我期盼著能於其中望見什麼，微不足道的也好，卻只是失望。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwUtkZOTWv
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佐伯是明白的，他和跡部是不同世界的人，徹頭徹尾地不同。只是因為跡部的強勢，和自己半順從的心態，才得以維持現況。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUdtuiczlw
…現況。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpF7RhPc9Z
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不著痕跡的嘆了口氣。無意義的搖晃著亮銀色的湯匙，晚餐濃湯撲鼻的香味刺激著嗅覺，溫熱的霧氣暖和了周邊的空氣，但是卻提不起胃口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ920XAajsnf
覷了跡部一眼，但對方似乎思考著什麼而沒有注意的佐伯。略微鬆了口氣，轉而蹙眉想著怎麼處理眼前的湯。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpkJDaiiYh
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「不想喝就別呵。」突然的，跡部開口這麼說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAxdXhXgzI
被跡部的發言猛地嚇了一跳，「我不是…」我不是不想喝，只是沒胃口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRnwjzPN0j
「別喝。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2RplOzPOr
然而佐伯沉默，跡部決定的事情向來無人能左右，順從是唯一的選擇。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsvGnmt9BH
或許是因為習慣了跡部的霸氣，佐伯並沒有感到不悅。一直以來都是如此的，而那份淺淡的難過亦同。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh0oykHV3C
──沒錯，是有些難過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaSTj9v56i
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「我想出去一下。」在放下了那光可鑑人的湯匙後，佐伯開口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt17xcpPm8n
「去哪？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm9ZrJBD4T
「去散步，走走就回來了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbrZmchWP7
「不要走太遠，我叫人陪你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xgRm8ihxd
「不，不用了。還是你怕我不會認路？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVU7jSGEim
「那至少加件外套再出去。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCbBHE2hGw
「好。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjbk8snRd5
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晚冬的空氣冷冽逼人，佐伯拉緊了大衣的領口，柔軟的觸感刺痛著自己──或許是心理上的疙瘩還是芥蒂之類──的一部份。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jbzaAtGc4
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逃？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs0vPys25x
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並不是沒有過離開的念頭，然而為什麼最後總是回到那個地方？佐伯自問，但或許這就和明明了解其中風險卻仍讓佐伯獨自出門散心的跡部一樣吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFjVKUXJZJ
他是了解的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B3jrxlSng
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這是何等的悲哀‵何等的矛盾？存在於我們兩人之間的是依戀‵是相知或是彼此需要？在雜亂的思緒中佐伯驚覺，原來他說不出是什麼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfTUQB2LTW
連最初的一開始都已是模糊的畫面。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWNZB0ZwUV
一切都只是習慣，按照著習慣去過著一天又一天，一個星期又一個星期，一年又一年…49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cId2A8LMg
不去做多餘的思考般的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55brfIolOx
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雪。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQsbwL3qDQ
不知什麼時候開始，飄雪了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNqhZKgnDO
突如其然的雪讓佐伯慌張了起來，身上不僅沒帶傘，連手機也沒帶；一瞬間佐伯的腦中浮現了什麼，一種似曾有過的感覺。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNESmo9WjD
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「就知道你一定沒有帶傘。」跡部無奈的聲音在身後響起，可不知為什麼引起佐伯的一陣笑意。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ765B54CqZz
發自內心，帶著溫暖的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRv9XibvMk
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我是走不遠的，因為我仍舊會走回你身邊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdzXZOS3Ff
而你就在身後。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxZAGWQL8W
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