有,我喜歡你。42Please respect copyright.PENANAoDlWqiaco7
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於是模糊的視線中,青峰好像看見了那個如水的藍髮少年這樣笑著開口。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaKGY64UGFN
那是、再也回不去的從前。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHLQeNnZkvr
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